YAWNNN!
-- me

i'm soooooo TiRED right now. it's amazing how tired i am right now. actually it's not really that amazing, but yeah. here i am at work. YES AT WORK THE DAY AFTER PROM! my office job.. the job that i wake up at 5am to go to.. and yes i'm here the day after prom! why you ask?! cuz i need the money for my prom! THAT'S WHY! well actually i wasn't going to come in today, but momster wanted me to come in and you know you gotta do what the momster says cuz she pays for the car. haha i kid, not only cuz she pays for the car it's cuz i lava my momma. but yes i'm very much tired cuz i pretty much got about 2 hours of sleep.. and ummm drank a bit before i knocked out.. so when i woke up this morning i was still a bit tipsy-ish. well let's discuss GHS prom i guess... i know you all are dying to know! hahaha orrr not.

well all my appointments were getting really jumbled up! i was getting mad, cuz i mean everything was so laid back at first, and then stupid make up appointment screwed me over, and by the way my make up was SOOOO ugly. i wound up taking mostly, if not all of it, off cuz it was SOOO ugly. that girl did not know how to do my make up. =/ grossy! but anyways, after my make up i went to get my hair done.. and that was okay. finished getting ready then me and jay, who was looking mighty handsome in his suit along with his hat and cane, met up with everyone and we went in our limo. it was an excursion limo.. very niice. went to the biltmore.. that hotel is sooo beautiful! well anyways, the prom was pretty good. good times. some girl stepped on my freakin' toe like HARDCORE! it wasn't like a set of toes.. but ONE specific toe.. and she stepped on it with her stupid heel! geez-us! i was going to smack the hell out of her cuz it hurt so much. oh well probably did that to someone else too. =/ everyone looked really gorgeous.. after the prom we were going to head to the after party at the hotel.. but by the time we were back in the limo jay and i just knocked out. i fell asleep in the limo, so we decided we were too tired to party. so we just went back to his house, and we drank a bit together and we got busy. hahaha i kid! you dirty minded folks! none of that going on! l;adjlajf! well anyways, i knew i had work so i was figuring i had to leave, even though i didn't want to, but i knew i HAD to. wound up knocking out at jay's house.. and then mommy called and i had to speed on home. felt bad to leave jay, but i had to. when the mommy calls there's no denying that. i had a pretty good night, but yesterday i just realized how much i absolutely despise dressing up! i hate having my hair all done, i hate having to wear all that much make up, i hate having to be in really dressy dresses... i HATE iT! i HATE iT! i HATE iT! to tell you the truth i never even feel "pretty" when i'm in those clothes. i just feel uncomfortable. i decided for my prom i think i'm gonna do things pretty simple. hair will be simple.. probably even leave it down and just have it fixed a certain nice sort of way.. i don't know yet, but i think i've finally come to accept that i REALLY cannot stand being all done up. oh yeah i'M NOT GOiNG TO ANYMORE PROMS BESiDES MY OWN! i'm done with attending other people's proms or any other person's formal dance for that matter. okay that's all for this entry... i've written enough, and now i'm about to knock out. too bad i won't cuz i just had a cup of REALLY strong coffee! so i'm all iuafkadkyadjnadkiuaydfakhdf! hmm.. should i go down to gdale today or not?? hmm....

GHS prom

well i didn't go to school today cuz of GHS prom. thought i would take a breather and just stay home for a bit. clean up some stuff. i HAD everything all set up and then my make up appointment got all messed up, and they're making me mad cuz they keep changing the appointment time on me. GRR! makes me mad! so now im' getting frustrated and all jumbled up on things when i probably don't even need to. BUT still.. ughhh i hate that! i kind of sounded frustrated on the phone so i bet they're giong to screw up my make up on purpose. CHUMPS! well anyways.. i'm off now. i have to go pick up the corsage stuff then off to my hair then make up then home... oooh boy.

oh yeah i went to the beverly center yesterday with xuan and me and her saw some pretty nice dresses. i'm getting pretty excited about my prom! oh yeah i have a prom date... it's jay DUH! who else would i take?! okay that's all for me for right now.. now i'm off to run some errands.

YOU sir are amazing.
-- from me to YOU.

so today was an okay day. went to my classes... school was ehh. went by pretty slowly. i love wednesdays cuz i wake up late, and i trip out for a second thinking, "CRAP i'M LATE!" but then i realize it's a wednesday and i get to go to school late! WAHOO! so that is why i love wednesdays. well anyways, after school i just went to jay's for some down time before work. then i hopped off to work. i wore some khaki pants that i haven't worn for 89729183 years.. it barely fit me. fck! it sucks when you realize that you really have gained weight cuz clothes that used to fit you for years suddenly don't fit anymore. i hate that. so we've discussed one thing that i love and one thing that i hate. well anyways, went to work.. did my hostessing. actually like worked today.. still under training time, but i mean still actually worked. good stuff. it was pretty busy for the fact that the basketball game was on. i can't believe the kings lost. i'm so sad. and all you laker fans are all happy only cuz of the fact that you guys aren't scared anymore for your dumb dumb team, cuz you know if the kings won they would have beat their asses. so i know that's the only reason why you guys are all happy cuz you guys think your team is saved. PUSSiES! haha.. well anyways. i was pretty tired from work. my feet were aching. omgosh 2 experiences from work today that are worth sharing..

