moving out of your house can be quite an emotional experience...
-- me

well i haven't been online for so long, it scares me! i just wanted to post a blog, and let you guys know that yes.. i am still alive and breathing. people have been so accustomed to seeing me online, that when they don't, they think that i hav dropped dead or something.. i am currently at juicy's house using her brother's iMac computer.. and can i say.. iMac keyboards were made for midget people's hands.. because typing with the keys so close together is not cute at all.. but anyway, let me continue on with as few typographical errors as possible.. i'm not gonna update you on what's been up with me, because that would take forever in a day.. and my hands just aren't small enough for that kind of nonsense.. so yeah i'm just gonna talk.. so basically i just wanna let you people know, who ever you guys that daily check my blog, that i will be on a little hiatus for about 2 months or so.. but i will be back! yesiree bob i will.. and check in on my blog from time to time, maybe i was able to slip in a blog or two on random dates from being at someone's house or something.. hey you never know.. i must have tried to type this entry 3 times, until now.. because juicy is living in the stone age, and has a 56k modem.. can't deal with that nonsense.. and the 56k stuff can't seem to keep up with my thoughts, so it freezes up.. but yeah anyways.., so i'm moving, and the computer is being dis-assembled.. and my house is literally in a pile of boxes.. went to the house in valencia today.. and it's almost done! so you people, take advantage of the fact that i'm still around for 2 months! hahah, you swear cuz i'm leaving forever.. but yeah i'm actually leaving my house in about 2 weeks or so, cuz we're gonna be living with my aunt until our house is completely finished, the people that bought our house want to move into it right away, so they'r emaking us move.. and also the good thing is, my dad is renting a studio apartment in eagle rock, so i'm still gonna be around, and i'm gonna have a place to stay.. and, YES, i am still going to Hoover.. speaking of Hoover cheer tryouts THIS monday! MARCH 24 okay but anyway..

i was packing up my stuff.. and man oh man.. too many memories in all those boxes.. it's funny how like a little ticket stub can mean so much, and how a little dried up flower can suddenly send a surge of emotions through your body.. gracious.. it is really unbelievable how GREAT people have been to me! i constantly complain about the "bad" things that people have put me through and what not.. but gosh darn it.. it's even harder to believe how GREAT people have been to me.. even if it was just for a limited amoutn of time, the point that matters is, they thought me special enough to treat me that special for a limited amount of time, and for that i REALLY appreciate them.. so for all you people who made me smile, who wrote me a letter especially those who wrote me on the Hilton stationary, who i watched a movie with, who gave me flowers especially the one who picked a daisy for me while walking in the street, and surprised me with my favorite flowers on my bed while i was in the shower, i thank you for the great memories! =D they have made me smile, and will ALWAYS make me smile. packing is a really emotional process... it's also a good way to release things, and remember good stuff.. cuz obviously you don't go around saving stuff from the bad events that happen to you.. so yeah all the stuff that i have managed to collect around my room have been all of fond memories, the ones that matter...

i've been really happy lately.. ugh, i think i just jinxed myself... but no honestly i have been pretty happy with the way things have been going lately... it's crazy how you think everything can go wrong, and the minute you think things can't get any worse, they don't, and they get better.. and it's really funny how the bad things later turn out to be good things.. =D it's really a lesson in where, GOD doesn't do anything just to hurt us, there's a reason behind it.. and HE knows best.. you might not be able to understand what His reasons are at times, but in the end, sooner or later, you will, and you will thank Him so much for allowing it to happen. time and time again He has proven this to me. =D i love GOD!

well this entry has been long enough.. so yeah.. i'm out for about 2months.. i'll try to blog whenever i can, so that you people won't think i'm dead or something.. and i'll get back to this thing on a regular basis when i live in the (661) hahaha.. omgosh.. weird.. 661, but anyways.. i'm probably gonna be blogging often, since ya know, it's not like i'm gonna have anything better to do.. so till then. seeyalaterr.