I HAVE HOPE!

My Romance Meter

Optimist 80% . . 20% Cynic Close 50% . . 50% Distant Long Term 69% . . 31% Brief

What does my romance meter read?

hehe.. look it for long term it says 69%! see i knew i could last.. it is possible! yess! i know.. woo hoo.. hehe

"Do not spoil what you have by desiring what you have not; but remember that what you now have was once among the things you only hoped for."
--Epicurus

well here i am blogging again.. this is my first consistent blog in awhile.. and since i just woke up from a nap.. i currently have a humungo headache.. well so let's see i went to sleep considerably early to my standards last night.. i slept at like 12ish.. and then i got woken up by 1.a phone call from charles, and then i just hung up cuz i was just about to fall asleep or something and also i was waiting for someone else's phone call.. =) and the other thing that woke me up was 2. my phone rang once again, and it was the phone call i was waiting for.. the phone call from my PRECiOUS, nicholas! hehe.. yeah late night convos action huh?! hehe yeah good times.. so i decided to stay awake to talk to my PRECiOUS on the phone.. so we talked and talked.. and we would have kept talking if my sister's boyfriend didn't call, and so sadly, we had to end our convo "early" this time.. hehe 3 in the morning.. cuz ya know last time we talked on the phone we ended at like 5 in the morning.. hehe, so this time was early, and i told him to give me a wake up call in the morning at around 10, cuz i needed to wake up and then i just went back to sleep, and then i woke up at around 11:30 ish, and i checked my caller ID, and low and behold my PRECiOUS did call at 10:09 to be exact, but my sister was on the phone, so knowing that he called me put an immediate smile to my face =).. so i woke up and i was going to drive all the way to my mom's work in century city that's pretty freakin' far guys! hehe.. and yeah those are some busy streets too.. packed full of cars! gracious.. and i didn't hit any of them! gosh.. good for me huh?! hehe yeah.. so we picked up my mom from work,. and my uncle had to drive.. cuz my mom didn't wanna ride in the car with me driving.. grr how sad huh?! hehe.. yeah and we ate this yummy place called "johnnies" yeah it's this pizza place.. and it's so yummy there.. i ordered lasagna ofcourse, and had some of my mom's yummy pizza.. and then after that i just drove back home.. and i took a little nap.. and i've been trying to work on my talk and stuff cuz the LSS is THiS saturday so yeah hmm didnt' wanna lag when it came to that, so things are umm working out.. well tomorrow is my DiSNEYLAND trip with my BOYFRiEND! yay.. fun times! yes, true story! i need a release day, and i guess tomorrow will be that day.. although i don't write it on here.. it's been a tough week.. i guess it's just natural since the LSS is this weekend.. but yeah.. like i've said oh so many times before.. i'm living life the best way i can, and trying to make the most out of every situation i've been dealt with.. cuz that's the only thing i can do, shoot that idea has been working for me cuz i'm still SMiLiNG =) [ with the help of certain people who also keep me smiling ] alritee.. well hmm.. i got to talk to my buddy henri today, yeah he just got back from pinas last night.. i was supposed to go to his house to give him a hi, hello, and a high five, not necessarily in that order.. hehe but yeah it was nice hearing from him.. and yeah he said he got me something, wanna know what it is.. he said it's SKiN LiGHTENiNG lotion! freakin' chunt arra dude! haha.. he's one funny character aye?! but no, i appreciate it.. i'm in need of that.. hehe funky filipino's dude.. while the white folks up here are making tanning lotions.. they come up with skin lightening lotions.. hehe alrite.. this it for this blog.. i wanna eat.. food is calling me.. hmm do i always talk about FOOD in my blogs?! hmm.. hehe i guess it's just a consistent thing on my blog. alrite laters people..

highlight of the day:
- dang i drove FOREVER today!

NOT so highlight of the day:
- mayn i'm not feelin the visitors at my place right now.. =/

person who made me smile:
- henri! haha thanks for the skin lightening lotion buddy. WELCOME BACK!
- my mojo patato/BEE he says.. [ figure it out.. ]
KrAcKeR BoYz 3: Je peux attendre jusqu'a ce que me et mon Buttercup va le modele nos maillots de bain.

