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Friday, September 06, 2002


LOOK iT'S OUR HOUSE!!


yeah well i thought i would share that picture up there, cuz that's a picture of the house we'll be moving into on april. yeah and the two little people in the corner over there those are my parents.. hehe yeah how do you guys like it? yeah i guess it's pretty nice.. too bad it's so EFFing far away.. and the window in the far left corner on the top floor.. that's MY room! hehe pretty sexy huh? hehe yeah.. well anyways let me get started to talking about my day.. i had a pretty good day today.. nothing too interesting was going on.. just the usual nonsense that usually goes on at school.. i woke up late though.. cuz yeah visitors were at my house again, and i had to sleep next to my aunt in my room, and i didn't hear the alarm cuz i think she turned it off, and the person that was supposed to wake me up did not wake me up! the bastard! hehe but yeah it's okay i was late to school.. anyways mayn english class was weird cuz i dont' know my teacher is a real hippy! hehe she's such an easy teacher, i'm gonna freakin' fly through that class.. i want a challenge though! darn it, but umm snack was alrite and then it was US history.. did i mention Ms. Buchanan is a FREAK! freak of nature i tell ya! mayn she like yells and stuff, and yeah we got into the topic of religion once again.. i don't know i don't agree with her statements, and everytime she asked about religion and asked if anyone has had a "religious experience" and cried cuz of church i raised my hand very highly! =D and really i think i was like one of the only ones, hmm sad i think. well anyways umm and it was fun at lunch today lot of laughs.. gosh people are soo funny sometimes like today in physiology class right there was this piece of wood that our teacher was talking about, and he asked us "what is this made out of?" and you know answers blurting out, and this one dude straight said, and he wasn't joking either, "PAPER!" umm HELLO BRiLLiANT GUY?!?! hahaha.. gracious.. i thought that was so freakin' hilarious!! oh mayn, people sometimes hehe. gracious that's hilarious.. but anyways yeah so we were just laughing and what not at lunch and stuff.. and umm after it was practice and yeah that was a lot of fun too... gosh it was sooo goood to have that like team bonding action. at first i was supposed to sit out from practice cuz they said i didn't have my physical but booo to them i know i turned it in, hello i remember i even blogged about it! hehe yeah well anyways practice was a lot of fun today.. we played umm games, and a ghetto version of this game called "ships and sailors" or something like that.. hehe yeah it was fun trying to work with it, but it just doesn't work! hehe but anyways so it was a good practice day and stuff.. and we have a pep rally coming up next friday and stuff.. yeah aww sinqie, we better perform! OR ELSE! hehe yeah.. alrite well have fun and stuff now i'm gonna go and rest.. and plus i have physiology homework to do.. laters guys and GOD bless!!

Thursday, September 05, 2002

"Love cannot make you strong until it has made you weak."
-- someone

all done with homework.. you people proud of me? i'm doing the whole doing homework right when i get home type of thing... but yeah anyways so let's see i woke up sorta late today.. cuz yeah i only got like 3 hours of sleep,. and that was not cute.. not cute at all! hehe late nights talks hehe, gracious.. well anyways so i finally get up and take my shower and i walk to school, and i go to my locker and get to my fun filled TRiG class ofcourse.. and that was okay, and then afterwards it was my english class.. aww ROBiN is in my class! see now i won't transfer out! hehe.. cuz me and him are gonna be buddies there and stuff... hehe yeah well it was cool and stuff in that class.. time totally flew and stuff.. and then after it was snack and stuff the usual nonsense happened, and then US history and umm yeah can i just say that that teacher is CRAZY!!! just koo koo i swear! she would read and emphasize things in the textbook, i mean okay i understand if like you're reading a novel and stuff and you're emphasizing stuff, but like dude it was a textbook! come on now! sheesh she was funny. and it was weird cuz we started getting into the subject of religion, and she said she "used" to be a practicing catholic, hmm.. and then she says she thinks the churches are beautiful and stuff, and i don't know it was just weird talking about religion in a classroom.. but yeah it was cool i guess i just kinda chilled.. and then umm it was physiology.. i love that class! you learn so many interseting things, and it really amazes me that GOD can make something so complex, and so amazing! i mean how our body responses to things and how our bodies just automatically does things for us, without us even knowing it so that it maintains it's homeostasis.. it really is remarkable! i find it so interesting.. well anyways after that it was lunch.. i was treating MOJO out to lunch, but i wasn't even the mood to hang out and talk.. i don't know i mean yeah i was tired due to the whole 3 hours of sleep thing, but something else was wiggin' me out... i don't know.. i wasn't my usual self today, and plus to add to that i had freakin' cramps AGAiN! gosh it never ends! mayn darn it.. so after lunch i just went to french class and yeah that went by and then it was cheer practice.. i totally feel you MELiSSA when you say that it's different now.. it's not that the team has changed.. it's just i mean cheer used to be my escape from all the weight that falls on me during the whole school day.. i looked forward to practice and stuff, but now i don't know.. it's not that i don't like doing the whole cheerleading thing.. it's just so many things are just not going the way things should be.. i mean i know change is supposed to be good and everything, but i mean why change a good thing? i don't know i guess we'll just see how everything plays out and stuff.. i have to go to the doctor's cuz i mean yeah i have a cough and sore throat and stuff right now, but it's sorta different cuz i feel this weird lump type thing on the side of my throat... and i've never felt that before.. so we're gonna go check out what's going on with that.. hmm just pray for me please? i'm sure it's nothing though, cuz hey i'm still living! =) well yeah things are pretty okay with me right now.. actually not bad at all.. i just need to get used to the whole going to school thing, but on a lighter note about school i'm really getting into it this year.. i even read my frekain' physiology book and junk.. and also yay for me today i have a locker on the second floor also.. it might be a bottom locker but atlesat it's around my girlies! =) so i'm happy about that.. all around okay day.. i just gotta get myself back into the groove of things.. and you know it's good to know i'm not the only one NOT feelin this school stuff hehe.. alrite that's it i'm gone..


