Cause the last thing that I need is somebody like you
to push me around and tell me what to do
I know theres a time and place where you can call the shots
but iT'S NOT HERE
-- allister; "overrated"

yes i'm going through my allister phase.. good stuff. again i say, i love my music! yes MY music! haha! well YESTERDAY was BGD. our boys lost! boooo! but it's okay cuz they played their hearts out, and they gave us a very exciting game.. and i mean atleast we were in the lead most of the time, and then robert walks into the gym and everything goes down from there. ROBERT DON'T EVER COME TO A GAME EVER AGAiN! we were all winning and in the lead, and then this guy walks into the gym and all of a sudden Hoover loses possession all the time and none of Hoover's shots go in! and all of this occurred when robert stepped into the building. once a jinx, always a jinx. haha i'm jk robert! i love you!!! well anyhow, we performed at the game and we performed pretty well i think. it felt good to perform again after feeling so dead for quite awhile. and people seemed to be pretty impressed by us, even by some glendale high boys who complimented Hoover cheerleaders on our dancing abilities. ; ) huh yelena? HAHA! anyways, after the game we all just hung out where my car was parked, and the stupid trunk wouldn't even open! freakin' crap i need to go get that thing fixed, but i'm afraid to cuz then i won't get my car for another 9827198273891723 weeks! but, i really need to get that stupid thing fixed cuz it's becoming a real nuisance. hahaha omgosh john "STAND ASiDE!" haha! that was so great! that was the funniest thing ever! sorry to those who don't get it. well anyways, after that we all went to in n out to eat, me, yelena, and lucy went to in n out with robert, robin, and shane. it was a good time well spent there i suppose. we needed comfort food after the boys lost. so we ate and spent some fun times there making a ridiculously long straw and seeing who can "suck the hardest" hahhaa! i did pretty swell, but yelena was the best one. i'm telling you guys it's ALWAYS the quiet ones you gotta watch out for. HAHAHA! yess TWD for life! haha! well after that we all decided to go bowling since it's been awhile since we went... so we all go to head out.. and me, yelena, and lucy decided we want to go have a KGH bonding time and go to the view to talk. haha! yeah we left the boys who went to go bowling to go up to the view since the two girls i was with have NEVER been to the view.. i figured i would show them where this place was... so we're up there and the two are amazed by the place.. and we sit and talk for quite awhile forgetting all about the boys in the bowling alley for a good hour! hahaha! and then this is where it gets iNTERESTiNG! so we're sitting there and all of a sudden lucy notices a flashlight beaming at us through a window, ooh and also there was a guy like randomly sitting at the top of the street we were on chillin' and i mean it was really random and he looked sort of creepy but we ignored it. and we all started talking so we didn't pay mind to him for awhile.. and then the flashlight came on, and so we all got sort of scared... and RiGHT when i started the car to go drive up to it the flashlight turns off, and then we also realize that the guy that was sitting on top of the street was no longer there! ahh i'm getting scared just thinkin' about it and imagining what COULD have happened. haha.. well the scary movies version of what could have happened. so we're all screaming like chicks in the car, and i'm driving and trying to compose myself and we drive and i mean we're trying to avoid all the dead end streets cuz that would just get us more scared.. and next thing you know i drive and DEAD END! so we all freak out once again i (in attempt to use the correct term) "i bust a b*tch." and we're off driving.. and then yelena goes, "imagine if he's on the roof!" and we all yell,. and then i open the screen of my sun roof to make sure nobody was on top of the roof, and then genius ass lucy goes, "what if he's under the car?!" and im' like no way! hahaha but how come later when we're safely in the more populated area of glendale i pull over and BRAVELY, emphasize on BRAVELY, check under the car to make sure no one was there. it was for reassurance sake. haha! so we drop lucy off and yelena and i go and join the boys at the bowling alley since they were still there. and we played a rousing game of bowling. i beat a bunch of people with a score of 80! how pathetic is our game if i can beat like 4 people with a score of 80! hahaha! i beat yelena by a point, but HEY! a win is a win. after that yelena and i met up with some GHS football players... franco, george, and evgeni who i like to call ABERCROMBiE. then me, yelena, franco, and abercrombie go and hang out at franco's house and we just chill. hahahahaha i won't get into too much detail about the night, but it was funny, random, and obscene! hahaha jk about the obscene part but it has to be said, "i don't know how they do things in Russia, but in America we don't do that sort of stuff." hahaha! hahaha the cheer skirts!! oh mayyynnn!! YELENA!!! that was so hilarious and yet so very disturbing at the same time. hahahha! haha yelena who the hell do they think we are? glendale high cheerleaders?! hahhaa HELL NO WE ARE NOT! hahaha! goooood times! i'm sure yelena is the only person that gets this entry, but HEY! it happens. came home at around 2.30am... and i had to wake up for work, which i am currently at, in about 3 hours. good sleep? nope. and am i gonna get sleep after work? no, cuz i have debut practice... and then afterwards hanging out with shane. oyyy vayyy!!!! i need sleep! and i have work again tomorrow! but HEY! i'm not complaining that's money right there.. ooh i ordered fun disney checks today! i can't wait to get them! hahaha i'm a loser i know, but i love writing checks! i feel so independant when i write checks, and i love that feeling. i can't wait till college!! okay i'm done writing. laters guys.

