through GOD all things are possible, don't EVER doubt that, EVER!!!
-- me

WOW! what a day for me.. hmm crazy dramatic day action [yester]day mayn! like REALLY hardcore crazy style!! you guys dont' even know.. so my day started with me being late for school yet again, but screw it i didn't go to my 1st period cuz if i was late i was gonna miss 30 minutes of it anyway.. so i just went to second period which really pisses me off.. i'm not doing that again this year.. afterwards regular school stuff.. and then i heard the news at lunch that coach Phil, one of our coaches was quitting! i was like what the heck?!?!? why?! i was really like disturbed by it and stuff.. so yeah i was thinking about that the rest of 5th period, and my class knew i wasn't the same cuz i wans't my usual loud and laughing chick.. so by cheer practice i was like wow, i don't see him.. and i was starting to get sad.. cuz i mean all the speeches he gave us.. and the stuff he said about us, and the faith i thought he had in us just totally was BS.. that's what it felt like.. then i went to go change for practice, and eveyrone was like he's not gone.. he's still here! so i was like omg! yay! so cheer went to run, and the next thing you know low and behold i see PHiL there! it was such a relief.. and after i got a drank of water, i passed him and looked him in the eye and said, "good to see you." and he just replies with. "Good to be here." so yeah it was cool beans stuff.. and then afterwards he took flags and cheer in a corner and he told us to get in a circle so we did.. and he said that the people we see in the circle now, including Bob, the other coach is his family. so basically he's only coaching flags and cheer not song. Cuz song gave him too much of a hard time, and i mean a person can only take so much. so basically he says he's only paying attention to us and flags.. and he's blind to everyone else.. i mean i'm just relieved he didn't quit.. and i guess i mean it suck he won't be able to coach song anymore, but what can you do.. a person can only take so much.. well so the day was pretty good from there.. practice went by greatly.. we stunted and stuff.. and got ready for the Welcome back assembly, TOMORROW! ahh! excited.. it's gonna be the first performance in front of the ENTiRE school.. not just a select group, but the ENTiRE school.. hopefully all of our stunts hit, and nothing falls.. or else. booo to that! well as long as we're safe..

mayn yesterday was a pretty hectic day.. it was a freakin roller coaster i tell you! dang i can't get into detail.. but let's just say our family, not just me, my sister, and my mom but like my aunts uncles.. cousins everyone had a really big scare.. i mean something just happened that totally brought us down.. but PRAiSE GOD for my aunt's new baby.. she's 6days old, her name is krystelle.. and if it weren't for her presence we would have all been dying and worrying about everything.. but in the end everything came out alrite.. we got through this one, thanks to the big MAN in the sky! He really does perform really great miracles.. and i mean through the sadness of what happened.. i see the blessing it brought to our family.. it brought all of us together.. something that hasn't happend in awhile.. since ya know.. i'm always kinda not around.. or someone is always not really there and stuff.. so it was the first time in a long while that our famiily got together like that.. though the reason we got together at first wasn't a great one, in the end it was a HUGE blessing.. so PRAiSE GOD! for that.. alrite i'm gonna end this blogging action now.. i have 2 tests tomorrow, and i gotta get cracking on my 2 projects that are due on monday.. mayn school is really starting to kick my ass.. alrite here i go.. lates guys!

LOVE conquers all.
-- FREDA emphasized it today

well i had a pretty dandy day.. school was just great! =) i had a good time.. other than the nasty way i woke up this morning.. woke up late.. got a ride to school from my cousin.. and then they did a tardy sweep, so instead of being late 2 minutes to first period.. their dumb dicks made me 30 minutes late to class.. don't get the purpose of that tardy sweep business.. just taking out the ones that want to learn something in class away from the lesson.. yeah well wahtever.. so i walk into my trig class all late, trying my best not to make a scene about everything.. so afte that the usual stuff.. French class was a lot of fuN! hhaha.. laughter galore! my teacher turns bright red when she laughs.. see all these light skinned folks.. that's what they get!! hehehe well anyways.. after that cheer practice.. and we had some "cheer issues" gracious.. why does Coach Phil make me so mad sometimes.. gosh i know he means well sometimes, but i mean i don't know.. he's just not doing what he needs to be doing.. i mean he wants the best for us, i understand that.. but mayn he needs to get his head screwed on straight and realize there are certain things that SHOULDN'T be done! grr.. well yeah i would get into it more but i'm kind of in a hurry to watch my

MONSTERS iNC. DVD!! oh mayn.. my precious brought it to me today.. oh mayn! why are you one of the greatest guys in the world??? gracious.. hmm.. so yeah he just came to my house and gave it to me! yeah he says.. "he was in the neighborhood." all though i live in umm as he says north glendale, and he lives in south, apparently there's a difference.. what's with the "Outsiders" action.. hehe but yeah.. wowie! i was soo happy! so happy for one cuz i got the Monsters Inc. dvd, and ofcourse cuz i was happy to see my precious=D! Monsters Inc. was the movie we watched when we first got to hung out.. hehe what a sweetie pie huh? gracious.. what am i gonna do with this boy? hahaha that's why i'm hurrying with the blogging aciton cuz i'm gonna do that right now.. watch monsters inc.! wow, hmm gosh you're too much. you really are.. that's all i gotta say about that one.. and thanks for making me smile once again.. when will it stop?! hehe thanks for being you.

