let's just cut to the chase..
I'll take all of loves pain, if it means I can feel some of loves happiness.
-- Felicity
okay so did you guys catch dawson's creek this week? well if you didn't this is how it went.. so joey was pretty happy with pacey right, things were going well, pacey was a sweet all around nice kind of guy, and she laughed and smiled when she was around him, then randomly like eddie comes back, and she thinks no it's okay i have pacey i don't need this guy so she tells him, "i've moved on." and then later on, how come the fact that eddie comes back makes her think... she looks at pacey and sees a good thing, but she looks at eddie and sees a good thing too... in the end she chose eddie. but you know what joey was a hoe anyways.. so SCREW HER! haha i'm jk. anyways.. hMm how come every spring break of mine is always so tiring. if spring break was gonna be like this for me i'd rather not have it darn it! SCHOOL ALL THE WAY! gracious, with spring breaks like these i'd rather have school anyways. *sigh* a lot of different stuff is going through my mind, basically a lot of it is: "i don't know.., i think..., but..., i want..., i can't..." and so on, and so on. ugh, WHATEVER. i never knew NOTHiNG can have such a great affect on a person. well with that being said... i'm gonna go for now. it's early, and i have to bring my godson to school. yay, spring break is almost over. i don't think i can take too much of this spring breaking stuff...
quiz taken from my FELLOW NUN's blog...
feelin' bored...
i am: too independant.
i think: GOD is the GREATEST! =D
i know: absolutely NOTHiNG! hahaha
i want: a lot of things i can't have.
i have: a lot of things i'm thankful for.
i wish: to move into my house in Valencia already!
i hate: when people replace the "Christ" with an "X" in CHRiSTmas! & when people say sebastian is a lobster!
i miss: my bed that is currently in storage.
i fear: heights, clowns, and hurting people.
i feel: a lot of different emotions.
i smell: like herbel essence.
i crave: to have my own space again.
i search: for what is right.
i wonder: how i can feel what i feel.
i regret: not fighting for what i want, and just accepting the loss.
i love: GOD! family, my awesum2sum, juicy, and my RiSO!
i ache: from sleeping on the floor.
i long: to get away for awhile.
i care: too much.
i always: sleep with my teddy bear, OSCY.
i am not: sure of certain things.
i believe: that GOD is love.
i dance: when ever i can! =D
i sing: only FOR GOD & to myself.
i cry: when no one's around.
i do not always: know what to do.
i fight: with myself. [haha, i swear i'm not crazy!]
i write: to let out my emotions.
i win: when i don't quit.
i lose: when i don't even try.
i never: believe in forever.
i confuse: a lot of people! hahah
i listen: to PUNK ROCK!
i can usually be found: in the kitchen.
i am scared: of the future.
i need: to take a shower. haha.
i am happy about: being able to wake up every morning.
i expect: nothing.
i should: shower already.
end.
i found these ally mcbeal quotes, cuz the quote i had was really good, and i felt like sharing some of these.. cuz they hit a nerve in me... so yeah just read if you want..
"There are some people who meet that somebody that they can never stop loving, no matter how hard they try. I wouldn't expect you to understand that, or even believe it, but trust me, there are some loves that don't go away. And maybe that makes them crazy, but we should all be lucky enough to end up with somebody who has a little of that insanity. Someone who never lets go. Someone who cherishes you forever."
[how come that one makes me sad.]
"Whenever I watch romantic movies, witness couples kiss and makeup, listen
to a love song, I smile and feel good because I know that it still works, if
not for me, at least for others."
"You know I just got this piano, sometimes I sing this song it's called goodnight my someone...and it's about...well, basically it's a love song about someone you never met but you know is out there. And I dunno we make so few promises to ourselves as we grow up and one of them is that on our wedding day we walk down the aisle with someone we love. Somebody who does make your heart bounce, I guess. And there are some promises that I think we have to keep."
Tracy: He's afraid.
Ally: Why?
Tracy: He's interested.
Ally: Men are supposed to pounce when they're interested!
Tracy: Hel-lo! They pounce on the wrong girls. When it's the right girl, they turn into bumbling little chickens.
"Even if I get past my problems I'm just going to go out and get new ones!"
John: If you think back, and replay your year, if it doesn't bring you tears of either joy or sadness, consider it wasted."
John: The things we regret the most are the things we didn't do.
"Never trust second thoughts. Next thing you know there'll be a third and a fourth...you'll be thinking forever!"
end.
Sometimes the one you love turns out to be the one who hurts you the most, and sometimes the friend who takes you into his arms and cries when you cry turns out to be the love you never knew you wanted.
-- Ally McBeal
did you guys know the above quote is the story of my riso and i? haha well yeah it is.. hahaha.. okay anyways well yesterday was juicy's big day.. yep it was her debut, and all the practicing that we've been doing finally came to that day.. and my hahaha it was hilarious.. we messed up! and during practice.. who tripped? (( points at freda )) hahaha.. good stuff i think! haha but anyways, so yeah we messed up a bit on it, but it's okay we saved ourselves! haha.. and ooh who liked my "dedication song.." good stuff huh? hahaha.. good stuff considering it was completely last minute.. it was a really good night for my juicy though. to juicy: i hope you felt extra special that night, more special than you already are! but anyways, so yeah it was a good night, saw some faces i haven't seen in awhile, and i have come to miss very much! KATE!!! good stuff! =D blood sisters reunion when jesy comes down! =D yay! mayn how come my 9 treasures turned out to be pretty slick?! first aid kit! hello hi! and my 89719237 hour long speech! hahaha.. with the barbie! memories! i think people got tired of seeing my face all up in that place huh? but yeah it was a really beautiful night for my juicy, and she looked really beautiful, so did the rest of the cotillion members, besides myself. haha.. so many pictures... my daddy was the photographer, so you know my face was all up in those pictures! hahaha JK! fudge, how come joyce had some nasty pictures of myself in her video montage! that was not cute! i told you not to put that picture of me in my sissy's debut with my "curly tendrils!" hahaha that was soo bad! and how come the stupid picture was up there for like 87291873 minutes! not cute! watch joyce for my debut, REVENGE! and KATE! you better hope people won't recognize you! cuz kate over here was the first to recognize my little girl pictures! and she was all loud, "hey it's katrina!" when nobody even recognized me, NOT EVEN MY MOMMY! how sad is that! hahaha, but anyways yeah it was fun! and the best part about it is, i had no school the next day! how great is that! woo hoo oh yeah, so sorry for those who did have school! =D too bad for you folks.. okay i'm done rambling. i have to take care of the sissy now, cuz she has a bad case of the tonsilitis.. so i have to be a good sister and pay her some attention... how come i had to wkae up early today on my first day of spring break to take her to the doctors.. what a good sissy i am huh? yeah i know. okay laters folks.. and to those who are on spring break.. HAVE A GOOD ONE!
let's just cut to the chase..