I told you that I loved you but you don't comprehend.
So there you go, I'll take my dick and shove it in your friend
-- allister; "love song"

that quote is freakin' hilarious to me! although in no way does it relate to me, cuz obviously the lack of a penis kind of makes it hard for me to relate to the quote, but still HEE-LAR-EEH-USS!

so today was a pretty good day i think. i was about to go to my second period class, but traffic was HELL! i don't know why all of a sudden there's some crazy traffic going to school, it never used to be like that the time that i would drive to school. oh well.. hopefully it was just yesterday, but anyways.. so i got to gdale by around 9:05, and i was thinkin' my TA class won't mind if i go to class late, but then i had to take care of some errands that i figure i didn't want to wait till after practice, so i did those instead. i went to the bank and wrote my first check! yay to me! i wrote it to none other than, MYSELF! haha! i didn't get my ATM card yet so i'm stuck with writing personal checks to myself.. hahaha! so i did that.. and then i went and got starbucks and then went to class.. there's this really pretty house on the street of starbucks.. like i can picture this house being placed on like the beach and i mean it's not a big house at all, but it just seems so airy and nice. i love that house.. something about it. the simplicity and just all around niceness of it i think allures me. well ANYWAY, after that i went to school.. stupid security gaurd! gosh that fat ass guy is so annoying! you swear he's a real cop! and then school went by as usual.. cheer practiced for our pep rally tomorrow, and doing the cheer we all realized how awfully out of shape all of us were... OH WELL! after practice yelena and i went to 24 hour fitness and worked out! we worked out for a good hour and a half! wowza! our legs were feeling all noodle like, and our arms were feelng all weak afterwards.. it was good though! and then afterwards we went to the mall to buy our buddy presents.. i spent $17 for 2 people which i thought would be worse.. but yelena over here spent $14 for only 1 person hmmm?! makes you wonder don't it?! hahaha jk mayn! after taht we had a pretzel... yeah i know, let's go work out for an hour and a half then let's go eat a fatty ass pretzel. haha.. after that we picked up mr. corey and we went to support the senior class at shakey's. yelena and i were SUPPOSED to share but this chick barely had anything to eat.. so i had to go and eat everything on my own! freakin' crap! i ate so much! it made working out feel COMPLETELY pointless. so we hung out there for awhile.. played video games, and some nice boys gave me all the tickets they won! ; ) yeppo. kind fellows. haha! i traded in MY 758 tickets for some angel's wings that were there.. attempting to mimic some victoria's secret models. hahaha! YEAHH right! and i got some other junk. yelena and i got little friendship rings! high5er to us! haha! and then i kicked yelena's ass at cruisin' USA. but we were daym good though. i was first and she was second. so that was good ish for us. after awhile we decided it's about time we head our asses home, and "coincidentally" enough the rest of the boys decide they want to go home as well.. so everybody decides to leave.. and i walk up to my car and i'm like wtheck?! there's like crap on the driver's side window, and i realize there's crap on other places of my car. on the hood of my car written in ketchup it says, "payback".. i look at the boys, specifically at rouhi, and he has this smirk on his face like he was trying to hide something and he starts laughing, and i'm like oh gosh. cuz okay for football BGD i egged the hell out of junior and rouhi's car. it was a masterpiece! so i guess they attempted to get me back.. but personally i'm insulted. i mean if you're going to try and get revenge on someone it should atleast top what they did to your car.. tsk tsk. disappointed in you folks. so after the laughter and all the ish talking we all drove off. me, corey, and yelena went to yelena's house to hose off my car. thanks corey mr. professional cleaner of vandalized cars! =) he hosed it down for me. i was in need of a car wash anyway. haha! it's a good thing i didn't wash my car that morning. i was about to too. good instinct of me not to. after that i just dropped corey off and i came driving home. i'm going to be picking up corey from now on in the mornings... since we both don't have a 1st period, and he has to skateboard to school. so i figured i'd be the good friend and pick his ass up in the mornings. gosh daym i'm a good friend! =D haha!

