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Saturday, May 04, 2002


Which PPG are you?


OH YEAH! BUTTERCUP!

okay so here i am blogging.. what a day friday night was.. hehe.. what a day of conversations.. it was pretty dang good..a release of just everything.. let's just say i finally screamed and got angry IT WAS ABOUT FREAKIN' TIME! but yah so freda and i did this brilliant therapy thing for the two of us right.. so like me and freda both take 5 minutes of talking non-stop without the other person saying anything.. just sitting there listening..so basically it's like you're talking to yourself or something.. but the person is there.. and mayn a lot of things were said that weren't really realized before.. let's just say..epiphanies left and right mayn.. so anyways wow.. dude freda girl good job on those epiphanies..i was feeling the whole.. "GOD gave us both friendship and love.. if they were meant to be one thing GOD wouldn't have given us the two to be able to decide from.." that was a direct quote from sis. fredalynn tolentino sotto.. yah i hope i quoted you correctly.. cuz that was a pretty dang good thing you said.. and umm "third degree burn metaphore.." wow girl.. seriously props! hehe was feelin all that.. and mayn POWERPUFF GIRLS! we rock.. Blossom - Freda, Bubbles- Kat, Buttercup - Me yup! hehe.. better recognize.. but anyways.. let's see so yah.. uMm.. anyways.. after all the bball practicing the boys were doing and the convos that took place we went to mcdonalds for some good eating.. so we chilled there and hahahaha funny stuff were said mayN! dude hahah hovsep can you not pick your nose while i'm talking to you ! gosh this boy literally picked both his nostrils at the same time! hahaha dude! hahaha and he was teased about it the whole day.. hahaha freda.. "proceed" hahahaha dang.. mayn i'm laughing as i'm writing this stuff.. hahaha dude.. funny stuff.. and ceej please don't pick your nose and then touch everyones fOod that is freakin' disgusting! hahaha..dude a lot of picking the nose action today.. and this time people were literally picking their nose.. sheesh.. mayn a lot of teasing action today.. hehe.. all good though it was all love.. lotsa love! but anyways.. omg dude hovsep called me an asshole today.. but it wasn't the word that was like whoa.. but the way he said it was like whoa.. cuz he stared at me first.. paused and then said.. "asshole" i was like whoa.. mayn hovsep the harshness of the words today.. first you call freda f**ker and now i'm an asshole.. sheesh.. sorry about the double chin crack.. i didn't mean it honestly.. =) awwright well oh mayn something funny today at cheer practice.. there was a new flyer today.. frances.. recall her from my past entries.. she was the tumbler.. well she was flying hahaha.. and it was just funny to me.. i don't really know how to explain why it was so hilarious to me.. but it was.. awwright i'm gonna end this right now.. dude.. let's just friday night i was laughing so much... so many things to laugh and smile about.. it was a good day..

highlight of the day:
- the 5 minute interval talk..
- "joke forum" at mcdonalds

NOT so highlight of the day:
- ehh..i think i had a pretty cool day..not toO many ehhs

person who made smile:
my P O W E R P U F F G I R L S !!! yah!

things that were saidthat were like whoa!
- "if GOD wanted friendship and love to go hand in hand then he wouldn't have given the two of them to choose from.." orsomething of that nature.. =)
- "it was likea third degree burn.. it hurt at first..and now there's just no feeling anymore.." (( sigh ))
- "i'm not sure whether his feelings/heart was hurting.. cuz he lost a friend.. or it was his ego that got hurt cuz he didn't get the girl this time.." =/
all i gotta say is.. talking continously for 5 minutes straight without interruption is great therapy!

Friday, May 03, 2002

here jessica some tests for you to take.. i told you i'd be posting some up for ya =) have fun!




hello duh! i'm cheerleader barbie.. hMm i think this suits me pretty well..=)


I am A Shit Brick .

