my tummy hurts.. i don't feel tOo swell.. ever get that feeling when you just know something doesn't feel right ?!

this is dedicated to nash.... (( silence )) =)

it's valentine's day today.. and guess what.. me katrina.. hater of all boys..hehe jk.. umm.. well yah on to what i was saying. i have a valentine.. =) you know who you are.. (( wink )) HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY all! Have a blessed one! =) I was supposed to go to youth day today, it's this big youth church thing.. oh well.. it's okay there's a reason for every season right ?! =) i hope so.. i'm still working on homework, but i also decided to give up on some of it. I'm so tired, and i'm going to be tired for the rest of this week if cheer is gonna work me the way it worked me today. oh mayn... it's okay i need it though, i'm starting to get a belly. I'm unable to see my toes anymore. I need to shave.. gosh.. hehe random thought huh?! yah well that's what happens... i wanna watch the britney spear's movie, "crossroads" i don't care what you guys say.. the movie should be somewhat interesting.. and she's a cool chick.hmm.. i think that's pretty much all fluttering about my mind.. catch you guys later.. to all who's going/went to youth day.. i'm so jealous of you guys! oh and HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY !!

today is ash wednesday.. so all you guys better remember NO MEAT today! yup.. well today was alrite.. cheer practice was.. WHOA ! i've never been so worked out in my entire life! i'm so tired.. i currently have no feeling to my legs and my upper arms! i think i'm getting buff (( flexing )) forreals though.. to those of you who think what i'm saying is complete BS and that cheerleading is nothing.. think again! goodness. cheerleading is more of a work out then you all might think.. have you seen some of the cheerleaders body's?! whoa buddy.. they're some buff ass people! but yah forreals.. i'm pOoped out of my butthole.. and a long hot bath will sooth me.. i got a ton of homework to do, plus i MUST go to church.. whoa.. this has been quite a day.. valentine's day tomorrow.. i'm planning on wearing all black.. hmmm..

GOSH! why is it that when you start leaning on to a certain decision, something else suddenly pops into the picture?! is that just how the world works or something? Gosh, okay.. CONFUSION! AAAH!! mayn!

Today my dad didn't wake me up to go to school, cuz he thought i didn't have school. So, i woke up at like 8:30.. eek! but it was alrite, i was in time for my chemistry class to start, and i didn't get to miss my quiz. My quiz went pretty swell, but umm usually when i say that i screw myself over, and i do really bad! So, ugh. whatever.. i'm cooking today with my friend shannon! hooray! cooking is one of my peborit things to do. Cheer is allowed stunt again, after being grounded for four days due to karla's mishap. Ugh, i was really scared to go back up there. After what happened to karla i developed this kinda of fear, cuz it makes you realize again that you're risking so much by getting thrown up in the air like that. I was all shaking and stuff after i got back down. I couldn't keep my hands still. I got some homework to do.. so i should do that.. instead of doing this..

okay so lemme talk about how my sleep went last night, i figured i should talk about this cuz it was somewhat interesting. Okay so i had killed a spider earlier that day right, but for some odd reason i don't know where it ran off to. i squished it using a towel.. shut up.. don't make fun of me.. i didn't wanna kill it using my hands and i didn't know what else to use cuz i was doing laundry and i didn't have anything else around me.. but yah so i covered my hands with a towel and i used then i slapped my hands, (( sidenote: i'm listening to britney spear's sing, i'm not girl not yet a woman, and usually she squeaks at a certain part of it, but this time she didn't. She did really well! i like her! hehe )) okay back to my story.. so i squished it and i didn't know where it went. So for awhile i checked my hair.. and like started shaking my whole body, (yes picture me do that!)) cuz i was afraid it was on me or something. But, after i got over it and stuff. But, as i was sleeping i suddenly felt all like tingly. I felt like I had a spider crawling on me so i kept moving around and slapping various areas of my body, hmm, does that sound wrong, whatever though, but yah, so i'm feeling all insecure and stuff cuz i developed this fear that i had a buncha like spiders or whatever crawling on me somewhere. Like, the spider took revenge on me or something! sheesh, i hate that, and you can't really sleep comfortably cuz something is on your mind and stuff. I just had jot that down for all you guys.