when life hands you a lemon, make some lemonade.
- kelly capalsky, saved by the bell

hehe yeah mayn saved by the bell was the best show ever! it's cuz of kelly that i got inspired to be a cheerleader! hahah NOT! [[ my cousin is currently making snorting sounds around me, implying i am a pig.]] yess.. the cousin that calls me MsPiggy gracious.. i'm gonna turn into an anorexic cuz of him.. i mean he offers me food, and what am i supposed to do.. NOT want it?! i mean who says no to food?!?! ANYBODY?! gracious.. well anyways ceej and my BOYFRiEND, angelo/max [[ hehe, he's going through a identity crisis as ms.fredalynn says]], but let's just call him max, as he is more well known.. okay going back to the topic of food.. my sister cooked corn beef earlier, and I DiDN'T EVEN GET TO EAT ANY OF IT! and when my sis went to see if there was anymore left, she immediately assumed it was ME, that finished it.. ME and i reply with.."why is it everytime food is finished in this house it is me that is blamed? and my cousin and sis reply at the same time with.. "CUZ YOU DO!" hmm.. yeah can i feel anymore like a pig?! yeesh.. heeh but anyways.. so yeah so back to ceej and max coming to my house last night.. [[ also: sorry to MY PRECiOUS so sorry we had to end our phone convo early last night.. but people were at my house, and i dont' wanna be all distracted when talking to you.. so i figured we should just stop before our convo began, but sorry bout that ]] well yeah.. so why is my BOYFRiEND he best BOYFRiEND there is? cuz he went to boba world and got me some yummy boba! gosh.. hehe yay! so they just chilled at my house for awhile.. until like 3 am and stuff.. and we played smash bros., and mayn max sucked! haha.. it's okay no worries.. and how come i am the QUEEN of smash bros! yess! well anyways.. after they left at 3 am.. i tried going to sleep, and it was just completely pointless.. i am currently running on ZERO hours of sleep.. yepp.. at around 6:30 i decided it was about time i implemented my whole "running" idea.. so i got up.. i got into my workout gear, and i walked to Hoover, and i ran.. hmm.. i ran a mile, and walked 2 laps around the track afterwards.. and then i did sit ups, push ups, and did my toe touches.. haha dude MY TOE TOUCHES SUCK! at the moment.. mayn i haven't done them forever.. and i was stretching and stuff.. and gosh how come i'm gonna be sore the following days.. i haven't stretched and stuff for awhile.. i plan on doing the whole work out things every monday, wednesday, and friday.. so if anyone wants to join me on my workout sessions.. HOLLER! you're welcome to join me =).. well yeah so i was around the track at Hoover, and wow considering it's freakin' early ass in the morning everybody was really kind and considerate.. as i was running people would say good morning and stuff.. and someone even warned me to watch out for those red fire ants, cuz i was stretching on the grass.. gosh.. how nice people are in the morning =) it brought a smile to my face.. speaking of which those red fire ants are nasty! the part of the commercial where they show what they can do.. GROSSY! mayn.. gosh but they play that commercial oh so many times.. well hmm henri is supposed to come back from pinas today.. hmm i wonder if he is gonna be back today, since he's been postponing his flight and stuff.. well friday DiSNEYLAND here i come! mayn i've been itching to go to disneyland for like forever.. and best of all i'm going with my BOYFRiEND! woo hoo.. fun times! speaking of itching.. hehe [[ sorry bouncing from subject to subject.. this is stream of conciousness talking ]] well yeah i started running around the track this morning, and i was on my first lap, and all of a sudden my whole body started itching like HARDCORELY! i must have looked like a freak running and itching my arms and legs and stuff.. hehe.. but anyways.. yeah after running i came home and i just took like an hour nap, and then i called my uncle/driving instructor and see if we can go driving today.. and so i started driving at around 12:00ish.. and i visited ceej.. hehe unexpected visit huh?! yeah hehe thought i would say hi and stuff to him.. and then i just drove around around glendale for a bit and i even went to the streets of LosAngeles.. hehe gosh i'm all pro! hehe.. and oh yeah SOMEBODY HONKED AT ME! grr.. yeah i was driving behind this Xterra and i found it so adorable there was this sign that read on the back "alert! student driving" haha it was all handmade, and i kinda sped up to see who it was.. and then my uncle kept telling me to switch lanes.. which the people in the other car probably thought i was like trying to pick on them or something and as i was switching lanes to her lane, she honked at me.. and i was like dude you know i'm switching lanes.. and she wasn't even really in my way.. but i mean you kinda have to be considerate and just let the person through if you're not at all close to the person switching lanes.. hmm did not appreciate getting honked at.. and then i passed them and it was a filipino family, and they were all like hardcore dogging action on me.. i didnt' look at them.. cuz ya know.. i needed to CONCENTRATE! yeah well wahtever.. that was my first experience with "road rage" hehe well anyways.. my BOYFRiEND along with ceej, and their friend and uncle are going to vegas tonight, but how come they're coming back the next night.. so they're only going there for like a night.. hmm.. driving 4 hours, and then coming back the same day basically.. gosh i would never do that.. drive 4 hours and stay for like 6 hours then drive another 4 hours.. i mean i'm a new driver, but i'm already getting like grr driving and stuff.. and i don't think i would like driving 8 hours in one day.. especially long roads.. well i'm just gonna have to pray that they get home safely cuz my BOYFRiEND is gonna be the one driving.. alritee.. well this is it for this blog.. i wrote enough.. also I'M FREAKIN' HUNGRY! I HAVEN'T EATEN ANYTHiNG! mayn.. but how come i dont' even wanna eat anymore, cuz mayn.. booooo to them..