The Shit brick is usually the kinda person that doesn't like doing much. Turning down a nice romp in the park to his or her favorite television show and a nice big Mac or a box of chicken nuggets. Though shit bricks have their anti social flaws, what they lack in social values they make up for in laziness... But I guess that isn't a good thing either way.. Ok, shit bricks are just lazy fucks...
What Kinda Shit Are You?

all i gotta say is.. EWWW! hahaha hMm.. is it right.. L A Z I N E S S ?! to those who know me well.. i know you must agree.. hehe

Thursday, May 02, 2002

well let me see what happened today.. well today was the last day of sat 9 testing.. so what a relief.. it sucked cuz they give us little time for the big stuff and a lot of time for the little stuff.. what was up with that ?! yeesh.. but yah so it was somewhat hard fo rme to think about the questions and then like i would almost barely finish.. well let me think cheer practice were trying new chair things.. and it's pretty cOol.. i was a bit nervous going up in the air again today after yesterdays fall and everything.. but everything went well.. so today was a good practice.. my body didn't meet the ground tOo much and that's always a good thing.. hMm then afterwards the wonderful stephanie gave mea ride home.. so yay! and then i got home and ate some food.. and i was sooO tired.. so i decided there's no use fighting it.. so i slept while listening to music.. i recently broke my stereo cuz i was trying to be cute and fix it myself.. but luckily i got a hold of my uMm other CD player.. listening to slow jams always help me drift off to sleep.. well anyways.. so afterwards i wake up with my mom's call saying that she's going to be bringing home some taco bell! woO hOo yah! gOod stuff.. waking up to that is always a good thing.. and now i'm a bit groggy from the "nap" i took.. and you know what i was watching that movie "sister from planet weird" on disney channel.. and why is it that there is always a "popular" crowd or a "popular table" in these movies.. for goOdness gracious it's not really like that in schOOl and stuff..well atleast in my schOol there is no real "popular" crowd.. i dunno and the whole concept of having a "popular table" just seems so funny to me.. okay so that was where my train of thought was right now.. oh dang i have a chemistry test tomorrow and i still haven't gone to the bOok rOom at my schOol to get my chemistry bOOk back.. dammit! can't study! dammit! (( panic !! ))

highlight of the day:
- getting back up in the air.. and getting over that fear of flying.. haha like the mya song.. "fear of flying" that's a top notch song!

NOT so highlight of the day:
- SAT 9 testing.. 4 tests in one day.. i got like a brain fart!

person who made me smile:
- My Mr. Duckie.. cuz he makes me feel super-duperly special.. am i really gonna get to hang out with you this saturday ?! i'm so excited! =D

Wednesday, May 01, 2002

awwright i can finally write in this now cuz my head finally feels like it's on the right way.. schOol was the same as usual except for a little incident when krystal stole my shoe! it was not fun running around the quad trying to get my shoe back like that..so i had to take immediate action and beat her up! hehe.. i love you krystal! well yah so today at cheer practice everything was going well..i was hitting my libs right, finally! mayn and then so we're doing this thing right.. where we go straight in an arabesque sorry if you don't know what it is.. it's cheer lingo.. well so we're going up and everything is okay and then all of a sudden i fell.. i fall the right way.. but apparently nobody was there to catch me.. or some people caught me but left out parts of my upper body like my left arm.. ugh.. my left arm and elbow hit the ground so bad.. but luckily i drink a lot of milk and i didn't break any bones.. woO hOo.. =) yay for me.. but don't get me wrong there was a numbing sensation that came over my arm.. and i had an inability to my move my fingers for a bit.. but i regained that marvelous ability soon enough.. and then so after resting for a bit i shake it off and do it again.. so everything is okay for the first like 2 times i do it.. then all of a sudden i fall again.. and here i am falling the way i usually fall again and i fell straight on my back and then like my head i dunno.. but just say a rush of pain was sent up my spine and then my head started ringing.. so i just laid there and i cried.. and i laughed and tried to get up.. but my head felt like it fell off.. i had no idea where it went.. my head hurt so much! i dunno may i was feeling so eck.. and so i just sat there and i felt like i was drunk or something.. so i decided i should get home early and the whole time i'm walking i'm like bleh.. and they told me not to go to sleep right when i got home cuz they said i might have gotten a concussion or something.. so falling asleep isn't good after hitting your head very hard.. but right when i got home all i wanted to do was sleep.. sleep.. sleep.. sleep.. so i had my sister make sure i didn't.. even though i would doze off every now and then. trying to keep awake is the most difficult thing to do mayn! okay so now i feel like i'm doing pretty alrite.. i hope so anyways.. and i got my pictures from spring fling and the competition! i scanned some of them so i can put them on my webpage.. but i think i'm gonna get toO lazy to post it..hehe.. fun stuff! that was pretty exciting.. that's all for today.. pretty exciting huh ?! my head still feels a bit woOzy.. where am i ?! hahaha

