let's review yesterday....FUN STUFF!

friday ..
wow.. i. had a pretty dang diggidy good friday! hehe.. okay so first of let's see at schOol everything was very uMm schOol like.. nothing tOo special happened to me.. but we had this like thing for the teachers during lunch and they got special awards and stuff and it was pretty cOol.. i don't really know what happened cuz i wasn't paying attention.. cuz i was selling some stuff during lunch for cheer.. and i was doing it all by myself cuz everybody forgot they were supposed to work, but luckily Neha helped me out! thanks love! and then afterwards i was off to practice..and ooh i got my junior prom pictures! and if likes mighty spiffy if i do say so myself! hehe.. yah it was fun stuff..that night was some fun stuff.. and people don't ask me for anymore cuz i currently have ZERO copies left.. so i'm gonna go make copies and stuff.. well anyways.. so afterwards i was at home just chillaxin and then kat (Bubbles) came to my house since she was coming to the LUAU so we sat around.. laughed.. talked.. reminisced =) and then freda (Blossom) came to my house at around 6:50 and stuff.. from there we were all deciding what to wear and stuff cuz you know freda and i are the last minute Queens (haha, queens/princesses haha, funny stuff huh freda?! sorry if you didn't get that.) so we're wearing clothes and in the the "powerpuff" girls wound up all wearing skirts! hahaha.. what a weird event huh ?! yah.. well freda and kat both wore these short skirts and then i wore this red hawaiin wrap skirt.. so it was pretty cOol.. so when we got there we saw some people but we didn't really start dancing yet.. and then we did when "peaches and cream" came on.. cuz everybody knows that's the song now! haha.. and then so the whole time we were just dancing and stuff.. and then we toOka gOofy picture.. it was the powerpuff girls.. erica.. joyce.. and courtney.. fun stuff! i was like half way winking and laughing.. haha.. nice huh?! mayn that dance i was in the mood to have some fun.. and i did! haha.. zach is my WHITE STUD and david is my ASIAN HOTTIE.. hehe.. THE POWERPUFF GIRLS GOT THEIR FREAK ON!!! well after the dance the powerpuff girls along with JC, sam (all-knowing, who got us lost, haha) jk sam!, and my new buddies mike and harry went to in-n-out.. ! so we just there and freda and i talked very loudly! haha.. NUMBER 39 PLEASE! hehehe.. nice way to help out girl! and i dunno what else was going on.. afterwards we all just kinda went home and stuff.. and i just fell asleep..=) i was pOoped out... and i had a cheer clinic the next morning so i got my days sleep in..

highlight of the day:
- the LUAU!! D A N C I N G !!
- getting my junior prom pics

NOT so highlight of the day:
- having to sell stuff by myself during lunch =/

person who made me smile:
- NEHA thanks for helping me out

now today.. so far nothing really has happened.. i woke up late today.. i was supposed to be at school for the cheer clinic at like 8:00 but i woke up late at like 9:30 and so i got there by 10.. two hours late.. not bad huh?! and that went pretty okay.. gosh little girls are so adorable! and now.. i'm waiting for my ride to get to me cuz i'm going to my gymnastics class at 6.. wOo hOo.. tumbling!yes.. body soreness! yes! and my godparents from chicago is coming down here today.. yay! they're my favorite ninong and ninang.. hehe awwright that's all for now i guess.. catch you guys later!

