GRR! i just wrote a novel and it erased it! hahahaha freakin' crap! ehhh maybe i'll rewrite the entry later. what a gay!

there is no middle path.
-- GOD


so i just got back from SCRC late last night, or early this morning, which ever one. i had quite an experience. i notice that my experiences differ every year.. the first year was a sort of group experience, where things were still new, and i was just learning how everything came about, the second year was a more one-to-one experience with GOD, and He was like showing me things, and this year was just an experience of realization. it was interesting because new issues were brought up to me that i thought i was over, but in reality i just merely pushed away, and i mean maybe right now i'm not completely over it, but He let me know that He's working on it, and that it's a process of healing, and it won't just take a weekend to get over. but the important part is He's working on it. PRAiSE GOD! i found the experience very fun! but ofcourse, it's SCRC. hMm, i don't even want to get into an indepth detail of the events of the weekend but i guess the two words to sum it up would be, realization&healing yep those two definitely. so that's all i'm gonna say about the weekend that is SCRC, unlike last year when i wrote about this event i wrote a freakin' novel. this time i feel like that's all that needs to be said. there is no middle path. that's what He told me. =) He knows what He's doing. PRAiSE GOD!