ouch, that hurt...

it's not only LiKiNG katrina a trend,
but HURTiNG katrina is also a becoming a trend.

yeah katrina not only has a "fan club", but there's also another club.
yeah a make katrina feel like complete crap club.
care to be a member?

yeah i just got slapped in the face..

YOU ARE SUCH A F*CKER!
fudge, dude you swear! ahh! i'm so sick of YOU and YOUR bs! and i can't believe you! i can't believe the lies, i can't believe what you freakin' did to me!
LiES, BOYS ARE SUCH LiARS!

currently on hold...
ahh, darn the DMV office.. this is taking forever long! ooh someone answered! woO hOo.. gosh i've been wait on hold for like 20 min.. shoot.. TRiPPiN! haha.. and they were playing torture music! it j.LO AHHH!!! freakin' torture me some more why don't you?! hahaha.. well i guess it's better than elevator music, huh NASH? haha oh mayn.. i wanted to get my license before nikki's party cuz yeah.. wanted to roll with a girls ONLY theme.. but ehh.. the earliest i could make it was october 23.... fudge face! daym this DMV office.. oh well atleast i took initiative and actually did it! woO hOo.. wish me luck guys, and pray for me! pray that i get a nice person to be my driver's tester person.. alrite this is it for this blog as of right now.. try again later... i'm feeling sick ** winks** freda!

It just doesn’t take long to live a life. And every day is such a precious opportunity that to waste a day trying to hurt somebody else just doesn’t seem to me worth doing.
-- Bill Clinton

alrite so today is not really a thursday, but actually a friday! haha, yes, i say this becuase i don't have school tomorrow! YAY! the bad thing, i have a game to cheer for! BOOO!! i don't mind cheering for games, but it takes away my day off, which completely sucks! but anyways.. atleast i don't have to wake up early tomorrow.. well anyways today school was the usual thing, i had a best buddies meeting today at lunch, and we were meeting at the "friendship garden" cuz last time we couldn't meet in the room cuz there was a whole bunch of people up in there.. i was in charge of today's activity, and it worked out pretty well.. i wasn't in the greatest mood cuz of some stuff i just learned of some stuff, and i don't know.. i hate it when people talk, when they shouldn't be talking! i don't know that's something else though.. and that dumb dick ms. kartoshian made me rush my french test cuz like she wanted to call me down to her office to talk about some stuff, so i pretty much got the whole last section wrong and stuff cuz i was rushing, and got all confused! DAMMiT! i needed that test to be an A, so i can get an A in the class. so now i'm stuck with a B+. freakin' kartoshian! mayn! and that totally like got me bummed and stuff. that was no fun.. and then it was cheer practice.. haha that was fun! that made my day! =D hahaha FREEZE TAG! haha that was soo much fun! and who said people who 16 and 17 year olds can't play tag?! shoot, even our coach played! hehe it was so fun!! yay!

well after cheer practice, nash and i went to my house and we chilled for awhile.. yess nash did like my procrastination when the time is 5:00, i'll take a shower.. 5:00 rolls by when the time is 5:10 (( looks at the time on the radio and it's 5:08, then looks at time on tv it's 4:59 )) on my TV! i will take a shower.. kim calls, she says she's coming.. "well, i'll just take a nap until she gets here." hahaha how come i didn't wind up taking a shower till like 6:30ish, and i got out at like 7! hahaha yeah, lagger over here! yeah and so we hang out and share some laughs for awhile.. and then henri came over for a little bit to say hi and hello and to "drop off a note at his friend's house" haha, like he tells his mom/dad, don't know which one.. his ass is on check! haha well anyways after henri leaves kim, nash, and i walk over to jack in the crack and eat some yummay food.. yess! kimmie is a light weight eater! omgracious.. you gotta eat more than that to hang with this bottomless pit! when it comes to me, food disappears! yess well at around 9:30 we head back to my house, and i drove them home! yeah i drove with my dad, pretty weird huh? yeah but whatevers.. i don't care. i'm immune to it nowadays.. yeah goes back to the whole 3rd degree burn remember that freda? you get hurt so much, that it doesn't hurt anymore, cuz you can't feel it anymore. yeah, hMm interesting.. so yeah anyways i drop them off and stuff.. and that was pretty fun! yeah nash and kim actually felt all calm with me driving..
nash:
swtguyxnash: hey, you're a good driver!

kim:
oOx slickgurl xOo: kat, can drive!

hehe yess! i'm a good driver! watch out, katrina will get her driver's license soon enough! and then yes.. more kimmie and katrina moments! Ooh K squared!haha! alrite this is it for me.. laters guys! and GOD bless!