highlight of the day:
- beating Krystal up! YEAH,DON'T MESS WITH THESE! (( flexing ))
- getting my pictures! those were fun times!

NOT so highlight of the day:
- falling.. and the whole head shaking.. not being able to sleep thing.. what torture!

person who made me smile:
- my mommy =) and i dunno what else.. my head hurts.. =/

. by the way .
hello to NASH.. my gurfren.. it's our day this friday! it'll be our 6th month! woO hOo yay for us! no more girls for you nash! i didn't like seeing you with one very much! hahaha.. it doesn't lOok right! hahah jk.. i love ya.. and hope you feel especial i "hollered" to you on here!

Tuesday, April 30, 2002

okay.. hahaha first of all i wanna say something right now on this thing.. cuz apparently some people don't have the balls to step up to something when they have an issue about something.. this is regarding cheer.. awwright.. so like JV is doing this stunt right when the chick falls back.. and varsity, which was us, has been wanting to do a stunt from way back, the helicopter, that i mentioned before.. so obviously when JV saw what we were doing they were trippin off their balls cuz they thought we were copying them!excuse me first of all.. we aren't copying you guys.. cuz we're varsity and why would we copy JV?! hello.. get over yourself okay.. and if you wanna be picky about it.. oh we did a lib in our routine.. and you did also! OOh you copied us... we know you didn't.. and it's the same case with this.. goodness sakes.. stop being so dang bitter okay seriously.. cuz this is a team.. JV AND VARSITY.. we help you guys out whenever possible..and this is what you guys have to show for it?! you being bitter about what were doing?! if you have an issue about waht varsity is doing.. have the balls to step up to us.. don't go crying to mrs. mac cuz first of all ahem.. she said herself.. "if this stunt is gonna go, and she has to choose whether or not jv or varsity is keeping it.. VARSITY is keeping it!" and you know what first of all it doesn't matter if we are doing the same stunt.. which we are not.. we are doing totally different things.. if you knew what the heck we were doing in the first place! WE'RE A TEAM! JV AND VARSITY! we're not against each other! for goodness gracious.. and ahem excuse me who freakin' has a line from our freakin' cheer in their cheer?! we weren't trippin.. we supported you guys.. but here you guys are whining and crying over something that is not even the same from what you guys are doing.. and get this straight.. what we were doing was not falling into a cradle! it was supposed to be falling flat back! urfz! wow i'm so grr right now it's ridiculous! cuz sometimes in life people don't know what's going on and they say things out of their butthole, and it's just really sad.. and when JV was confronted about it today.. how come none of them said something except for one person! props to you, cuz you know what you were the only one that had the balls to speak up.. everybody else shut up like they held no grudge.. and then next minute their gonna talk their ish.. geez.. you know what.. suck it up!