okay, so i just got back from doing whatever i was doing today. It's weird, because you know how "regular" teenagers spend their time meeting up at the mall and like doing whatevers from there, i always find myself meeting up at the mall, and then going to like church! haha.. i went to this place called, light house, today. that was a pretty "shnazzy" place! it had a bunch of like catholic/christian books, mayn it was amazing. Me and my friend freda were chillen there for like 20 years. It's funny you put the two of us together and we'll manage to get anywhere we set our mind to, even though we don't drive. Name a place, and we'll manage to get to it. So yah, we were at this light house place, and i bought myself a new precious moments Bible! That was pretty great.. it's so cute.. hehe. There are cute little precious moments people drawing things, but yah anyways. So afterwards, we go to mcdonalds! For the first time in my life i ordered something besides chicken mcnuggets. Chicken McNuggets kinda creep me out now, cuz like what exactly is it made out of ?! (( shivers )) so i ordered a Big n' Tasty... that was pretty yummy, and yah me and her stayed in there for like 20 years also. Afterwards, I walked, yup WALKED from McDonalds which is down in central someplace, that cool McDonalds across the street from Burger King (you know what i'm talking about?!) yah well, from there, i walked all the way to my house. For some odd reason, it wasn't that long of a walk for me. I did work up quite a sweat though, hehe, jass kidding! I think i spent my day pretty well, I didn't waste it like I normally do. ugh, school tomorrow! yikes, and to add to that i have a chemistry quiz tomorrow! must study! plus, i have to get started on my talk for an upcoming retreat. aww shucks.. well that's all for now.. i think.. i'll probably write more stuff later.. i might have an epiphany or two while writing my talk..

oh my here i am starting this whole "blogging" nonsense.. i'm bored up the butthole and decided to do this stuff.. since every umm "cOol" website i went to had this watchmacall "blogging" thing. I also had a couple epiphanies to jot down, so i figured this blogging contraption would help me jot them down. First let me introduce the whole title.. "a peek at katrina's cranium" that was pretty shnazzy (ooh my i like that word.. ((adding that word to katrina's list along with: phat and fantastic)) but moving on.. i figure this whole blogging thing would be a way for all of you guys to see what's going on in my mind, and i didn't want to be all boring and say, "a walk through katrina's mind" hello.. SNORE! so i figured i would take it up a little notch (( emeril style! )) if you guys dont' watch emeril.. then umm you guys have more of a life then i do.. and congratulations! oh well i'm moving off subject so yah, that's why i chose my title, i didn't really explain it but come on let me ask you guys this.. "do you guys honestly care?!" alrite well anyways.. i usually had this whole daily journal thing on my AIM profile and stuff, but it wouldn't let me write all that i wanted to write! daym AIM bastards! and i always had to summarize my day and stuff, and i had to leave out some pretty cool parts of my days, so now i decided to just do this instead. It's more efficient and allows me to jot down anything i wanna jot down. (adding the phrase "jot down" to katrina's list) so anyways, it's 2:32 in the AM! and well i should be sleeping and stuff, but umm i'm not. wow that phrase was pointless.. oh yes my epiphanies.. hello i need to get to that.. so valentine's day is umm about 3 days away, but i mean why do we celebrate valentine's day and make a big fuss over it in the first place. I mean we still have school and stuff, so what is there to celebrate about. Okay, so it's one day where everyone will show their love and affection for each other, but i mean come on do we really need a day to be doing that?! that should be done everyday of the year.. HELLO PEPOL?! (( saying in FOBBY way )), and people don't forget where the whole "valentine's day" thing originated from, it's from the saint, ya know st. valentine! congratulations there's a new fun fact to some of you guys out there. Also, we get out of school on president's day, so we should be making a bigger deal out of president's day, cuz i mean come on president's go through a lot, and we don't really care to celebrate it at all. We don't have neat little president's day cards and stuff as we do in valentine's day. AAAAAAANNNNNNNNDDDDDDDDDDDDDDd another thing, in a way valentine's day brings more sadness than it does joy.. cuz to people that do not have a significant other *ahem* ahem* it can make them feel pretty pathetic and stuff. ALso, ever remember those little valentine's grams they passed out in elementary school and stuff? well, what if you're the kid who never really got as much as the next person?! things like that can scar you for life! therefor, for these reasons i'm protesting valentine's day, and instead celebrating and looking forward to president's day! yay for president's day. I say instead of going around asking, "will you be my valentine?" we should go around asking, "will you my president's day person?" oh yesss.. who's with me ?! did you have fun peeking at my cranium ?!