highlight of the day:
- BOYFRiEND bringing me boba
- what's up ceej?! hehe

NOT so highlight of the day:
- road rage! grr..
- *oink*oink* for me =(

person who made me smile:
- old man when running at the track.. thanks for lookin out man! =)

"You can't always control the circumstances in life, but you can control your attitude toward those circumstances."
~Alexander Lockhart

alritee.. well i thought i would blog for a bit.. cuz i have nothing better to do till i go out and boogey tonight! hehe.. well anyways i was supposed to go jogging with carlos this morning, but we figured out we should have gotten an earlier start and stuff so we're gonna start tomorrow.. and plus when he called me i had just barely woken up and i had only gotten like 2 hours of sleep cuz of a certain someone keeping up till 5 am! *ahem* hehe i'm jk my precious.. hehe yeah i had to tell him my stories and stuff.. you know and we wound up talking till like 5 am.. =) hehehe.. good times.. and then afterwards i stayed up for awhile, cuz i couldn't really fall asleep and then i woke up to go driving.. today was a very successful driving day! hehe yeah i drove all the way to north hollywood! wOo hOo yeah! shoot.. i'm all pro now.. i was changing lanes like it was nothing.. hehee i think i might be ready to take my test like next week or something.. hehe yep.. good for me. yeah so i did pretty well.. yeah and no i did not take the freeway to get there i took the side streets, but still... and then i passed by ceej's place to say what's up and stuff.. and also ofcoures to see my BOYFRiEND but i didn't roll over and stop.. i just passed by hehehe.. so wwhatever.. yeah i was pretty much everywhere today and it was nice passing by the places that i usually wait at for the beeline and stuff.. hehe it was really nice to see and stuff! hehehe driving past all those areas and thinking woo hoo i might never have to wait there again! hehe it feels very good.. hehe and then afterwards i just drove back home and i parked and what not.. hehe yeah you people proud of me? so i came home and low and behold my BOYFRiEND had called me and stuff.. hehe and then i called freda and we talked for a bit.. since we were gonna go clubbing tonight alongside kate, ate leah, and edith and umm i'm not sure who else.. just the chicks though cuz gosh my BOYFRiEND broke his date with me =/ he was supposed to go clubbing with us.. gosh mayn first you don't tell me you went to universal and now you're breaking our date! gosh what next?!?! hehe you better make it up to me when you come back from New York.. hehe and no cheating on me while we're there.. and i promise not to cheat on you when i go clubbing tonight.. haha but anyways it's cool i understand.. cuz i'm an understanding girlfriend like that.. nice huh?! hehe.. but hehe yeah and ceej didn't feel like the only boy there so he said he didnt' wanna come.. so it's just gonna be the girls it's all gravy.. girls night out.. and tomorrow we might go and roll out to the beach.. yeah cuz i think i'm cute like i don't get dark or something and then we're gonna head on out to poetry night! yay.. fun times! hehehe.. but yeah mayn i have a dilemma.. the disneyland trip is on FRiDAY, and that's also the LSS practice day and stuff.. hmm.. what to do, waht to do?! i really wanna go to disneyland.. cuz mayn i haven't been there in centuries! and disneyland is always fun times! so hmm.. i dunno yet.. we'll see.. well kristine if you're reading this.. if you need more info about the LSS and stuff next week.. you can call me up.. i gave you my number.. and there's info on this here blog.. i REALLY hope you can make it! well i'm gonna go shower up.. cuz i'm gonna beautify myself and stuff to go clubbing tonight.. gotta prepare my sweats and tank top.. oh yess! =) i'll update you with the whole "clubbing" thing going on.. so i'll blog ya later..