i don't feel very cute..... hehe [[ cough, cough ]]

Wednesday, September 04, 2002

People often ask, 'I wonder what the future holds for me?' Let me tell you one thing. The future holds nothing. It is you that holds the future, in your own hands. You make your own path, your own reality. So don't think that the future is already set, and you can't change it. For that is one of our greatest gifts, to change and shift what we all want.
-- Jason Gonzales

omg.. i have such bad cramps right now! mayn!! omg.. SOMEONE SHOOT ME! freakin' aye mayn stupid time of the month nonsense.. mayn, the pain a girl must go through.. i hate boys right now! well yeah other than that i had a pretty good day at school.. nothing too special but wowie it was nice seeing everyone again, i felt like a stranger seeing everyone, but it was nice hearing that people missed me, and called me! aww, i feel so special! but yeah so i go and pick up courtney from her house, cuz she had my books in her locker and i didn't know her locker combination.. so i go and i get my books and move them to my 3RD FLOOR LOCKER! grr.. mayn boonie area.. well anyways afterwards i move and i see everyone mayn MY 5 YEAR BOYFRiEND LOOKED LiKE A HOTTiE TODAY! hehe yeah robert was styling! hehe american eagle is nice huh robert? hehe well anyways so i go to my first period, TRiG with my old geometry teacher mrs. balmanoukian! mayn she's one cool teacher! she's so adorable! hehe.. but yeah yay my buddy JULiE is in my class! old math buddy! aww.. JESSiCA! where'd you go?!?!?! hehe but yeah YOfenia is in my class too! told you i'd see you there! hehehe and then after it was umm ENGLiSH i am sooo mayn hahaha.. so i sit all loner style and then umm low and behold my ex-boyfriend walks in! it's the "evil ex" the one that counted how many pants he had in his closet with me, the one i broke up with in 4 days, the one that umm didn't wanna be my friend anymore afterwards.. i was like aww crap! no friggin' way! but yeah i'm not supposed to be in that english class anyways, so i'm changing that.. hopefully it does change cuz i'm not feelin the whole writing alot, i'd rather read and write, then just write.. hehe but anyways yeah and then luckily TRiCiA is ih my class.. yay! fun times! and i saw anna, long time friend from elementary school! hehe yeah she was cool.. sharing old elementary school stories, PLUS i saw this guy named POUYAN! he used to traumatize me in elementary school.. he's changed so much.. he's so nice and stuff now.. hehehe yeah what a gentleman! hehe afterwards snack.. and i got to hang out and catch up with some people, and then after it was US history.. and myung and randy are in my class.. dang dude with this teacher there were no introductions.. just straight to the point open your books and read! sheesh.. mayn.. =/ i don't know about this class.. aww well, and then after physiology, and yeah mr. henry is a cool guy and stuff.. and NASH is in my class.. woo hoo science with nash again! fun times! and yess we will study this time! cuz of you i didn't do so hotly in chemistry! hehe.. stop distracting me!! gracious.. but yeah after that lunch and umm the usual stuff hang out, saw friends, and i met robin's friend angelie.. cool girl! and then umm after it was french, and it was just yeah whatever.. i don't know not really feelin that class that much, but i'm not giving up on it.. and then it was cheer it was fun seeing everyone again! mayn! good times! and everyone got their cheer uniforms.. so yeah and my coach had really nasty nappy hair action thing going on.. mayn i was not feelin it.. hehe yeah cuz he had corn rows and then he just took it out and stuff so it was all curly and nappy still.. yeah our coach is really ghettofied like that.. and then umm now i'm here and my cramps are subsiding now cuz i took MiDOL! MiDOL is my bestfriend.. oh yeah MELiSSA drove me home! hehe that was fun! see i wasn't scared at all! hehehe yup, i feel you on that whole everyone being afraid to drive with you thing! cuz everyone is the same with me! alritee well i'm gonna continue doing my TRiG homework now.. and then i'm gonna go buy some school supplies! that's one my favorite things to do! hehe yeah SERiOUSLY i'm not joking! hehe alrite this is it for me! laters guys! and GOD bless!!! hopefully you guys had a good day also.

