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What color should your hair be?!
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PINK?!?!



hahaha! "i believe mostly in love." WHAT THE?! SINCE WHEN?! hehe

more later.. too lazy to take 'em..

can someone say RANDOM!?! oh my.. so i just had to blog this. hMm.. heheehe ms.freda, you feelin me on this one?! hMm.. random boys decided to call up our asses.. hehehehe BOTH of us.. why do they always stick us together? gracious.. hehehe.. hmm sorry you gotta be stuck with mr. e*****r.. but hey that's how the cookie crumbled, for some odd reason, that's how it did.. hehehe.. but yeah no honestly hehe.. i was just awestruck when i heard this boys voice.. hehe.. wowie.. hMm i was very SURFRISED! it's been a loooooonng while.. shoot this boy didn't even call me AND WE WERE TOGETHER! and not for 4 days or whatever.. but for 3 nonsense weeks! hahaha.. yess ME, 3 weeks?!?! oh gracious hehe.. and this was the first time i heard his voice! HAHAHAHA! sometimes in life... heheh... no words can express hehehe oh my, holy crapola, that's freakin' hilarious now that i think about it.. hahaha so yeah no surprise i didn't EFFing recognize his voice.. but no on the real, i appreciated them boys calling us and asking us to chill.. [ seriously freda! TRYING to be nice here.. gosh.. hehe ] but yeah.. i mean it was nice hearing from them.. hMm.. but yeah for whatever reason these boys called.. good or bad.. hMm.. they called right? gosh freda.. how come i feel we're second string?! hahahaha oh my.. sorry do you guys not understand this blog? it's okay, you weren't meant to understand.. hehehe but it's okay cuz.. i think someone is feelin me on this one.. hahaha.. alrite this is it for this.. i had to blog about it.. this was a MUST blog.. hehe

I woke up from this dream to find that I was sleeping
So I went back to sleep and I dreamed I was awake.
I locked myself inside but you were on the outside
I stood outside and watched but I couldn't let you in.
Maybe you could see inside yourself.
Wrote a letter to myself, but I couldn't bare to send it.
So I tore it up and wrote a letter to a friend.
If only you could know that growing up means letting go
Maybe then you'd grow up by yourself.
I'm growing up again...
I'm learning to accept that all good things must come to an end.
I'm growing up again...
I'm trying to understand what it's like
To let go of a friend.

-- the ataris

alrite.. well today was a much better day than yesterday.. and for those of you who TAGGED on my board.. thank you so much for your support and kind words, it is greatly appreciated well anyways so today i went to class.. and omg.. I PASSED THE TEST I TOOK YESTERDAY! heck i got a C, yeah not great, but it's more than i ever thought i would get.. i didn't study and didn't do any of my homework that week. so yeah! i'm pretty happy about that.. plus i get to retake it if i want to monday morning.. wOo hOo.. but anyways.. so afterschool me, grace, and rouhi wait around for marita to pick us up cuz we're supposed to get something to eat at yummy porto's so we wait and wait and wait.. and we share a pretty good convo about a lot of different things.. and so we decide.. screw the waiting, we go take the beeline.. hehe we all haven't taken the beeline in awhile.. so it was quite peculiar.. hehe.. it felt like 8th grade all over again.. hehe.. but yeah so we get to porto's and i ate a ham and cheese croissant.. gosh yummay stuff.. and we had chocolate chip cookies and all that other yummy stuff.. and so we just talked about random stuff.. hehe... rouhi, how come you never told me you liked me? YOU WERE SUCH A PUSSY! hahaha.. hehe aww back in the days.. hehe.. gosh and he revealed some pretty interesting stuff that i never knew.. why was JUNIOR so sad? aww.. hehe.. my little "love affair" hahaha.. well not really. but let me pretend okay.. 8th grade stuff.. you know how those things work.. hehehe.. but yeah it was just reminiscing about very fun times.. you know some people think that change is a bad thing, but it isn't really.. you just gotta learn to deal with change.. that's all it is really.. and i mean once you deal with it, and get over it.. things will somehow fall back into place.. =) yeah so i haven't hung out with these two boogers in awhile, and when i did it was like we always hung out.. don't you just love it when that happens? it's nice to know that even though we all have separate lives and separate friends.. we can always count on each other to still be there to hang out with and have fun.. yess! defintely some FUN TIMES! and rouhi.. gosh.. please next time you get dropped off.. make you sure you know where you live! gosh, you dumb ass! hehehe jk.. lotsa love to you buddy! well anyways..

