i never knew till i looked in your eyes.. i wasn't complete till the day you walked into my life.. eric benet f. tamia - spend my life with you

okay so here i am blogging away as usual... what else do i do.. blogging is like part of my daily agenda now.. omg.. WHO WATCHED FRIENDS TODAY?!?! i did, i did! dude.. rachel and ross?! emma! joey, dude what a throw that was! okay but i dunno.. dude seriously ross and rachel is like joey and dawson.. they are just meant to be.. (( sigh )) joey and dawson.. okay but anyways so today i went to schOol did the usual thing.. and there was yet another philosophical convo in my french class.. it was about as our technology increases our morality decreases.. well in my opinion nobody can truly judge what is moral and immoral, but then there are just certain things that are logically immoral.. so this guy, allan, sits behind me in french class.. and he was saying how people that kill should be killed, and me, being the type of person i am, and my involvement completely disagree with that. i don't think man has the power to judge who should be killed, and who shouldn't.. cuz man shouldn't act as GOD. GOD is the only person who has the ability to judge something like that.. he asked me if we can't say who gets killed who can?! and i straight said, GOD.. GOD will take care of the person who murdered on his own.. we should trust that he will, the person will have what's coming to them.. we're not to judge that. And also, if we're the oens saying oh.. "kill that person, because he killed that person" then doesn't that mean we should also be killed, becuase we ordered someone to kill, therefore we killed someone also.. it'll go on forever, so that whole "kill who kills" theory just doesn't work.. and also the whole subject of abortion came up again.. omg.. i just dont' understand why people don't think embryos/fetuses aren't alive! how can someone say that ?! come on now.. what happens to it if you just leave it there?! does it just go away?! no, becuase it is growing, cuz it's alive! and first of all.. if it wasn't live.. WHY WOULD YOU HAVE TO KILL it, if it wasn't alive in the first place?! gosh people.. come on now.. and he started saying that how come i can kill a fly, but i can't kill a fetus.. okay he just said "kill" so he's saying himself.. it's alive, a fetus is alive! am i right?and also first of all..killing a fly is in a totally different wave length from killing a baby! don't tell me you can put that in the same category! cuz you can't! mayn seriously.. and then i started saying it's not fair for the baby that just cuz you made a mistake to kill the baby, cuz it wasn't the baby's fault.. it was the most innocent thing, and besides no matter how you got the baby, babies are ALL gifts from GOD, and you shouldn't just throw away a gift from GOD but instead feel blessed to the fact that HE thought you can handle it.. if anything give it up for adoption.. give the baby a chance ot grow up to reach it's potential.. and then my friend said.."but do you know how hard it is for people to grow up in adoption?" okay fine yah it is hard, i give it that, but atleast in adoption they have somewhat of a chance, more than just being killed.. okay sorry that was just what happened in FRENCH class.. hMm interesting huh?! you'd think we would be learning french.. hMm it's all good.. and then after english rolls along.. then it's cheer practice.. and we did the whole routine a couple times through.. mayn haven't done that in awhile.. i do not have the endurance for that.. mayn.. i was so pOoped out.. mayn.. AAAH nationals is saturday! omg! AAH!

okay so why is that on days that i somewhat lOok decent people act all surprised.. gosh people i am capable of lOoking somewhat decent sometimes ya know! gracious.. dont' act all surprsied... mayn! for example.. lemme just attach a convo with my "gurfren" nash:
x S t r o B e 44: wear what you wore today tomorrow
oO Litter BuG Oo: why ?!
x S t r o B e 44: it gave me a boner
x S t r o B e 44: too sexy
oO Litter BuG Oo: hahahaha eewie !
x S t r o B e 44: haha jk. it was cute. good job
oO Litter BuG Oo: haha.. good job?!
oO Litter BuG Oo: hahahahhahaa

and the thing is.. they aren't even compliments.. they are just like.. "good job." statements.. like a pat on the back.. not real compliments.. pretty strange.. mayn.. gosh.. hello i'm not that much of a spazzoid okay! dude seriously.. mayn people don't act all surprised if i bust out with the skirts from time to time.. i am fully capable of being not so lazy and like wearing a skirt and stuff.. i have my days okay.. gosh..

highlight of the day:
- my sissie bringing me some islands, "hula" burger.. yuMmm.. sauteed mushrooms = yuMmM!

