i can't believe it took me all this time to realize...
YOU SUCK!!!!!

Pacey: Actually, um, hold on. I'm not done yet. Because I also want for you to be happy. It's really important for me that you be happy. So I want you to be with someone, whether it be Dawson or New York guy or some man that you haven't even met yet. But I want you to be with someone who can be a part of the life that you want for yourself. I want you to be with someone who makes you feel like I feel when I'm with you. So, I guess the point to this long run-on sentence that's been the last 10 years of our lives is just that the simple act of being in love with you is enough for me. So you're off the hook.


only if that really could be the case in real life huh? i think the magic in dawson's creek was the fact that things being said in the show, is how we would WANT them to be, but then reality strikes... you'd figure in real life the simple act of love would be enough for a person, but in real life it's not like that.. a person isn't just happy just by the "simple act of being in love with you.." cuz that's not enough for that person.. in real life it's simple act of you loving me....they need something in return, and if you aren't able to give anything back to that person you're left alone, just wondering "is that what love is supposed t be?" hMm...

the carpool..


every debut practice it gets kind of confusing on who's riding with who, and who's picking up who, and i just want to apologize for the confusion.. i know it can get kind of annoying.. so this is the PERMANENT carpooling schedule, and this is who's going to be riding with who for the time of the debut practices, and if there are any changes you will be notified.. let's just hope my debut folks are reading this.... so here it goes


robert's car
1. joyce
2. wesley snipes
3. robin [if he doesn't drive..]
4. karla
5. nash


henri's car
1. justin
2. carla
3. xuan
4. yelena


geeps's car
1. courtney
2. julie

so that's that ok?! and if there's any problems or if the wonderful, gracious, generous, lovely, fantabulus drivers aren't able to make a practice, please be sure to give me a call so i can organize the rides for them to get to my practice... so with that being said.. see you all in a little while, and again i say THANKS! to all my cotillion members for putting up with this nonsense we call a debut. your hardwork, patience, and dedication really is appreciated, and you all will be highly rewarded some how some way, for example in one way would be, YOUR ASSES DON'T HAVE TO PAY FOR YOUR DRESSES OR TUXs so don't trip! =) it's been taken care of... so laters guys.... sorry if the people reading this outside of my cotillion don't really care.. this wasn't a blog for you guys.. so tough titties!