so i made a decision about my whole "debut" thing.. i'm not having one.. hehhe yeah my mom has been saving up for it hardcorely lately.. cuz i was supposed to have one.. but now i have this inkling to have a car already.. yep.. so i decided today with the help of rouhi and grace i decided to just get my car already.. hehe.. yeah and also instead of having a big ass party i was just going to take 10 of my closest friends to this resort we have timeshare at in vegas.. sound good? hehe yeah.. so i'm pretty excited about that now.. and since i don't have to spend so much for that as i would my debut my mom said i can get a BMW! yess! hehehe.. gosh dude i'm gonna be a hottie in a convertible BMW! hehehe.. yess! jane, CAR TWINS! hehehe.. yess buddy! hehe.. but yeah so now i have to make an appointment tomorrow for my drivers test.. yes TOMORROW! i will this time, since i put it in my blog.. yep.. grace and i will be taking it together.. so we have a 50/50 chance of passing.. hahah or not.. but whatever.. we'll pretend.. hehe alrite that's it for this blog.. so uMm i'm gonna go have a fun time sleeping over at my friend herma's house now.. yess! CHEER SLEEPOVER! hehe.. oh yes again i want to remind you guys..

CAR WASH!
where: in the corner of pacic and california
when: saturday, july 20, from 10 am - 2 pm
cost: $7 for a car, $10 for anything bigger (ie. SUV)
please come help support cheerleaders!

highlight of the day:
- spending time with my buddies.. ROUHI and GRACE

NOT so highlight of the day:
-MARITA where was your ass?! hehe

person who made me smile:
- ROUHI and GRACE

why do people that hate on you decide to deal with it in the most UNnicest ways?!
-- me

well okay so i'm kind of like in this like.. weird, funky, feeling blah type of state right now.. so let me tell you.. i was in my mom's room and then i receive this phone call.. and it's like this old sounding hispanic dude.. so i'm like hMm.. awwright whatever.. and he asks for me.. i thought it was just some random weird solicitor.. but it wasn't.. and he starts laughing when he found out it was me on the phone.. i was like ookay that's weird. and then he goes on to say that he found my number on a piece of paper left a restaurant.. he even sounded out my first name and LAST name.. so i was like hMm.. and i mean i'm not the type of girl to just go around writing my whole name and phone number around.. i'm not that stupid.. and also i don't give my number to people i just meet.. not my REAL number anyway.. so he says that he found a piece of paper with my phone number on it at a restaurant.. so hMm first thing i thought.. "PIECE OF PAPER?!?! what the heck did it say?!" so i aske dhim.. what the paper said.. at first he just kept rambling.. so i just kept repeating myself.. WHAT DID THE PAPER SAY?! he said that it had my name, first and last, my phone number, and then it said something else.. and he started like laughing, and he said.. that oh it just said oh i like you, and to call you.. so i was like what he heck ?! i would not write that.. so i straight up told him.. I DIDN'T WRITE THAT! he's like oh really.. i'm like yes.. i wouldn't write that.. i wouldn't do something like that.. I DON'T GIVE MY NUMER TO JUST ANYONE IN THIS WORLD! so i was like what the heck?! and so the convo ended and as i hung up i told him to lose my number and to never ever call me again. and i mean i wonder at this phone call.. cuz it's like.. i mean i think there was something more incriminating written on that piece of paper other than.. "i like you, call me." i mean that wouldnt' just want a perosn to just call a stranger's number.. and i mean why did this dude laugh so much when it came to that part?? and i mean it's like i know none of my friends would have done this as a joke.. like they wouldn't leave my number for a perfect stranger to see.. and i still wonder.. WHAT WAS WRITTEN ON THAT ?!?! i mean darn it i felt like there was more to it than he was willing to tell me.. i have this feeling that like there was something obscene written on that paper.. and i have a feeling that this wasn't just a a joke planted by friends.. i mean my friends wouldn't be dumb enough to write my whole name and my REAL phone number for a perfect stranger to see.. and i mean something not nice was written on that about me! I KNOW IT ! cuz i mean something must have compelled this dude to call me.. and i mean this guy must be some kind of freak to call a number that was just lying there on the table.. i mean i've had people who don't like me say stuff about me.. but wahtevers.. i mean this is invading my personnal life.. what if it was my mom who EFFing picked up the phone? what is she gonna think if there's this old soudning guy with a hardcore hispanic sounding accent calling me?! i mean honestly, i dont' care if people hate on me, but don't bring it to my personnaly life.. hMm.. i mean this bugs me cuz it's like.. i didnt' have to deal with this kind of stuff for awhile.. also it gets me thinking like.. how many of these papers are out there? and what exactly did they say on them? whatever... i dunno.. i'm just really bothered by that.. =/

if you have HATE me, please deal with it in a way that doesn't conflict with my personnal life. that little bit will help me out alot. so just try and do that for me. other than that, please do keep hating me, i really don't mind you making me the center of your life.

MEAN PEOPLE SUCK!