Boy if ever you call me
I'm there for you boy right or wrong
I'm telling you now boy
If ever you need me
I promise you I give you my all
-- exerpt from 3rd storee - if ever [[ revised by ME ]]

well anyways hmm i didn't really do much today.. but i woke up at like 2:30.. gosh lagger.. i was planning on not sleeping at all last night, cuz i just can't sleep until like 5 in the morning, and i figure what is the point of really going to sleep anyways?! well i guess i can talk about my day yesterday.. didn't do much of anything really just hung out at home.. and nobody was home since my sister went to vegas, and my mom went also, but they didn't go together.. hehe i know strange huh?! but yeah.. and so my mom wasn't home, my cousin went to go holler at some hoes.. haha jk.. naw but he went to a party, and my dad went with dude to who knows where.. so i had the house all to myself last night.. and i walked to HOJ and i got there, and ofcourse i can't complain about HOJ.. it's always good stuff there =).. and then we just practiced skits, and i think things went pretty well.. just practicing for the LSS NEXT WEEK which i advise my readers to attend.. [[ look to past entries for info ]] hmm after HOJ was some more good stuff.. food, yummy pizza with mushrooms on them, and then some crazy fudge marble ice cream afterwards.. well i got to see my crush today.. ahem, ANGELO! haha.. but no, guys i have a boyfriend! mmhmm.. hehehe.. you read right.. haha but it's gonna be up to you to judge if i'm playing about it or not.. to people who know me, you know if this is real stuff or not.. hehe.. but yeah we are officially.. BOYFRIEND and GIRLFRIEND status.. mark your calendars guys our anniversary is august 9 day after freda's bday, so it will be easier to remember! hehehe.. yeah gosh thanks blossom girl for hookin' it up! hahaha.. hmm i'm already accumulating presents to give for our one month anniversary.. haha. yess i have a cup and a piece of tissue.. by the way, i know angelo you're never gonna get to read this but i just wanna say just in case you come across this..YOU BETTER BE USING THAT EXTRA TiCKET TO DiSNEYLAND ON YOUR NEW girlfriend, ME! hehehe.. but anyways.. yeah after all the conversationing and all the laughter that surrounded the day me, joyce, and freda were all planning to walk to my house, cuz freda needed to get picked up at my pad.. but marny was all getting worried about us, and said that if were to walk she was gonna wind up following us and what now.. aww marny, thanks for caring =) feelin' the love action! hehe.. but yeah so we wound up just getting a ride from her, spare her the trouble of stalking our asses.. hehe but yeah we did a little "clubbing" action for a bit though.. hehe yeah it was good stuff huh?! note to you guys the new dance craze is.. MAMBOLO! never heard of it?! well you better get with the program!!! hehehe.. go find out what it is.. if you really wanna go find out.. go check out the YES weekend/LSS! yess.. hehehe happy times galore there.. gosh i'm such a lagger i haven't even taken care of my SCRC stuff yet! and i have to do that SOON! gosh sexiness MUST STOP! hehe.. but anyways today got nothin gmuch planned just chillin.. ooh i was supposed to go to club one seven with some buddies last night.. but pooo to that i knew where i had to be.. it's alrite i'm going to whiskey on monday! yess.. hehe oh yeah robert, holler at me if you gonna come monday k? anyways yeah clubbing galore.. BOOTY BOUNCING ACTION! and none of that caught on camera stuff there.. hehe well anywys.. i think i'm gonna get to moving now.. (( sniffs )) i smell food.. so i'm gonna go investigate.. laters guys! ooh also.. i wanna add... i woke up this morning.. walked out the hallway and low and behold there's this HUMUNGO! and i mean HUMUNGO! sponge bob stuffed animal! taht surely woke me up.. so i walked into my sister's room and i was just like omg.. and she's all it's yours.. i'm like OH YESS! she got it for me from vegas playing GOD knows what.. hehe but yay! i have a big spongebob stuffed animal.. and i mean HUGE! like.. as big as me huge! woO hOo yay LiFESiZE!

highlight of the day:
- it'll be yesterday.. fun times at HOJ.
- LiFESiZE SpongeBob! yess!

NOT so highlight of the day:
- did you guys catch that tag written by "thank god i'm not u." hmm to whoever you are, thanks for stopping by =) and GOD bless you too.

hotboy of the day:
- my BOYFRIEND, ANGELO! august 9! hehe

oh yeah..

WELCOME BACK MY
MOJO POTATO!
welcome back to sunny side california!
D.B.K 4 LiFE