well let's see first i wanna say.. WHAT'S UP WITH BLUE'S CLUES ?! i dunno about this new host guy.. it's just weird.. i mean JOE ?! what the heck?! not feelin', but i understand steve has to go off to college, so he will be able to solve all of Blue's clues in lightning speed, cuz he was having a bit of trouble figuring it out..but what the heck.. why is steve taking... "outer space class" what in the name of jeebus is that ?! i dunno about that one.. and there were people juggling in college?! since when was there juggling class in college?! my gosh.. i dunno mayn i think this is sending children the wrong message about college.. well anyways i just don't know about this joe guy cuz first of all he just doesn't dance the way steve does.. and he doesn't sing the songs the way steve does.. IT'S JUST NOT THE SAME! he doesn't "skidOo" like steve does! i dunno courtney's right, maybe they're trying to get preschOolers and sophomores used to change =) hehe.. i dunno.. but you know what is cOol about this joe guy.. he doesn't just wear green shirts like steve does.. he gets to have different colored shirts, but the weird thing is they're all the same pattern.. yeesh.. but hehe.. this joe guy was a pretty clever character.. when he changed to an orange shirt he said.. "Orange you glad i changed my shirt!" mayn that was so clever! props to Joe for that one.. all i gotta say is.. Joe had better try and walk his way into my heart.. cuz Steve had a special place in it already.. and OMG one more appalling thing THEY CHANGED THE HANDY DANDY NOTEBOOK! what was up with that?! did they have to change the notebook tOo? gosh.. i dunno about this whole trying to get used to change thing.. cuz it's toO hard for us sophomores to handle.. =/ yah i'm a freak i know.. if you don't watch Blue's Clues and that would mean you don't know what i'm talking about..so sorry for you..

okay so anyways today was another day for SAT 9's and everything was just dandy.. we did language arts and umm history.. and they weren't bad at all.. pretty easy stuff.. well let's see cheer practice was another pOoper that stupid stunt is pretty freakin' tiring to do.. the "helicopter" thing.. oh well.. it's fun but quite tiring.. and i had some pretty bad cramps today.. first day on my rag! haha thought i would share that with who ever is gonna read this.. ( ahem allan! i know you enjoy reading my blogs!) but anyways.. yah..so i had cramps.. and i took medicine.. and it made me feel kinda tired after practice.. so i was bumping into things and stuff.. hehe.. i dunno if it was the medicine or if i was pOoped out cuz of practice.. i wanna try and get to bed early and stuff cuz i'm just getting to be tOo tired in schOol and i wanna be a schOol girl and pay attention and not fall asleep in my classes.. but it's proven to be quite difficult to do, cuz sleep is just so great! awwright well i'm gonna do some fun homework now.. or atleast try to.. so i'm gonna end it with that..

highlight of the day:
- watching frances tumble! hahaha that's freakin' hilarious! mayn... that will make a dark day become so much brighter =)

NOT so highlight of the day:
- C R A M P S !!
- R A G !! =)

person who made me smile:
- Frances with her tumbling skills

Monday, April 29, 2002

awwright well right now i'm pretty pOoped cheer practice was pretty interesting.. hard core and fun at the same time =) we tried new stuff.. it's this thing called a helicopter.. you know that thing of the helicopter.. the top part anyways the thing that spins around and makes the helicopter fly up and stuff.. well the "helicopter" kinda mocks those things.. except instead of like metal things flying up.. it's a person flying up in a circular way? you get it ? well yah just picture the propellors, (yah, is that what they're called, well wahtever ) but instead of propellors picture a person turning the direction propellors do.. and guess who that person is.. ME! yup.. wow.. i was thrown around like i was a little twig today.. whoa..but you know what.. it was really fun! hehe.. except for the whole falling part.. but all in all.. very very fun! so anyways.. nothing really interesting happened today other than those things.. now i'm just at home and doing my homework.. and i was in study mode. but hovsep interuppted my "studying" oh well.. that's life.. like i was studying very well anyways..

highlight of the day:
- the first time we tried the propellor thing and i made it a whole way around.. hehe it was so fun!