Don't let anyone look down on you because you are young, but set an example for the believers in speech, in life, in love, in faith, and in purity.
--1 Timothy 4:12

gosh, dang..I'M SO EFFing BLACK!!! practices in the afternoon is just not cute.. mayn.. i was really hoping that i wouldn't be that dark going to cheer camp.. but ehh.. well yeah i decided to drop my first period class.. cuz ya know what.. cinemtography is just not worth it.. cuz i need to have a whole year of fine arts.. and this iso nly a semester.. so i might as well take a whole year of something interesting.. then take another semester of this ish.. so yeah.. and besides i wake up early and go to class and try and sleep in that class.. so i might as well just stay home and really sleep in my nice comofortable bed.. am i right? hehe.. but anyways.. yeah so ehh on to trig class.. gosh ehh.. i don't even wanna go into detail what BS that class is.. haha... but hMm.. on to other things.. cheer practice.. gosh like i said.. practice in the afternoon is note cute! but yeah so we did the usual thing.. but in the beginning of our practice we had to go to a meeting with mr. welsh about cheer camp.. and his first words were..cheer camp is going to be cancelled uMm, excuse me! HECKKK NOOO! after i cancelled my trip to texas, he is not about to cancel this ish on me! gosh so right then and there i was pissed.. the reason was that we didn't get our moneyS ( as Mr. Welsh annoyingly says) but yeah so umm.. we were asked to make a $30 deposit.. but how come they didn't tell us to make other payments.. gosh so it's not our EFFing fault! i mean how the heck do you expect us to get money in if you didn't even freakin' tell us that we need to give money by a certain time.. dumb dicks seriously.. so we came up with a solution.. now we have to pay 290 smackeroos by TUESDAY! yeah so hMm.. i'm pretty sure i'm gonna have it in by then.. i told my mom and she was like what the.. but she's gonna have it by then.. so yeah that's cool.. but i mean some people cannot pay that much in like hMm let's count the days, in like 5 EFFing days.. dude whatever.. hMm.. so yeah we're doing a frundraiser on saturday... so this is like an ADVERTISEMENT to all you people who drive or who ever just wants to drag their parents down to a CAR WASH.. this will be on saturday, 10 am - 2 pm, @ on the corner of CALIFORNiA st. and some other thing.. hahaha i'll post up more info when i know more info.. hehe but yeah.. come on bring your car on over.. BRiNG iT ON style car wash! support the cheerleaders! =) please!! we really need it!! well anyways.. hmm so yeah.. oh yeah sidenote: my buddy jessica and i were matching today with the black dickies pants and red shirt! heck yeah! hehe.. HOT SACUES! haha.. well anyways.. so hMm.. that was like a random thing.. but i had to mention it.. right jes? hehe.. so i had to pick up my godson again at 2.. but how come i forgot yeah i know.. bad bad god mother.. i was at practice.. and then i went to our "coach BOB" and asked him for the time and he's all 2:25.. i was like.. AWW SHOOOT! so i run over to keppel, and go in the office, and he was sitting there being a good boy just waiting.. aww.. i felt so bad.. cuz i know how when i was in elementary school and how i hated to be the last one to get picked up, cuz i always felt like the other parents loved their kids more that they were picked up on time, and i was sitting there all by my lonesome.. so hMm yeah i picked him up, but he didn't stay with the cheerleaders cuz i mean i don't want him to sit there in the heat.. so my cousin went and picked eric up from me.. and then i ran off to practice.. and we did football cheers.. AHH football season is starting! well not really.. but it's coming.. i'm so excited.. football games are fun stuff! hehe.. too bad we don't really have a good team worth cheering for, but it's okay we still have fun cheering and stuff.. but yeah anyways.. so i go home and stuff.. and uMm.. yeah i think that's all that was up with me today.. i think, i hope, hMm.. whatever.. i'm still lookin' for a job! gotta get my lazy ass up and look for one.. hMm alrite that's it.. laters people!

highlight of the day:
- i got SOOOO much sleep today.. i slept @ 9:30 and woke up at 7:15 ! yess

NOT so highlight of the day:
- Mr. Welsh EFFing scared us when he said our camp was cancelled! gosh.. but no it's still on!!