NOT so highlight of the day:
- i need to sexercise.. i mean exercise... haha
- i left my little bag thing in the gym, and i had my keys in there! please let someone be nice enough to have taken it..=\

person who made me smile:
- this guy named Azat in Best Buddies, he's an officer, he has a mental disability but he's doing a great job being officer!
- nash... "good job." thanks gurfren! there are you happy now.. you're in a category..

okay wow (( tear )) dawson's creek! mayn.. what kinda love is that?! dude.. seriously.. cuz i don't think that exists in this world.. that only exists in tn the television world.. but seriously why was i feeling that "love" though.. am i not as heartless as i assumed i was.. maybe there's hope for me yet?! could it be possible.. but mayn too bad that "love" doesn't exist in reality.. tOo bad.. but mayn seriously.. my heart went up a notch! mayn! aaah.. good episode.. good episode.. made me smile... mayn someday seriously i'm gonna like run after a boy in an airport and stuff! watch...hMm.. well it depends on how far it is.. cuz i mean i might get tired running.. hMm.. okay i'm over the whole joey and dawson thing.. that's it..

OMG.. WHY DID JOEY FREAKIN' REJECT DAWSON'S KISS! OMG.. DUDE.. IS SHE STUPID?!?!?! OMG DUDE! WHY OH WHY! i'm watching dawson's creek right now... and i started screaming when seh did that.. mayn come on now! mayn! sheesh.. hahaha it reminds me of something iwould do though.. haha okay sorry cold hearted katrina popping out.. but seriously joey gets all the hot guys.. first chad murray and then dawson.. and he had pacey tOo! oh come on.. hot boys.. what is her problem?! gracious.. okay.. that's it i'm over it now.. the episode isn't over yet..

... how sad all things must come to an end, but then again i'm not alone.. it was the sweetest thing i've known

alrite well anyways.. i'm gonna start putting quotes of songs that stand out to me.. that was my first one.. that's from lauryn hill - sweetest thing.. good song..alrite.. well anyways so today wasn't as hot as yesterday.. i have a new goal set out for myself.. i have really bad tan lines on my back.. so i decided i'm going to try and get rid of them.. or atleast make them kinda fade away.. i worea halter top today to kinda tan my back.. my back has horrible tan lines from like bra straps.. sleeves.. everything.. it's pretty bad.. but anyways so i'm trying to get rid of them.. it's not the most comfortable thing but i figured that's the only way i can get rid of them since i dont' wanna get into those tanning bOoths cuz those are cancer in a box.. and besides i'm dark as it is.. why the heck am i gonna go tan my whole body for my back?! alrite.. so anyways enough about my back.. today was another day.. nothing tOo special happened today.. history rolled by.. then algebra 2.. then chemistry.. we had a test i totally forgot to study for.. it was multiple choice..so eh.. i dunno how well i did.. and then french.. another philosophical lesson.. dude that class is cOol cuz it's not just french it's more than that.. and then english and i was quite proud of myself cuz i finished my thematic essay on time and turned it in.. i hvaen't turned something in on time in the longest time for that class.. and then cheer practice.. and aah nationals! dude... i'm peeing on myself nervous for that.. i feel so unprepared.. well i can't wait though.. cuz it's gonna be so much fun.. and then a week after nationals it's cheer tryouts.. hMm.. busy schedule.. i'm supposed to make up a cheer and stuff.. and i don't even have diddly squat.. grr.. well we'll get something done.. alrite that's all for this one.. i'm gonna make like a banana and SPLIT! haha.. ruthie and esther! hehehe.. oOh later today my cousin and i are gonna go check out ozzy's house! wOo hOo for us! i hope i get to see their cute little bulldog, Lola!

highlight of the day:
- french class and our "philosophical" lesson
- coming home to some Lucky Charms cereal
- thanks for cOoking me some yummy spaghetti ; )

NOT so highlight of the day:
- hMm.. not to many downs today i think

person who made me smile:
- Ruthie and Esther cuz we had an entertaining convo about bananas.. you know they really do make you slip!
- MELISSA! did you say something?! hahaha.. that was pretty dang loud! haha
- the cOok of my spaghetti! loves to you buddy!

