well today was the first day of SAT 9's and now i finally understand why they say you need to get lots and lots of sleep cuz dude i think i did pretty dang bad at it.. since i didn't get a goodnights rest and everything.. it's so weird being in the same classroom for like 2 and half hours.. it's horrible.. the rest of our classes is only half an hour long.. and we don't get much homework in our class during testing time.. so i guess that's the best part about it.. i toOk algebra 2 and my chemistry test today.. algebra 2 one wasn't tOO bad.. but the chemistry... i went coO cOo for coco puffs.. i dunno if it was my lack of sleep or what.. but something was not clicking during that test.. grr.. i hope i didn't do tOo badly =/ but yah anyways.. all my other classes ran pretty smoothly.. Ooh today during lunch Best Buddies went up to our football field and we had a picnic up there =) it was so sweet.. hehe.. i had lots of fun.. and a couple of the kids on wheelchairs started to race around the track.. it was so sweet.. =) that made my day.. but anyways afterwards it was off to our classes once again.. and it was all cOol and fun as usual.. cheer practice was very uMm.. not so fun.. we had a meeting with some of the freshmen girl's parents.. and they had some good arguments towards the practice hours.. but i dunno.. i still don't think freshmen should be on varsity competition squad..more on that later..let's just say one of the moms didn't seem very understanding on our point of view.. awwright i'm gonna do the bit of homework i have and eat food.. maybe i'll write more later..so for now.. blog ya later!!

highlight of the day:
- the Best Buddies picnic on the field, and how the people were racing =)

NOT so highlight of the day:
- cheer meeting.. it was good, but at the same time people should have been less bias.

hotboy of the day:
- i had one but dude i'm trippin' and i don't remember who he was.. =/ hmm..

okay so well here i am blogging away again.. i haven't had the best sleeping habits lately cuz i've been coming home extremely tired.. and been needing sleep..so i sleep in the afternOon and i dont' get to sleep till late at night.. well let's see lately things for me have been uMm well it's been alrite.. but you know what i'm totally okay with things in my life right now.. i'm handling everything with a smile.. =) before i was stressed up the butthole and i didn't know how to handle things... now, not that i know how to handle things now, it's just i know in the end everything will come into place.. hMm.. word of the day.. EXAGERATION i learned that word back in like 2nd grade and i was all proud when i was using it and stuff..i still remember that.. =) but anyways.. yah i dunno sometimes in life you are put into a weird position, and just when you think things can't get any worse.. hah! they do! when you think you're in control of the situation and you know what you're doing.. the BIG MAN up there makes you realize.. "hey YOU'RE not in control of my life, HE is, so stop pretending like YOU'RE in control.." i realized that somethings in life don't last.. ESPECIALLY the good things.. and you gotta learn to accept that and move on from it.. because HE doesn't want you to stop growing, therefore he doesn't allow you to bathe in the good things in life, cuz i mean if you did, then you're life would just be a stand still. GOD doesn't do things to make you sad on purpose, HE allows things in your life to happen to serve a purpose, and the outcome is always good, although at the time you're going through it you're not feeling very good things. Basically to me the thing that helps me get through my life in all aspects of it.. good, bad, horribly bad, is the fact that i know HE is taking care of me.. and that HE will not allow me to suffer for a very long time. HE has his reasons for doing this to me, to everyone, and i know in the end everything will come into place..and knowing that, even in the most roughest moments of my life..i'm able to smile..

