forever didn't exist in my life.. until you came in.. you put forever in my life...
said by Rico Yan in "Got To Believe" something of that nature..

well today.. or i should say yesterday.. since it's technically today.. well anyways moving on.. another schOol day.. doing the usual thang.. and then i didn't go to my 5th period class cuz i wanted extra time to practice for tryouts later that day.. i was nervous.. cuz one thing i had to make up a cheer of my own.. that i had barely made up moves for and stuff.. do the dance that was superly fast and difficult.. and do a cheer that was taught to us.. and that was probably the most easiest thing to do of all of them.. well so me.. sing-a-ling and yelena practiced for awhile and talked and what not.. and it was okay.. and then the time came.. i was pretty nervous.. seriously i was saying things like.."dang somebody give me some balls cuz i don't have any to do this!" dang i was peeing in my pants.. ehh.. so it was my turn up.. and i tried to make the best out of the situation.. i went out there.. had fun.. smiled my ass off.. hehe and laughed at the same time.. while doing the cheer they taught us i squeaked.. hehe.. yup.. "HOOVER" is not an easy word to scream out okay.. seriously.. you seriously can't help but squeak when you say that word.. and then came the dance.. i had a few mishaps.. but nothing to the point that i totally freaked things up.. so luckily i think i did an all around okay job.. i could have done better in my part.. cuz i've hit this dance better.. but well i can't do anything about it now =/.. so everybody i think did a wonderful job.. and i mean these judges that we had.. these judges were like hardcore UCA judges.. they weren't just the usual schOol teachers that were around and didn't really know a thing about cheer.. but these were the professional judges.. and these judges were like professional cheerleaders, cheerleading is their life! so i mean you know this was serious business.. and then the results came.. i was pretty dang nervous.. although everyone told me that i did a great job and stuff and blabla.. i still felt very unconfident.. i was afraid i would make it to JV, that is if i do make it at all.. and i mean it would be such a downer if i made it JV this year and i was already in varsity the previous year before.. so i was like eek.. all nervous.. cuz the cheer i made up i did it really fast.. hahaha but i had a pretty good catch phrase my beginning words were.."INTIMIDATE DON'T HESITATE!" hehe.. pretty big words for a cheerleader huh?! hehe. yah that's what everybody thought.. and then i did pretty okay.. i knew all my words.. but then i forgot my motions after i did my first jump.. but i kept going.. just making up moves as i went along.. hehe.. oh well.. atleast i didn't pause in between or whatever.. well anyways.. so the results came and it was handed to us in an envelope.. my number was 10.. so i stared at the number 10 for a long while.. i was real nervous.. i did not want to see the contents of that paper.. cuz it could either make me or break me.. it's weird how powerful a piece of paper can be.. and how much it can affect your life in the end?! gosh.. well yah so we had to wait for everybody to get their envelopes before we opened ours.. so when everybody got it my advisor counted to three and then we can open it.. so she did.. and i opened it.. and it read.. 'CONGRATULATIONS! You are a member of the 2002-2003 VARSITY cheerleading squad." wOo hOo i made varsity.. but my joy didn't last toO long.. but i seriously wasn't so happy as to making it this year.. as i was at making varsity comp team.. or even making varsity my sophomore year.. but this time i was like WHOA! YAY! cuz i seriously doubted myself.. but like i said my joy didn't last forever.. it didn't even last 2 minutes.. cuz i lOoked around to see everyone's reactions.. and then i saw it.. one of my dearest friends crying.. i was like no freakin' way! she couldn't have not made it! cuz this girl is a senior.. and if you're a senior you can only make varsity, or else you're not in the team anymore.. you can't make JV, you're either varsity or nothing basically.. and mayn i was so heartbroken to find out she didn't make it.. cuz i mean she was in our varsity comp squad.. and she's been on the team.. and it is just toO hard to imagine the team without her.. i mean i didn't realize this would be my last year with her on the team.. and it just hurts so much to realize that.. and it was so unexpected! and in my personnal opinion she deserved to be on the VARSITY team.. cuz you know what... sometimes people just don't perform at their greatest when they're in front of judges and the pressure is just on top of them.. but this girl is a fantabulus cheerleader.. she's GREAT! and i dunno.. i mean you can't just judge on how you performed for that one day.. i mean those judges sitting there have no idea what went on during the whole year.. all they're judging on is skill, and you know what in one day that doesn't even show what you're skills are and what your high capabalities are.. grr.. and i mean being on varsity isn't just based on skill.. but it's based on so much more.. and it just hurt and still hurts so much to realize that this girl that i love so much and have spent so much time with.. and shared so many smiles and laughs, and scoops with =) won't be on the team anymore.. it hurts.. and you know what i would gladly give up my spot for her, becuase i feel she truly deserves it..