well here's another day.. and today wasn't tOo shabby.. today there was a best buddies meeting and it was super duper fun, as usual.. seriously these best buddies meetings are just the best parts of my week.. anytime i feel down in the dumps all i need is to go to one of these buildings and dude i'll be straight =) well today we had an ice cream party.. and that was pretty cOol. they enjoyed it so much.. mayn seriously i came up with this thing a long time ago.. and now i feel like writing it down on here.. why do we label the people with physical disabilities as the "not normal" cuz seriously they're not the ones that are handicapped.. cuz i mean they can express who they are.. even through their disabilities.. every "normal" person in the world don't have the ability to do that.. and showing your true feelings should be a "normal" everyday act.. and when you think about it.. we're the ones who are really disabled.. it doesn't matter whether or not we can walk or move are limbs every which way.. but if we can't even show a person who we really are.. we're severely disabled.. and here are the people we label as "disabled" and they show their sadness through their facial expression.. they smile when they're happy.. and boy, do they show you when they're mad.. they don't have to wear a mask like all of us "normal" people do.. we all wear some type of mask.. we're always so afraid to show people what we're really feeling inside... what for ? because we are "disabled" by the fact that we care so much about what other people think of us.. and you know honestly i don't feel sorry for those who are handicapped physically, but instead i envy them because they have something REALLY special, that i can never acquire.. they show their true selves, and they aren't afraid to do it.. how many of us can say that we're the same? so let me ask this.. who are the ones that should be labeled "normal"? the ones that always a wear a mask everyday of their lives, being disabled by what people think of them? or the people who just don't care what people think of them, because they are who they are, and they feel what they feel.. and they aren't afraid to let people in and know what they're feeling? i said earlier in this weeks blog that it's funny how the things that aren't usually normal have become so normal to us.. and i guess this is one of them.. we've been accustomed to people hiding behind masks everyday, that we believe it's normal, but you know what it isn't.. i believe WE, the ones we call "normal" are in fact the ones that aren't.. i guess that's why i smile everytime i walk into a best buddies meeting.. cuz it's the only time in my life i will be around REAL people.. and i smile because i know they're not disabled.. sure they might be incapable of doing physical, but i smile for the fact that they have been blessed with so much more.. more than we can ever comprehend.. it's just sad that we can't be what they are.. cuz they are so much better than us..

hMm.. awwright that was my thought for the day =) hMm the rest of the day.. cheer practice which was half way okay.. i hurt a lot of people today.. doing twist cradles.. hey it's tough trying to twist your body up in the air and coming down making sure you don't hit people.. boy, did i hit a lot of people! no fun.. SORRY GUYS! =) thanks for catching me though.. after practice we all just kinda hung out and stuff.. did dumb stuff.. erica.. did you feel the tightness?! haha.. sorry if you guys don't get that.. but hahaha you dont' wanna know.. haha.. oh mayn ashley! freakin NIPS haha.. oh and ofcoures.. TRIPLE NIPPLE! haha awwright.. sorry if that got confusing and stuff.. but it's inside stuff... SCOOP! you guys need to learn how to do that.. it's not all hard and stuff! gosh.. you guyses scoOps hurt.. learn to be gentle about it! gosh! Mrs. MacerOo got all confused with the scOoping action going on at practice today.. haha she thought we were all just being preverted.. haha.. oh well.. it was a laughing cheer practice.. we couldn't focus very well.. tomorrow is focusing day! yup.. nationals is in AAH 9 DAYS!! those who are interested in attending this wonderous event it's on May 18th at Raging Waters.. talk to me if you're interested awwright?! kay cOol.. that's all for now i guess.. hMm..today was a FANTABULUS day!

highlight of the day:
- B E S T B U D D I E S meeting.. yessss! those guys are the best!
- cheer practice was funnay!

NOT so highlight of the day:
- hitting people, and hurting people.. sorry guys
- SOOOO much work.. and progress reports are coming up! AAH (( peeing in pants ))

person who made me smile:
- Desiree, Grace, Robert, and Mike my buddiest at Best Buddies =) i love them!
- Ashley! hahaha NIPS! TRIPLE NIPPLE!!!!

this one is for hovsep..

highlight of the day:
- hovsep asking me what my quote meant in my profile.. that was a complex convo

NOT so highlight of the day:
- hovsep calling me an asshole once again..
krayzEE b o i 38: ASSHOLE!
krayzEE b o i 38: ASSHOLE!
- and hovsep giving me the silent treatment =(

