goodbye.

well i'm done with this blog. i really tried to keep this thing up just because it's been there for me through everything. My blog, the only thing that has really stuck by me through everything. Sadly, i must bid this farewell. I've been trying to milk this whole blogging thing for all it's worth, but fact is I have to face facts that I must leave this web blog. So, thanks for the memories lilxmulanx44.blogspot.com. you will surely be missed.


i'm still web blogging somewhere... come and find me.. ; )

college life..

i figure this blog should be good for something. it's obviously not good for writing daily events in my life, but it's definitely good for jotting down random thoughts in my head. so i'll probably be using this blog just for that purpose.. well COC has been pretty good. my schedule is very good. i like the fact that i don't wake up too early, but i came home at such a perfect time, plus i get an hour break when i'm at school. i've met a couple of people that i know at that school like larry, max, and jan. so maybe i'm not that much of a loner? well actually i am. haha oh wells.. just the way i like it. parking isn't too horrible. i'm really happy with my decision to attend a community college, and am extremely happy that i decided to go to College of the Canyons. i feel so comfortable there, and i feel like i can get a lot of the things that i want for myself accomplished.

i recently started to play with the idea of entering the medicine field. i've wanted to be a teacher, but i am also giving some thought to entering the medicine field. there's pros and cons to both.. being a teacher will allow me to have a flexible schedule to continue going to school and also the profession in itself won't take too much time away from my life that i can't be there family wise and such. i told myself i wouldn't be the type of person to let my job over take me.

it's strange how i'm at a point in my life that i give stuff like that some thought now. i mean in hs you just thought about college and what you want to do and everything.. now that i'm actually in college you not only think about what you want to do, and you have to be like SERiOUS about it.. cuz you dont' want to be wasting your time anymore. in HS you can claim to want to be something, and you can change your mind every .9128371937 seconds if you want to it wouldn't matter.. but this time it matters because what you study actually depends on what you choose to become. and why do we say that expression? what do you want to be?! as if we aren't something already. grr now i'm just thinking too much into it. hahaha i'm going to stop that.

i'm really excited about college and i'm really excited about where i'm going to end up. while i'm in college i just really want to challenge myself. should i double major it? work on a doctorate? medicine? teaching? grr.. the infinite amount of questions... but i gotta say i love them questions, cuz it brings excitement cuz eventually the answers are going to be coming. =) yayyy to the future.

currently: getting paid to sit in front of a computer print out statements, eat cup-o-noodles, drink mocha frapuccino, and eat M&Ms

i don't blog that much anymore. i don't know.. i believe there is a lack of interest on my part to continue blogging in this thing. commitment and the idea of being able to go back to this time and time again keeps me to this though i suppose. day to day blogging just isn't my jive anymore.

random thought in my head.. the phrase:

i'll treat you like milk, i'll do nothing but spoil you.
in the song sunshine doesn't make sense. we understand the concept that milk spoils, but how does he treat milk? isn't he saying he will treat her like he treats milk.. how does he treat milk? also, milk doesn't just spoil. i don't think i get this phrase correctly.

currently reading The Lovely Bones it's quite an exciting book. i'm enjoying it, but it's a bit on the creepy side. i'm excited to finish it though. it's like one of those movies you just wanna fast forward, but you know if you do you're gonna regret it cuz it killed it.

hmm.. i think i'm done talking for now. haha you guys surprised i FiNALLY updated.

fine fine, stop the hating already.
-- me

so one night i was at the BF's house and i get random phone calls from random restricted number.. and the convos went a little something like this:

me: hello
them: hi
me: who's this?
them: umm.. who's this?
me: ooookay. who is this?!
them: umm.. you're a whore.
me: umm good job. that's nice. g'bye.
them: suck my dick.
me: *click*

CALLS BACK!
me: hello.
them: hi.
me: okay, hi. who's this?
them: someone you met at a party.
me: do you even know who i am?
them: you're katrina chicote who drives a mercedes.
me: oh ok.
them: and you give good head.
me: well, thanks buddy. who's this?
them: you're a whore.
me: okay. bye again.

CALLS BACK..
me: hello.
them: hello.
me: what?
them: what?
me: bye.

mind you all this time i hear giggling by boys and atleast 2 girls. hmmm not very good prank callers if i do say so myself.. i've gotten far better than these. if by any chance you very slick prank callers come across this page, since you guys are obviously bored enough to prank call people at 1 in the morning.. you guys have to be bored enough to stop by my page.. i really don't mind the comments made about me because i know that's not who i am, but the BF is getting quite irritated and there's no need to be calling him as well. if you got a problem with me, leave it with me ok? sheeesh.. people these days. =P


currently...
working at the office right now.. then right after this i have work at red robin. what can i say.. i'm a busy worker bee. bzzz! =/ corny much? haha. well anyways.. the past couple of days, well since i last blogged have been okay. lack of rest i believe, but since class is over i don't need to trip about that cuz atleast when i have days off.. they're actually DAYS OFF! well hmm.. i haven't really been much to updating this thing, because well i haven't really felt like it. only when i'm bored online do i blog in here. maybe i should just stop all together. =/ hmmm... the internet at my house doesn't work. i haven't officially tripped about it yet, because i still think there's a glimmer of hope that it will work, but if it doesn't work by tomorrow i will trip out and start pulling hairs. hey i think i'm done already. i don't have much to say except.. i need sleep!

