i just typed a novel, but my baby cousin erased it.. HAHAHA.. what a boy.. he's cute though.. i'll write more later.. when i get home.. i'm currently at sandiego.. so yeah laters...

Never long for anyone from your past. There is a reason why they never made it to your future.
-- Louise Sybing

hmm.. wow i'm stuffed right now... i just had some zankou chicken.. gosh daym that is some good chicken.. too bad the owner of the place went ballistic and killed his family, then killed himself.. hMm but anyway, enough about that morose stuff, let's talk about my day, like that's anymore enlightening huh? haha but no seriously.. what did i do.. well i still don't have my car back from the shop.. kind of funny cuz i think people are so used to me driving and having a car that they constantly ask me for rides afterschool and what not, and i'm just like, "sorry, no car." yeah hMm.. but anyways.. i had quiz first period.. i didn't do too hot on it.. i haven't been paying attention.. yeah i know that's bad, but it's true.. i get the stuff, i recall from last year.. hehe.. yeah kinda pathetic of me.. yeah well anyways.. the usual goings on in class.. my english class we're reading, "The Crucible" kinda funny cuz we're reading the play in class and stuff, and nobody wants to read and participate, and there are girl parts, and no girl wants to participate, so my teacher, who is a boy, has to read the girl parts, and it's kinda funny cuz he makes his voice sound like a girl.. he's pretty good at it too, reminds me of someone i know that can do a really good girl voice.. hahaha! good stuff. so i couldn't fall asleep in that class today, cuz that man was just too entertaining.. so i sat there and listened to him read like a girl.. yep and then snack.. the usual stuff.. and then the usual stuff.. didn't practice again today.. we were supposed to practice, but go figure we were told not to change.. so yeah.. haven't been practicing this whole week, which is okay with me at the moment cuz i'm too lazy to practice anyway.. the weather is too cold.. aww too bad about boy's basketball... they lost against canyon by ONE MEASLY POiNT! gosh so close, yet so far! grr.. it's okay guys, you guys had an awesome season! but anyways..

oh yeah freakin' i came to school this morning, and i felt like i was going to some school in compton or something! crazy tagging all over the freakin' daym place.. well actually it wasn't crazy, it was just some dumb ass guy that wrote "Mobster" or "Mob.com" or wahtever all over the daym place.. he went crazy with the spray can or something.. yeah his ass is gonna get caught, it's inevitable.. cuz people are talking about it and stuff, so yeah once people talk and open their mouths it's inevitable that your ass is gonna get found out! gosh that was genius.. i mean you must have been a genius to think, "let's tag up the school, and let's go brag about it!" yeah, you swear no one is gonna find out it's you.. it was in someone's profile for goodness sakes that you did it! gay nuts! but yeah it was pretty stupid, cuz i mean he left a website everywhere, so it's like he's leaving his stupid signature all over the walls.. again i say PURE GENiUS! with this guy.. but yeah it was quite upsetting seeing all of that tagging though, i mean it's like why do you wanna go to a messed up looking school! FAGGOT! and excuse me, unless you're ass is planning to wash that stuff off you better not do it then! cuz i mean custodians have to deal with so much other ish, i don't think they need to be dealing with your stupidity at the same time! anyways..

hMm.. what else.. i actually did my homework today wayy early! yep sure did.. i was actually sitting there staring at my agenda thinking, "is there something else i can do." yeah it's a foreign feeling.. i want my car to be fixed already! i'm tired of walking home from school, it's not a very fun experience.. hMm.. well anyways today i tried to be the responsible student and return my books to the book room, and get my books that i need afterschool.. the stupid book room was closed! hello your hours said that you'd be open from 3:00-3:30, and you were not open! what a gay, reminder to self: never try to be responsible again! haha.. okay hMm it's been interesting talking to cassandra lately during practice.. just exchanging some random thoughts and ideas about "stuff".. she's okay... haha..