Sometimes the two people most meant for each other are the last two to realize it.

hmm what a day today.. the best part of my day has to be the fact that i didn't have to go to any of my classes!! YAY!!! well yeah so i woke up kinda late.. got to my classes.. bummed it the whole day.. black sweater with jeans action.. and so the whole day i was just walking around alongside melissa to all the classes publicizing BEST BUDDiES yeah.. and like i've mentioned on here Best Buddies is a national organization that let's students interact with those who are developmentally slow.. since basically in schools nowadays those in the special education classes are segrated from those who aren't.. so best buddies gives the two parties the chance to come together, the way it should be.. well anyways.. so i just went around the calsses and talking about it, and having people sign up for the club.. wowie, a lot of people signed up to be in it! hopefully they show up to the meetings and stuff.. cuz then that would get the people involved really excited and stuff.. and that's really the main focus of best buddies i think, well for me.. to make sure that the people who are participating in best buddies, the BEST buddies, not the Peer buddies, but the best buddies have a great time and enjoy themselves.. which is pretty simple to do.. cuz the fact taht you come in and spend time with them is like the best thing to them as it is.. and honestly they dont' even care if there are 5 people, or 20.. as long as there are people there to spend time witht hem.. aww.. i love those guys!! =) well anyways so afterwards it was cheer practice

i didn't even have to do cheer practice today cuz i was doing more best buddies stuff.. so basically the whole school day was dedicated to me working on best buddies.. i guess that's what happens when youre vice president for a club and stuff.. but yeah i don't mind.. so we were just painting posters and stuff for best buddies and after awhile of painting me and franny got into a paint fight! hahaha.. that was fun! hahaha i beat her! hehe.. yeah dang dude.. that was sooo freakin' funny! hahaha mayn.. wasted paint! me and franny made a fashion statement! hehe.. alrite i think that's all that i really needed to blog about.. now i'm gonna go head off to do the homework that i need to do.. cuz i'm sexy like that.. hehe.. laters people!! and by the way

who the heck is "hrach" on my tagboard.. care to elaborate on who you are, and umm tell me wha tyou're trying to say.. cuz i don't understand it. if you can do that that would be just dandy. THANKS

yes, JUSTiN i will be your girlfriend!
-- just ME, answering Justin Timberlakes question.. hehehe

alrite well here i am blogging and it's freakin' 2:40 am.. cuz i was all sleepy earlier, but my hunger over took my sleepiness so i stayed up and slept.. and i know it's not good to go to sleep after you eat.. cuz yeah it just is! hehe but anyways [yester]day was a good day.. so i woke up early in the morning, and i was kind of pondering whether or not we were still gong to st. martha's youth rally and stuff.. cuz i didn't get to talk to henri, charles, or freda the night before, and i didn't know what was up.. but anyways.. so i decided well just in case just get up and take a shower.. after awhile i just laid on my bed wearing some comfy clothes and my hair still in my towel.. and then charles calls me and said he was gonna be picking me up in 15 mins.. so i get up and put on some clothes and what not and get all ready and yeah and here i am really sleepy cuz i didn't get much sleep.. so then we're off to st. martha's youth rally.. and it was a lot of fun! aww we got to see our sexy LF buddies!! aww.. GREG, BeeJay, Lyssa, Chrissy! =) cool people! wow, i missed them! it was soo nice to see them! haha.. mayn funny times.. umm who got put on blast today? haha.. yeah, next time boys brush up alrite.. cuz i mean give me and freda something worth even trying to argue with.. dang dude, really, practice or something boys, cuz you guys are just making it easy for this awesome2sum to put you guys on blast like that.. can we say EASY TARGETS? this putting on blast action was during lunch, and then it was time for more youth rallying action, but unfortunately we had to leave the rally early cuz like we had to go to joyce's for her debut meeting, and basically everyone in that car was in joyce's debut.. so then we head off to joyce's debut..