okay so let me see my day today.. well today was the memorial day for the Armenian Genocide.. is that the right term.. "memorial day"? cuz i dont' wanna say "celebration" cuz now i know that isn't the right term to use.. well i mean i totally feel for those who had to suffer through this genocide.. but i seriously don't really understand why the Armenian students get a day off of schOol.. cuz i mean don't get me wrong i do understand why they do.. cuz they gotta do their thing ya know, cuz i know some people do attend church stuff, but i mean when you think about it alot of other nationalities have faced genocides, it's just we're oblivious to it, or we know about it we just don't acknowledge it that much. I had a conversation about this today with an armenian student in my chemistry class, cuz people were teasing him about.. "why he was at school?" and stuff.. and i totally respect that he chose to come to school not cuz he wasn't acknowledging it, but he didn't feel the need to just sit around at home.. well anyways so i just kinda brought it up how i felt about the whole thing.. i told him that i respect that the armenians do what they have to do during this time of the year, but i mean other nationalities have faced genocides also, but it doens't seem that it is fully acknowledged, and those nationalities don't seem to get days off from school cuz of it. he goes on by saying that like they want the turkish people to accept what they did, but that still isn't a logical reason for students to be excused from school.. just cuz they want the Turkish people to admit to what they did.. but also when you think about it.. the Turkish people that did commit this crime have probably already passed away, I mean yah it would be cool and stuff if the present generation of Turkish people acknowledged the wrong doing of their ancestors, but they shouldn't be the one to blame for it, cuz they didn't commit the crime. And, i also said that i mean with the Jewish people i don't know of any acknowledgement that they get for the Holocaust. I know the date for the Armenian Genocide, but i don't know the date for the Jewish Holocaust. you get me?! I mean and he brings up the whole Turkish people admitting the wrong they did, but i mean the Nazis didn't admit to it either. They plead "Not guilty" when they were in court right? So, i mean i'm totally not bashing on the idea of Armenians getting out of school, cuz if it means they go to church and acknowledge it that's totally fine, but at the same time other nationalities who have suffered similar genocides should also be given that privilege. my friend had a brilliant idea, instead of just acknowledging ONE holocaust/genocide we should have a national day for it acknowledging holocausts and genocides of every race, because no matter what race it is,it's cruel either way.. and every nationality that had suffered through it should be given a chance to be acknowledged. okay so that was my thoughts today.. all this was during chemistry class.. and the rest was pretty much a free day we only had like 10 students or sometimes even less in my classes so it was a free day.. i only have english homework.. and a lot of my teachers were absent.. oh mayn today i didn't go to my first and second period class cuz i was finishing my chemistry lab that i fell asleep on.. and dude my chemistry teacher wasn't even there! gosh dude.. grr.. i don't like not going to class.. mayn! oh well atleast i got it done i guess.. cheer practice was pretty cool today.. the weather was hecka weird though.. it was all cold and raining and all of a sudden cheer practice rolls along and it gets all sunny and hot.. weird weather.. this is usually what they call.. "earthquake weather" dude.. aaah! i hate earthquakes that's one of my biggest fears.. but they say you can't predict earthquakes through weather.. so i hope not.. awwright well i'm gonna do the homework for my ONLY class.. street scene this friday! wOo hOo yess!

highlight of the day:
- having a lot of substitutes for my classes, and not doing a darn thing in class, and only having homework in one subject.. =D

NOT so highlight of the day:
- the fact that millions of people died on this day.. =(

hOtboy of the day:
- my left butt cheek.. =/ hehe NONE

okay so today let me see today was a pretty fantastic day.. i woke up late but i still did my shower thing and got to schOol on time.. first period was okay.. ugh i hate that teacher mayn he has it out for me gracious.. and then second period algebra 2 class..i was actually awake for the lesson good for me! and i was also awake during 3rd period for the lesson so hOoray for me.. i'm moving on up yup i think so.. and then fourth period rolls along and we're watching a french movie.. grr... subtitles.. but uMm it's a pretty interesting movie.. and then 5th period english class is english class.. it was semi-okay though i guess nothing toO bad happened in my class except for freakin' history class.. i hate that man and he hates me.. grr.. oh well it's okay..and cheer practice mayn.. today has got to be the worse way we have ever performed our routine the heat and the fact that we haven't done that routine for awhile played a part on us SUCKING BALLS but atleast we're doing it.. competition is DEFINITELY this saturday.. eek.. oh well.. wish us luck and most importantly PRAY FOR US =) but dude none of my stunts went up except for like 2.. =/ so disappointed in myself.. i should know better.. but oh well i will have a better practice tomorrow =) but it was pretty funny trying to do "facials" in front of each other.. haha mayn that was like peeing in my pants funny! FRANCES hahaha dude you're a freakin' morning glory character. hehe in a good way.. and we weren't allowed to laugh.. cuz if we did then we'd have to run laps around the crowd withour hands in the air screaming.. "i'm a banana!" and i'm not feelin like making a complete fool of myself.. i make a fool of myself everyday.. but i didn't wanna make a COMPLETE fool of myself...kay so all around top notch day..

highlight of the day::
- doing the facials thing during cheer practice.. dude i was gonna pee in my pants!

