if you want to enjoy the rainbow, be prepared to endure the storm.
-- warren wiersbe


alritee well today i am glad, cuz the complicated stuff with my debut was settled, well atleast one of them anyway.. cuz there was a minor complication with the date.. you see the date of my debut was gonna be on my exact bday, nov. 21 for those folks who don't know, but then that day is the same day as homecoming, so i'm like omgosh! that won't work! and my juicy tried to change the date, but they couldn't change it, so i was like darn it! so i talked to my mom, and she was pretty upset, and she told me this morning she moved the date to nov. 14, the week BEFORE! and i'm like no you can't do that, that's our homecoming game! i can't miss it! so my mom's like, they're booked up from the 21st on, what do you wanna do?! so i'm like i don't know, but it definitely cannot be those 2 fridays! that's impossible!!!! and i refuse to not be there for any of those dates, well i mean if it was just me, then yeah i would probably be like fine i'll deal with it, but fact is, a lot of the people that are in my cotillion are very involved in school events, i've got juicy who is ASB president, Karla who is part of ASb too and they BOTH need to be at homecoming and BGD, and i've got not 1 or 2, but 4 cheerleaders that need to cheer at the game, not including me, and the robert and other people i know definitely do not want to miss homecoming and the homecoming game, especially since it's their senior year! and i wouldn't want them to miss that opportunity, plus i wouldn't have anyone to invite, cuz then nobody would go to my bday! hahaha! so my mom talked to the folks again, and they said they could move it to nov. 15! woo hoo! that is a saturday, the day after BGD! whoa i'm gonna be so busy that whole 2 weeks! cuz then it's BGD nov. 14, my debut nov. 15, then homecoming/my bday nov. 21! how exciting!! gracious, i'm gonna be tired as heck!!! but atleast now it's all settled.. and the date and stuff is good, and doesn't interfere with anything, well atleast i hope it doesn't *crossing fingers*... woo hoo, i just wanted to blog my relief, and well i'm gonna go now.. see ya laterrr! hope you guys are having an exciting day, God bless.

by the way, "i love lucy" wasn't just a title.
- desi arnaz wrote on a letter hours before he died


that quote was sooo sweet! i loved it! my riso got me the lucy biography! he has supplied me 3 books about i love lucy! isn't he the freakin' best?! well i'm off to study and do homework, but i just wanted to type on here first the events of today, cuz it was quite exciting... hMm so my day started off waking up at 6.30am, the sad part is, that's late for me... so i woke up took a shower and got ready and all that sexy stuff.. then got to school by 7:45am! freakin' hooray! traffic was definitely on my side today. hopefully it's on my side again cuz i have a test 1st period, but just in case it's not i think i'm leaving about 10 to 15mins earlier, cuz you never can tell.. well anyhow, school went along as usual, we baked brownies today in foods class... they didn't taste too good cuz since the teacher was on a limited budget we were only allowed to use one chocolate bar thingy, and yeah it didn't taste that chocolatey.. so i wasn't very proud of the cooking. and then afterwards we just had cheer and we stunted, so oh yeah! what fun! =) then the REAL adventure begins


you guys know that H above Hoover, on that mountain? yeah you guys know what i'm talking about right? well yeah, that thing doesn't chalk itself, so every year it's the seniors job to go up there and chalk the stupid thing.. so A BUNCH of us go.. like A BUNCH! there were sooooo many cars lined up to go up to that place it was ridiculous.. haha it was like we were at the races! hahaha, but anyways, so yeah we head up there and we can't drive up to the H cuz obviously there's no road leading up to that thing where cars can go, so we hiked up there... it wasn't as bad as some people were making it to be, but wowza getting to the actual H was a pain in my ass!!! it's not on like a flat area of the mountain, but it was like literally on the side of the mountain, where it was REAL steep and junk... but being the brave little toaster that i am, well xuan and i, cuz yelena was too much of a puss! hahaha jk yelena! but yeah, so xuan and i went down to the H and contributed whatever we can to help with the chalking.. gosh we slipped a couple of times, but it wasd a really good experience cuz it brought together people that aren't usually brought together, and we all worked together, as a team! =D that was probably the best part about it, gosh it was so hot up that mountain, and my allergies were acting up hardcore since all the dust and chalk were in the air and irritating the hell out of my eyes.. so anyhow, after awhile of trying to help we all left, and some of us went to in-n-out to go eat and stuff... that was my adventure...


gosh i'm so pooped right now it's ridiculous.. and now i have to study for my psychology test, english test, and gov't test.. ohhh hurrah! hope you guys had a blessed one!