FRANNY I LOVE YOU, and no matter what those judges say you are the best cheerleader ever in my book =) you will always be my whitee and i will always be your dirty girl it's been great getting to know you this year.. and you know what it's gonna be great getting to know you for more years to come.. don't let a little thing like this get you down.. you are capable of more than you will ever know!
another thing..

another great cheerleader that SHOULD have been on varsity made it to JV.. and you know what don't you worry cuz being on JV doens't mean anything.. what matters is you're going to be on VARSITY comp squad.. you aren't JV you are VARSITY! don't be toO sad about making JV cuz you know what everyone knows what you are truly capable of.. and those judges they only saw you for a day.. and it's hard to judge a person's capablities on just one day.. i'm not saying the judges sucked or they were wrong.. i'm just saying it's hard to see a person's true potential in a days time.. don't worry girl there's a spot on the varsity comp squad for you right there and waiting!

wow i wrote a lot huh?! hehe.. yah i know but it's not like i'm upset about who made it.. cuz i am perfectly all right with all the people that made it to varsity and JV i'm cool.. that's cOol with me.. i'm just a bit upset at the fact of certain people NOT making it.. you get me?! i dunno this was a bitter sweet victory for me.. (( you feel me sing-a-ling?!)) it's funny cuz i made it to varsity and everything and i was crying my eyes out.. and people thought i didn't make it and they were all shocked like YOU DIDN'T MAKE IT ?! i'm all crying.. "yah i did." and they were like oh okay.. and they would have a confused lOok at why i would be crying.. but anyways.. i

wanna say thanks to freda and joyce for being ever so patient and waited for my whole tryouts to end.. it lasted like 5 hours! hehe.. and they sat through it.. now those are true buddies huh?! hehe well after the tryouts after the tears.. the hugs.. the congratulations and what not.. i went home and me.. joyce.. and freda all decided to go to my house and order food.. cuz i had to stay with my sis and we wanted to watch rico yan's movie.."GOT TO BELIEVE" hehe.. yah.. it was pretty cOol.. how come we spent like 36 bucks on food alone.. gosh fatties huh?! i know! hehe.. but yah we ordered yummy foods though.. shrimp fried rice.. shrimp with cashew nuts.. peppered chicken.. beef with brocoli.. mayn food galore! it was yummy though and we were big fatties cuz we hardly had any leftovers.. then afterwards freda and i get picked up to go to hovsep's mom's bday shindig.. and my that was pretty interesting.. i had a fun time! hehe i love tita marie! she's the bestest! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! hehe although she will enver get the chance to read this.. hehe.. but yah.. it was cOol seeing her.. she gets all wild and crazy and stuff.. hehe.. crazy style! aww.. i love her ! =) then afterwards we hung out.. some people played pOol and i didn't wanna throw myself and play cuz i didn't know how.. and the "boys" were playing a pretty hardcore game of pOol so i just talked to gail.. jays.. and signed patrick's yearbook.. and mayn how come freda and i have so many inside jokes now?! gosh i just realized that.. yeesh.. gail girl i will continue "the story" with you later.. don't worry girl i'll run through it for you.. and give you the reasons why i don't talk to strangers..(( winks )) and girl don't worry when i meet up with my white boy i will hook it up with a white boy for you! i got your back.. no worries! we will both have our white boys! no more AZNs for us! hehe.. alrite but anyways.. uMm afterwards hovsep dropped off freda.. and i had to be dropped off afterwards cuz there were instruments in his car.. and there was no room for me.. so i stayed behind with jays.. then i went to jays house for litterally .002 seconds cuz hovsep was a big psychic and figured out i was at jays house and then i hunt out at hovsep's house and chit chatted with the ever so cOol tita marie and then after that.. hovsep along with tita marie dropped me off.. and i lent her the rico yan tape.. might i say rico yan is totally hot! dude.. wow.. he's adorable.. dude.. mayn and claudine baretto she's a hottie.. at times.. but anyways.. so today sounds like a pretty busy day huh?! yah it was.. that's why i wrote like 50 pages.. had fun reading this ?! hehe i know you did!

oh one more thing.. LAKERS LOST! woO hOo.. LAKERS LOST! cuz lakers sucks big dick! yesss! oh yesss! (( dancing )) KINGS! yes.. series score 2-1 ! hahaha! in your face! lost by how much let's recap Kings 103; sucky ass Lakers 90 oh yah! mayn! ouch that musta hurt huh?! wOo hOo..my final words.. LAKERS LOST!!

highlight of the day:
- making the varsity cheer squad once again.. =/
- tita marie's party.. HAPPY BURFDAY!
- "Got To Believe" video.. rico yan!
- food food food food!!!
- LAKERS LOST!!!!