person who made me smile:
- hovsep.. cuz he just always has the ability to do so
krayzEE b o i 38: sO wAsSUp KaTriNA?
oO Litter BuG Oo: whAt'S witH tHe sMaLL LeTtErS aNd wRiTinG LikE tHiS?
krayzEE b o i 38: u ChiLLaXiN?
oO Litter BuG Oo: yup pretty much
krayzEE b o i 38: iM tRyIn To bE TyPiCaL!
oO Litter BuG Oo: haHaHa i nOtiCeD
oO Litter BuG Oo: i uSeD tO tYpE LiKe ThAt
krayzEE b o i 38: RiTe nOw.. iM wEaRiNg a ReD ShIrT WiTh mAtChInG ShOeS.. aNd a ReD ViSoR
krayzEE b o i 38: eheheh
krayzEE b o i 38: jk
oO Litter BuG Oo: anD i wAs aLL FaSt aBoUt iT tOo
krayzEE b o i 38: are u serious
krayzEE b o i 38: ahahah
krayzEE b o i 38: daang
oO Litter BuG Oo: omg !
oO Litter BuG Oo: haha i can't picture that
krayzEE b o i 38: ahahaha
oO Litter BuG Oo: did you ever go through that phase?
krayzEE b o i 38: ummmm
krayzEE b o i 38: ya a little bit
krayzEE b o i 38: but i realized.. joseph ur a dumbass
krayzEE b o i 38: eheheh
krayzEE b o i 38: are u smiling?
oO Litter BuG Oo: hahaha
oO Litter BuG Oo: yes !
oO Litter BuG Oo: very much so !
krayzEE b o i 38: ok
krayzEE b o i 38: cuz im tryin to be in every category in ur blog
krayzEE b o i 38: i made u smile..

hahaha let me just say this.. cuz i have a french quote in my profile.. and here's hovsep's brilliant idea of what it meant..

krayzEE b o i 38: Si tu ne fais pas partie de la solution tu fais partie du probleme..... Yes, the face of the party is the solution to our party problems
oO Litter BuG Oo: hahaha no!
krayzEE b o i 38: is that rite?
oO Litter BuG Oo: that's in french you ding dong !
oO Litter BuG Oo: hahahaha no!
krayzEE b o i 38: eheh
oO Litter BuG Oo: hahahahahah !
oO Litter BuG Oo: omg dude !
oO Litter BuG Oo: hahahahahah
oO Litter BuG Oo: funny !
oO Litter BuG Oo: hahahahaha !
krayzEE b o i 38: damn
krayzEE b o i 38: hahaha
oO Litter BuG Oo: omg!
oO Litter BuG Oo: (( pointing and laughing )) !
krayzEE b o i 38: ive been tryin to figure it out for some time now
oO Litter BuG Oo: hahha !
oO Litter BuG Oo: gosh why didn't you just ask me
krayzEE b o i 38: eheheh
oO Litter BuG Oo: hahaha
krayzEE b o i 38: cuz i thought i was smart and i could figure it out myslef
oO Litter BuG Oo: hahaha
oO Litter BuG Oo: no it means..
oO Litter BuG Oo: if you're not part of the solution, then you are part of the problem
krayzEE b o i 38: ohhhhh
krayzEE b o i 38: am i part of the solution?

good one hovsep..

OMG.. MY PRINTER IS NOT WORKING! OMG! SOMEBODY PLEASE MAKE IT WORK!! DAMMIT DAMMIT DAMMIT! WHY?! DAMMIT?! I'M ACTUALLY DOING MY WORK.. SOMEONE, SOMETHING PLEASE MAKE IT WORK! AAAH! SHOOT DUDE!!

okay why is it that people just have the uncanny ability to piss me off sometimes.. gosh it's like stop acting like you care cuz i know you're so called "caring" is just something to benefit yourself in some way or another.. cuz SELFISH is what makes you, you.. grr..okay seriously i wanna be happy and i'm tired of dwelling on people who aren't even worth my time..so anyways today my day was okay.. i went to my classes did the usual thing and tried my absolute bestest to pay attention.. my kuya nino came to my house last night.. and we picked him up from the greyhound.. i found out where the metrolink is! woo hOo.. another adventure awaits! but anyways.. today cheer practice was alrite as usual.. and uMmi dunno bleh.. oh you know that show "becoming" and you know the episode when like the guy becomes enrique iglesias and that girl they appointed to become 'anna kurnakova' well that's my cheer coach! hehe.. yup.. chelisse.. she coaches our team at times.. pretty cOol huh ?! yup i thought so.. hehe.. i dunno nothing much to write today.. oh at school today during lunch there was a game of limbo that was being played.. karla tried to get me to play but i tOo busy eating.. hehe congratulations to krystal and shannon for winning! hehe.. that was pretty cOol of you.. haha and norbie! you lOoked so funny.. okay picture this guy he's a big foOtball player and he's trying to squish his body down to make it under the limbo stick.. it just wans't working for him..haha and there was this one hardcore dude.. gosh mayn he made it pretty far.. and his legs just like bent in every which direction it was pretty crazy ass.. okay that's all for now.. have a butt load of work again.. cuz i didn't do it yesterday.. woO hOo for me.. oh yah.. LUAU is coming up this friday.. hMm.. fun stuff? we'll see huh.. well it involves dancing.. i'm trying to get the whole powerpuff girls to go we'll see how that works out.. all i know is i'm gonna try and lOok cute! haha.. we'll see huh?! all hawaiiny and what not.. awwright now i'm done