NOT so highlight of the day:
- first period history class bites big balls!
- waking up later than i wanted to.. oh well

hOtboy of the day:
- uMm.. it WAS none.. but somebody decide to throw himself into it.. Mr. Arenet Jason Sanders.. geez.. there happy?! jk.. you're on here cuz you burned me the Ashanti CD..oh yah since it bleeped out your word. i'l say it for you.. YOU'RE A PRICK!

song that was in my head:
- you don't have to call - usher.. [ mind you that i was singing this completely out of tune..=)]
"you don't have to call.. it's okay girl.. "

"Video"

Sometimes I shave my legs and sometimes I don’t
Sometimes I comb my hair and sometimes I won’t
Depend of how the wind blows I might even paint my toes
It really just depends on whatever feels good in my soul

I’m not the average girl from your video
And I ain’t built like a supermodel
But I learned to love myself unconditionally,
Because I am a queen

I not the average girl from your video
My worth is not determined by the price of my clothes
No matter what I’m wearing I will always be
India.Arie

When I look in the mirror and the only one there is me
Every freckle on my face is where it’s suppose to be
And I know my creator didn’t make no mistakes on me
My feet, my thighs, my Lips, my eyes, I’m loving what I see

Am I less of a lady if I don’t where panty hose
My momma said a lady ain’t what she wears but what she knows…
But I’ve drawn the conclusion, it’s all an illusion
Confusion’s the name of the game
A misconception, a vast deception,
Something got to change

Now don’t be offended this is all my opinion
Ain’t nothing that I’m saying law
This is a true confession
Of a life learned lesson
I was sent here to share with y'all
So get in when you fit in
Go on and shine
Clear your mind
Now’s the time
Put your salt on the shelf
Go on and love yourself
‘Cause everything’s gonna be alright

Keep your fancy drink, and your expensive minks
I don’t need that to have a good time
Keep your expensive cars and your caviar
All’s I need is my guitar

Keep your crystal and your pistol
I’d rather have a pretty piece of crystal
Don’t need you silicone, I prefer my own
What god gave me is just fine…

..i love this song.. it makes you feel all warm and happy =) appreciate what you have =)

awwright so today was an awwright day.. nothing too interesting going on.. same ol' boring ol' stuff schOol is not a very fun thing.. but oh wells.. well uMm today was a pretty gosh darn warm day.. so i wore my little skirt but i wore a bunch of layers i wore a tank top with my red hOoded sweater and my khaki corduroy jacket over.. phew it was freakin' hot..uMm..i'm gonna do some homework so i'm gonna blog more later.. my day was pretty boring though so i don't have much to write right now..blog ya later..

today was a pretty exciting day.. i had my friends rusty and rouhi come over alongside joyce.. and we had a pretty fantastic day of playing video games.. wrestling.. and pictionary.. ofcourse i kicked both of the boys butts! (( flexing )) don't mess with these.. well anyways after beating the crap out of rouhi and rusty.. we all decided we wanted to play some type of board game.. so we go get PICTIONARY!! mayn that's a pretty coOl game..especially with rouhi and rusty hahaha.. wow.. crazy ass artistic skills right there.. it was joyce and i versus rusty and rouhi, girls vs. guys type of deal.. ofcourse the girls came out victorious uMm we played 3 games and we beat them at all 3 ! gracious.. you guys suck! haha.. rusty and his "elaborate" drawings.. dude.. if you have to draw a rooster.. you don't have to draw the rest of the freakin' farm animals.. just draw the daym roOster! he's literally sitting there drawing the chicken, the sun, the pigs, the fence, and THEN the rooster.yeesh.. poor rouhi..dude me and joyce crazy ESP action right there.. (( high five )) dude some funny ass moments.. umm joyce "hurricun" it's.. "hurriCANE" hehe.. rusty uMm.. "fire starter person.." awwright buddy you mean.. "fireman" mMhmm that's what i thought you meant..rusty i never knew you were so ticklish.. hehe that was pretty daym fun! seeing you flinch and giggle like that.. I MISSED YOU MAYN! awwright well today was another good day for me.. good weekend awesome weekend.. wOO hOo awwright...