In life, as in a football game, the principle to follow is: Hit the line hard.
-- Theodore Roosevelt

well what a day today.. i was gonna wear a skirt to school today [ =/ ] but then it looked all cold and stuff, so i decided ehh, BUM iT! so forget that idea.. i went to my classes, the usual stuff.. today there was a filipino club meeting, and i went to that and they had eggrolls to pass out! hahaha.. gracious.. shoot ofcourse, i WAS THERE! haha.. yeah but anyways.. we just discussed the AiDS walk and participating in it this year and stuff, i remember freda and i wanted to do that last year.. now we have the chance to do it, so that's pretty cool.. it's on october 20 to you guys that might be interesting in doing it also, just tag my board and we'll see what's up.. well anyways.. practice was okay, we just had tryouts for varsity comp squad.. me and neha were the first ones to tryout, i don't think i did my very best, but it's okay, it was good enough to get me on the team! yeah, so basically i made it, alongside everybody else on the varsity team! and some other people.. so that was cool.. i'm excited about it this year.. so hMm we'll see, hopefully we get somewhere. oh yeah today is my mommy's bday.. HAPPY BiRTHDAY MOMMY! yeah she's old folk! hahaha.. but ofcourse, as she gets older, she looks younger! or so she says.. we're probably gonna go out to dinner tonight and stuff.. yeah us as a "family" hMm.. haha ANYWAYS darn it i don't have school this friday, but i have to cheer at football game. we're playing la canada.. the "n" is that n with the line over it, but i'm too lazy to go look for that ish.. no thanks.. just imagine it there okay.. hmm hopefully we win! haha i'm not sure if we will though, but hopefully we don't lose that badly.. ** crossing fingers ** alritee this is it for me this blog.. had to get thoughts out before concentrating on my homework.. so here i go..

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THANKS TO PEOPLE WHO ARE SiGNiNG MY TAG-BOARD. lotsa luvin' to you guys!

Its hard to wake up, when the shades have been pulled shut
This house is haunted, its so pathetic, it makes no sense at all
Im ripe with things to say, the words rot and fall away
What stupid poem could fix this home, I'd read it every day

So here's your holiday,
hope you enjoy it this time, you gave it all away
It was mine, so when your dead and gone,
will you remember this night, twenty years now lost,
iT'S NOT RiGHT!!

Their anger hurts my ear, been running strong for seven years
Rather then fix the problem, they never solve them, it makes no sense at all
I see them everyday, we get along so why can't they?
If this is what he wants, and its what she wants,then whys there so much pain?

So here's your holiday,
hope you enjoy it this time, you gave it all away.
It was mine,so when your dead and gone,
will you remember this night, twenty years now lost,
iT'S NOT RiGHT!!

So here's your holiday,
hope you enjoy it this time, you gave it all away.
It was mine,so when your dead and gone,
will you remember this night, twenty years now lost,
it's not right
it`s not right
it`s not right
it`s not right

- blink 182: "stay together for the kids"
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hMm.. i didn't know how to write my thoughts without getting into too much of a dramatic detail, but listening to this song.. it pretty much sums it up.

Everyone longs to give themselves completely to someone--to have a deep
soul relationship with another; to be loved thoroughly and exclusively.

But God, to the one who loves Him, says:
"No, not until you are satisfied, fulfilled and content with being loved by
Me alone--with giving yourself totally and unreservedly to Me; to having an
intensely personal and unique relationship with Me alone; discovering that
only in Me can you find your satisfaction--will you be capable of the
perfect human relationship that I have planned for you. You will never be
united with another until you are united with Me--exclusive of anyone or
anything else, exclusive of any other desires or longings.