krayzEE b o i 38: katrina.. imma go.. i still hav to read
krayzEE b o i 38: goodnite
krayzEE b o i 38: God bless
oO Litter BuG Oo: goodnight!
krayzEE b o i 38: peace in the middle east!
oO Litter BuG Oo: GOD bless!
krayzEE b o i 38: goodnite
oO Litter BuG Oo: hahahaha
oO Litter BuG Oo: oh gracious
oO Litter BuG Oo: peace and adobo grease !
oO Litter BuG Oo: hehehe
krayzEE b o i 38: the rain in spain remains mainly on the plane!
krayzEE b o i 38: ehehe
oO Litter BuG Oo: hahhaha GO AWAY !
oO Litter BuG Oo: hehehe..
oO Litter BuG Oo: love ya !
oO Litter BuG Oo: hehehe
krayzEE b o i 38: GO AWAY?!?!
krayzEE b o i 38: BOOOOO
krayzEE b o i 38: oh u mean go away as how the spurs did
krayzEE b o i 38: wen they lost to the lakers!
oO Litter BuG Oo: oh shush
oO Litter BuG Oo: just go read or something
krayzEE b o i 38: ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
krayzEE b o i 38: why dont u watch a spurs game
krayzEE b o i 38: oh wait.. theyve been eliminated
krayzEE b o i 38: by who?
krayzEE b o i 38: the LAKERS!
oO Litter BuG Oo: you better shush before i do something drastic
krayzEE b o i 38: like wat?
krayzEE b o i 38: "beat me up"
krayzEE b o i 38: heehehe
oO Litter BuG Oo: ogm !
oO Litter BuG Oo: *omg
oO Litter BuG Oo: hehe
oO Litter BuG Oo: hovsep go read please..
oO Litter BuG Oo: i love you and everything.. but shoo!
krayzEE b o i 38: ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
krayzEE b o i 38: booooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
oO Litter BuG Oo: i'm sorry
oO Litter BuG Oo: you're gonna make me take drastic measures
krayzEE b o i 38: like how the spurs did?
krayzEE b o i 38: ehehehehe
krayzEE b o i 38: oh wait they lost
oO Litter BuG Oo: OMG!
oO Litter BuG Oo: shush !
krayzEE b o i 38: shush as in the way the spurs shushed wen they lost
krayzEE b o i 38: lost to who?
krayzEE b o i 38: the LAKERS!
oO Litter BuG Oo: oh my gOodness
oO Litter BuG Oo: you're really asking for it
krayzEE b o i 38: asking like the way the spurs were asking for the championship.. but they cant
krayzEE b o i 38: cuz they lost
krayzEE b o i 38: lost towho?
krayzEE b o i 38: thE LAKERS!
oO Litter BuG Oo: oh mayn!
oO Litter BuG Oo: AAAH!!
krayzEE b o i 38: u should put this in ur blog
krayzEE b o i 38: ehehehe
oO Litter BuG Oo: i know !
krayzEE b o i 38: AAAH?
oO Litter BuG Oo: i shall
oO Litter BuG Oo: AHHHH!
oO Litter BuG Oo: same thing
krayzEE b o i 38: AAAH as in the way the screaming fans in staples center yelled wen the lakers won?
krayzEE b o i 38: ehehehe
oO Litter BuG Oo: omg !
oO Litter BuG Oo: STOP IT !
oO Litter BuG Oo: I'M GOING CRAZY !
oO Litter BuG Oo: and no not like the way the lakers went crazy or wahtever
oO Litter BuG Oo: the way i'm gonna stick a fork up your butt if you don't shut up! that kinda carzy !
krayzEE b o i 38: STOP IT.. as in the spurs stopping they're run for the championship since they lost to the lakers
krayzEE b o i 38: the way the lakers stuck a fork in the spurs's butt cuz they lost!
oO Litter BuG Oo: stop!
krayzEE b o i 38: crazy as in the way kobe played!
oO Litter BuG Oo: omg i'm seriously yelling !
krayzEE b o i 38: yelling as in the screaming fans yelled in staples center?
oO Litter BuG Oo: oa;lfjalpoijsa;,mgna;lgh
oO Litter BuG Oo: !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11
krayzEE b o i 38: oa;lfjalpoijsa;,mgna;lgh as in the way the lakers told spurs to go home
krayzEE b o i 38: !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! as in the way the lakers celebrated wen they beat the spurs
oO Litter BuG Oo: hahahahahaha
oO Litter BuG Oo: i give up
oO Litter BuG Oo: no not the way the spurs gave up
krayzEE b o i 38: like the way the spurs gave up
krayzEE b o i 38: ehehehe
krayzEE b o i 38: ur getting the idea!
krayzEE b o i 38: fine ill stop
krayzEE b o i 38: ill stop about thelakers/spurs thing
oO Litter BuG Oo: hahaha good
oO Litter BuG Oo: you better !
krayzEE b o i 38: good as in the way the CELTICS beat the pistons!
krayzEE b o i 38: well
krayzEE b o i 38: goodnite
oO Litter BuG Oo: g'nit e!
oO Litter BuG Oo: prepare to see this in my blog !
oO Litter BuG Oo: and have fun reading !
oO Litter BuG Oo: love ya bunches!
krayzEE b o i 38: goodnite as in the waaay the lakers said goodnite to the spurs
krayzEE b o i 38: eheeh i swear that was the last one
oO Litter BuG Oo: hahaha
oO Litter BuG Oo: good
oO Litter BuG Oo: mayn
krayzEE b o i 38: LAKERS RULE!
oO Litter BuG Oo: oh ma goodness

