Mankind must remember that peace is not God's gift to his creatures; peace is our gift to each other.
-- Elie Wiesel; Night

ummm i guess happy valentine's day. yeah so to all you couples out there.. GAG ON YOUR FACES! =D now that is out of the way.. let's see i don't have much to write. i just got out of the jacuzzi tub, and i'm feeling very relaxed. my mommy fixed the tub for me! =) how nice of her huh? well anyways, yesterday was the usual stuff. school ya know all that junk. oh yeah thanks so much chase for the rose! =) it was a really nice gesture. yeah they were delivering roses to classes and i managed to snag me one! and nash's reaction: "who the hell would be stupid enough to give you a rose?!" thanks ASS! haha! but yeah.. thanks chase! then after 5th period me, lesbo, lucy, and yelena went to yelena's house and chilled it for a bit, and then we met up with xerxes and his 83928374 friends and we went to the mall and we went to the Green Room, some pool haul. we just chilled there the whole day. played some interesting raunchy game, and umm that was about it.. and then the two youngn' juniors had to be home by like 9:30.. so i dropped them off.. and then yelena and i continued on to the marketplace and we had some coldstone ice cream. it was freezing, but we had a craving. so we chilled it there for awhile.. uhhh.. yeah that was my friday i believe..

so today i was supposed to go out with the girls, but my mom and i got into a little dispute and we're all good now, but i just figured it would be good for me to stay home and just spend some time with her. so here i am doing that. she brought me home some godiva chocolates.. yummmy truffles and so i ate some of that, actually SOME would be an under statement.. i ate a WHOLE LOT of it actually.. and then my mommy ran me a bath in her jacuzzi tub and i was just inside there for about 45 mins. it was nice and relaxing.. she even put on some music for me.. some nature sounds music and stuff... it was really nice... my mommy is so nice! well on the downside of things my cellphone is DEAD! yep.. very extremely dead. it won't even turn on anymore it's so dead. =/ very sad i know. now i have to get a new phone.. so my mom and i will be doing that, not sure when, but will be soon i hope. cellphones are one of those things you hate, but you can't live without it. you hate it cuz i mean it disturbs you, and i mean everyone can get in touch with you even those times when you don't really want them too... and you hate it even more cuz of the fact that you can't dettach yourself from it. you become so completely dependant on that little piece of equipment that you hate it so much! i'm probably going to get the LG phone.. so i'm going to be one of those really annoying people with camera phones! HOW GREAT! haha! hopefully i get my new phone this week.. in the mean time just leave a voicemail on my phone.. i'll be checking it every now and then.

that is all from me. laters.

intoxicate me now
-- britney spears; "toxic"

so how about i saw britney spears today!!! AHHH! i can hardly believe it! she's soooo much fitter and skinnier in person.. that daym fangled thing they call a television does not do her any justice! AHH SHE'S WAYY TOOO HOT FOR HER OWN GOOD! i think she needs to give me some hotness dammit! she's being too daym selfish with it! hahaha! well, my day started with me going to my ceramics class.. we're making masks and i decided to make one of yoshi, that little dinosaur from mario bros. and stuff.. so yeah did that.. then snack found out that britney was there, and me, yelena, marita and william were walking all around school trying to figure out a way to freakin' leave the daym school! i swear our school is a prison now! school used to be soo very easy to ditch, and now there's no where to go! they've trapped us! so after being left very disappointed i attended my 3rd period class.. and wow that was torture! that man does not know how to teach!!! bad teachers like him only inspire me more to become a teacher to make up for teachers like him! guh-racious! well anyways, after i left 3rd period i saw that the gate was open so i was like omgosh! we can leave! so i go meet yelena up at my locker and we both decide to leave along with nash, who wanted to catch a glimpse of Britney Spears. the gate was already closed when we got there, but thankfully the weirdo on crack security gaurd was on duty and she let us out no questions asked. =D haha very nice! so we drive over to hollywood and we get to the place.. and we meet up with xuan and we wait anxiously for ms. spears! holy crap i was pissing on myself excited! haha xuan got her ass there at freakin' 8am, and we got there at like 12:30pm and we were at the same spot.. makes you wonder if it was really worth it for her to have gotten there so daym early. oh well.. and then SHE came out! holy mother of geez-us she's hot! holy crap!! orgasm much?! hahaha.. but no seriously she's EXTREMELY hot! i'm so learning that dance of hers!!! ahhh! i get all crazy just thinkin' about it! she performed toxic, well afterwards me, yelena, and nash left.. yelena and i went back to 5th period.. so i mean the cool part about that whole thing is we only missed 1 period! well i mean we missed lunch and 1 period.. so yeahh that was cool. and good thing we came to our Foods class cuz they needed our help. there was a lot to be done... then cheer we just made break throughs and posters for the game tomorrow.. hmm that was my day basically.. oh and after school yelena and i just went to the gym i was SUPER inspired after seeing Britney Spears' hot bod! wowza! i ran faster than i usually ran today... cuz hot daym after you see Britney Spears you just ahhh! jaw dropping! good work out. now my lower stomach is sore! i set a goal for myself.. well not really a goal per say.. but more like something i am determined to do and that is get my belly pierced NEXT week. *crosses fingers* let's hope i get the balls to do it... we'll see i guess. but now that i wrote it on here i MUST do it! ooooh i'm still on a "i saw Britney Spears" high! =D i love her!! she's freakin' sexy! ok that is all.