highlight of the day:
- limbo at lunch.. and watching everyone limbo
- seeing chelisse on becoming.. pretty dang nifty!

NOT so highlight of the day:
- realizing how angry i really am.. gosh why does this person even deserve my civilEST attitude?! haha freda.. -EST!

person who made me smile:
- .. GOD did.. when everybody else fails to.. HE always does =)

well today was just another day.. schOol was okay.. nothing too special going on except for a great lesson in my french class.. so it started off like this right.. she starts talking about nature.. and she makes us write down things we know about nature.. in french.. like the trees, flowers, and what not.. so you're thinking the whole lesson is based on nature.. and it's kinda weird cuz i mean that's not what we've been doing.. and then all of a sudden we're talking about nature.. and then she hands all of us a paperbag and inside it lOoked like there was dirt and like some type of stick thing.. i dunno.. but all i know was that i thought it was dirt.. and then so we wrote down what we saw.. and it's characteristics and what not.. then get this she asked us to taste the contents of the bag! MY GOSH! i was thinking.. there's no way she would let us taste dirt.. no way! so this guy john, from my group decides he'll be brave enough to taste it... the whole class was like eew.. how gross.. but everybody tasted it anyway.. and it didn't taste bad.. in reality the thing that lOoked like dirty and a worm was actually crushed chocolate coOkies and a gummi worm.. not bad huh?! hehe.. and then she asked what made us think that the contents inside the bag was dirt and a worm or something?! and basically it was cuz i mean hello in the beginning she was talking about mud, dirt, nature, and worms and stuff so when you open the bag you obviously think that it relates to the context of what she was saying.. so lately in my french class we've been watching this movie called .."au revoir les enfants" and basically it was a movie that toOk place in WWII it's a true story.. and like how this one all boys catholic schOol hid away some jewish kids and it's basically a story of one of the kids that went to the catholic schOol.. it was a good movie.. and then she asked the following questions:are you aware of the context you create? and who you truly are in the inside is what you arein the outside? and also are you aware of the context in which you interact. HOw much are you aware, reject or ignore? yah good questions i think.. it makes you think.. that class isn't just about french it's like she's trying to teach you about life and stuff at the same time so it's cOol.. and it makes you think and stuff.. it was just cool. cuz i mean are we ever really aware of the context that we create around us.. and i mean when you enter a room are we aware of the context that we go into? and it's like does the context we make people think of ourselves really us ?! hMm.. this teacher gets you thinking.. mme.angers pretty darn cOol teacher.. and i liked this quote..» Si tu ne fais pas partie de la solution tu fais partie du probleme.. this is translated as.. if you're not part of the solution, you're part of the problem. which is true in my opinion, but i mean you can look at it in anyway as you want.. for me i use the example of the jewish holocaust.. nobody really did anything about it.. for awhile everybody knew it was happening but everybody just stood there and watched the events take place.. and i'm not saying the whole world is to blame.. but if everyone toOk a stand against a problem or tried to help out a problem, then it would be easier to figure out a solution.. and if you just sit there and not do anything about it.. it's like you're not really helping with the problem if you know about it ya know?! are you getting me?! it's really late.. and i can't think so maybe i'm not being very articulate right now.. sorry... maybe i'll be able to think more later.. and figure out waht i'm trying to say and write it in a more understanding way.. another thought.. when you think about it.. is something that shouldn't be normal, has become normal to us ?! like the un-natural acts of violence and murder has become so normal to us.. when you think of it that way it's kinda pathetic huh ?! awwright.. that's all in my mind..

cheer practice today was like bleh.. i wasn't in the mood to practice.. cuz the weather wasn't right and i wasn't feeling like being thrown up in the air tOo much.. and then the flyer on the JV team fell pretty bad and she hit her head on the floOr really bad and stuff.. mayn i felt for her.. and she had shOoting pains in her lower back.. but she's a troOper and stOod back up.. gotta love that.. and i got a hold of some new jokes..i'll just share one of them with you guys now..
"what do you call the grandmother of pooh?"