NOT so highlight of the day:
- FRANNY, oh i love you so much whitee! those judges misjudged you!
- YELENA, girl you got this! you're a shoe in for varsity comp squad! NO WORRIES!
- forgetting the moves to like half my cheer.. hehe

person who made me smile
- patrick.. cuz like what i wrote in his yearbook.. "you always make me smile, so keep doing what you're doing..."
- tita marie! cuz she's just so freakin' cool! "fa sho" hehehe..

new inside jokes: i think only freda/blossom/pink ranger/ kaielle will get this one
- hit it from the back?! yikes!
- oh..dude.. that perry guy does not know how to tell a joke huh?! gosh...
- writing letters...
- nuns! old maid! yup! represent! (( high five ))
- dude we can relate to claudine baretto on the whole "old maid" thing.. gosh..
- freda when is it out our turn to "hiccup"
- TOK TOK.. TOK TOK! hahaha d

okay i think that's all for this blog.. mayn alrite.. i'm done finally

no fancy shmancy lyrics.. or highlights or NOT so highlights for this blog.. all i have is a simple request for all of you guys who care to read my blog.. cuz i mean my blogs are a peek into my life.. and sometimes even a peek into my heart.. so here i go.. i ask you guys.. no matter what denomination you are to please pray for my sister, and if you guys don't pray at all.. atleast have her in your hearts.. she was admitted to the hospital early this morning cuz she has stomach pains and was throwing up.. and we found out she had a cist in her uterus.. yup.. it runs in the family.. i had one in my ovary awhile back.. and now it's my sister.. but hers is far more serious than mine.. well yes she's made it through the surgery and everything.. but i still ask that you guys keep her in your prayers and in your hearts in addition.. please pray for my friend karla.. cuz she just found out that she will have to go through a second operation for her arm.. cuz the metal plate that was in her arm broke.. thanks ..it will be greatly appreciated.. thank you.. and GOD bless

cool.. DOPEY is one very cool guy

"Ain't it funny how some feelings you just can't deny, and you can't stop move on even though you try"
- J.Lo, Ain't it funny

alrite.. well tryouts are heading closer and closer.. and my things are just getting nerve wracking.. not just for me, but everybody else.. mayn.. there are so many doubts fluttering about and stuff.. well i dunno now i'm in the state i was in yesterday.. i'm tired, sore, and stinkay.. moy stinko! and now i'm watching felicity, hardcore! mayn noel is supposed to die today, whoa buddy... mayn.. i dunno but anyways.. so today i did the usual schOol thing.. came in late to my first period though cuz i got a late start in the morning.. and i after tryouts me, stephanie, franny, ashley, and skarlet all went to tiffany's to get some boba and sandwiches.. and then we practiced at her house.. mayn we have some funny convos.. girls trying to pee like boys.. people using diapers on roadtrips... people eating cat food and dog biscuits.. mayn hahaha.. seriously funny ass crud dude.. but anyways.. so after our meal, rest, and crazy talk.. we decide to practice.. and mayn the dances.. i can honestly say everybody has it down.. seriously.. it's a matter of actually being able to DO it.. ya get me?! yah i guess i do have it.. and i'm trying my best to execute it the way it should be done.. but i have a feeling i'm not doing it right somewhere or another.. something just really does not feel right.. i dunno ehh..and Ooh i have to make a cheer up.. but i kinda have it.. it's kind of a corn ball cheer.. but hey whatever.. all cheers are pretty cornbally so oh well that's life.. well now i'm tired.. i need to take a shower.. cuz stephanie has this big ass dog.. no you don't understand.. this dog is HUGE! humungo! but guess waht.. i was all petting it and hugging it and stuff.. mayn i think i'm getting over my fear of doggies.. cuz i love stephanie's dog.. it's so huge and cuddly =) and as i was leaving it was starting to follow me and stuff.. aww.. mayn.. dogs following me.. what a freakin' concept! hehe.. alrite i'm gonna go take a leak now.. haha i'm jk.. but no i'm gonna go shower up and stuff. cuz i am stinkay and i smell like dog to add to the sweat.. haha.. "you smell like up dog?" hahaha for those of you i told that joke to.. hahaha you know that was a good one.."what's up dog?!" alrite.. i'm going to go now.. laters

highlight of the day:
- the convo at stephanie's house.. that was pretty dang interesting..