so we get there umm "fashionably late." yeah and a lot of people are already there and what not.. so we felt all bad and stuff about it.. but we discussed joyce's debut plans.. and we watched a tape of what the dance was supposed to look like.. hahaha hovsep!! you better be practicing all that turning action! haha.. mayn can't wait to see you doing all those sexy dance moves!! and don't forget THiNK HiP! hehe yep.. alrite well anyways.. so we watched it and we were seeing how cool it's gonna look, but at the same time.. we have certain people no names mentioned, [[pointing at henri]], hehe who are rhythmically challenged.. haha, and this guy i'm pointing at is MY freakin' partner! hahaha.. just kidding buddy you know i want you to be my partner =) but anyways.. after that we all just chilled and mayn the "dynamic duo" were once again put on blast.. and this time not just by the "awesome2sum" but also by the newly found.. "Bebots" hahaha.. oh mayn that was freakin' hilarious.. in this little group we have "Be"= Freda, "Eh"=Joyce, "Bo"=Meets, "Ots"=Courtney! hahaha oh yeah watch out now! hahaha.. gracious.. ofcourse can't compare to umm Mr. du [ the DOer], and Mr. O [umm, oh he got game.] yeah i got that one.. did you guys get that?! hahaha.. oh gracious.. funny stuff.. so after all the talking, laughter, and more of the usual teasing and what not we head off to HOJ

HOJ was cool.. a lot of people were there.. we couldn't fit people in the room, maybe cuz people were trying to be cute and honestly not moving around and stuff to make room for the people who came in late and what not.. hehe but yeah tita zenny gave a talk, and aww she's so cute! ehehe.. i love her! =) but anyways.. so after the talks and stuff.. we just go upstairs to do fellowship, fun times!! i love action songs i'm an action song addict! =) hehe yeah and then we ate, and talked.. and mayn carlos Katrina novel chapter 25932154 huh?! hehe.. yeah and you must talk to me also now!! hehe.. gracious. lotsa stories between the two of us.. hehe alrite well after chit chatting with tita jackie after practice and what not we [me, freda, henri, charles, ceej, and max] go off to some taco place in eagle rock blvd. i don't know freda and i didn't leave henri's car.. ooh by the way i forgot to mention.. henri actually let me drive his car to HOJ! hahaha i can't believe he let me do that! hahaha.. i was surprised.. i didn't even bug about it.. i was just like hey henri let me drive to incarntion yeah? and he hands me the keys! hehehe.. woo hoo.. i didn't do too shabby.. but yeah i could have done better.. hey what can i say i haven't practiced in awhile! =) alrtie well anyways.. after the taco adventure freda went to my house to wait to get picked up to go back to her house in the valley! hehe.. and we wound up falling asleep.. which i should be doing now. but i'm waiting for the food to settle in and stuff.. cuz yeah rico yan and what not .. haha there are a few people here who know what i'm talking about in that one huh? hehehe yeah anyways.. another thought came about to me today..

okay well when guys like me or whatever sometimes i wonder why do they even like me? gracious.. really though i mean when people develop feelings for you, or they say they like you and you're not sure what you feel really try asking them that question.. WHY DO YOU LiKE ME? cuz honestly.. sometimes people that say they like me don't really like me for what i am.. but like me for somethign totally different.. and the reason "cuz you're hot." is not a very umm reasonable reason to LiKE a person.. cuz that's not like, like cannot be based on phsyical attributes, but that is "attraction" don't mistake the two for the other.. or sometimes they don't even know... which is complete BS cuz it's like if you like someone, you should know how you feel about them am i right? and i honestly wanna know the reasons why a person does have those feelings.. and i noticed also now.. i do have a very strong disbelief in boys.. cuz i mean honestly , I CAN'T BELiEVE THAT THEY ACTUALLY LiKE ME! i mean honestly i can't... cuz i mean umm "abused words" well yeah.. and also i noticed that the boys that say they like me, are the same people that lie to me about things they SHOULDN'T be lying about.. okay there's one thing to lie to a person cuz you care about them, but there's another thing to lie about something to save your ass!! also if you think you gotta lie to keep the person from thinking differnetly about you.. WHY THE HECK WOULD YOU LiKE THEM iN THE FiRST PLACE?? i mean seriously why? it's like if you think that that person will actually judge you upon what you decide to lie to them about.. why do you like them if they're gonna be that type of person? you know sometimes guys can use words and actions to make me feel so special, and then i stop and think.. wait, hmm is he being sincere? cuz i mean how am i sure that i'm different from the rest and he hasn't pulled this same ish, and said these same words to someone else? and you know yeah it is a trust issue.. trust that he is saying what he means to me.. but what if they have given you something to distrust them about? what are you gonna do then? i've had guys tell me that they cared about me alot, and the minute i tell them that i don't care for them as more than a friend, it's like all of a sudden their care disappears? so umm to those boys out there.. do you blame me for not believing your asses when you guys do say ish to me? also carlos brought this up to me.. when you say that you like someone cuz "they're pretty........ and they have a nice personality" that's BS.. cuz i mean what is personality? personality is not really a specific thing cuz everyone has different personalities, and you can't classify it as one thing.. a person can have character, but a person has a certain type of personality. so when you say "i like her personality also." it's kinda like a person's way of trying to make themselves sound NOT so shallow about things.. a person's personality doesn't necessarily reflect who they are, cuz personality only shares what they choose to show you.. but there's a hidden lining under that personality that i think a person needs to know before they go around "liking" someone.. funny how "Like" is just as abused a word as "Love". hMm.. kinda makes you think huh?