i'm not your average gal, in fact, i'm below average.
-- me


so hMm, i'm currently dead tired! i don't even know why, and to add to the tiredness sensation, i'm also getting a tootheachey sensation.. i pray to GOD it will go away! but anyways, so i get to stay home today cuz i'm so tired, and i've been organizing stuff this whole day and felt the need to stay home and stay away from folks.. so let's review the day..


today all i did was run errands for my debut.. yup, i went and looked for a place to make the dresses... so we went around looking, and we found a place! gosh i completely fell head over heels iN LOVE with the dress!! the thing is, she's a dress designer, so she doesn't really have dresses that are made, but she designs dresses for like shows, and whatever the show doesn't use anymore is what you can buy and see.. and wowza i fell in love with this one dress she had! =D i can't wait!!!! and she's making the other one, cuz apparently my mom is getting this idea that i have to have "welcoming" dress and the actual cotillion dancing dress.. so yeah i'm gonna have that,. and the one has to be made still, but i'm hoping it'll turn out nice too.. she's a pretty good dress designer, and dude my mom is paying this lady BANK!!! so it better be good! and we also got the cotillion members dresses and the guys tuxes, and my henrison is wearing a tux with a tail on it! how cute huh? =) hahaha, it was my mom's idea... but seriously like i'm realizing how much this thing is gonna cost, cuz wow my dresses alone are so expensive! the one dress i'm so inlove with is gonna cost $350! and the one she's making is $500! wowza!!!! all for a dress.. dude i better be sleeping in that dress for reals! and the cotillion members dresses are $150 each.. eeks! guh-racious.. well after that we went to eat at some filipino places and i had some yummy halo-halo! and then i just chilled at home the rest of the time..


i got to talk to jacqui on the phone today! =) it was so nice just talking to her again and talking to her about everything and anything! gosh i missed this girl so much! and she helped me learn to deal with so many things, and help me learn that this whole captain thing doesn't come easily, and that it takes time for people to warm up to you and stuff... so yeah thanks to her i have a better understanding of this whole role as captain.. =) it was so nice talking to her, and just having a nice convo with her and we agreed we are both bad girlfriend child molestors! hahah the freakin' greatest! i miss her, and i can't wait to see her! alrite well i'm gonna go now.. you guys have a good one. see ya laterr..