person who made me smile:
oO Litter BuG Oo: gosh.. AHH.. i'm getting so disgustingly black !
DjxQuackQuack8: hahaha
DjxQuackQuack8: cuz of the heat??
oO Litter BuG Oo: the sun.. the heat..
oO Litter BuG Oo: everything..
oO Litter BuG Oo: gosh!
DjxQuackQuack8: yea i'm gettin darker 2 cuz uR tOoOo HoT hehe
DjxQuackQuack8: WoOoO
oO Litter BuG Oo: hahahaha

hehe, ofcourse my FROG never fails to make me smile =)

alrite.. well i just suddenly felt the urge to blog, maybe to make up for the lack of blogging in my first blog for the day.. well hMm.. yeah i just found out that my uncle from the philippines died of a heart attack... hMm.. yeah... i dunno it's like this man has been put through a loop in his life.. i mean he's had to deal with so much, and like i mean he was constantly in jail, and constantly swindling people to get his way around.. i remember one time when i was in the philippines i opened the door to this man, and he was looking for my uncle.. by the way my uncle's name is Boy well yeah.. and i remember opening the door and this man was looking for him, and the next thing you know he had left the house.. and i know i had just seen him like 2 minutes ago.. i mean i guess i was just a naive girl and i didn't realize the life that he lived back then, and then my dad got to talking about in the dinner table.. and he was saying how this man had to constantly run away from everyone.. like everybody knew that he lived in our family house in the philippines and he would always have to leave the house for the fact that someone would always come by the house looking for him.. =/ hMm.. yeah and my dad said i guess his death was better for him, so that he would finally be at peace, and he could finally stop running away.. so yeah, i guess that is the brighter point of this situation, but yet i have to feel sorry for the people that he left behind.. that included 5 children and like 9 brothers and sisters..hopefully he's in a better place now..

well hMm.. on an unrelated subject.. you know that true life show.. by MTV.. the one when like they're talking about how they have weird parents.. you know what dad i really adored in that show.. the dad that was all hardcore into star wars! gosh i thought he was the sweetest.. i mean it's like even though his son thought he was weird, and he knew that he still put up with so much with his son.. he went with his son to go shooting, doing something that he didn't like, just so he can hang out with his son, and get to know him better.. and then the part when they went to that conference together and he saw his son like in the like bad guy person (i don't know the character) but yeah.. and his son was getting into that outfit.. and he started crying. how come my eyes teared at that part.. dude that dad was the best.. he was really sweet.. and he was genuinely happy just for the fact that his son was sharing something that he loved along with him. =*) i dunno why i just felt like writing that.. so that's it for this i think.. also.. i just want to take the time to tell you, who ever reads my blogs this, enjoy your life, and make sure you live your life not just for yourself, but also for the benefit of others.. try and make someone smile or laugh.. cuz knowing you made someone smile and laugh, can also give you one of the best feelings in the world... life is too short to stay angry and bitter.. keep in mind that life is only a temporary gift from GOD.. and make the most out of this gift..like what i've said on this blog so many times before..LIFE is GOD's gift to you, and what you do with it, is YOUR gift to GOD.

-GOD bless -

why dont' we fall in love
-- amerie

well today was some hot ass day.. gosh hMm... i didn't go to my first class cuz i just woke up late and stuff.. so i was like ehh... screw it.. so i just went to snack and my first period.. i dropped off my godson at keppel at 10 in the morning.. and then i went to school.. i was already in my practice clothes when i went to school cuz ehh whatever.. i'm not about to be all dressed and then change.. whatever.. TOO LAZY FOR THAT ISH.. well anyways so i go to practice and it's hot as freakin' whatever you wanna compare it to something hot.. hehe.. but yeah so we practice.. jumped.. ran around the school again.. and then uMm.. that was that.. and then we did the dance.. and some cheer stuff.. and we tumbled also.. hMm.. yeah i tried my backhandspring. but ehh i wasn't as successful as stephie! aww GOOD JOB STEPH!well anyways yeah.. so hMm.. i was just practicing.. and then i came home.. and singie poop, no worries, feel better! i know he's hard to read this blog won't be much of anything.. cuz i dont' feel like writing much of anything.. i have to fix people's blogs and stuff.. so i'm gonna go get to that.. i'm just writing my usual daily blog.. and uMm nash, sorry she took your picture sorry buddy.. alrite.. this is it, i may blog later.. bye!

don't feel like having any highlights today, lazy blog..

Ooh by the way.. i got my cheer pics.. so uMm [clickity click ] if you want to see it.. ehh.. i don't really like it much.. but ehh wahtevers.. and people i don't have much left.. so if you want one.. uMm print it out! hah.. i'll try to make copies.. hMm.. i probably won't.., but hey whatever. hehe

a boy who is wrapped in himself makes a pretty small package.
-- anonymous [ props stacey for the quote in your profile ]