NOT so highlight of the day:
- tummy ache

person who made me smile:
- cheer people.. =) cuz they're just cool like that =)

Sunday, April 28, 2002

i decided to share this story on whoever is willign to read my blog.. cuz this story to me was very powerful, it brought a tear to my eye, this story is just very something! hope you guys like it.. and GOD bless


>>>This is long, but worth sharing.
>>>
>>>17-year-old Brian Moore had only a short time to write something for a
>>>class. The subject was what Heaven was like. "I wowed 'em," he later told
>>>his father, Bruce. "It's a killer, It's the bomb. It's the best thing I
>>>ever wrote." It also was the last.
>>>
>>>Brian's parents had forgotten about the essay when a cousin found it
>>>while cleaning out the teenager's locker at Teary Valley High School.
>>>Brian had been dead only hours, but his parents desperately wanted every
>>>piece of his life near them - notes from classmates and teachers, his
>>>homework. Only two months before, he had handwritten the essay about
>>>encountering Jesus in a file room full of cards detailing every moment of
>>>the teen's life.
>>>
>>>But it was only after Brian's death that Beth and Bruce Moore realized
>>>that their son had described his view of heaven. "It makes such an impact
>>>that people want to share it. You feel like you are there." Mr. Moore
>>>said. Brian Moore died May 27, 1997, the day after Memorial Day. He was
>>>driving home from a friend's house when his car went off Bulen-Pierce
>>>Road in Pickaway County and struck a utility pole. He emerged from the
>>>wreck unharmed but stepped on a downed power line and was electrocuted.
>>>The Moores framed a copy of Brian's essay and hung it among the family
>>>portraits in the living room. "I think God used him to make a point. I
>>>think we were meant to find it and make something out of it, " Mrs. Moore
>>>said of the essay. She and her husband want to share their son's vision
>>>of life after death. "I'm happy for Brian. I know he's in heaven. I know
>>>I'll see him.