1. subject: nasty hick father
so there's this guy right... he's sitting with his 3 DAUGHTERS and like he's making this one motion. so i thought he was trying to get my attention so that someone can pick up his check or whatever.so i walk up to him, and i was like, "oh did you need anything, cuz i thought you were trying to call my attention." he's all, "oh no i wasn't, but i'd like to call your attention sometime." andi just laugh and walk away with a very disgusted feeling. =/ disturbing. the most disturbing thing about that was the fact that his 3 daughters were like right there.. now that's just GROSS!

2. subject: cute little boy
so i was about to seat this family.. the little boy was in the stroller and he's all with the tiniest little voice, "excuse me." i didn't realize he was really trying to get my attention... and so he says, "excuse me." again.. and i'm like oh yeah.. and he goes, "where's the birdie?" cuz you know red robin has a mascot.. the guy in the bird suit and stuff that comes around i think on the weekends.. and i mean dude the little boy was so cute that he made me want to go and get into that daym bird suit just so that he can see the birdie and not be disappointed, but i did not. instead i said, "oh i'm sorry he's not here right now, but i'll be sure to tell him that you were looking for him." his parents started to laugh. it was the cutest thing. =)

let's hope that was worth me typing all that mess up. well anyways after work i went to my dad's house to get fattER and then i went to jay's house to rest and do my english homework. stayed there for quite a bit, and then went home. some civic was trying to race me on the freeway, but ofcourse i declined for the fact that 2 moving violations on my record shows that i am not having the best of luck with the police. although i did speed on the freeway cuz i was antsy to get home. i think this is it for me.

bob marley & lauryn hill; "turn your lights down low"
keith martin; "because of you" ; )

hello welcome to red robin.
-- me

work was chill today. DAY 2 of work and it hasn't been that bad. i'm getting the hang of things. i was scared the table numbers would confuse me, but it was well explained to me. so yay to that! well anyways after school just went to jay's house hung out with him before i left work, and then worked for a bit, then went to hang out with him one again. what can i say i love spending time with the boy. =D. afterwards just went to my daddy's and ate some GUH-REAT food! i ate like a monstro! and now i sit here watching real world, and then i shall be heading home. so that is all.

jay is a cute-patootie!
and yes i made that word up BEFORE rosie o'donnell used it! =D

i see people who understand that love is a nightmare, not just once in awhile but as a matter of course, because people you love will disappoint you and betray you as a matter of course, they will do it without thinking about it, without knowing about it, without meaning it. i see people who understand, not that love, not that marriage and not that relationships of any sort are a long, long road, but that life itself is trying.
-- Bitch, Elizabeth Wurtzel

gosh i love this book. filled with good stuff to quote. well anyways, i'm here at my dad's house resting up before i have work today at red robin. i really should be napping or something cuz i'm pretty tired, but instead i stay up here. i don't know what to write or say anyways.. hmm.. i just ate a butt load of food before i got here.. so much for dieting the week of prom. what a sad trip. i'm so tired. i'll write more later. i'm out for now.

[EDiT]
so i haven't even started work yet, and i'm already disliking it! haha i went to my orientation today and it was cool and all. i have work basically this entire week with the exception of friday and saturday due to GHS prom. it was nice of them to let me off so easily. i was scared to ask for a day off so soon. but he was chill about it. i basically have work the entire week but those 2 days though. eek. and i'm supposed to take my placement test for COC tomorrow. =/ what a burn. and i don't think i can go home to COC and make it back in time for work.. so what a burn! oh well.. gotta bring home the bacon!

BEEYETCH!
-- me

the weekend was chill. good stuff. hmm on friday went to a party with sinqie and yellie. sinqie was the DD. felt weird not to be driving.. a GOOD weird not a bad one. the party was chill. we got there pretty early, nothing was going on yet. so we hid out in the car. headed into the party saw some people i haven't seen in quite awhile. fun times! fun moments! i enjoyed friday for like chill reasons. not really like ooh fun fun dancing reasons, but cuz i got to spend some time with some people i haven't really been able to in awhile. carla is a funny gal when under the influence! and i met friend rhea and she was very chill. good sht. afterwards knocked out at jay's house. woke up... jay didn't go to his ATS. tsk tsk. not good. chilled with him and his friends for a bit.. went to visit my dad. hung out there ate food. went to get holiday inn room. yadayada from there... hung out with friends. wasn't really in the mood.. i assume tired from the night before, and also other things. security was a burn. left. knocked out at jay's once again, left at like 5am. i thought mommy was gonna trip. came home everyone was awake already. knocked out in bed. mommy went inside room and said, "why did you even come home? you should have just slept." niice. i should have just continued sleeping. oh wells. mommy and some family left for vegas.. they will return on monday. just me and the cousin at home. mom called me earlier and said she won $750. you know i'm gonna get a piece of that! ; ) i have work tomorrow at 5pm. isn't that a trip?! i believe it is. oh yeah i failed to mention i got a job at red robin. yay to being employed! rubby said he'd hook me up with a job at his work.. we'll see how that works out. i have to do broggy's english essay..i haven't even finished reading the book yet. i have butt load of laundry to fold. i hate folding. i also have to tidy up my room cuz it's a big pile of poop. so i will tend to my errands. i'm starting my errands at 12am. =/ i'm such a lagger.