alrite.. well anyways.. so today was a good day.. i woke up at 7... wowie i got an extra 2 hours of sleep.. but how come i was more sleepier in class than iw as when i only got an hour and a half of sleep? gosh.. =/ weird.. so i was having difficulty watching the movie in my cinematography class, and it was a pretty good movie too.. but i just couldn't stay awake.. DERN it ! well after all the mess of school.. then came practic eint he blazing hot.. we dindn't run the track but instead we ran around the school for a bit.. we musta looked like weirdos or whatever.. hehe.. but yeah that was alrite.. and then we did these like things we call "V-snaps" yeah hard stuff.. gosh.. =/ hard core! and then uMm yeah on with practice.. i had to leave practice for awhile.. cuz i had to pick up my godson from mark keppel, and he had to stay with me till my practice ended early.. hehe all the cheerleaders loved him he was such a pimp! hehee.. but yeah they adored him.. hehehe.. and yes i looked like a teenage mom again.. hehe well afterwards skarlet nicely gave us a ride home.. and when i got home.. i realized something.. I DIDN'T HAVE MY GLASSES! ahh.. i was so sad! gosh and my glasses were new and ish too! gosh they're not even two weeks old.. =/ so i was all sad.. and i even walked all the way to school to see if i left it there, and it wasn't there so i walked back.. =/ and then i called singie poop to see if she had it.. and she said no.. and the only other place would be skarlet's car.. cuz she gave me a ride.. gosh so i was all crossing my fingers.. and stuff.. but i was real worried.. so i hung out with my godson today, as usual.. and then afterwards i went to go watch my HOT BOY HOOVER BALLERS in action! yess.. they were playing glendale high.. hMm WE WON! hehe.. HECK YAH! but how come i think i'm like bad luck for the team.. cuz when i came Hoover was winning by like 8.. and when i got in Hoover wasn't scoring for beans.. =/ gosh.. so sad.. and i like watching the games too.. it's so sad.. =/ but it's all gravy cuz in the end WE WON! yeah BLOSSOM in your face! hehe.. but yeah anyways.. so we were just watching the game and my let's just call them "hotboys" came and joined us.. AHH.. junior my hotboyt baller! gosh dude what a sexy boy! hehe.. yess.. HOMECOMING DATE! hehee.. we're going to homecoming together, so we can practice for senior prom, since w'ere going together! hehehe.. yep.. hehe.. aww he's such a hottie dude! ROWR! hehe... and then other HOTboys came and joined us.. hMm.. and then jane, ms. i got a new EFFing BMW took us cruising in her new car.. yeah it was cool beans.. hehe.. gosh dude i'm not getting my BMW till i'm EFFIng 19! suck my dick JANE! haha jk alrite well anyways.. yeah and then more HOTboys came.. [winks freda!] dude.. yeah BLOSSOM DUDE FUN EFFING TIMES! hehehe.. yess! gosh.. hMm.. gosh chillin' with HOTboys and just talking and laughing is cool beans! way cool beans! and yes NASH, beans are COOL! well anyways yeah.. Ooh so let me tell you on my walk to hoover for the game.. how come ugh.. i felt really disgusted.. you know i don't understand how girls can stand being hollered at.. i mean yecko.. i felt so degraded! but yeah.. so i was walking and then there's this white old fogey in his sports car.. and he like "hi cutie!" and i'm like GRRROSS! and i walk away cringing.. and then a couple steps forward.. there's this dude talking on his cell phone in a business suit.. and then he's all.. "how are you doing?" like in a gross tone.. and i was jus tlike AHH! GROSS! and then crossing the street.. there's this little man in his little delivery truck and he like smiles, winks, and waves.. i'm like AHH! gross.. RUNN!!! and then i was already home free. hoover was almost there.. and then there are these two thuggish armenian boys.. i'm thinkin.. PLEASE.. NO MORE.. PLEASE! and then this one dude goes and sings..good gracious ass is bodacious! AHH! my gosh.. i felt like freakin' running away! i was so grossed out! dude.. GRROOOOSSS! mayn and these boys are like freakin' 30-40 years old! GROSS! i wasn't even dressing all hOochie or anything.. people that know me know i don't dress like that.. fudge i was wearing.. pants and tank top gosh.. I'M WEARING SWEATERS DERN IT! =/ hMm but anyways.. so yeah.. gosh freda.. how come AHHH! hotties galore today! gosh yes.. this chick, ms. i'm gonna be a nun, fredalynn tolentino, GOT A NUMBER! haha.. don't front girl, you know you remembered it.. but how come boys think that GIRLS are supposed to call.. hMm..HELLO GIRLS DON'T CALL BOYS! i know i don't.. TRUST ME ON THIS ONE. i don't call boys... unless i say.. "i'll call you back.. but that's even a 30, 80 chance i'll call you back.yeah well anyways.. so hMm.. i got to hang out with uMm my crush[ES] hahaha.. plural?! hahaha.. naw.. but like i said.. THIS IS ALL A JOKE! hehehe.. don't take me seriously now.. hehe note previous blogs.. well anyways.. yeah gosh.. hMm.. it was a niiice fun filled day. filled with ACTION and then freda and i got dropped off at baskin robbins and we ate ice cream.. and we smiled and giggled about how we were girls today.. =) yess.. PROPS GIRL! hehe.. alrite.. well hMm.. i don't think i need to blog anymore.. this is it for the days blogging.. i have to get working on carla's blog laters gators!

highlight of the day:
- BBALL GAME !
- seeing my hot boys !