>>>The Room...
>>>
>>>In that place between wakefulness and dreams, I found myself in the room.
>>>There were no distinguishing features except for the one wall covered
>>>with small index card files. They were like the ones in libraries that
>>>list titles by author or subject in alphabetical order. But these files,
>>>which stretched from floor to ceiling and seemingly endless in either
>>>direction, had very different headings.
>>>
>>>As I drew near the wall of files, the first to catch my attention was one
>>>that read "Girls I have liked." I opened it and began flipping through
>>>the cards. I quickly shut it, shocked to realize that I recognized the
>>>names written on each one. And then without being told, I knew exactly
>>>where I was.
>>>
>>>This lifeless room with its small files was a crude catalog system for my
>>>life. Here were written the actions of my every moment, big and small, in
>>>a detail my memory couldn't match. A sense of wonder and curiosity,
>>>coupled with horror, stirred within me as I began randomly opening files
>>>and exploring their content. Some brought joy and sweet memories; others
>>>a sense of shame and regret so intense that I would look over my shoulder
>>>to see if anyone was watching.
>>>
>>>A file named "Friends" was next to one marked "Friends I have betrayed."
>>>The titles ranged from the mundane to the outright weird. "Books I Have
>>>Read," "Lies I Have Told," "Comfort I have Given," "Jokes I Have Laughed
>>>at." Some were almost hilarious in their exactness: "Things I've yelled
>>>at my brothers." Others I couldn't laugh at: "Things I Have Done in My
>>>Anger" ,"Things I Have Muttered Under My Breath at My Parents." I never
>>>ceased to be surprised by the contents.
>>>
>>>Often there were many more cards than I expected. Sometimes fewer than I
>>>hoped. I was overwhelmed by the sheer volume of the life I had lived.
>>>Could it be possible that I had the time in my years to each of these
>>>thousands or even millions of cards? But each card confirmed this truth.
>>>Each was written in my own handwriting. Each signed with my signature.
>>>
>>>When I pulled out the file marked "TV Shows I have watched ," I realized
>>>the files grew to contain their contents. The cards were packed tightly,
>>>and yet after two or three yards, I hadn't found the end of the file. I
>>>shut it, shamed, not so much by the quality of shows but more by the vast
>>>time I knew that file represented.
>>>
>>>When I came to a file marked "Lustful Thoughts," I felt a chill run
>>>through my body. I pulled the file out only an inch, not willing to test
>>>its size, and drew out a card. I shuddered at its detailed content. I
>>>felt sick to think that such a moment had been recorded. An almost animal
>>>rage broke on me. One thought dominated my mind: No one must ever see
>>>these cards! No one must ever see this room! I have to destroy them!" In
>>>an insane frenzy I yanked the file out. Its size didn't matter now. I had
>>>to empty it and burn the cards. But as I took it at one end and began
>>>pounding it on the floor, I could not dislodge a single card. I became
>>>desperate and pulled out a card, only to find it as strong as steel when
>>>I tried to tear it.
>>>
>>>Defeated and utterly helpless, I returned the file to its slot. Leaning
>>>my forehead against the wall, I let out a long, self-pitying sigh. And
>>>then I saw it.. The title bore "People I Have Shared the Gospel With."
>>>The handle was brighter than those around it, newer, almost unused. I
>>>pulled on its handle and a small box not more than three inches long fell
>>>into my hands. I could count the cards it contained on one hand.
>>>
>>>And then the tears came. I began to weep. Sobs so deep that they hurt.
>>>They started in my stomach and shook through me. I fell on my knees and
>>>cried. I cried out of shame, from the overwhelming shame of it all. The
>>>rows of file shelves swirled in my tear-filled eyes. No one must ever,
>>>ever know of this room. I must lock it up and hide the key. But then as I
>>>pushed away the tears, I saw Him.
>>>
>>>No, please not Him. Not here. Oh, anyone but Jesus. I watched helplessly
>>>as He began to open the files and read the cards. I couldn't bear to
>>>watch His response. And in the moments I could bring myself to look at
>>>His face, I saw a sorrow deeper than my own. He seemed to intuitively go
>>>to the worst boxes. Why did He have to read every one?
>>>
>>>Finally He turned and looked at me from across the room. He looked at me
>>>with pity in His eyes. But this was a pity that didn't anger me. I
>>>dropped my head, covered my face with my hands and began to cry again. He
>>>walked over and put His arm around me. He could have said so many things.
>>>But He didn't say a word. He just cried with me. Then He got up and
>>>walked back to the wall of files. Starting at one end of the room, He
>>>took out a file and, one by one, began to sign His name over mine on each
>>>card. "No!" I shouted rushing to Him.
>>>
>>>All I could find to say was "No, no," as I pulled the card from Him. His
>>>name shouldn't be on these cards. But there it was, written in red so
>>>rich, so dark, so alive.
>>>
>>>The name of Jesus covered mine. It was written with His blood.. He gently
>>>took the card back. He smiled a sad smile and began to sign the cards. I
>>>don't think I'll ever understand how He did it so quickly, but the next
>>>instant it seemed I heard Him close the last file and walk back to my
>>>side.
>>>
>>>He placed His hand on my shoulder and said, "It is finished." I stood up,
>>>and He led me out of the room. There was no lock on its door. There were
>>>still cards to be written.
>>>
>>>"I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me." ---Phil. 4:13
>>>"For God so loved the world that He gave His only son, that whoever
>>>believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life."
>>>
>>>If you feel the same way forward it to as many people as you can so the
>>>love of Jesus will touch their lives also. My "People I shared the gospel
>>>with" file just got bigger, how about yours?

sincei didn't get to write earlier i think a recap is in order...

