guess who's back?

yay! internet connection is once again at the tip of my fingertips.. oh joy! it's about time! i've missed it so! hehe, well anyways i'm living life here in valencia now. yeah... and driving my ass down for school a 30minute drive, which i don't mind as much since i got my car, but it's still a pain. so anyways.. what else is going on nowadays.. hmm the BF and i have been together for a full 6 months now! yep.. it was 6months on monday. it was fun! i really love my BF! my heart is in such good hands with him! =D so yeah i've been sick the past 3 days due to YELENA ALiKHANYAN! boo to her! hahah jk yelena! school has been the same ol' what can you say about that stuff. it's almost over. then it's a 4 day break than back to summer school for me for some ceramics kinda action, and 5:45am practices. so that would mean i'm heading out of my house by umm let's check the watches 5am! ugh shoot me now!!! please! that means i have to wake up at like 4:30am or some crap. yeah can you say sleeping on the road?! daym.. seriously i like drifted off twice on the road today. not a pretty feeling at all, cuz the minute i opened my eyes i was like oh crap swerve a little! haha yeah not cool, cuz then i can have so many close calls before.. well yeah anyways.. moving on...

but anyways yeah so hmmm right now i have a lot on my mind mainly my God's love talk for the upcoming LSS gosh my Growth talk just really grew on me and attached itself on me.. it's so hard trying to personalize a new talk.. gracious.. folks please pray for me so that i may be articulate enough to express what i'm feeling in my heart.. cuz right now i have the emotions in my heart, it's just i don't feel like i can put them into words, cuz it feels like if i do put them into words i'm the only one that would be able to understand them. cuz my thoughts and my emotions can sometimes be quite hard to understand... so i wanna be sure to be as articulate as possible.. hMm i'm supposed to give my talk to the elders this saturday after HOJ. i'm not ready. or i atleast don't feel ready. but hey what can i do God is calling me to serve Him, and who am i to say no to Him?!

tomorrow is the powderpuff girl's football game, they're MAKiNG us cheer for them. yep... and the sad thought is that there will be more cheerleaders cheering for them then there will be actual players on the field. yeah well whatever.. i'm going to be with my cheerleaders.. like the last hurrah. no matter what i wouldn't miss it for the world.

i don't know if there's anything to write. but maybe i'll be more regular at my writing once again. so yeah.. happy hunting guys! seeyalaterr, please keep me in your prayers if you can.. just pray that i may be able to articular my thoughts and feelings for this talk, and do God's will for me to give this talk, and also that i may be able to drive safely to and from my house.. cuz it got kind of difficult for me today. so yeah.. that's all seeyalaterr... and thanks for the prayers guys! GOd bless.