All right then. So, why would you sabotage this? Why would you take someone good, someone you described as wonderful, perfect, and just drive him away?
-- dr. drew; dawson's creek

the top is a very good question that i don't have the answer to. i don't know.. hmm anyhow let's recap yesterday's events.

so yesterday school was the usual fun filled events.. ehh not really. we didn't do much but we just.. i didn't go to 6th period the whole week, alongside yelena. i know VERY bad, but oh well.. well anyways so yelena and i went out to eat, and then i dropped her off.. i chilled at my dad's house and got ready for eagle rock's winterformal, and then karl called so i went to his house to chill for a good half hour since i did have a bit of time to kill.. well actually i didn't, but my lagging ass thought i was cute and pretended like there was time. so i came back to my dad's house finished getting ready then i went and picked him up. yes i picked him up. haha.. i know huh?! hahaha jk anthony! well anyways, we got to the place and we danced and took pictures and all that other stuff people do when they go to dances. afterwards we weren't sure what we were going to do and we were following carla and jan to find out they were taking us to denny's... haha the best part about the whole thing was the 3 cars racing! hahahaha! i've never done that before! but HEY! haha.. it was a honda civic, and a civic hatchback, then me. the civics were racing at first, and i was just following behind but after awhile i wanted to join the fun and so i went along with them and i beat them! =) so my car is good for something. hahaha! good stuff! that was fun. and then we chilled at denny's.. nobody really had anything to eat except for jan, and i had a coffee so i can stay awake for my drive home cuz i was already feeling VERY tired. so when it was aroune 12ish i decided it was time for me to head home.. so i said my goodbyes to everyone and went on with my drive home. it was nice to meet all of you.

now as for today.. today is a VERY busy day. we're having a block party here at my neighborhood. i know huh how CUTE is that?! we're having a freakin' block party! how much whiter can this get?! i love it though! i attended a block party at my aunt's house in sandiego and i remember it being a lot of fun, and i think this will give me a chance to actually maybe meet some people here since i am in complete isolation here in valencia. my only friend here is hollister hahaha! how pathetic am i? well anyways after the block party i'm going to go to juicy's bday lunch. by the way HAPPY BiRTHDAY JUiCY! this will be the 10th bday we're celebrating together! wowza 19 years old! =/ we are getting very old! after that michelle's debut practice.. we are in need of it, and it's coming up, and i've already missed 2 of them.. so i know i can't miss another one. besides i'm the cousin that would suck if i can't even come to my own cousin's debut practices. after that head over to yelena's house and get ready for GHS winterformal. yep... i'm going to another one... i'm going with karl. what joy. actually i've been looking forward for today to come.. =) should be loads and loads and i mean LOADS of fun. let's only hope i won't be disappointed cuz i'm expecting so much from tonight ya know what i mean? then sleep over the padre's house. well hmm.. i'm going to go chill for awhile.. drink some tea and stuff cuz i'm getting the sniffles and a cough thanks to a certain SOMEONE! no names mentioned, but you should know who you are! so in my attempt to try and prevent myself from getting sick i shall rest and drink tea. good bye folks! you all have a good one and BE SAFE!

the words "i am..." are potent words; be careful what you hitch them to.The thing you're claiming has a way of reaching back and claiming you
-- A. L. Kitselman

what a gay today is.. i actually have homework for once. =/ that's disturbing. hmm.. i didn't go to my 2nd period class today due to some weird events that took place this morning. weird/good dream. thanks for the visit rel. =) well, after i was pulled out of bed and stuff.. i got to school and went to 3rd and 4rth and then i left after lunch and went to the gym with yelena. we figured we should go to the gym early today.. so we're not there so late. so we went and it was nice cuz not a lot of people were there. there was some really cute guy that walked out as we were walking in. he had a nice smile and cute dimples. wow! i'm actually saying something nice about a guy on here! haha that's a first. so yeah i won the bet! niice! =) so yelena is buying my booze for this weekend! niice!=D hahaha! alritee well hmm.. the weekend was fun.. did a lot of freakin' driving which wasn't very cool.. but it's okay cuz my drives were somewhat worth it.. well for me atleast.. i visited the "cutest guy in baldwin park" and i put those in quotes, because they were said by him. haha... can't disagree too much on that statement though. =) aww.. can we all gag on my face right now?! hahahha! well anyways today was a chill day. after the gym yelena and i went to go eat at panda express. =/ i know huh.. gym then food. no wonder i'm still a freakin' not so skinny person. haha. i'm not supposed to call myself any word related to fat. well anyways, after that we met up franco and karl at franco's house and we all just chilled it there watched Food Network.. and some of this funny asian show where they kick their own asses. good stuff. then that was that. didn't do much of anything today.. it was a nice chill day. guys i'm starting to not want to attend school.. but it's okay i'll push myself! i did it for a good 3 weeks straight! so i guess now i think i deserve a whole week of not attending class.. haha yeah right you swear! alrite that's it for me. i actually have me some homework to do, so i'll get to it.