oh, when your cold
I'll be there to hold you tight to me
When your on the outside baby and you can't get in
I will show you, your so much better than you know
When your lost, when your alone and you can't get back again
I will find you darling I'll bring you home
-- sade; "by your side"

here i am at work, and i'm pooped EXTREMELY pooped out! got home at 4am last night.. and i woke up at 5:30am to come to work. but hey gotta bring home the bacon. well anyways the week has been pretty chill. it's been testing for the past week so the seniors had a pretty chill schedule.. well only cuz we made it a chill schedule. i didn't go to my third period class the whole week. and my classes that day would start at like 11:30pm. haha and i never went. yeah yeah i know. but oh well. i act like i don't need that class or something.. it's freakin Econ. anyhow.. we've been practicing for the senior fashion show, and i must say the people looked mighty hot during the fashion show. well, with a few minor exceptions. haha i kid only. but seriously everyone to me looked really pretty. i wore some dress from windsor.. it was pretty cute. yellie looked EXTREMELY pretty if that's even possible anymore since she's already so pretty. ; ) but yes i went to her house at freakin' 6am and i fixed her hair and make up. so you were EXTREMELY pretty thanks to me! haha i kid only. so we did the whole senior fashion show thing.. and it was pretty chill. it was awkward walking down that aisle in heels since it was in a downward slant and so it was hard not to just let gravity take you and run down that aisle, and plus my feet were hurting like a mother! didn't go to school the rest of the day. only went back for lunch cuz they bought us pizza. DUH! and then yellie, marita, william, and i went to islands to eat, and jay soon met us up. chilled at islands. the rest of the day was whatevers. just hung out with some friend, argue with jay, you know the usual. haha i kid. but i can say i have a better understanding of things now. hmm.. after we went to some lame "party" or whatever you'd like to call that i just chilled with jay in my car for uhh "10 minutes" which lead up to basically a whole hour. it was nice though. i got to say sometimes it's okay to be a little mushy about things. sitting in the car with someone and listening to stupid slow jams can sometimes be not so stupid.. when you're doing that sort of thing with the right person got home at 4am. knocked out and mommy woke me up an hour and a half later. what a pooper! and today i have danny's prom! what a busy busy day. i'm excited though. i mean i always hate the process of preparing for these things, but i mean i'm excited cuz it's DANNY BOY! =) and he's an EXTRA cool guy.

oh yeah i sent my application in for college of the canyons. i feel so umm... i don't know the word to describe it. but it feels good.. like i'm moving ahead. i like. =) with that note i stop here.

Because of you
My life has changed
Thank you for the love and the joy you bring
Because of you
I feel no shame
I'll tell the world
It's because of you

*holds up middle finger* that is what i say to being stuck in traffic for 2 & a half hours!
-- me

so hmm.. the day wasn't that bad aside from the terrible amounts of traffic. went to school, "practiced" for the senior fashion show. well not really. just hung out inside the auditorium which is far better than actually being in class anyway.. went to the 2 classes i had to go to. mr. warren, our assist. principal was being the queer that he is and getting people for dress code. he kept picking on me for "dress code violation" dude i was wearing basketball shorts, a baby tee, and my cheer shoes. tell me how am i violating dress code? okay so my shorts were a little low.. but there were so many other people there who violated dumb dress code more than i did! he's such a queer, so he took me and some other girls to see the evil wencdh ms. kortoshian. stood around complained.. then i said, "warren i'm leaving cuz i'm not half as bad as these girls are." and i left. stupid wasted my lunch bonding with friends time. after school headed to the gym. worked out the stomach area mostly.. my arm still feels a little like ehh from giving blood. so i just ran and worked on stomach. wanted to see jay cuz he got a spiffy new hair cut, but he did not pick up his phone! grr on you! i kid. i drove home and was stuck in 2 and a half hours of traffic. was not a happy camper.. was singing the whole way in the car. i'm guessing i looked ridiculous.. i should invest in tinted windows so people will not be able to witness my weirdness. came home grubbed like crazy cuz i was sooo very hungry! and now i'm going to hop into the shower cuz it's hot like a mother. yay to air conditioning but boo to traffic!

Great opportunities to help others seldom come, but small ones surround us every day.
-- Sally Koch

ad;ljad;lfjal;dkjadfkljaf! boo on cops! boo on old ladies that drive -824928742374 mph. and especially boo to speeding tickets that will set my ass back $140, oh and another special boo to traffic school that will waste 8 hours of my saturday! WHAT A BURN! so yes folks today i got a speeding ticket. it started off with an old lady going soo slow and driving all crazy. like this old lady was literally driving on like the opposite lane sometimes.. no freakin' joke. so i wanted to pass her cuz i didn't feel safe being behind her.. and just my luck when i do that a cop is right there. DAMMiT! i can go 120mph on the freeway and not get caught, but i go 40mph on 25mph zone and i get caught for that. what a freakin' burn! it's all the old lady's fault! grr on her! but you know the trippy thing about it was.. okay i was about to walk out of my house WiTHOUT my license or insurance card, cuz i put those things inside another purse i was using and my money was also in there. then i realized i didn't have money in my wallet when i was walking out of the house, then i thought hmm do i need money? no i don't need money. but i decided i should always have money handy. so i go back and get my purse and then i realized i would have left my driver's license and insurance card in that purse. so i mean i could be angry about the whole ordeal but i'm not.. but rather thankful that i did go back and get my license and junk.. so in a sense somebody was watching out for me. haha too bad we couldn't prevent the ticket incident.

today was a hot hot day! only went to 1 period.. which was 5th period. cooked spaghetti with meatballs.. was multi-tasking like crazy cuz we only had 2 people in our group. then went to Hooters with yellie to meet up with jay and fransisco. walked around old town for awhile.. went to le sex shoppe over there. yellie couldn't get in. that's an odd store. =/ disturbing in many ways. dropped off yellie. met up with danny boy to handle some prom business.. then went to jay's to hang out with him for a bit. then headed home. tada that was my day. tomorrow practice for senior fashion show. yellie and i will be getting break fast before i go. NO SPEEDiNG tomorrow.