human love is conditional...
-- God's love talk


alrite, so hMm i want to get my feelings out of my head, cuz yeah i want to talk. it's so unfair and unreasonable. what you're asking for is so unfair and unreasonable! i understand that you're tired of it, i understand that you can only take so much, but what i don't understand is the consequences that you're putting on it. you're making us suffer for something i have no control over! how am i supposed to keep from happening what you don't want to happen, if it's not me that has control over it. you're penalizing me for something that i'm not even doing! how does that seem fair at all?! it's not fair! not one bit of it is fair. the things that you're doing now seem to contradict the things you feel. i don't know what to make of it anymore, but you know what, do what you gotta do. i told you before, and i still stand by it, if you're unhappy about something, you don't have to put up with it. so if yyou're unhappy about this, then don't put up with it. no matter how much i might not want that to be the out come of anything, hey, what can i do?! NOTHiNG. if you feel like the decision you're going to make in the end of all this is the best for yourself, then so be it, that's all i have ever wanted for you. i don't know right now. i'm frustrated about this situation, and i feel like i can't do anything about it. this really is ALL ON YOU. no matter how hard i try, i can't do anything about what other people decide to do, cuz that's them. i am only in control of my own actions, and apparently in this situation my actions aren't enough. ehh.... blah!