my favorite one is chuckie though...

sometimes you don't mean what was meant to happen [you get it ? ] i don't like hurting people.. or making people feel bad about anything.. and when i do.. it's not like i intended to do that in the first place.. i try to be a really straight forward person.. but no matter how hard i try somebody always misinterprets what i'm trying to say.. ARGH! i just shouldn't say anything anymore..

popcorn isn't tOo bad..

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Ooh.. i think that suits me well..

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yeck.. i don't like lemon life savers...

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alriite.. well let's see today i went to my grandfather's funeral.. it was a good ceremony.. but the place he was buried was kinda like.. i dunno the word to call it umm.. it was like weird.. cuz where his grave is it's like on a huge slope.. it's hard to go down to where he's buried cuz it's so easy to slip. i wonder how you pay for a funeral? do you pay for which lot you want, or like the type of soil you want? cuz the soil on my grandfather seemed very dry and rocky. and do you have to pay like a monthly fee for staying there? i dunno.. i'm sorry i'm a big weirdo.. but i'm just wondering and i guess i'm curious and stuff.. but then afterwards we ate some food.. and mayn did i eat ?! sheesh.. i ate a whole bunch of fOod.. which is a usual thing for me.. okay goal for myself.. BE ON SCHOOL GIRL MODE! cuz lately i've been the biggest lagger of all time and it's come to bite me in the ass.. so now i gotta get back on track! yup.. that's my goal.. hMm.. yah that's all for today..

Oh my freakin' gosh!!! oh my gosh!! i crashed my mom's car ! okay well not literally crashed.. but okay after the longest time my mom finally let me touch her car! okay so i was all excited when she let me go get the car and drive it towards where she was.. so i was backing up the car.. and everything was running pretty smoothly.. and my uncle, who was was sitting next to me told me to watch out backing up and becareful... so i swear i was trying to be careful.. i put on the "serious hat" and was lOoking behind me and then all of a sudden ** CRRRRRRUUUNCH!!!** the right side mirror smacked into a post! AAH! first of all... where the heck did this post come from ?! i swear it wasn't there when i started.. i couldn't see the darn post from wehre i was driving! mayn! AAH! horrible... and i got all like crap! and so i move the car forward [note: first time i am ever moving a car forward] and the freakin' mirror is shattered! the mirror is broken.. and the plastic part is like broken in two! AAH! my gosh! my freakin' balls felt like they were on fire! i was like in tears.. i thought my mom was gonna freakin' kill me.. cuz she was even all.. "if you do anything to the car i'm never gonna let you drive!" and i remember me thinking.. "gosh i'm gonna drive for like 15 seconds. what could happen?!" apparently A LOT can happen in 15 seconds!!! mayn.. dang.. i was freakin' poOping bricks! and then came the moment of truth i had to talk to my mom.. so my uncle goes and tells my mom to not worry and it's totally fixable.. while i hide behind the car.. and my mom.. is unexpectedly understanding about it all she says is.. "well, now you've learned your lesson." and she says this without screaming not even raising her voice ?! hello?! who is this woman and what have they done to my mom?! seriously.. my mom yells at me when i've left a cup in the sink unwashed! and i've crashed her most precious.. ML320 and she doesn't even raise her voice ?! hMm.. interesting.. well that was quite an adventure for me.. well atleast now i can say i crashed a car! =)

special thanks to N i N O for talking to me during my "crazy" moment.. when i went ballistic and was crying buckets.. we haven't talked in awhile.. but you were there when i needed you.. and you didn't hesitate to talk to me.. i really appreciate that.. thank you.. you were there when no one else was.. [ note to you guys that didn't get to read this days blog.. i had one written.. but i chose to delete it ]

okay firt.. my fingers currently itch like crazy! i have no idea why.. but anyways.. moving on to other news.. okay everybody please high five me cuz i cleaned my dirty ass roOm..finally! hehe.. forreals every corner of my rOom.. all the drawers and stuff.. CLEAN CLEAN CLEAN!! okay.. but lemme say.. i waged a war against a vacuum cleaner! mayn those are hard to handle.. and it's all complicated now cuz there a bunch of different little gadgets and what not.. and like you're supposed to hOok it all up.. and like AAH! it's so complicated.. and there are a bunch of little cords. i kept tripping oer all of them.. and stuff.. and everything kept on getting tangled.. ugh.. it was horrible i cannot be a housewife! cuz i can't handle all this new technology i'mused to the old schOol upright vacuum.. plug it in.. press the button.. VROOM! but nOoo not with this one.. mayn! why do they gotta make thing so much more complicated.. more on this later..

omg.. worship night = awesome stuff.. i so needed it! i just LET GO AND LET GOD!! ((sigh)) remembering the retreat.. but yah it was such a gOod day.. there were many tears.. and haha.. ALOT OF LAUGHS! mayn it was such a beautiful, uplifting, and relaxing experience.. just letting go of all the worries.. I SO NEEDED IT! PRAISE GOD! well today was a pretty awesome day.. yesterday i mean.. i ate some islands.. and then umm.. my usual church activies saturday night! my heart is happy! okay uMm.. i think that's all moving around my brain right now.. so i'll get at this later.. GOD bless!