NOT so highlight of the day:
- ehh.. i'm so tired and pOoped out.. must rest.. MUST FREAKIN' REST!!!

person who made me smile:
- franny, steph, ashley, and skarlet! yah woO hOo.. food.. talk.. and practice! wonderful convo!

"... no matter how your heart is grieving, if you keep on believing the dreams that you wish.. will come true.."
- cinderella

haha now i know you guys like that quote ? hehe.. well let me just say i'm poOped off my balls right now.. gosh my feet ache.. i'm tired.. and i am STINKAY! mayn.. the tryout routine is pretty dang fast.. and it requires much energy.. and mayn energy that i just dont' have =/ hMm.. am i gonna make it to varsity this year?! dude it would really suck if i was in varsity this year.. and then next year i only make it to JV! whoa.. dude! trippin.. yeck i'm getting nervous.. oh well it's okay.. whatevers clevers.. well yah.. i dunno nothing too interesting today.. just did the usual schOol thing.. practice.. tryouts.. and uMm now sitting at home.. since we were younger.. i'm speaking about young girls here.. they've always taught us/ told us that "someday our prince willcome..." hMm.. you know what.. WHY DO THEY LIE?! haha.. i'm watching my ninong's(godfather) video of disney world and i'm listening to the lyrics.. "..so this is love.." what the heck?! okay no.. how do they know it's love.. just cuz you wake up and and some guy on a horse wisks you away.. uMm okay no.. and yah gosh mayn seriously.. they should make a song that says.. "becareful when you give your heaert to a boy cuz they're dishonest freaks.. and all of them need to rot in hell!" yah..sound good huh?! hahaha.. okay sorry.. maybe that was a bit of an exaggeration or whatever.. but hey that's not too far from the truth.. alrite.. the thoughts of katrina end here.. so i guess i'll be doing more of this later on sometime in the near future.. does tomorrow sound good to you?! alrite then it's a DATE!! woO hOo.. i have a date.. eewie! hehe.. okay i'm a dork

highlight of the day:
- cheer tryouts...i guess..
- finding my cousin's keys.. PRAISE GOD!

NOT so highlight of the day:
- uMm.. i denno.. not sure really.. being pOoped out of the behind

person who made me smile:
- the big GOD !
- and my BEE/ Mojo..=) just cuz..

umm.. all i gotta say.. LAKERS LOST!! sure it's just one game.. but this is for all of you guys who thought the lakers were unbeatable.. shows how much you know !! (( sticks tongue out..)) let's recap the score.. Kings: 96; lakers: 90 ! hah! in your face! series: 1-1 TIED! sorry no sweeping action.. the lakers didn't get lucky this time around..

Click Here To Find Out Which Symbol You Are

OMG! dude.. I'M a heart?! but i have no heart?! hMm.. weird.. katrina being a heart.. now that's an oxymoron for ya !

Find your emotion!

joy.. i like that ! (( smiles ))

You are 20% evil! [?]

You're pretty non-evil. You're a little bit off of being all good, but you tend to still be orderly and peaceful. You aren't the bad person at all...for the most part.

aww..i liked to think of myself as evil.. (( evil laughter )) ; )

How Gay Are YOU? [?]

hMm.. there this should clear it up for you people who think i am! hahaha... but keep in mind.. it's not interested in only boys.. it's the neither

Which Kiss Are You?

awwright..