I want you to stop planning, stop wishing, and allow Me to give you the
most thrilling plan existing--one you cannot imagine. I want you to have
the best. Please allow Me to bring it to you. You just keep watching Me,
expecting the greatest things. Keep experiencing the satisfaction that I
AM. Keep listening and learning the things that I tell you.

You just wait, that's all. Don't be anxious; don't worry. Don't look around
at the things that others have gotten--the things that I have given them.
Don't look at the things you think you want. You just keep looking off and
away up to Me, or you will miss what I want to show you.

And then, when you are ready, I'll surprise you with a love far more
wonderful than you would ever dream of. You see, until you are ready and
until the one I have for you is ready (for I am working even at this moment
to have both of you ready at the same time), until both of you are
satisfied exclusively with Me and the life I have prepared for you, you
won't be able to experience the love that exemplifies your relationship
with Me.

This is the perfect love; and dear one, I want you to have this wonderful
love. I want you to see, in the flesh, a picture of your everlasting union
of beauty, perfection, and love that I offer you with Myself. Know that I
love you utterly. I am God Almighty, believe it and be satisfied."

--Author Unknown

thanks to BEV for sending me this email. i REALLY liked it,cuz i felt like it spoke to me. =) hope you guys enjoy it too.

If I was your girlfriend
I know I could treat you right
I could see what you see
And hear what you hear
And most of all
I'd feel what you feel
-- TLC: "if i was your girlfriend"

hmm.. well yesterday HOJ anniversary bash was some fun stuff. i had a good time.. i left my house early cuz of stuff.. didn't wanna be around some stuff at home.. so i just left and went off to HOJ early, and good thing i came early too cuz people were pretty frantic by the time i got there, and yeah freda and i had to fix banners... felt weird when i came in cuz it felt like i haven't been there in awhile, and tita jackie said, "hey stranger.." or something of that nature.. yeah and it didn't feel like i was there every saturday.. so anyways it was praise and worship, but i coudln't concentrate on it cuz wowiez i HAD SUCH BAD CRAMPS!! i wanted someone to like take away my stomach for the time being until it behaved itself! dude ouch that hurtt! so i had to sit down and stuff.. dang dude the whole nation was there! like wow, i didn't realize how many people were gonna be there.. but dang the whole nation was there! yeah it was all good though, and the people performing the joyful joyful thing gave a wonderful performance!! aww, i'm so proud of you guys! you guys were awesome! haha freda *ahem* HARD *ahem* hahaha.. but yeah after awhile i started getting really tired and things were starting to get to me.. i don't know wasn't feeling too hot after awhile.. so i just kinda chilled.. and after HOJ and all the dancing happened and all the good eating we all just went bowling.. well okay more than half the people didn't go bowling.. but yeah hehe i just wanted to chill.. i got to talk to freda and nikki for a bit so that was cool talked about a certain STUPiD SOMEONE hahahaha.. that boy is just wow a walking disaster when it comes to girls.. he likes to flatter himself i think! haha but anyways enough about stupid boys, or else i'd be going on and on and on on this thing.. hehe, but yeah i'm just really agitated by the male species at the moment.. THEY ANNOY THE HECK OUTTA ME! wanting the best of both worlds action.. hmm, i'm not feeling oh so special at the moment. ahh! whateer.. keeping my mind out of that subject cuz the minute i do it's like i get shivers.. and i get all riled up and stuff.. yeah well anyways.. hmm anything else on my mind, oh planning on taking my license test like sometime this week.. so fun for me.. not telling you guys specifically but i am.. and ooh nikki's bday party is on the 19th.. ahh and it's semi-formal.. ahh i gotta wear a dress and stuff.. fart face, not sexy at all.. katrina in a dress?! i don't know about that.. haha well i guess with that i'm gonna go.. clean my room and do laundry.. on a lighter note: NO HOMEWORK FOR ME THiS WEEKEND! that's it.. i'm out.