weird ass weather today... it was really cold in the morning and afternoon, and then when i was walking home it was butt freakin' hot.. what's up with that?! some weird ass weather we are experiencing lately.. it's like you gotta wear layers of clothing, cuz as the day progressses you're gonna be peeling off those layers one by one.. i'll go to school in a sweater and jeans, and by the end of the day i'll be in a tank top. yeah so i'm sure you guys really did not need to know that, cuz that wasn't very interesting but my hands are just moving and therefor i'm typing, dont' read it if you don't wanna...

oh yeah i would also like to add HOVSEP iS A SUPER GAY! yeah he is! he thinks he's not gay, and tries to tell me i'm gay, when everything that comes out of his mouth proves that he is SUPER GAY! i feel so sorry for kathy, which is supposed to be his girlfriend, cuz he has a super gay boyfriend! tsk tsk... too bad kathy! i feel sorry for ya.... and no matter what hovsep says.. HE iS THE SUPER GAYEST! no one is more gayer than you! hahaha.. and he's a JOCKER! cuz when i put the stuff up on my profile he tried to be cute and put stuff up too.. uMm yeah hello my idea! gosh, try to be original next time okay GAY! he was a jealous gay, cuz i went and got boba, and he was jealous cuz i had balls in my mouth, and he wanted balls in his mouth too! cuz HOVSEP ENJOYS HAViNG BALLS iN HiS MOUTH! you know why, cuz he's a SUPER GAY! stop being a gay hovsep! be straight, and if you can't do it for yourself, do it for your girlfriend! haha.. and if you say i'm gay, you're gayer than me +1 ! whatever you say +1 ! i WiN!

now wasn't that enlightening for you guys.. i think i'm done talking all these wise words.. so yeah ta ta for now.. i'm through...

Worry more about your character than your reputation. Character is what you are, reputation merely what others think you are.
-- John Wooden

well today i walked home! yep, i walked home.. i haven't walked home in awhile! the feeling is so foreign! haha.. and while i was walking i came across nicole, buboy, and john! wow nicole, long time no see... hehe but yeah it was nice seeing you for that 2 seconds.. well so i didn't have my car today cuz it's getting fixed FiNALLY! gosh it's been forever.. oh yeah it's getting fixed cuz yesterday, afterschool, as i was about to get home, my car wouldn't start! yep! i got so scared, cuz i so badly wanted to get home cuz i was so tired, and then my car wouldn't start! that was not cute! so i sat there and said a little, "GOD, please let my car start." breathed easy, and tried again, and it worked! PRAiSE GOD! good stuff.. well lately school has been okay... nothing too special.. except for the fact that corey and rouhi are incessantly teasing me about my weight, and this time, they are not teasing me about being over weight, but they are now teasing me about being under weight. gosh you can never satisfy these guys.. hehe, but no seriously i lost weight while i was sick.. i guess it's cuz of the fact that i didn't eat for like 4 days and stuff so yeah, my pants are a bit on the lose side.. no worries... i'll gain it back in no time! yeah... so now i'm actually looking to gain some weight, i don't like the way clothes are fitting on me with this new found weight loss.. but yeah anyway so uMm school was so-so.. i wasn't there all of last week, so i have a ton of work to make up.. ugh, it sucks.. and yeah.. hMm.. i missed so much stuff too, like quizzes and stuff.. and i can't make up my history quiz, stupid teacher! that shouldn't be allowed! it's not my freakin' fault i got sick! chunti! on a sad note, holy family dance is cancelled this friday.. gRr.. i was looking forward to going.. boooOo! so plans are cancelled, and instead me, charles, and ceej are gonna watch how to lose a guy in 10 days.. yeah hopefully.. since someone was supposd to take me to their winterformal *ahem* hahaha.. JK buddy,i didn't really feel the whole dressing up thing.. so yeah it's all good .. well hMm.. i honestly don't know what to write on here, hMm.. *thinking*.. oh kristine and i have a motto: "just shut up and play the drums!" yes, cuz we have our things for our drummers! yes! *drool* boys that can drum are hot stuff! i don't know i have always had this thing for bass players and drummers.. =/ hMm.. yeah okay this blog is really random, but i just felt like i should blog and stuff, since like ya know i haven't really been all that consistent with this thingy.. oh well.. aww nick lachey and jessica simpson is so cute! they're a cute couple, i always liked them together! okay that was kinda random but oh well.. hMm.. oh yeah yesterday also, the day my car wouldn't start, i almost got a ticket for jaywalking! omgosh! seriously i just crossed the street, there were no cars! so it's not like i was in the way, and this was in the morning.. so i just cross the street, and then when i was done, i was about to cross back cuz i left my wallet in my car, and my mommy has always taught me not to leave my wallet and keys in my car, cuz you never know what might happen, so i'm about to cross and the cop comes and is all like, "if i see you cross the street like that again, i'll have to write you up for jaywalking. the crosswalk is right there." actually it wasn't right there so yeah.. and i was almost late to school.. so hMm my choices were jaywalk when there were NO CARS! there, so it's not like i was in the way, or be late to my class, and get caught during the stupid tardy sweep hMm.. dumb ass cop! why doesn't he go make himself useful, i think there's a car that needs chasing around here somewhere.. so yeah anyways.. hMm.. well i got a lot of laundry and what not to put away and do, since everyone keeps cutting off my laundry time.. i gotta go now.. cuz yeah uMm i don't know i just do.. i have nothing else to ramble on about.. so yeah bye! maybe i'll have an epiphany or something some time in the near future.. so till then.. BYE!

