NO MORE NONSENSE...

let's just cut to the chase..

Wednesday, October 23, 2002

ROLL OUT!
-- ludacris

wOo hOo who here got their license today! ME THAT'S WHO!! yes, i got my license!! what joy! i feel the wonderfulness of independance seeping through my system! hehe.. so let me just do a quick little recap.. so i woke up, and i didn't go to school cuz i couldn't just leave school at 11, and meet my dad at home.. and my dad didn't know how to go to the attendance office and pick me up and what not, so i told my mom to just call for my absence.. so i wake up at like 10:45ish and then go take a shower and do all that mess.. and then i drive to the DMV office alongside my dad. and so he briefs me about driving and stuff, and he gives me some pep talks, and tries to calm my nerves.. so i get in the line for the driving thing, and i just chill there for awhile.. not really nervous just waiting, and then i got a bit nervous when they placed the little orange cone on my car indicating that i was to go next.. so i wait and wait, and this lady comes up to the car, i wanted her to be my examiner cuz she seemed really nice and sweet, but the lady behind her came up to me, and she didn't seem to have a very sweet look on her face.. so i'm like aww poop, so we go through the whole ordeal of checking the left blinker, right blinker, hand signals yadayadayada, the usual nonsense.. and i felt so bad for the guy next to me cuz when he was doing his hand signals you can tell he was really nervous cuz his hands were just shaking! aww povrisito. but yeah so we start driving nad we drive every which way, and i'm going soooo sloooowww! i realize this, cuz usually i kind of become unaware of my speedometer and i'm just like oops and then slow down.. but now i was cautious of it as heck! and okay my dad got me all paranoid cuz he told me go only 30mph on glenoaks, although i knew the speed limit was 40mph! and he knows that i kind of tend to let myself go on the gas and stuff so yeah i was straight going 30mph on the 40mph zone! i know i know, how chunti of me! but yeah.. i just got paranoid from what my dad told me.. and then so finally she tells me to pull over to the DMV office, and park at this area.. so i'm all waiting, and finally she said it, "well you passed!" i was like woO hOo! i had the biggest smile on my face.. =D < yeah like that! hehe.. but wowie i was so happy! feels good! afterwards i saw my dad and hopped happily to him, and we go to islands to eat afterwards, i drive to cheer practice and people look at me and were like did you get it.. and i nod and smile! and i get hugs and congratulations from my team! =D yay! hehe.. yes you guys do have another driver on the team! hehe! FUN TiMES! yelena and sinq we don't have to ready about our rides afterwards anymore! oh and at cheer practice i did a lib! i've been on hiatus from that stunt, and i totally fear that stunt.. cuz it's the one you stunt on one foot on.. but i actually hit it! only after like 4 something tries! =) woO hOo! hurrah! =D so afterwards me, robin, and nash go to the mall cuz robin was gonna treat me out! aww, what a nice guy! there were other people i wanted to see, but i couldn't get a hold of them! bOoo to that. and so i was at the deadly marketplace, hehe and low and behold i see amy and seline! nice meeting you seline! but yeah it was nice seeing amy! cutie! hehe.. anyways.. yeah that was my day, and i dropped the two boogers off, and i drove back to my house BY MYSELF for the very first time ever! =) yeah and i saw this parking spot right in front of the house, but i don't quite know how to parallel park yet, so i passed and went to a parking spot more easy for me to park in. yes i know i'm a wuss, but hey.. give me some time i'll be a pro in no time! well just thought i would share that with you folks.. and woO hOo.. i HAD A FANTABULUS DAY!! PRAiSE GOD!!


HAPPY BiRTHDAY
SEXAY ASS NiKKi!

and to
GRACiE LOU POO!

Tuesday, October 22, 2002

just because i don't love you like that doens't mean i don't already love you the best way i know how.
-- me

okay seriously , i blogged earlier and then my dumb AOL decided to have an illegal operation and what not. chunt! oh well.. well i don't know.. and since i'm just gonna get bugged i think i'll just write it down..

[ saturday ]
- PSATs, that was a dick in the face.
- debut practice.
- SEXAY nikki's party. yeah that was lotsa fun!
- talking with fredalynn, walking all over nikki's sexy neighborhood.
- HEELS SUCK!
- dancing = fun times!

[ sunday ]
- wake up early.
- drive. practicing for my test which i am taking TOMORROW!
- visit our house in valencia.
- go to chinatown to eat. had a headache.. didn't get to eat much of the yummay food.
- home.
- CHURCH!
- watched sweet home alabama! *cute movie.
- ate @ in-n-out. remembering skarlet's 12x12. yecko!

[ monday ]
- school.
- practice.
- home.
-eat.
- sleep.
- homework.
- phone.
- sleep.

TODAY!
well today wasn't much of anything either. .i woke up kind of late, but joyce and i were slick about our lateness, yes we were! Beeline? hehe yes, anyways went to my classes.. i thought i had a history test today, but it winds up it's tomorrow, and i know i left my history book in class, but later on she says, "i saw it there earlier, but now i don't know where it is." sorta stressed about the location of my history book right now. but yeah.. after all the school mess it's cheer practice.. pretty interesting practice.. aww cassandra you okay buddy? yeah she's fine, she's a trooper! yeah our coaches exaggerated a bit about the injury, cuz you know yeah. but anyways after that i just went home and did some homework, and i'm taking a bit of a homework break to blog, since i realized i haven't blogged in a bit. well i don't really have much to blog about, except for the fact that i'm taking my test tomorrow. =/ ahh! wish me luck guys! or better yet, PRAY FOR ME! =D it would be greatly appreciated. okay well hmm for english i have to write an essay about none other than FRiENDSHiPS. yeah it should be an interesting one. well i think that's it for my day..

WHAT'S ON MY MiND
-- you know i completely i understand what you're doing. i've said so many times to you before, that all i wanted you to do was what's best for you. if what's best for you is NOT me then i guess you're going to have to do that. but always remember that i'm not going to forget who you are, and the special things you've done for me. you will NEVER be forgotten. i know sometimes in life we gotta do things that hurts even ourselves to just get back into place, and that's what you're doing. i'm not gonna say it doens't hurt, because it does, but knowing that you're doing what's best for you eases the pain. know that when i'm going to be able to smile everyday of my life, and apart of that reason is because of you. you do your thing. and i hope you find what you're looking for. i'm not gonna go anywhere.. i'm still gonna be here, but only when you're ready to have me. goodbye, for now.