highlight of the day:
- playing pictionary
- Seeing Rusty,and seeing him flinch and giggle =)
- Ooh and stephanie finding my camera in her car! wOo hOo

NOT so highlight of the day:
- not getting the chance to talk with carlos.. sorry mayn i swear we will have our talk.. WE MUST!! one day

hOtboy of the day:
- Rusty!!! i've missed my white friend so much! =)

awwright well anyways.. let me tell you i had a fun time at the dance.. let's review what happened on friday and saturday....

friday
so yah i didn't even know what i was gonna wear to this dance thing.. cuz ya know i was being a lagger, as usual, so my friends, stephanie, frances, and melissa come to my house and we're all deciding what to wear.. actually stephanie and frances already had something.. it was me and melissa that were trying on clothes.. grr.. fatty girl action on my part.. i need to like excercise some areas of my body mayn.. grr.. but anyways.. so it's funny how we ended up wearing what we planned on wearing in the first place =/ and then came the hair stuff.. stephanie knew as usual, cuz she's the most prepared person from our group.. i wound up just leaving my hair down and curling it a bit.. and doing a criss cross thing at the split of my hair.. hmM... do you get it ?! oh well it doesn't matter.. and the dance starts at like 7:00 but we got there at like 8:30.. dude the word is SEMI-formal.. how come people were trying to be cute at the dance and wear all up in jeans and stuff.. okay.. if i knew that was how it was gonna be why the heck did i wear a dress?! gosh dang..naw but those people lOoked all out of place.. cuz i mean hello..SEMI-formal.. duh! people now a days.. it's like.. want me to draw you a picture so you get the freakin' idea ?! yeesh.. but anyways... the dance was awwright.. i did my "thang" hehe.. had fun.. danced.. and dancing is always a plus.. and then there was some yummy food there toO.. pizza and coOkies.. and brownies and what not.. yuMm.. it was good.. and me, melissa, skarlet, stephanie, jackie, and frances toOk our pictures.. hehe we did a funny/cute pose.. hehe.. it's pretty exciting stuff.. and then afterwards we all went to my friend zack's house.. cuz they wanted to hang out after the dance.. so we go hang out at zack's house.. and for awhile were just picking our nose.. and then we decide we want some ice cream.. so we go to rite aid and get some ice cream.. cuz you know Rite Aid ice cream is like the best thing ever.. so from there we met up with some more people and we decide to go to "the races" hehe.. so it was me, melissa, skarlet, frances, stephanie, fabi, grace, anthony, kenny, trevor, carlo, tony, zack, chris, john, and uMm.. i think that's about it.. so anyways.. we go and mayn that place is pretty fantastic.. watching people race their cars.. i've grown a greater appreciation for cars now.. i actually want a fast car.. before i used to say.. "give me a steering wheel and an engine and i'm set" yah right.. now i actually want something pretty uMm.. exciting like.. i dunno.. but mayn those cars were pretty boneriffic! and for melissa.. pretty orgasmic.. hehe.. but anyways.. so we go and we had to drive away from cops and everything.. hehe.. dang fugitives! it was funny cuz the first time we had to get away everybody piled in back of anthony's car.. and nobody sat in the front seat and nobody closed the passengar door.. yup us and our brilliantness.. and haha.. ever wonder how a person loses a shoe ?! well i know how ! when we were all jumping into the backseat of anthony's car frances happend to have lost a shoe in the process.. and we drove off without it! hahaha.. that was pretty dang funny! aww sorry frances.. we even passed by it like twice and stuff.. it looked all beat up and run over! it's okay we owe you a shoe mayn! after all the driving away from the cops action and getting boners and orgasms from watching hot cars.. not hot boys.. but hot cars pass by.. aww and our boys were all protective of the girls.. =) i've never felt so cared for in my entire life.. =) thanks guys you guys put a smile on my face.. and so afterwards we head back to zack's house cuz the "ghetto birds" spotted us.. hahaha.. new terminology right tehre.. and the "five O's" were coming soon.. hahahaha dude i get the lingo! hahaha.. okay so we run off and we go to zack's house again and after that we went to "El Tapatio" or something of that nature.. it was about 3 in the morning and we just eat some yummy mexican food.. hehe.. yumm.. and after that we all head home.. hehe..i got home at around 4 in the morning.. it was a fun day.. i haven't had fun like that in awhile.. WE GOTTA DO THAT AGAIN!! yah and i have practice in like 3 and a half hours.. but i didn't get the chance to go cuz i was picking my nose waiting for the call for my ride to be downstairs.. but she didn't call.. =/ so i missed practice yet again.. so that is my transition to saturday...