Don't worry. I don't have low self-esteem. It's a mistake. I have low esteem for everyone else.
--Daria


you guys remember daria that show was the best! i loved Daria's sarcasm, gosh the freakin' best! she's my idol! hahah jk. but yeah they still show that show on noggin', but anyways.. so today hMm.. first i wanna say my ass is getting sick! holy mother of geebus to those who got me sick [nashie & yelena] you guys just watch, guess who i'll be turning to when i'm sneezing!!! but seriously, this sucks! i hate being sick, especially since i don't JUST get sick, but i get REAL sick! like everytime i get sick i'm hardcore sick for like a week and i have to be absent! oh no siree bob! i'm not doing that again! so anyhow, i know i'm gonna get a fever tonight, i can already feel it through my eyes and my breath. you know that feeling? and when i fell asleep this afternoon i was drooling! haha! and everytime i drool i know i'm getting sick! guh-racious.. so anyhow enough talk about drooling let's discuss my day, like that's anymore interesting..


hMm day started like this.. tried to wake up earlier, so i can get to school on time, so i leave the house at around 6.40am. took eric to daycare, and then the bastard child forgot his backpack at home.. i was sooo mad and annoyed. i felt like such a mom getting mad at their child for forgetting something, and i was on my way to work.. that sort of feeling.. since when did i become a mom?! but anyway so my earliness was cut short due to the forgetfulness of a 6 year old, and you ask why didn't i take it? well i went and heated up the car already to try and shave off some more time, but yeah i should have wlked out with him, otherwise i wouldn't have forgotten.


so off to school.. ooh i took the 210 freeway today instead of taking the 5, cuz i was already running late, and i didn't think i would make it using the 5 cuz mother freakin' crap is always traffic. does everyone in valencia leave to go someplace else?! holy mother.. so i thought it would be quicker, and yeah there was far less traffic, but yeah it's farther using that freeway, so i didnt' really shave off much time, i just went a longer distance, so it's kind of the sme thing, i evened the two out.. and i think there was a car that spun out, but i didn't see, but yeah i think so, cuz the traffic came to a stop for a little bit and then there was this SUV going the opposite direction of traffic on the side lane thingy. so hMm.. i think, i felt bad cuz i didn't even feel bad all i can think was, "HURRY UP! i NEED TO GET TO SCHOOL ON TiME!!!" gosh i feel horrible. =/ so yeah i take the 210 still get to class semi-late, snuck onto my seat.. and sat there and paid attention. i wonder if he noticed? well after that school came and gone... and then cheer practice.. we practiced some stunt! =) i'm so happy my stunt is pretty solid! i got an arabesque and a heel stretch! WATCH OUT SUCKAHS! crazy stunt group! and everyone else basically got libs, we just need to work on it some more. haha today was a fun cheer practice.. i mean the fooling around was hilarious! i know we shouldn't, but sometimes you just gotta have one of those days.. haha SCOOP!!!! or better yet.. SCU-OOP! hahahaha! SCCCOOOOOPPPPPP!!!! who was that?! hahaha! doing the beyonce booty dance! hahaha it's okay you guys will get it.. hahahaha geez louise! dance this friday! BUST!!! hahaha!


alrite this is enough foolish talk... hope you guys had a good day, and please pray that this sickness doesn't settle itself into my system. so laters gators, and GOD bless!!!!

faith means believing in advance what will only make sense in reverse.
-- from book, Disappointment with God


you know what was really weird about that quote... i found it from a book i borrowed from a friend entitled, "Disappointment with God", and i only borrowed that book cuz i forgot my original SSR book, and weirdly enough, i couldn't put the book down. i found that quote while i was reading it, and i found it to be truly inspirational, and it really hit me hard when i read it... and i was compelled to write it down in my binder reminder, and now for some odd ass reason i can't even find the quote in the book anymore. like i looked and looked, and i can't find the darn thing.. peculiar... hMm.. anyhow.. so i guess the quote hit me, cuz for some reason i've noticed one thing about my relationship with God, i never thought to question His work, cuz i always thought He knew what i was doing, and i was SUPPOSED, keyword SUPPOSED, to have full trust into what He wants, but i mean i always just thought that's what i was supposed to do rather than something i wanted to, or really believed. i guess i realized that no matter how much i believed in God's work i always had a lack of faith on the reasons why He did what He did. and i was told by Him personally that it was okay for me to question, and that that's how i would be able to develop my faith in Him. cuz how can He answer my questions about faith, and about the reasons of why He's doing things, if i never even asked. hMmm sorry that was random.. i was gonna write about my day then i started writing about that.. well i'll write about today some other day.. cuz i gotta go. see ya!