plans for today.. party with girlies! wahooo!! gotta love that! =D

just one of them days
-- i wipe my ass on today july 26

i liked the fact that i've been home the past 2 days. it's been awhile since i've had time to just sleep in and relax.. the past 2 days have been just that. tomorrow i go back to working and earning that money so that it could just go into my bank account and leak back out my debit card. well anyways, today wasn't my day. i lounged around the whole house like the lazy ass that i am, but for some reason that didn't satisfy me. i sat there watched TV while eating and for some reason that didn't make me feel better. i don't know what was wrong with me today, but all i know is that i feel wretched, and i'm in a wretched feeling mood, and i know everyone/everything that i touch today will just feel the same as me so i might as well just stay away. i think it's the PMS kicking in.. gosh i don't know.. as if physical pain wasn't enough when TOM comes to visit, but let's add a little mood swing to the mix of things. ugh i have a bad feeling in my heart and i hate it! so again i say i wipe me ass on today!!!!!!! can TOM just come and get it over with already so i can be all chipper.. i hate this pre-menstural crap.. just get to menstrual already!!!!

looks can be deceiving
-- referring to my BF saying he's smart when he wears glasses

what's up buds! well i haven't updated in awhile.. my computer is acting like a gay, and right now i'm at jay's computer cuz it actually works for once and it's not being gay. the BF suggested i do a little update, so i figure i'd be a good GF for once and listen. =) we're about to head out to Petco and make our fish family happy. Larry the lobster of our fish tank has gotten extremely big from the first time we got it. he will be getting into his hot bath soon enough. =) well anyways, today didn't do much. went to class.. yayyy i'm ALMOST done. my last day tomorrow.. how exciting.. then i'm done. after class hung out with jay then we went to sushi mac and ate like monstrous pigs! =/ i ate so much.. this boy really don't help me lose the weight i need to lose. well anyways, after that i was going to buy my baby cousin's bday present, but when we got to the mall we were both feeling REAL lazy and stuff.. so we didn't go. we just decided to go home and knock out. now we're gonna head out to petco and be cool people and buy fishies and fish food cuz our fish are turning cannibal on each other. alritee gotta head out. baboo folks.

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
-- Yellowcard; "my only one"
 
at work.. so hmm.. i got 2 paychecks yesterday.. one from BBA (bjurman,barry&assoc.) and one from RR (red robin).. i like to be cool with the acronyms.. and so i work a total of about 22 hours at red robin and i got a paycheck of hmm about $130.. i work a total of about 4 hours at BBA and i get $120. hmm.. 22 hours = $130.. or 4 hours = $120.. let's all do the math in that one. but whatever.. hard work to earn that money.. but money goes through me like water.. i seriously need to start budgeting or something..
 
well anyways.. the week has been okay. nothing too spectacular happened from what i remember. i didn't party yesterday.. surprising huh? but yeah the party scene is getting REALLY tired.. i mean it's fun for awhile, and i mean you eventually have to grow out of it.. you see the same people at every party and stuff.. so it's SERiOUSLY like the same thing over and over.. well anyways, so last night i just went to work.. there were some parties i heard about, but i decided not to attend them. i had to pick up my mom anyway at like 11:30pm.. so i figure it's time to put the responsible hat on and pick her up the right time. my mom and i have been getting along pretty well, and it would be a burn to fck up now. well anyways, so i just spent my friday hanging out with jay and work.
 
i realized i miss my friends a whole lot! i was looking through some old pictures and i miss my friends a whole bunch! i know i just hung out with them at the bonfire, but still.. haha what can i say.. i'm attached to my friends. =) i mean i haven't gotten some real alone time with my friends.. friends meaning yellie and sinqie! i mean THE THREE of us haven't even partied together.. now that's a trip! cuz we always partied together.. i mean we don't have to go to a party.. but i'm just saying.. it's been awhile since we've all hung out... so yeah sinqie&yellie we MUST hang out.. oh and Les&lucy you guys too.. KGH status please! i'm freakin' craving you guys right now! =) hahahaha!
 
so i think the BF and i got into a fight last night. is it weird that i don't even remember. =/ haha.. i just remember hanging up the phone and not being on good terms.. i mean i remember us not really being all chipper with each other, but i honestly forgot the reason why we weren't feeling too chipper with each other. =/ i hate how you sorta wanna apologize for something, but i mean you really don't know what to apologize for.. therefor you don't apologize cuz you don't remember if it was you or him that should be doing the apologizing. ughh.. what a burn, not to be confused with let it burn. hahaha dude i'm a dork. someone help me. =/ haha..
 
enough chit chat.. here are some pictures: (sidenote: having a camera phone rocks!) oh and i'll be sharing some purchases i bought on my shopping expedition with yellie!

my new VERY CUTE shoes. =)
 

yes i AM!
 

Hollister & Co. is my love!!!
 

d"booty" pants.. hahaha right yel?!

the rest of the crap i bought they don't have on the website.. so thoes are the only ones i'm sharing.. okay i think this blog is enough.. back to work! probably be back in a bit.. haha!