.. umm how come he said he was gonna go and the convo lasted for another freakin' 10 minutes or something.. gosh frusterations in this convo.. i was getting white hairs and stuff.. and getting wrinkles and what not.. mayn hovsep.. the way you stress me out is reall samting! i still say.. BOO ON THE LAKERS!! i don't give a dang if they "three-peat" ( i hate that phrase) they still suck your balls! thank you.. and have a nice day.. hehe

all i gotta say is that.. THANK GOD for the person who invented cereal! that person is brilliant, whoever it was is a freakin' GENIUS!

cheer practice today was a bummer.. the heat is really beating us up mayn..so i came home and i took a nice cOol shower.. and mayn there was no soap in the shower.. so i had to hop out and get some soap.. from under the sink.. mayn i hate that.. cuz you get all scrubbed up and then no soap.. well anyways.. i found out when we're performing for nationals.. we're performing really early in the morning at 9 am.. and JV cheer is going first.. they're going at 8 in the morning.. the line up is...
8:00 Cheer – J.V.
West Covina
Hoover
Arroyo

9:00 Cheer – Varsity
Hoover
Diamond Ranch
Long Beach Elites
Perris
Sylmar
Troy

11:30 Song – Sr.
Dance House
West Covina
Hoover
Dance Force

dang dude we're first again.. well like i said if you guys are itnterested in attending my little competition talk to me about it kay?! hopefully you guys can come! cuz i would really really like you guys to! okay well anyways.. what else is there to say.. hmm so yah it was another HOT HOT HOT day today.. and mayn i don't feel like busting out with the shorts.. cuz i got some nastay legs and stuff.. grr.. i don't like this heat.. but uMm.. yah well today i fell pretty bad doing the "twist" cradle.. i hit my leg on something and it went numb for awhile.. mayn the things i must go through.. it's okay it's my fault though.. i'm kinda scared of that twist cradle thing.. it just creeps me out.. and besides the whole twisty thing is all on me.. i'm the one that's supposed to twist my body.. it exerts so much energy from you.. then during lunch we went over to Toll Middle School and did a little performance for them.. we just did stunts.. libs arabesques the usual.. we hit all of them! so that was pretty cOol.. none of them fell.. daym little middle school children.. a bunch of perverts! dude.. i don't remember ever being that bad when i was in middle schOol.. one little boy was all. "oOh cheerleader bend over!" or like when i was thrown into the air and stuff they'd make nastay comments like.."oOh that's what i want!" what the heck! daym children! gosh dirty mouths.. but like ashley said yesterday.."the apple does not fall too far from the tree" haha.. i liked that one.. i didn't get it at first but ashley explained it to me.. haha.. but maybe that's not why the kids are like that.. but i dunno.. they were just NASTAY! oh well wow this blog is pretty dang boring huh?! alrite well i'm gonna go do some homework now.. cuz i'm cool like that..

highlight of the day:
- hitting all of the stunts during the Toll perfomance

NOT so highlight of the day:
- NASTAY Toll students! freakin' perverts! tsk tsk tsk
- falling at practice

person who made me smile:
- Allan! thanks for walking me home and carrying my bag! what a gentleman! NOT! hahaha.. jk thanks though!

. special request .
- hey i just wanted to ask asll of you guys to pray for my friend erica's father, and their family, cuz he was admitted to the hospital today for reasons i do not know.. but i just ask you guys to pray for his recovery and the well being of their family.. thanks

GOD bless

i just remembered something that really bothered me today.. so i was in the beeline with my friend ashley and some other friends and then there's this guy who had a mental disability sitting in the back.. his name is joe.. and he's a really nice person.. he's so sweetand kind.. i remember walking with him when i was in like 8th grade and stuff.. he was really sweet.. well so he's sitting in the back and stuff and then there's this guy who was trying to be funny with him.. joe is a very social person he's going to talk to anyone who is willing to talk to him.. that's just the type of person he is.. and he thinks every person that talks to him is trying to be friendly with him.. even though in reality they are making fun of him.. so joe was just being himself and the guy was just straight mocking him.. and trying to talk the way he does like in a way where he also had a mental disability.. basically the whole time he was mocking him and making fun of him.. and here's joe thinking that this guy was just trying to be his friend.. i was so mad! i mean why do people pick on those who are inferior to them?! i don't understand that!! gosh.. dude.. come on now.. it's a little thing called common sense for things.. and i don't understand why people just don't have it.. seriously ashley an i was just talking out loud saying stuff to the guy.. cuz i was really mad.. and it was like a madness that brought like a tear to my eye type of mad... ugh people are so very inconsiderate sometimes! seriously.. ugh.. okay that's all i had to write that.. venting..