NOT so highlight of the day:
- gosh practice in the afternoon bites big bOobies!

person who made me smile:
- my HOTTIES! yes.. ROWR! [ anthony, sevak, junior, rouhi, and marvin ]

I'M A FAT ASS!
-- me

okay you ever get in one of those moments where you just feel all icky about yourself.. yess.. well i'm in tha tmoment right now.. i'm not talking about i feel like ish like as a person or wahtever.. but i'm talking physically wise.. hMm.. i know some people will be all up in my face about this.. but i dunno why but i feel like such a FAT COW i decided to blog and stuff about it. since it's what i'm currenly feeling.. okay so i am sitting down on my computer.. and how come my cousin, OLDER cousin tha tlives with us like pinches the side of my waste and is like "fat ass" to me.. =/ hmm.. yeah maybe that's why i suddenly feel like a fat cow.. hMm and he calls me MISS PIGGY hMm.. and he makes oinking sounds around me.. and everytime i begin to eat.. he'll be like.. YOU'RE EATING AGAIN! so i tend to feel guilty about the food that i'm eating.. hmm.. I'M A FAT COW! =/

i think katrina's butt gettin' big!
-- nash tannarong

haha.. nice quote huh?! thanks GUFREN 4 LIFE! hehe.. but anyways.. yeah so hMm.. okay so today i woke up my usual time, and then i stopped and thought.. did practice start at 5:45 today? or 6:15.. hMm.. cuz i know they were changing the times, but i didn't know when the changes were supposed to like be set in place and stuff.. so hMm well since i had a ride in the morning for 5:45 anwyays.. and i was already awake and showered.. i decided to just get to school by 5:45.. better to be early than late i figured.. well so i go.. and then when i got there.. i was like AWW POOPIE! practice was at 6:15.. so i kinda just sat in this like stairway waiting.. and the good thing is that 1. i got to do my cinematography homework since i forgot, and 2. i wasn't the only one that got there by 5:45.. hehe so yay to that! well anyways so practice started and i didn't really do anything.. i was supposed to sit out at practice cuz i didn't fill out a portion of this form.. but ehh.. but it was okay cuz like nobody practiced.. since the lady who fitted our unifroms came so we all had to get our uniforms fitted and stuff.. so wOo hOo.. and we had a talk about stuff.. i'm pretty pissed about something.THEY'RE CHANGING OUR MORNING PRACTICES TO AFTERNOON PRACTICES! WE ARE NOW PRACTICING AFTERSCHOOL @ 12:45! what the heck dude?! gosh.. i mean i'd rather practice early ass in the morning then practice and run in the blazing heat! yeah we dont' get the gym like we usually do since butt EFFing basketball and volleyball get the gym afterschool.. GOSH DANG! freak.. i was lookin forward to getting rid of the blackness of the skin, but how come AHH! darn it! that was definitely annoying.. well whatever.. we have to learn to deal i guess.. hMm.. gosh and our coach said he was going to "fight" for the gym.. yes i used quotes.. cuz he constantly uses those air quotes with his hands.. which totally gets on my last nerves.. i mean it's okay to use them if you're joking or being sarcastic.. but how come he uses them at the completely wrong times.. and he does it all funky like.. haha am i right ashley? gosh sometimes mayn..hehe.. but anyways.. yeah uMm.. you know what else is a pet peeve of mine.. when like people use "S" on the end of words that do not need it, and i mean they do this and they're not joking.. like i'll do it to joke around.. but i mean sometimes THESE PEOPLE ARE SERIOUS! like today our principal person came and talked to us and he kept saying the word moneyS gosh that was so irritating! huh ashley?! hehe.. but yeah so anyways.. so after the "talk" we tried on cheer clothes.. hmm.. i just had to buy shorts.. so i got XS small shorts.. and briefs.. XS.. and yeah i had to get shoes.. grr.. and this time i decided i would not lie to myself about my shoe size.. i tried on a 4 and it was like the PERFECT SIZE! gosh i was so embarassed.. i felt like such a little girl.. i mean i had asked for a 4.5 but i was thinking, dude that's gonna be too small, trying to lie to myself like i have bigger feet than that.. but how come i tried on a 4.. and a 4.5 would give me just enough room for my toes to move around..=/ gosh i guess i have to face the facts.. i have little people feet! well anyways.. after all that mess it was time for school.. and in cinematography class we watched some movie about the history of universal city or wahtever.. hMm.. i didn't really fall asleep.. weird i fall asleep in the movies, but not when it's like a documentary type.. gosh.. waht's wrong with me?! JESSICA WHERE WERE YOU?! tsk tsk tsk.. gosh.. what a bad bad student! FOR SHAME JESSICA, FOR SHAME! hehe.. well anyways after that was done and over with.. i went to snack.. and aww i saw my ROUHI-LOVE! i missed ya sooo much buddy! i thought you didn't take summer school, and i was getting all sad and ish.. mayn I MISSED YOU HARDCORE! hehe but yeah so that was nice to see him again, i had to give him a big ol' hug.. then trig.. hmm.. debbie! new who my crush was without even me saying who it was.. gosh THAT WAS SLICK! hehe.. nah.. but honeslty people my whole "crush" thing is all a fantasy.. i'm not even trying to be cute about it and pursue anything.. it's not worth pursuing.. this is all like a way for me to just pretend i have an interest.. and be part of the rest.. hehe jk.. but no honestly it's lika fantasy type thing.. and please people don't interpret it as me "liking" someone.. or else you will ruin my "fantasy" and i will no longer have a crush.. and i mean you people know i rarely take a second glance at any guy.. so just allow me to have this crush.. hehe.. but anyways.. hMm.. so trig was so and so.. and then i went home.. walked home with carlos.. and nash came to my house.. which was alrite.. i was supposed to help him out with his blog.. but how come he came over talked about what needed and he just sat there talking online.. hehe.. and i was like dude i dunno.. wahtever.. hehe.. hopefully you figure out whatever you need to figure out buddy bear.. hehe well anyways.. so after all that mess i picked up my godson from school, and dropped off nash at his house, THE RIGHT ONE! hehe right nash?! yeah you know waht i'm talking about.. and hMm.. yeah i was so tired.. i didn't get the chance to really entertain him.. i fell asleep watching him play gamecube.. aww.. =/ i only slept for like an hour and half last night.. so yeah i was poOped out! so hmm.. after sleeping for forever hours.. i woke up and here i am blogging and i should eat soon.. cuz i'm getting HUNGRAY! gosh.. tomorrow i go to school in hours a normal human being would go to school.. but ehh.. AFTERSCHOOL DARKNESS! sunscreen time! gosh.. grr.. alrite this is it for this blog.. laters