saturday..
so i begin my day by meeting up freda at the good ol' marketplace.. and ofcourse i am late.. suprise surprise.. and we go and eat at soeul grindz.. and afterwards we met up hovsep at around 3:30 and we go to mr. rags cuz hovsep supposedly wanted to buy a shirt.. but he didn't even get one.. freda and i had a pretty cOol convo inovling the suffix
"-EST" [ coolEST, sexiEST... ] everything was -EST.. hehe.. afterwards we go back to the marketplace and dude everybody was there.. platinum people and the people which i call the "korean mafia" was there.. dang..marketplace everyday mayn.. afterwards we went to get jamba juice.. yumm.. strawberries wild.. and then we leave.. haha.. hahaha.. uMm.. i just wanna say thanks hovsep for being the spokesperson of the day.. =) and then let's see afterward freda and i get into "baller mode" and we get into our baller clothes and we play ball.. yup.. it was pretty exciting.. freda and i played a game.. haha I WON! hahaha but only by default.. hehe we were playing up to only 5, and we couldn't even reach that.. haha.. i scored one shot and were all tired and we were just like screw it.. haha but we exchanged some "nice" words in the process.. so after we got our "work out" in we went to islands to eat! haha.. yup nice huh ?! hehe.. so we eat and then afterwards we go to Hovsep's house to pick his momma up for HOJ.. this is the first time i've been to hovsep's house so it was pretty exciting and after we go to HOJ and we do our thing there.. it was pretty exciting we were put into groups and we have to hold a youth group meeting.. it's pretty coOl.. and my group is working out pretty swell.. OUR GROUP IS THE COOLEST! =)but anyways afterwards we just "chill" and eat good food.. and yummy cupcakes.. dang food everyday of my life.. did i not declare i was going on a "healthy eating" diet.. hMm.. okay maybe next week.. =) we tried to play Clue, ya know the board game but freakin' vince kept ruining our dang game! grr.. so we gave up and we just put the game away.. hMm that's pretty much what went on the past couple days..

now today..
i have to clean my room and do my homework and hang out with some long lost buddies.. dang everybody wanted to hang out this week.. yeesh.. i had a good weekend.. awesome weekend.

highlight of the day:
friday:
- watching cars race * vroom *
- dancing
- spending time with my "Sister Goddesses" hehe..

saturday:
- freda and i are "lazy ballers"
- phrase of that day: "that was pimp!" although i hate that quote.. hehe
- spokesperson of the day at islands

NOT so highlight of the day:
friday:
- frances losing her shoe.
- losing my camera.. AAH! i actually took pictures tOo!

saturday:
- ahem! ( enough said... )

hotbOy of the day:
- there were a lot.. =) tOo many to list...

song of the moment:
-india arie- video