okay so as i was drifting off to sleep last night i suddenly remembered.. OH CRAP!! I HAVE A FRENCH PROJECT DUE TOMORROW! yup the greatest time to remember.. by this time i had no time to do it anymore so i decided i would wake up at 5 in the morning to do it.. and then i woke up at 9! how the heck did i manage to do that ?! i dunno about that one.. but yah i did it anyways.. and i walked into my frnech class with the project done.. wOo hOo.. and it was a good thing tOo cuz like it was a group project and i don't like disappointing people especially when it coems to group projects.. but what sucks is that 3 people of my group didn't even do/bring theirs.. so i was pretty mad cuz i missed 3 periods to be able to do mine and they didn't even make the effort. grr.. oh well.. she graded us all separately anyways.. so yah.. mine was pretty interesting.. okay well the day progressed and i didn't really do anything else.. i have a lot of work to do, and i have studying to do also.. grr.. and cheer practice today i dunno why but i was just very frustrated and mad.. not at the team.. but i think it was the heat.. it just didn't get me into the right mood.. and so i was in grr mode.. and blah i don't like it when i'm like that.. cuz then i get all frustrated and i tend to not have the bestest attitude towards people.. darn this heat! well now i'm home.. and there is no food to eat ! grr.. well my dear cousin is cooking pork chops.. and i'm gonna pig out cuz i'm freakin' hungry up the butt crack! kay well that's it this blog..

highlight of the day:
- joey messing up my hair.. thanks buddy that meant a lot! =)

NOT so highlight of the day:
- the blistering heat.. and my not so pretty mood

person who made smile:
- GOD !

how exciting.. i'm cherry flavored! dude.. cherries are pretty yummy.. so that must mean i'm yummy! woO hOo! yesss!

What is YOUR Highschool label?

i'm a hippie.. what the heck?! since when ?! hahaha.. "all i am saying.. is give PEAS a chance!" hehehe..






Which Rainbow Brite kid are you? By Growing.

haha.. "LALA Orange" haha.. awwright.. moving on


Which "Saved By The Bell" Character Are You?

an AIRHEAD?! wtfreak?! okay no.. i am not an airhead !!

all these tests were taken for jessica's entertainment.. have fun jes! =)

mark this day.. today is the day HOVSEP broke my heart... is breaking katrina's heart a new hobby or something?! gosh hovsep.. first off i just wanna say sorry.. i am deeply sorry that i called you that name.. but it was only fair.. you called me a name tOo! so here i am heartbroken yet again.. sheesh.. when will the heart breaking end?!

first off i just wanna say..
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!
hopefully all you guys are spending a pretty dandy time with your mommy's cuz mommy's are just about the coolest thing in the entire world! hMm.. so i went to church today at 12 o'clock mass.. and i wore a skirt! haha.. dude what's up with me and skirts lately.. i dunno about this.. the new "girly" katrina.. hMm.. i dunno about that one yet.. is the world ready for it?! hahaha but yah i was gonna fix my mommy a big nice breakfast and stuff.. but she left for vegas this morning.. so oh well.. that's life.. she woke me up before she was leaving.. and i just pulled her and hugged her and wished her a happy mother's day.. so that's all i could do.. =/ i miss my mommy.. she's gonna be gone for a whole week.. and then my cousin and my sister are following them come friday night.. i'm so sad cuz i can't go with them.. cuz i have to stay cuz of nationals.. mayn i'm so sad.. cuz this time the whole family is going.. my cousins.. aunts.. uncles... EVERYONE except for me ! i'm so sad.. =/ dude.. grr.. but it's okay i guess.. the whole house is to myself.. okay well that's all for now.. and i gotta do some homework now cuz i got a lot.. oh uMm.. by the way my friend mitch (god-like) looked up my name and it meant pure i think that suits me pretty well.. i like mitch's meaning though.. "god-like" that's pretty freakin' dope! hehe.. if you wanna go check out what your name means this is a site i found what's in your name? alrite that's all for this blog.. nothing much else to write..

current mood: I'M HUNGRY !!!