highlight of the day:
- seeing ROUHI! aww.. I MISSED YA!!

NOT so highlight of the day:
- AHHH! fudge dude practice at the EFFing afternoon!

person who made me smile:
- ROUHI! hehe just cuz i got really happy when i saw him! i missed taking sips from his drink! hehe aww.. i love ya!

i said shake my thang!
- britney spears

WHOA! what a night i had last night.. definitely some FUN TIMES! so first i get ready for the BBQ shindig at anthony's place...it was a surprise bday party for my friend, frances! WHITEE! hehe.. and so once people started showing up and franny came it was SURPRISE! time.. hehe it wasn't much of anything.. it was just some people "chillaxin" hehehe but stil FUN TIMES.. yeah it was me, skarlet, melissa, jackie, marie, fabi, chris, sevak, anthony,larry, stephanie, and franny at anthony's house.. anthony cooked some yummy burgers! hehe.. then afterewards sevak and chris left and we took franny and blindfolded her and stuff.. hehe so we were driving down Hollywood Blvd. and people were looking at franny all weird and stuff.. hahaha.. she rolled down the windows and asked people where she was, and they would play along and be like.. "texas!" or whatever.. hehehe.. yeah it was cool cuz people played along with the idea and stuff.. well yeah.. i was afraid they weren't going to let us in cuz of the fact that you needed an ID, and hMm since i lost my wallet (see previous entries) hehe.. but yeah and i didn't have my school ID, and then mr. gurfren of mine, nash, didn't put my EFFing ID in his mailbox like he said he was going to! dumb dick! hehe.. so i go and like when we got to the hollywood and highland mall we got in line to go into the club, and hmm franny was still blindfolded.. and we were teasing her.. like poking at her and stuff.. hehehe.. and like larry poked her butt.. and she went and slapped the guy behind us! HAHAHAHAHAHA! it was freakin' hilarious dude! hahahah.. i felt sorry for the guy though, cuz it was a pretty hardcore slap.. hahahaha.. but dang FUNNY! hehehe.. well so we were in line, and me, mel, and ashley all didn't have IDs so hMm.. he was about to not let us in, and then he finally did and he gave us this little piece of paper as a reminder to us to bring it next time, gosh EFFing ASS HOLE! he got us worried like he wasn't going to let us in, and all he had to do was give us a little piece of paper! gosh.. anyways so we go in.. and the music is some SOLID, stuff! hehe but yeah so we pay the 20 freakin' dollars to get into the place,, which i was really hesitant to pay.. but yeah we do anyways.. so we go in.. and hMm there was a good vibe going.. and we took off franny's blindfold FINALLY! hehehe.. aww.. she was so cute.. hehe and she had her eye makeup get all smeared.. aww.. hehehe.. but yeah it was fun stuff.. so we start dancing.. and it was fun stuff.. two of the boys left, chris and sevak, so we only had two boys with all the girls.. anthony and larry.. hehehe.. PIMPS! hahaha.. no not really, but okay.. hehe but yeah so we start dancing.. and hMm literally boys thought they were cute like i mean i like dancing as a group and stuff.. and how come these boys threw themselves and started dancing with us like going behind us and grabbing onto us.. uMm excuse me.. GRRRRRRRRROOOOOOOOOOOOOOSSSSSSSSS!!! gosh.. get off of me! dang dude.. yeck.. it gives met he hibby jeebies just thinking about it.. dude seriously i mean these boys were not like cute stuff either, but they certainly THOUGHT they were cute! hehe.. i think my friend GRACE put it in the funniest way.. "i thought i had a sticker on my back saying, "ugly guys please dance with me." hahaha that was freakin' hilarious, mean, but hilarious! hehehe.. no forreals or like a sticker saying. "hey please rub your ding dongs all over my backside." AHH! grossy! GET