friday:
first of all.. might i say HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! to hovsep! hehe.. we celebrated his bday by going to his house unannounced.. yup.. the best way to celebrate a bday.. surprising the person in their own house.. hehe yup.. jk.. it was sure fun though.. well this was the plan right.. we all knock on his door.. one at a time every like 30 secs and be like.. hey what's up and it'll be like surprise everytime he opens the door.. yah but it just became like groups ringing the ding dong but it was all good cuz he was still pretty dang surprised when he saw me and freda standing on his front steps.. his face was like =O yup that's what it was.. and then let's see afterwards we just hung out.. played some piano.. sang some songs.. hehe.. and we watched n*sync's "pop odyssey" since he got it as a present and then we did a little bit of dancing.. hehe.. and "lap dancing" hMm no i think not.. haha.. yah hovdsep's 2.5 second lap dance! afterwards we all decide to go ice skating, but yah ofcourse this is like the 20th time we planned this.. but how come again it was closed to the public.. so we couldn't skate.. and mayn walking into that place.. it was like memories hit me.. (( sigh )) i didn't realize how much i missed ice skating..=) oh well... that's life huh?! so we all decide it's better off for us if we just eat.. and keep in mind that i have a cheer competition tomorrow, ooh speaking of that.. sorry i'm digressing, but uMm omg.. the girl, my base, one of the main people in our routine straight sprained her ankle, and no not doing a cheer stunt or not during practice.. but we decided, we meaning frances and i, decided to do some "horsing around" and as skarlet, the girl injured, was chasing us her ankle kinda got left behind when she turned, and there ya go.. it gave.. =/ yah it was horrible cuz we were hoping that it would go away, but it looked like she was in tOo much pain as it is, and it just wasn't good and stuff.. and so we had to change our whole routine to like exclude that person.. and boy did we have to change the routine! goodness gracious mayn, but mayn special loves going out to amira & frances cuz they were both given new things to do, and they stuck by them, and they pulled through it, for our team =) you guys are awesome, fantabulus people! okay so anyways back to friday, so yah i had a competition the next day so i had to eat pasta, cuz i was "detoxing" my body hehe.. no meat, nothing too heavy, and nothing too greasy, and i needed carbs in my body, so i ate pasta and cut down on like all the junk food, i never realized how hard that was.. so we go to tony roma's ahem, hello, "the place for ribs" but they did have pasta... i ordered bruschetta.. it was pretty yummy.. and hahaha.. umm mayn that was quite a day huh "Kayell" yup "Lehani" over here! haha.. yah uMm for those two boys.. next time come up with better stuff to throw at us.. things that actually hurt us, cuz you know you what.. you guys that was a bunch of WEAK SAUCE! all i gotta say is, if you're not gonna finish it, don't start it ! Kayell and Lehani are pros at the game of "third person" talk, so don't mess.. be sure you know what's coming out of your mouth... well yah anyways.. off to saturday.. COMPETITION

highlight of the day:
- oh wow.. hello it was hovsep's bday.. enough said.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU SPECIAL SPECIAL BOY YOU!

NOT so highlight of the day:
- skarlet spraining her ankle, but it's okay, cuz we know GOD let it happen for a reason.. =)

person who made me smile:
- hMm... hovsep cuz he just always does, and i'm doing this for him since it his bday... so he is also the "hotboy of the day" hehe