.... pooh - nanny! get it ?! PUNANI!?

highlight of the day:
- french lesson
- so uHh.. JR. you're uMm penis itched ?! haha

NOT so highlight of the day:
- pOor neha falling.. =/ you're a trOoper though!

person who made me smile:
- my french teacher.. Mme. Angers
- sing-a-ling.. haha our convo during english class.. "you notice how everytime you're in a conversation and you talk about talking to someone on the phone you always do that phone thing with your hands and put it to your ear?" or.. "how about when you say you're talking online.. and you make a little gesture like you're typing something on the keyboard.." or.. "when explaining about toe touches you do a little high V and stuff?!" and.. "when we're saying that we're talking to a boy we make our voice deeper to pretend that we have the "boy's voice" haha.. okay if you don't get the convo there.. well it's okay.. hehe.. it was funny..

people for the ethical treatment of animals
guys please visit that site, and you'll hear some appalling things about what animals have to go through just for our benefit, and you'll just see that sometimes all our luxuries just isn't worth it considering how much animals have to suffer for it.. =/ just take a peek and lOok see.. i'm not asking you guys to be full on veggies.. but just be cautious about the merchandise you purchase and it would be greatly appreciated if the products you purchased had the label.. "this product does not test on animals" thanks guys.. <3 Katrina & Melissa

happy cows ?!
According to the ads for the California Milk Advisory Board (CMAB), "Great Cheese comes from Happy Cows. Happy Cows come from California." To back up this ludicrous slogan, the ads show a couple of bulls or a few cows on lush green pastures. It is an idyllic image. The problem: For the vast majority of California dairy cows, these ads are pure fiction … and PETA is calling the Board on its deception.

The reality is that most of California’s dairy cows live anything but easy lives. They are kept in feces- and urine-saturated, completely treeless, grassless, "dry-lots" of dirt (mud, during parts of the year); artificially inseminated as often as possible; attached to milking machines nearly every day of their lives (including throughout their pregnancies); have their beloved calves (shown in the ads talking about the bliss of their lives to their grandmothers!) taken away to be turned into veal; and, when their worn bodies can no longer meet the inordinately high production demands of the industry, they are trucked in all weather conditions to the slaughterhouse to be strung up by one leg and have their throats slit. Happy cows?!

so let's see the happenings that went on today.. first off i woke up all late for school.. mayn that just totally ruined my whole vibe for the day.. so i had a pretty rough start..i thought i had missed a chapter test in my algebra 2 class.. and i was like peeing in my pants and stuff.. but luckily my friend said that the test was NEXT monday.. i was like omg.. PRAISE GOD! mayn seriously wow! i walked into my third period like 15 minutes into the period.. so i just walked in looked at the floor and sat down and my friend nash was all.."nice timing" gosh mayn can't you see i'm trying to be subtle here! sheesh.. hehe i was wearing my batman shirt today and everbody kept humming the batman theme song.. pretty dang entertaining i think... so after third period and my late entrance i go off to snack and i just do my usual thing with my friends.. and then i go to fourth period and my usual french class.. we're doing a project for that class.. fifth period mayn i have so much catch up work to do for that class.. my ass is lagging..and progress reports are due this monday! omg! mayn.. trying to pick up the ass right now! and then like afterwards i just went home since it was minimum day and i had friends come over my house and stuff to hang out and then i fell asleep.. cuz iw as really pOoped out.. and i needed to take a nice little nap..oh mayn let me tell you.. so robert picked me up afterschOol.. and as he was parking the car in my street he backed up and like he really wasn't lOoking behind him and then WHAM! he hits the car in back of us.. dude it was bad! he hit a ford explorer and my friend was driving a van.. i forgot what kind.. but the explorer was just like scratched a little while the side bumper thing on the car was kinda uMm.. badly beat up.. =/ i feel ya on that one robert.. since ya know i have experience with bumping into things! but i gotta say you handled that situation pretty fantastically.. way to keep your cool mayn! and let's see after that we just hung out at my house.. and then i slept.. Ooh i aleady said that huh.. well melanie stayed at my house for awhile and we baked cOokies.. and you know what.. i usually mess up baking coOkies even the ready bake kinds.. but this time my coOkies turned out pretty! they were like coOkie like and soft centered and what not..and NO JOYCE THEY WERE NOT BURNED! gosh.. people sometimes need to have a bit more faith in me when it comes to cOoking..i don't think i'm that bad sheesh.. well anyways.. so now everyone has gone off into their own little areas.. and the house is yet again to myself.. it's okay i like it that way.. all by myself! =) Ooh speaking of which my mom is gonna be going to vegas for like a week and half starting this saturday.. and my sister is going to sanfransisco with her boyfriend i think next friday.. oh mayn the house all to my lonesome for 3 whole days! mayn the bestest! =) i'm lOoking forward to that weekend and that's the weekend of nationals.. aww.. i'm gonna be by myself during nationals.. =/ hehe.. it's all good.. don't mind.. awwright well that's all for this entry.. homework time! and nash it is to the batMOBILE not to the batCAVE! yeesh you ding dong brain..

