Sometimes you have to get to know someone really well to realize you're really strangers.
-- Mary Tyler Moore

hello guys! guess what?! i'm not going to school today! yeah, well my mom is excusing me, cuz she doesn't have work today cuz of GOOD friday. and i was soo planning on going to school. i was literally on my way out the door, and then my mom was talking about seeing the house today and stuff, cuz it's al finished. =D and then she said, "why don't you just not go to school?" and i REALLY want to see the house and stuff today, and not to mention it's GOOD friday. i can go to mass at an earlier time and stuff. yay! =D my mommy is the bestest! well yeah so i'm gonna get to see our house all done and stuff, but i'm not moving into yet cuz of the "escrow" thingy. yeah we have to wait for that pull through and stuff.. so hMm.. let's talk about yesterday then for a little while..

so yesterday school blah blah blah. and then in my history class, my teacher farted in class! it was freakin' hilarious! oh my gosh. cuz i heard it, but i assumed that it was like a chair sound, you know how sometimes those things can sound like fart but it's not. hahaha and then my teacher made this face, like "did anyone notice?" kind of face, so we knew it was her, so i start cracking up, my friend Lucy starts cracking up, the guy behind me Razmik starts making comments about it, and the whole class starts laughing! she's the funniest teacher. she's not the typical conservative like teacher. she's like OUT THERE. so she turns all red, and she replies to it as, "it sucks being old. soon enough i'm gonna start pissing in my pants!" hahhaa oh mayn that teachers is hilarious! oh mayn i was sooo sore today. my legs were HURTiNG! and the ASSage was hurting a bit too. darn those chairs! gosh before going upstairs i'd stop before going up, breathe, and then scurry up like a madman! hahaha.. i figure the faster i go the less i have to deal with the pain then going slowly up the stairs.. hahha! i have a great mentality don't i? hahaha but luckily one time my bestest chuy carried my down the stairs! =D hahaha over the threshold? hahaha no no no, ofcourse not!
so let's skip to cheer practice. it was FREEZiNG! oh my! wearing short shorts and what not, and i was wearing my i'M THE BOSS! shirt! gosh i felt so cool! hahaha. did you guys have one of those shirts when you were younger? it said, "i'M THE BOSS" and it had a hardcore duck chillin' there wearing a blue cap! =D hahaha tht was the best.. so cheer practice was alrite. i bit robert! hahaha.. and he tried to get me back! didn't work. hahaha.. gosh robert stop! hahaha and then afterwards we practiced with the guys a bit more.. but it got too cold, and we felt a little sprinkle and stuff. so we just chilled and talked about random stuff, and they took a really bad picture of me like YELPiNG for help! hahaha good stuff, hahah but afterwards some of us went to islands, it was me, chuy, yelena, damon, phil, and nash. haha it was pretty fun! =D played the sugar game with nash.. i had to chug the sugar twice! and nash once, and yelena and phil played and stuff. hahha how come yelena HARDCORE lost, and after she chugged her packets of sugar she was all shaking and laughing about random things! hahah who needs drugs when you have sugar huh? gracious yelena! hilarious huh? and then afterwards i started freakin' out cuz i thought i lost my keys. which is one of my biggest fears. so yeah, and but i found it under the table. after that dropped off chuy and yelena and headed home. it was a good day.

HAPPY BiRTHDAY AJ!
i hope you have a good day today. and i know i promised you a hug and a letter, but you'll get it k? TRUST!
i wish you the very best today and everyday. hello, i'm KATRiNA aka.M***A** for the day! ;Dthanks for being a really great friend to me, even with me constantly teasing you! but like i said, if i tease you that means i like you! haha, we've been through some times together huh? hahaha eww you gay! haha but yeah they were some fun times though! hello hi, you're taking me to your prom! haha, and i'm honored that you have asked me to your prom. =D i hope i can help make that night a magical night for you. so with that. happy birthday, and i really hope GOD blesses you with as much happiness and joy that you deserve. keep it cool.

-also-
happy birthday to my God-son, Eric!

I keep sitting here thinking, why do you care about me? Why do you treat me so good? I've never been treated so good in my whole life. But, I'm afraid to start getting used to it, 'cause I'm sure when I do, it's then that you'll realize I'm not all that great, and you'll leave.
-- someone *sigh*

wow. that quote is so very wow to me. i think i react badly to when guys treat me nicely or think of me as something nice. cuz i always think, they're seeing something that's not true. low self-esteem? i don't know, and i guess that's why i don't really wanna let myself attach to the things they say, cuz i'm afraid that they might start realizing that the things they thought i was, i'm not afterall. so when they realize that, what happens then?! hMm.. i don't know. ugh, why is it so hard for me to believe good things?! cuz i think it's too good to be true, and when people say really beautiful things to me, it's like, they can't possibly be talking about me! i mean, ME?! it's like, you wanna believe it, but yet, it's too good to be true kind of things. you get?! haha probably not huh?