saturday:
kay first of all i have to curl my hair, and my hair is not easy to curl, and like yah we had practice at 7 in the morning that day so i wake up with victoria picking me up, and then like wow was that a practice.. grr.. but you know what i finally felt like a VARSITY comp team! afterwards i scurry on home, and joyce.. thank you mayn for curling my hair, i know it wasn't very easy to do.. but you managed to somewhat do it for me =D you are the bestest friend.. all willing to wake up at 9 in the morning just to fix a girl's hair.. wowzers! so afterwards i go with victoria to go get some white ribbon for our hairs and stuff to tie it with and then we go off to Hoover to get on the buses.. mayn it wasn't hitting me that we were actually competing.. it so wasn't hitting me.. even when we got there which was at, "Diamand Ranch HIghschool" dude, that school is freakin' cool, whoa ! it was awesome.. but anyways.. so we get there we saw all the cheerleaders and you know i still wasn't nervous or anything.. our Song team did awesome, our JV comp team dude awesome also, and then it was our turn.. it still didn't hit me that what we've been working so hard on wasn't working, it did not hit me at all.. whatsoever.. and then we started to rally onto the floor, and i mean i was still cool, and oh by the way my momma came with my uncle and my aunt and kuya jeff, and that was just so special.. =) i teared hehe.. but anyways yah so we get on the floor and then they say.. "Hoover, when the music is on you are competing" no effect to me.. so i'm standing there about to load into our first stunt, which was a straight up extension, (those of you that don't know cheer terminology, well i'm sorry for ya ) but anyways so the music plays and i blanked out for like .83 seconds or something.. and then i just throw myself onto the stunt.. dude i dunno what i was thinking i just all of a sudden the nervousness and reality of the compeition hit me.. hehe kinda toO late huh ?! hehehe yah but our performance wasn't that horrible.. we did pretty well considering the position we were suddenly placed in.. and that we were put in the same divisions as a co-ed team! okay no.. you don't put an all girl team against a co-ed team.. they are able to reach a certain difficulty level that we can't.. gosh.. whatever.. that's Sharp competition for ya.. we placed 4rth out of 6, but you know what.. that's not bad, cuz the first 3 teams were Co-Ed... whatever.. as long as we made it to nationals! yah!!! we made it to nationals, Hoover, believe it or not, made it to nationals! yah! afterwards we went to street scene, and that was pretty dang exciting, as it usually is. i went into the dunk tank, and wow, the water in there was heated again,..it felt really good! hehe.. it was like a freakin' spa.. it was just the right amount of heat.. aah... i liked it there! after about 20 minutes being in the dunk tank i went to go change.. and yes smarty pants me didn't bring a stupid towel.. but it was all good cuz i was able to get dry.. i forgot how though.. hehe but yah anyways afterwards i changed into some jeans and a shirt.. cuz ya know i was gonna go dance and stuff.. hehe.. yup finally.. i had some fun! hehe freda came and met me up earlier.. and we had fun.. loads and loads of it! dancing is always a fun and good thing.. hehe but anyways..after dancing we went to in-n-out and ate some food, with franz, jarmaine, betsy, christine, jc, joyce, and freda.. and that was pretty cOol.. took random pictures left and right, now i have 3 rolls of pictures i took! hOoray for me! i'm actually taking the time to take pictures.. awwright well umm i htink that was my day.,. if i forgot anything oh well that's life..

highlight of the day:
- D A N C I N G !! hehe..
- getting into nationals ofcourse!
- bonding with the team =D i love you guys!
- seeing my mommy walking up to me as i was practicing.. =) aww.. my heart.. hehe
- oOH eating 2 cheeseburgers after we performed !

NOT so highlight of the day:
- my arm hurts.. =/
- somebody's temper.. ahem.. whoa buddy!

person who made me smile:
i decided to change the title, cuz i mean the "hotboy" section were just people who made me smile, and they aren't always boys like today..
- Varsity team: Melissa, Jackie, Stephanie, Erica, Lisa, Amira, Cassandra, Ashley, Ana, Frances, and Victoria.. you guys are awesome.. and you know what we were all brought together for a reason.. we made it through this one.. and now we're ready to get through everything else! we're a team and now that we realize that we're there for each other.. you guys always have the ability to take me away from my problems, this team will always be cherished in my heart. We've worked so hard, and it's starting to pay off, we've worked through a lot of crap.. tears were shed, anger, frustrations, yelling, words were said that shouldn't have been, but guess what we're going to nationals.. all those things we're for a good reason, and now GOD is blessing us a hundred times over, not only for granting us the chance at nationals, but giving us each other.. =) i truly do, love you guys! and to the absentees during this competition, skarlet and herma.. don't worry we still need ya!