If I only had an ocean to compliment this sky
Id pull it down, Id paint it for you and never question why
Cause red would mean you love me
And blue would mean you care
-- further seems forever; "the sound"

okay so i'm extremely happy that TOM did not come to visit me yet and 3 major events of this month has come and gone, and i did it rag free! hurrah to that! thank you GOD for the wondeful bday present that was! but anyways, so yeah it my bday yesterday.. and have you guys ever watched that movie with molly ringwald.. you know sixteen candles? well the movie goes like this.. i guess all her family members were busy with her sister's wedding that when her 16th bday rolled around all her family forgot it was her bday.. hmm that's how my bday felt this year.. it seemed that my family forgot my bday.. no, not even SEEMED, it was fact.. they would leave a message on my cell phone and be like, "hey it totally slipped my mind it was your bday today, i'm sorry, but happy bday!" it was like uhh thanks, but i mean did you really need to tell me that you actually FORGOT my bday before you remembered it and stuff.. guh-racious.. but whatever and oh yeah

thanks to all those who greeted me happy bday through tagboard entries, texts, phone calls, or through iM. i really appreciated all of it! made me smile.

anyways, homecoming was a time well spent. maybe not all that i expected, but still a good time! i had fun with my homecoming date, shaft, although he wasn't the biggest dancer of them all hahaha! it's okay he tried to keep up! hahaha! =) he made my night a lot of fun though! the dance floor was wayyyy too small though, and that added to the factor of me not wanting to go and dance cuz dude the dance floor was packed with people and you could hardly breathe.. even if you tried dancing you'd feel someone like right behind you dancing and you weren't trying to dance with them at all, and all of a sudden you had this big orgy on the dance floor... not very cool. courtney gave me a lap dance! wahoo!! bday lap dance for me! =D! haha fun stuff! aww and my juicy won homecoming queen! yayy to my juicy! i knew she'd win... and jason won king! yay to him! actually technically we had 2 queens this year! hahaha! good stuff! robert it's okay buddy, cuz you looked mighty fine that night! =)... after homecoming a bunch of us just drove around aimlessly, cuz you know it's just the thing to do after homecoming.. hahaha we were gonna head to the beach but it was too daym cold for the beach, and we were all starving so we went to denny's to eat, and then after wasting more time yelena and i just went to my house, and she slept over.. and that was our homecoming night. good stuff...

more in depth thoughts later.. that's all for right now.