Nothing happens by chance. Life has a design all it’s own. For one person’s sacrifice can be another’s salvation.
-- The Outer Limits

well i've been out the past three days.. well gosh the age old question that everybody seems to be asking now-a-days... how was my valentine's day? my valentine's day was good. i remember last year..awww scott! =D fun times taking me out to dinner at thai BBQ! aww.. rock-paper-scissors! aww.. "will you be my hunny bunny?" aww... you were such a cool valentine scott! well this valentine's day was quite different.. leave it to me to get into a fight with the person that you're supposed to be celebrating valentine's day.. yep, i got into a fight with my boyfriend on valentine's day.. quite a big one i might add, but i will leave the details of the event out of this here blog, let's just say.. it's just hard to be so let down, and when you're lead on to believe something important was gonna happen.. but it's okay my honey made up for it.. he took me all the way to anaheim to that "spot" =*) aww.. that was so cute.. and while i was there i was just looking around at all the memories and recalling the greatness of SCRC! aww.. i love that place! =D and then afterwards henri and i just ate at jack-in-the box near my house.. aww.. i know you guys are thinking like.. WTHECK jack in the crack.. while every other couple is probably having some sweet dinner at some fancy shmancy restaurant here we are at jack in the box.. actually it was my idea.. hehe, cuz jack in the box is where me and him would eat before me and him got together and stuff =D and aww.. our booth okay so that was my valentine's day.. and what a day it was.. it was great.. filled with love huh honey? hehe..

well saturday just hung out at home, and then went to HOJ! aww HOJ was so fun! we did the funnest little ice breaker twin dragons aww.. that was so fun! and guess who won?!?! ME, that's who! yay to me! well anyways afterwards we just talked about the gospel about the leper.. and yeah that was a very good discussion in my group. and afterwards april, which begins with an A, lead action songs.. i was supposed to do it, but i was a bit sick so i couldn't really say a lot of words other wise without coughing in the middle of it. so yeah afterwards just talked to jenny & sam and talke dabout random things.. but it was fun, and oh yeah some boys were there too, but they didn't talk much.. hehe.. even my "boyfriend" didn't talk to me.. gosh meanie.. my heart is broken! kim! we're gonna have to have a coffee shop talk about this! hehe.. but on the serious side, we really need to have a coffee shop talk soon alrite?! YES! it's coming up, and aww you look so cute on your license kimmie, yours turned out the nicest! the nicest license i have ever seen ever! and now that you have that license, you can come pick me up for our little talk, k? and i have much to tell you!!