OFF! gosh but the girls were looking out for each other.. hehe "thumps up thumbs down?" hahaha.. yeah we pulled nasty boys away from each other.. but if it was thumbs up.. yeah we let them "shake their thang!" . hehehe.. but yeah i danced the night away.. like my quote up there said.. "i shook my thang!" hehehe.. yep.. and umm FREEEEDAAAA! I HAVEA CRUSH!! hahaha.. so yeah i danced with my new CRUSH.. ******* ! hahaha ;D yes believe this.. hehe.. but anyways.. DAYM! people dancing freaky up in that place dude.. there was this one chick who basically getting butt EFFed dude.. yecko! gosh.. and then there was this one chick who was like literally on the floor.. and her legs were wide open and the guy was on top of her basically EFFing her with clothes on! AHHH! yikes! i mean i can get a little freaky deaky, but hMm.. not THAT freaky.. gosh.. i would have kicked a boy in the nuts if he tried that to me.. gosh! grossy! but anyways.. hehe whatever makes their hotdog stand i say.. and i bet his hotdog was standing HARDCORE! hahaha.. gross! but hmm.. so after all the dancing.. and all the X-rated scenes that took place.. we decided it was about time to head home.. this was like 2 in the morning i think, but for some odd reason today i found out my watch is off by 2 hours..=/ so hMm could it be that it was later than 2..=/ hMm.. and we had a bit of trouble.. see there were three cars right.. and we all parked separately and ish.. and stephanie forgot where she parked her car.. so larry, which had me and skarlet in it were helping her find it. and so we found her car.. and then we told her to wait outside for us, cuz she didn't know how to get back home.. hMm.. so we waited.. and then we looked around for her, and everybody else cuz anthony told us to wait outside.. and then afterwards we just went to the exit.. and NOBODY was there.. so we were worried that stephanie got lost or something.. so we kept calling everyone and anthony was already on his way home.. and yadiyadayada... and so we all just waited at anthony's house for him to get on home, cuz he dropped off grace at butt EFFing egypt.. hehe.. and so we waited.. haha and marie had to have an excuse for her parents cuz her parents were gonna kill her since her mom called her cellie freakin' 17 times leaving v-mails and stuff.. so hmm. and she conjured up this story that she would tell her mom that.. she got stuck in an elevator. hehe, yeah sounds pretty wild huh?! hehehe.. let's just hope it worked for her.. and larry got a phone call from his dad.. and wowie! he was speakin pretty loudly.. eek.. he was supposed to be home by 10.. hMm let's check the watch.. it was like 2:30.. hmm.. gosh and my watch might have been off.. =/ hmm.. so yeah.. uh oh.. i don't think he's gonna be driving for awhile.. povrisito larry! hehe well yeah so afterwards anthony comes.. and we wait around for stephanie, who apparently knew how to get home.. *phew* and skarlet couldn't drop off marie and i yet, cuz our stuff was in stephanie's car.. hehe yeah.. slick huh?! so we waited and we were still discussing marie's excuse of.. "getting stuck in an elevator" hmm.. yeah.. weighing out the PROS and CONS.. mostly CONS on my part.. hehe i mean if my kid said that to me.. i would slap him in the back of the head and been like first you come home all late, and second you're lying to me.. hehe jk.. but yeah i wouldn't believe it though.. and after stephanie came along with the keys and all that stuff.. we said our goodbyes and skarlet dropped me off.. hMm.. exciting day huh?! hehe yeah that's it for this blog.. so laters guys..

highlight of (yester)day:
- EVERYTHING! hehe FUN TIMES, FUN TIMES!

NOT so highlight of (yester)day:
- gosh.. GET OFF OF ME! hehe

person who made me smile:
- everyone i hung out with (yester)day