highlight of the day:
- my nice and tasty coOkies! yumm!
- knowing that i didn't miss my test after all

NOT so highlight of the day:
- the "crash"
- the buttload of homework i have to catch up on

people who made me smile:
-robert.. cuz he handled the situation greatly.. =) i would have pissed on my pants!

today was a good day.. there was the HOJ vs. inca youth basketball game today.. and we won! woO hOo.. some people sometimes in life mayn.. just take the loss.. called fouls and wanted to have free throws with like 3 seconnds left in the game.. haha good one.. but goOd game honestly.. cuz they were behind by like 10 and they only lost by like 1 point.. so good job guys.. well anyways.. let me see what's going on today so the game was pretty exciting stuff.. i got to hang out all with my friends and stuff.. and that's always fun stuff..i finally got to hang out with my sexy mitch.. although he ditched me TWICE for freda and gail.. good one mayn thanks! hehe.. i enjoyed our "movie kiss" that was quite exciting.. alot of "scoopage" going on today wow! hahaha.. i enjoyed the scoops that happened between freda, gail, and i ! hahaha dude we those were some hardcore scoOps! hehehe but major props to the only girl player during the game.. JAZMINE! dang that girl has skills.. crazy cross over stuff and three point shots! woO hOo! yah.. if i can do that i'd be on there tOo.. so afterwards we went to chinatown for some good eating.. and i had fun just talking loudly, joking around, throwing food.. until the time came when freakin' vince and charles put hot sauce all over my food! dude not feelin that.. so i couldn't finish my delicious crispy noodle chow mein so afterwards i drank some of my water and they put salt inside my water so i spit it out.. it was a pretty vigorous spit also.. dude i was not feelin that.. grr.. i don't like it when people ruin my food like that.. hehe it's all good though.. and then afterwards henri takes my wallet and is pretending to put it in the trashcan and then like vince taps it inside.. and it falls inside.. i was so sad.. cuz that trashcan was just not cool.. mayn.. not cool at all.. but anyways yah know what i had an all around pretty dandy day.. scoops left and right.. and the new.. "grinding" haha.. mayn that was a good one..that's the new thing mayn that's the bestest! i never realized what a touchy group all of us are.. bOob and buttOx grabbing! hahaha.. oh ofcourse special thanks to the hotboy of the day.. patrick! cuz he walked me freda and gail to the store to buy the bball players to get some water and he carried the water walking back also.. so that was pretty hotboyish of him..

highlight of the day:
- chinatown food
- winning the bball game
- sexy mitch's lap dance! whoa buddy.. that was boneriffic
- patrick walking us to the market
- scoops and grinds left and right

NOT so highlight of the day:
- hovsep cramping.. aww.. povrisito!
- having hot sauce on my food and salt in my water.. grr.. =/
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people who made me smile/ hotboys:
- the hotties: mitch & patrick =)
- JAZMINE cuz she's just the coOlest baller ever!
- just all my buddies that i hun out with today..