alritee well hMm what are the events of the day? went to school, yadayadayada.. let's move on to more interesting matters yeah? cheer practice! ugh, people need to showing up to 6th period! people can't practice their daym stunts otherwise, and then when the performance comes, everyone complains about it, when it was our fault that people didn't go to practice anyways! gracious.. anyways moving on.. so how come last night i was playing miss. solve-the-nation's-problems girl. okay well maybe not to that extent, but i gotta say that someone got me all worried with all this talk and what not, and today i see everything is all fine and dandy. good gracious. hahaha, well it's not that i'm complaining that things are fine and dandy, cuz ofcourse i'm happy that things are on the upside. =D. i'm glad you guys solved your ish, and did it where it needed to be done, outside the team..! thanks for respecting atleast that of what i said. well anyways so yeah today at practice we did the stunts again for the upcoming dance. i did mines pretty well. ugh, darn my weak ankles! gaynuts weak ankles! but anyways, after that we rolled along to practice with the guys once again.. and it was fun. there were a whole lot of people that practice today afterwards than yesterday. more guys, and more girls! it was nice to meet most of the new team! but anyways, after everyone had left some of us stuck around awhile for a bit of stunting.. so i stayed and got tossed around by the boys... haha like LiTERALLY! it was fun though! and there was this one part where all of a sudden there were playing hot potato, but how come i was the darn potato! hahha great stuff guys! =D haha! but anyways.. nash put me on a post up! NiiCE! hehe and chuy and carl put me up in chairs! yay! watch out! strong buff guys to the rescue! haha. yeah felt a little awkward at first to have them touching the buttOX but it was all good. so yeah they did well! and ooh i did a toss to hands with phil! that was interesting at first! hahaha but now i think i got the hang of things. =D! what's next lib? hahaha.. and then phil's BiiiiiGGG friend comes and we stunt with him for awhile. hahaha he has like no effort on the things he does. good stuff! alrite well enough talk about cheer. this is getting boring huh? well yeah that's all i wanted to say for now. i'm sore. how come i know my ass is gonna be sore. like LiTERALLY MY ASS! hahaha.. i'm gonna be walking like i have a stick up my ass! i should ice my ass huh? haha but anyways.. so i'm gone for now. you guys have a great HOLY WEEK k?

matt, my whiteboi-boifren! when you taking me out to dinner at the beach buddy? i have the greatest friends! =D this guy is actually really excited about going to visit me in valencia! and the PLUS side, he's white! he'll mix in with the valencia folk! =D alrite. with that. bye!

DON'T WORRY. it's in GOD's hands.
-- bumper sticker on the car in front of me. =D

so today i had a good day! =D yes i had a very good day. went to school the usual, but then cheer practice we stunted. i did a torch. fun times! we're basically practicing for an upcoming performance we're doing. the senior's last performance! =( sad trip, ugh a team without melissa, jackie, and skarlet?! what the hell?! but anyways, after practice we practiced with the new team. well with the new guys on the team anyway. had them get used to out fat asses. you know what lately, people have been saying i'm skinny. do i really look skinnier from before? cuz everyone is like, "wow katrina, you're really skinny." i mean i did lose weight from when i was sick, and i don't know for some odd reason it's hard to gain that weight back. i guess i'm stuck at a 100lbs. for now. but yeah so stunting with the guys was a lot of fun! =D it was an interesting and at times POWERFUL experience. hahaha.. whoa nelly! hahaha, a lot of "hitting balls" going around huh? especially NEHA! hahaha so what's the count guys? me-1; sinqie- 0.5; neha- 4! hahaha! crazy chick! all the boys are afraid to fly her now! hahaha i sense the hesitation in them. hahaha it's okay neha just needs to get used to it. but anyways, hahaha *cough cough* JV *cough cough* hahahaha GOOD TiMES! darn it, i haven't had fun like this in awhile! see, i knew school was better than staying home! well cheer practice atleast! my thumb is sore! the whole flicking off thing gets your fingers all sore, especially your stupid thumb! darn it! if i was an ape, i wouldn't have a problem with my thumb, cuz they don't have thumbs, but then again, that means i won't be able to tie my shoelaces. hMm.. random thought huh? haha well anyways, after practice i drove home, but i didn't have keys to the house, and no one was home so i was like, "where the heck am i gonna go?" so then i was compelled to go to church! =D, and for some odd reason i didn't even go to incarnation which is like RiGHT THERE! but i was brought to Holy Family. so i went there, and prayed a lot! =D it was soooo fun. gosh church is such a great place to be! =D! but anyways, after that i came back home, and the momster was home. so yeah now i'm here. gotta get on that homework. ooh moving in 15 days! alrite that's it, i'll have a more in depth blog later or something k? but for now. that's it. byee, and GOD bless.

oh and to u r stupid. thank you, and GOD bless. i really hope you get enjoyment out of saying those things to me, and if you do, then i atleast made one person happy right? so if you writing things on my tag-board puts a smile on your face, then i'm okay with that, and KEEP WRiTiNG. i'm glad to know i'm making you smile somehow. =)

to my RiSO
iloveyou&imissyou.

that's all i wanted to say.