little a little, dance a little, get EFFed up ALOT!!
-- KGH<3 motto! haha

how do i spend my monday of no school? washing my car and cleaning my room! well i did the washing car part, i haven't cleaned my room yet. this 3 day weekend has been the best! =D i've had lots and lots of fun, and lots and lots of relaxing alone time. i liked it. it was very well balanced. so i woke up this morning.. i had a hard time waking up, and i thought i woke up at like 3 in the afternoon like i did yesterday... i made myself wake up though cuz i thought, "i have so much to do. i have to get up." so i got up and when i checked the time it was only 10am. holy crap! so i figured okay that's good i guess, but still... 10am is pretty freakin' early! well anyways, i woke up and then i went to wash my car cuz for those who ride in my car regularly *ahem* xuan, yelena, lucy, lesbo..*ahem* you guys know it's a MESS! it was horrible.. some parts of the party got left in my car i think! hahaha! but yeah seriously my car looked so lived in.. i had clothes and everything possible inside that car.. and the floors were so dirty and even the chairs were so dirty! it was gross! and there was so much bird poop on the exterior of my car! it was disgusting! like seriously birds decided to bombard my car with their poop or something.. they all ganged up on it. i had like 5 bird poop splatters on my car. evil birds! but anyways.. so i detailed my car.. cleaned every inch of it.. well atleast attempted to. and now i'm about to go clean my room, but i decided to make a little pit stop to the computer... so how about my mom is out of town and she didn't even tell me where she was going. she just woke me up yesterday morning and said bye, and she called me earlier today saying she was at sandiego. haha thanks mother for letting your daughter know you're leaving town.. now i can't arrange a gathering at my house in time! hahaha JK! YEAH RiGHT YOU SWEARRRR!!! well anyways... let's talk about saturday for a little bit.

i had work that morning as i wrote in my previous entry.. and i didn't go to debut practice cuz my mom wanted me to stay with her and stuff, and she wanted to meet up with my sister to talk and stuff... so i stayed at the office.. i wound up falling asleep on the couch at the office.. actually that saturday i fell asleep where ever i can! haha dude 2 hours of sleep.. anywhere i put my head down i slept.. after my mom and i left work we went to my aunt's house and we ate some yummy filipino food there.. i ate a lot! ofcourse.. and then afterwards i slept for awhile.. then my mom and i went home and i got ready go out with xuan and yelena. i was surprised my mom let me drive to gdale so late.. usually she doesn't like me leaving the house and drive down to gdale past like 6ish.. but she let me leave the house at like 8:30pm.. could it be possible that my mom is becoming EVEN MORE leanient on me?! i don't think that's possible at all?! but yeahh.. i mean it's not that she won't let me out past 8:30pm.. but more like she'd prefer that someone pick me up and stuff if i were to leave the house that late.. but whatever.. so i drove down to gdale.. picked up xuan and yelena from work.. then we went to yelena's house to get ready to go out. i wanted to wear pants, but miss thing over here YELENA wanted to wear skirts! i only brought my one pink plaid skirt, and i didn't have anything to match with it so i borrowed one of yelena's AF skirts and so did xuan.. yelena didn't even want us to wear a freakin' jacket! haha! this girl! before she didn't even want to wear skirts and she would never want to take off her jacket.. and now that's all she wants to wear are skirts! hahaha i've created a monster! haha! so anyways.. after we were all ready we went to franco's little gathering for a little bit, but we felt pretty uncomfortable there.. i mean all the people there knew we were Hoover girls for some odd ass reason.. and they didn't really accomodate us in the most comfortable way... and they weren't even doing anything and there was nothing there to have fun with.. so we sat there for a little bit, and then we decided to leave.. we went to go pick up jason and then after that we went to some party in baldwin park... danced the whole night, and drank a little. gosh daym xuan and yelena couldn't control themselves! haha! so i had to drunksit the whole night! hahaha! and poor jason had to carry the 2 girls.. hahaha! it was all good though.. watching drunk chicks dance is the funnest thing ever! actually watching your friends drunk off their ass is the funnest thing ever! after letting the girls have their fun for a bit i decided it was time to leave.. the guys at that party were starting to get touchy feely, and i figured it wasn't safe for us to stick around anymore.. and so we, along with xerxes and RJ went to denny's.. xuan and yelena were KNOCKED out! it was funny.. so the rest of us were just chilln and talkn.. then as we were waiting for our food freakin' yelena throws up on the denny's table! SOOOO NASSSTYYY! there were freakin' little pieces of hot dogs on that thing it was so gross! haha that thing smelled so bad! hahahaha! poor waiter. it's okay cuz we gave him a pretty big tip for all the trouble we caused him. then we just left and i drove everyone back home.. and that was my saturday night. got home at hmm.. 4ish i believe, and talked to xerxes for a little bit on the phone. then KNOCKED OUT at around 5:30am. fun times! =D haha.. can't wait till next week!!!! dibs not drunksitting! hahaha!