everybody is home once again.. and i guess having everyone back isn't so bad after all.. atleast now i got people to cOok some food for me =).. well today i was pOoped out..i dunno why.. but i was.. well today was school was the normal stuff.. nothing excting.. since when is schOol exciting anyways? okay well today was the first day of cheer tryouts.. and well i didn't do toO bad.. the cheer they are teaching us is kinda weird though.. it's like random words and motions put together..i dunno all good though.. we have a pretty good amount of girls trying out this year.. it isn't toO bad.. but anyways.. wow seriously nothing happened today.. except for the fact that my eyes kept bugging the crap out of me.. mayn i hate wearing contacts.. but i broke my glasses..=/ gosh what a klutz i am.. mayn.. oh well.. so now my mom and i wanna go to cosco.. cuz there is no food at my house.. and i gotta do homework toO..i was walking home from schOol right and i realized.. the whole.. "love at first sight" thing.. is just stupid.. sorry to say.. but you can't really love someone at first sight.. cuz you love someone for their personality.. their faults.. just what makes that person that person, and that doesn't just involve the person's looks.. when you say "sight" that's all physical.. you can't see someones feelings and emotions, and you can't "see" taht person's personality.. so it would be pretty shallow of a person to love someone at their first sight, cuz then it'll be like they're loving someone through their physical attributes not really their personality or the WHOLE of the person.. hMm.. yah so i was just htinking that when i was walking.. random thoughts when you walk and stuff.. yah well you can agree or disagree.. I DON'T REALLY GIVE A DAYM! hehe.. alrite.. well that's all.. TTFN.. haha tata for now! hahah.. yah i know.. i'm dorkilicious!

okay well today my "living alone" has come to an end.. i probably still have a good 2 or 3 hours of being by myself.. and then the invasion begins..mayn.. mayn this experience has been really something.. cuz i mean i've been going out lately and eating at different places and today was the first time i was home and i was like daym.. there's nothign to eat.. and i didn't feel like walking to jack in the crack or any other place..i was thinking ordering thai food or chinese food, but both places we usually order from was cloesd.. mayn i was trippin off my balls cuz i'm really hungry.. so i decided i was like dude suck it up.. just try and cook something.. so i figured i should just cook pork chops.. yup.. you heard right.. katrina is going to cook! yup.. i have no idea how to marinate this crap.. but i figure i'm just going to marinate with some oyster sauce and some salt.. hehehe yup.. so i did just that.. and guess what.. it tastes pretty dang good! haha.. woO hOo success for me mayn! now i'm sitting here waiting for my rice to coOk.. okay so lemme tell you right.. i'm all tired and i'm about to go to sleep last night.. and then the phone rings.. i was like what the ?! so i pick it up.. and it's this voice saying.. "katrina, katrina, katrina, katrina" i'm sitting there like who is this?! and i thought it was brandon cuz i just recently gave my friend brandon my number, so i hang up and i'm like stupid brandon.. and then all of a sudden.. the phone rings again.. and low and behold it was HOVSEP gracious.. keep in mind it is 1 in the morning.. so i'm like what the heck?! and he says, and i quote.. "i just called you to bother you." yay.. whOopdeedOo..hehe but we wound up talking and stuff about random stuff.. and playing "first response styles" haha.. BOOTS! hovsep you're mean! haha. i'm jk.. so we ened up talking till like 4 in the morning.. way to bug a person mayn! and so get this we made plans to go out today.. go to jamba juice and eat at sizzlers type of thing.. and he didn't even show up! gosh.. break my heart mayN! sheesh! hahaha jk.. it was a common misunderstanding.. cuz he called and forgot that he was going to watch star wars.. GOOD THIGN IT WAS BORING! SHEESH, YOU DITCHED ME FOR IT! hahaha.. i'm just kidding again.. you know i love ya! you just gotta make it up to me now.. hehe.. alrite well so now i'm sitting here waiting for my food to cook so i can grub.. cuz i am hungray! and i'm currently watching "clueless" the movie.. i love this movie! this movie is the coOlest thing! mayn i remember going through a phase or wearing those plaid skirts and knee high socks! dude.. hottie huh?! haha.. alrite well off to my food i go.. i can smell my rice being done.. woO hOo.. grubbin time!

Lord, i give you my heart, i give you my sould.. i live for you alone..

