college life..

i figure this blog should be good for something. it's obviously not good for writing daily events in my life, but it's definitely good for jotting down random thoughts in my head. so i'll probably be using this blog just for that purpose.. well COC has been pretty good. my schedule is very good. i like the fact that i don't wake up too early, but i came home at such a perfect time, plus i get an hour break when i'm at school. i've met a couple of people that i know at that school like larry, max, and jan. so maybe i'm not that much of a loner? well actually i am. haha oh wells.. just the way i like it. parking isn't too horrible. i'm really happy with my decision to attend a community college, and am extremely happy that i decided to go to College of the Canyons. i feel so comfortable there, and i feel like i can get a lot of the things that i want for myself accomplished.

i recently started to play with the idea of entering the medicine field. i've wanted to be a teacher, but i am also giving some thought to entering the medicine field. there's pros and cons to both.. being a teacher will allow me to have a flexible schedule to continue going to school and also the profession in itself won't take too much time away from my life that i can't be there family wise and such. i told myself i wouldn't be the type of person to let my job over take me.

it's strange how i'm at a point in my life that i give stuff like that some thought now. i mean in hs you just thought about college and what you want to do and everything.. now that i'm actually in college you not only think about what you want to do, and you have to be like SERiOUS about it.. cuz you dont' want to be wasting your time anymore. in HS you can claim to want to be something, and you can change your mind every .9128371937 seconds if you want to it wouldn't matter.. but this time it matters because what you study actually depends on what you choose to become. and why do we say that expression? what do you want to be?! as if we aren't something already. grr now i'm just thinking too much into it. hahaha i'm going to stop that.

i'm really excited about college and i'm really excited about where i'm going to end up. while i'm in college i just really want to challenge myself. should i double major it? work on a doctorate? medicine? teaching? grr.. the infinite amount of questions... but i gotta say i love them questions, cuz it brings excitement cuz eventually the answers are going to be coming. =) yayyy to the future.