well today began with me going to my awesum2sum's house.. and we went to krua thai gosh that place is really close to freda's house.. 2.94 miles to be exact.. yess so it was pretty near.. and after a hefty meal from that place and talking every hour in a day we go back to glendale to my house for a bit to wait for mass at holy family to start.. 5:30 mass.. so we go there, and gosh dang filipinos mayn it's already 5:30, and there's still a whole bunch of parking in the parking lot! gosh LATE FiLiPiNOS! but yeah the father that presided, not sure which one was he, but he was very good. =D sin, and how you just have to go to GOD to get rid of those sins, and be made pure. yesiree bob, all you need is GOD, and you're good to go. and then afterwards freda and were thinking.. what can we do to kill time, and we started "cruising" yes CRUiSiNG.... apparently that's what you do when you have a car and stuff.. hahaha.. but no seriously we were looking for little AZN boys to holler at, and well, make fun of basically.. and when we didn't find any places... we went to old town.. and got bored there, and started driving, and then we decided hMm.. LET'S GO ViSiT HOVSEP! so we randomly go to his house, and we give him a great big surprise! but in a way, the surprise was turned back on us! hehehe.. so hovsep and i talk about relationships, and we ask each other what each other did on valentine's day.. and valentine's day is an over rated holiday.. yess roland agrees with me! * high five* yeah roland was there too.. Hi ROLAND! and so we're there and then they entertain us with their "acoustic music" yess.. at first it was just they were just playing some tunes on the piano, drums, and guitar.. hopping to and fro from the instruments hovsep! good job buddy! too bad i can't advertise your talents online anymore.. cuz SORRY LADiES HE'S TAKEN! yep this piano, drum, and guitar playing man is taken... aww shucks.. hehe but yeah they were just playing some random tunes for us, but freda and my favorite from the tunes they played was Ryan Tedder "the look" so ofcourse they would constantly play that.. and there was the "acoustic time" when hovsep and roland were playing drums and guitar, and they even lit candles while they played! and freda and i were whispering to each other.. hMm.. Roland wouldn't you like to know what were talking about (( sneaky laugh )) hehehe but yes it was quite an entertaining show.. and those two boys were two very talented boys! and thank you for the songs.. i appreciated it very much. and after the "acoustic time" roland decided to make up some songs with hovsep playing on the guitar.. and while hugging a pillow that roland was pretending to be me.. hahaha.. he was just singing a song about me, but it was titled, "make my car go vroom" yeah.. uMm i don't know.. haha.. and after he sang a song about freda, while holding onto the freda pillow.. and he made the freda and katrina pillow kiss.. hMmm.. yeah boy he wishes those pillows were real huh? hahaha yeah so that was very entertaining.. so time flew by, and we realized we had to go get going.. so we say our goodbyes and aww.. roland walks freda and me to my car, and he opens our doors for us! =D aww.. that was so sweet roland! what a gentleman you are! hey ladies Roland is a single man that can play the drums! and he opens doors for you! hehehe.. shoot HOLLAH! hahaha so yeah and we go on our way home.. i go to drop off fredalynn at her house in the valley, and roland goes his separate way to pomona.. aww it was a fun AND RANDOM! night! it was a great time well spent! thanks to all those made it possible.. hovsep&roland.. thanks for the laughs and the music! it really got me in a relaxing mood!

hMm.. this is a random thought.. how come during a firedrill when you're younger they make you line up by height.. do the taller people burn slower or what?! hMm.. i was thinking and just thought... hMm... i mean what was the real purpose of that.. organization? but why couldn't they just do something different.. why couldn't it ever be.. from tall to short.. always short to tall.. hMm.. maybe taller people do burn slower or something.. hahaha let's go try! hahaha JK! oh well, i always remember always being in the very front of the line at school for these things, cuz i was the shortest.. =/ well i won't be the one upfront now, maybe i'll be like the 4rth or 5th one now!@ okay that's it for me.. laters!