Tuesday, September 03, 2002

GOD is one funny man!
-- me

alrite.. well here i go blogging the day before school starts.. AHHH!!! mayn please don't make me go back! hehe.. well i don't know, i don't have that bad of a mindset about it.. i'm semi looking forward to it and stuff.. but yeah hmm interesting stuff has been going on around town! hehehe around town meaning my life.. mayn like my quote above says.. GOD iS ONE FUNNY MAN! this summer has been a summer of just a bunch of surprises.. GOD put me through a loop this summer.. a good one though.. i guess it was HIS way of playing with me =) i don't know.. but in a way i'm glad school is starting.. cuz i think i'm getting really focused and stuff on school right now.. and i'm looking forward to it and stuff.. and plus it'll give me something to take my mind off of a lot of things.. i mean homework can just take me away! and all those exciting lectures by the teachers! hahaha umm yeah we'll see about that one.. alrite but this is it for my blog.. cuz i don't know what to blog about at the moment.. and i have to edit a previous blog cuz i was just informed of *ahem* something.. thanks for lookin' out DREW!

Sunday, September 01, 2002

keep me from going the wrong way, and in your goodness teach me your law.
-- Psalms 119:29

SCRC WAS THE BEST!


alrite well hmm SCRC did not disappoint! =D it was soo much fun.. gosh the vibe was just great.. it was like a weekend between me and GOD.. and what more can you ask than that? that weekend alone was such a tremendous journey for me... well this i'm gonna make this short and sweet.. and only adding the highlights and inside jokes...

FRiDAY:
- me: "we're in anaheim now." we're passing the city limit. courntey: "you are, but i'm not!"
she was sitting in the backseat! hehe yeah two places at the same time, LANDON CARTER can't beat us!
- friday night youth concert
- walking to DENNY'S with the weak sauce boys complaining! hehe
- MATTCHU [matthew] is "panny" not to be mistaken with funny
- "you're pissing me out."
- "timeout POR YEWWW!"
- pick up line "so girl have you ever heard of W.W.J.D?".. "who would jesus date?".. "You!"
- "P as in PiPTY POR!"
- "B, B as in Bin Laden!"
- late night talks on the balcony
- having me, janice, freda, courtney, stephanie, and marnette all sleeping in one room.
- having ceej, MATTCHU, NiNO our next door neighbors.
- awesome priest during confession. AWESOME!!!

SATURDAY:
- FATHER STAN!!!
- a release of a butt load of emotions..
- FATHER STAN!!!
- overcoming my "personal demons"
- FATHER STAN!!!
- finding out I AM STRONG ENOUGH!
- FATHER STAN!!!
- stretching with courtney!
- FATHER STAN!!!
- hugging & talking balcony-to-balcony with NiNO! [pronounced NYNO with me ]
- FATHER STAN!!!
- eating jack in the crack
- FATHER STAN!!!
- putting "carpet" on the patio roof.. courtney you crazy girl..
- FATHER STAN!!!
- listening to "saint in the making"
- FATHER STAN!!!
- all the FOB outs! who's the FOB out queen umm FREDA!!!
yeah i think so.. i'm the princess though.. hehe
-- "ananymus" umm you mean ANONYMOUS!
- courtney umm taking pictures under a table.. hmMm.. and she's "claustrophobic."
- late night talks with freda, marnette, and courtney
- did i mention.. FATHER STAN!!! hehe HE CRAZY!

SUNDAY:
- watching the HOJ adult music ministry work it on stage of the ARENA!
- running down to dance to WE ARE FAMiLY!
- going to the youth track.
- seeing "THE places" and recalling memories of SCRC 2001.
- swimming with everyone and making totem poles! CAN'T BEAT THESE CHEERLEADERS!
- getting the beach ball i wanted.. the baby blue and white one.
- getting a blown up fish thing. =D
- me, marnette, courtney, and freda's prayer circle. I LOVE YOU GiRLYS FOREVER!!
- getting a letter from a SPECiAL SOMEONE.
you have your way with words mayn.
did i just trip?
- waiting with john for our rides.
- giving the baby blue beach ball to some little kid that kept eyeing it. =D how nice of me huh? darn this niceness! hehe

** highlights of the weekend:
- the confirmation that GOD is with me, and that GOD will NEVER leave me, even if i try to push him away.
- Learning that sometimes you gotta lose something, to gain something more.
- Getting to know people that i once lost before.
- Accepting that everything can change in a years time, but the feeling you get from SCRC doesn't.
- Learning that i DiD care, and still DO.


can't wait till next year....