i'm sick! this sucks! i'm sick before finals! freakin' crap!!!!!!! =/ i was feeling all weak and feverish today! what a gay is that?! i'm always the one sick when no one else is sick, and when everyone else is sick i'm not sick. how odd is that?! hmm.. okay with that thought i'm done.

cuz separate is always better when there are feelings involved.
-- outkast; "hey ya"

okay so i'm chilln' here in front of the computer with my godson doing some homework. i ATTEMPTED to do my homework but had very little success. i wish i had his homework.. he has to write the numbers 1-100. i think i like that homework far more than this grammar assignment broggy has us do... but weirdly enough i find this homework semi-interesting. i know weird. i don't know what's wrong with me. me and him are currently listening to lindsay lohen feat. pink slip, "ultimate" i actually like this song. haha it's from freaky friday, and it's so cute cuz he's singing along to it, or TRYiNG to. very cute folks. it's official.. i have a 6 year old bestfriend. i mean i've always wanted a little brother, and over the past months he's been living with us it's like i got my wish.. and now he really is like my best friend. he sincerely makes me so happy.. i mean my house isn't the happiest of places sometimes, but then there's always this 6 year old boy and his mom that just make me so extremely happy. at times i feel like i'm so invisible around this house, and it feels good to be visible with these kids. hmmm that's another story though that i won't get into... well ooh i just want to say hello to KGH! i love you guys like no other! =) you guys make me so happy!!! KGH owns KKS! hahaha! good stuff.. and i gotta admit you KKS fags kind of help me enjoy my time in ways.. haha.. the acronyms.. good ish! i love it! well hmm today the day went by as usual.. ahhh why does B cups make me smile like that?! hahhaa NOOO!! sad part is i know if i actually talked to this guy and stuff like in depthly i would not like him one bit.. so i think the distance between me and this fellow is really very good. it keeps me intrigued. hahaha but hey DiBS! haha. so enough about that.. hmm cheer practice was actually productive today.. haha good job for us! practiced all the way till 4 o'clock like before.. i believe we are making terrific progress folks. competition here we come? may be too soon to, but i have faith. okay well i'm done for this blog. laters.

pite what YOU might think. i'm going to get where i need to get.. i have full confidence that i wll become more than what YOU think of me, and i will do it without YOUR help.. cuz i have been for as long as i can remember.