okay i got back from my competition about half an hour ago.. and might i say i am pOoped out.. not just cuz of the competition but i didn't get any sleep last night, which is ofcourse my fault. i got a total of an hour and a half of sleep last night.. and that's not the best thing to do when you have to compete the next day.. and so i wake up at around 4:30 cuz i needed to be at my friend's house by 5:00 am! yup.. to do make up and all that sorts of junk..by the way muchos gracias to BLOSSOM for fixing my hair and stuff yesterday! it turned out pretty fantastically well anyways so now we're at raging waters.. i sleep in the bus ride over there which was not tOo long.. and it's the first i've ever been to raging waters.. so it was pretty dang exciting for me.. but first off.. don't you just hate it when you're all prepared for something, and then all of a sudden somebody/something throws you out of your "preparedness" mayn okay so i had all this set up.. my uniform was laid out.. i knew where my bathing suit was.. all freshly clean.. all i needed to do was throw them in the bag right?! WRONG! how come when i checked where i KNEW i kept my bathing suit it wasn't there anymore.. and then later i found out my sister took MY bathing suit to vegas with her! the nerve! seriously i was so mad.. i probably shouldn't have been as mad as i was.. but i was just so mad.. cuz first of all i didn't get much rest, so i guess i just felt agitated by every thing.. and the fact that ugh.. SHE DIDN'T ASK ME.. OR NOTIFY ME AT ALL! she knew i was going to need it.. grr.. what a slut face! =/ well whatever.. i don't need it anymore anyways..so i guess i'm over it.. well okay competition.. hMm.. we didn't do as swell as we would have wanted to.. we could have done WAYYY better.. this competition, nationals, we uMm.. to put it midly.. didn't live up to our full potential.. but i dunno i was okay with it.. like i wasn't all mad and pissed.. i know we are capable of doing way better.. but you know what it goes back to that age old saying.." everything happens for a reason." this year was experience year.. and we'll just get better and better every year ! woO hOo.. so we wound up placing 4rth again out of 7 teams, and JVplaced 3rd out of 3, and Song placed 1st!! good job ladies! gosh these girls pulled it off.. considering their music was cut off in the very beginning of their routine, and they had to do the rest of the routine to counts and stuff.. but yah.. they still pulled through and managed to pull it off and end up in 1st!! place! yay for our song team! well.. so for about an hour and a half we were able to go around raging waters and "get our feet wet" so we were just walking around.. and we had to walk around barefoot.. grr.. what a pain in the buttOx that was! and i went on some rapids thing that was pretty fun.. hehe.. and tidal wave! hahaha.. dude that's some funny stuff.. i was like laughing at my friend who was kinda drowning and later my friend suggest that i should go "underwater" but uMm yah me not knowing how tohandle water very well.. uMm almost drowned also.. now i can add yet another pool to add to my list of places i nearly drowned.. from there frances and i went on these stepping stones thinga t the kids place.. and hahaha dude that thing is HARD to do! hahaha.. frances AND i lOoked pretty dang stupid.. hehe.. it's all good though.. and then dang we were sooo hungry! so i ate some sweet corn.. yuMm.. chicken.. buscuit.. and french fries..and lemonade.. dude that meal alone cost me freakin' 12 bucks! RIP OFF! the meal was all small tOo and stuff.. and dang dude some people are such "Horders" sometimes you gotta get your own dang fOod, i mean i don't mind sharing.. but the fact is you already ate your meal.. share with the people that hasn't gotten the chance to have food yet. YOU already ate! dayng ! mayn! ; ) you guys know who i'm talking about.. but anyways.. moving on so after raging waters.. i go home.. and mayn i do not know how to walk in slippers.. cuz i kept tripping and i messed up my left pinky TOE (happy hovsep?) it's kinda hard to move.. and it hurts ALOT.. hMm i dunno what that's supposed to mean..whatever.. and now i'm at home.. i was supposed to go have a "lOoking dolled up" dinner with my lovely ladies, my cheer girls, but i was way way way too tired.. that's what happens when you're running on only an hour and a half of sleep.. hovsep and freda stopped by my house.. and we were TRYING to get some sleep.. but gosh people can never settle down into one positiion and shOot.. gosh.. and then we went to HOJ...

FREDA girl, Buttercup, Drew, props on the talk girl! that was good and very spontaneous and natural! i was feelin that! but yah.. it was a good talk.. she was talking about our faith in GOD and stuff.. and how sometimes we lose faith and stuff.. which is completely true.. not everyone, no matter how much you are into your religion can maintain an always stable and healthy relationship when it comes to the BIG MAN IN THE SKY, there will always be those deserts, not becuase he makes them, but because our human nature allows those deserts to take place..but anyways yah it was a good talk and a good lesson.. not just for me but for everyone.. today was my reconnection day.. i felt lost for awhile.. not lost.. but i didn't feel my usual spirituality being on.. and today was the first time in a long time i went to praise and worship.. and mayn it was a good thing..

highlight of the day::
- raging waters
- competition congratulations to hOover pep team! we did a fantabulus job!
- H O J
- the attempt at sleeping in my rOom by hovsep, freda, and myself

NOT so highlight of the day:
- the bathing suit incident, and getting all mad so early in the morning
- getting such little sleep
- the pinky toe hurting
- missing out on the dinner thing that happened

person who made me smile:
- the team! yes! woO hOo..
- hovsep and his piano playing skills.. that ALWAYS makes me smile
- G O D !! everyday all my life.. HE does..