Before you try to set things straight, make sure you see things straight.
-- anonymous

yes third day absent from school! freak, do you guys realize the make up work i have to do?!?! mayn holy crapola! not cute at all! freakin' aye! but yeah so i'm just waiting online for people in my classes to tell me all the work i missed so i won't be lagging too much behind when i get back to class.. well yes i am feeling better... as long as i'm not moving around too much.. yeah so i woke up today and decided to do some much needed laundry.. cuz my laundry is not being cute, and for some reason it's not cleaning itself.. go figure huh?! yeah well so i decide i'm gonna do my laundry so i'm all walking around, and i get all dizzified so i lay down! mayn, it's not even the strep throat that's getting to me now.. now it's the frteakin' medicine that's getting to me.. =/ stupid doctors, they give you medicine to make you feel better, but it feels like this medicine is making you feel worse.. =/ hMm.. i'm going to be going to school tomorrow! YESS! i am! for sure! cuz this whole being absent thing is stressing me out, cuz i'm just picturing all my work piling one on top of the other! so yeah whatever.. well one good thing about this whole thing is that i'm blogging like EVERYDAY! cuz yah know since i have nothing better to do, i blog.. wowie.. what am i thinkin' at the moment.. i don't know.. ahh HOMECOMiNG is just like 2 weeks away.. and who is soo unprepared for it ? (( looks around )) ME! that's who! omgracious! and then BGD is like NEXT WEEK! what the heck!! and i'm behind when it comes to cheer too! ahh! what does the routine even look like?! mayn.. i have to work EXTRA hard when i get back.. so yeah.. mayn =/ alritee.. well on the upside of things i ate this morning, and it didn't taste bad! yay! hehe, cuz it's been awhile since i was able to consume food without wanting to throw it all back out! yeah food hasn't been my bestfriend lately.. weird huh?! yeah well maybe this sickness of mine has allowed me to lose a bit of weight.. i still can't eat as much as i used to, but atleast i'm able to eat and not feel like i have to throw it up.. yeah.. so that's a good thing, especially since i have to eat to take the cursed medicine they prescribed for me.. alritee.. well just cuz i'm going back to school tomorrow doesn't mean i'm all better guys.. so people still have to steer clear from me =/ aww i'm so sad.. booo!! alritee well i'm gonna go now.. so you guys have a good one! byeee!

BiRTHDAY COUNTDOWN:
-- 15 days!! --

SPECiAL THANKS TO:
my hovsep-jahn for giving me some hot chocolate today!
it eased my throat a lots!
and also for giving me back my pictures!
that was just dandy of you!
Hopefully you're keeping warm with your jacket!

Balance. The Ultimate Goal.
--Ricky Lankford

AHH!! guys i'm sick! yeah.. i was planning on going to school today, but then i woke up and i started crying cuz mayn my throat just hurts too much for words! it hurt so much that i kept crying.. it just hurt soooo bad! =/ so my mom told me to go to the hospital today.. so i went back to bed, and i woke up at around 10:30 to go to the hospital.. so i go.. and that's when they told me i had strep throat i don't know if that's how it's spelled. but i know that's what he said.. and the bad thing is it's HiGHLY CONTAGiOUS so i might have to stay in and be quarintine for awhile.. =/ grr! freakin' aye dude! this sucks! and they gave me like these humungo pills to take.. umm hello, how's a girl that has a really bad sore throat supposed to swallow taht big ass thing ?! mayn i don't know.. go figure with these doctors mayn.. but atleast it's not like tonsilitis or anythign and i don't have to go through surgery and what not.. i was really afraid that that was what it might have been.. but thankfully it wasn't.. so yeah i got to take the medicine to cure the strep throat, and i also have to take pain medication.. ever heard of vicotin? hahaha yeah that stuff, but it's a generic of that.. so it's like hydocodone.. yeah but it has the same effect as vicotin.. =/ all these daym medications.. and they're all big pieces of rocks i have to swallow! i can barely swallow my own saliva, let alone those pills.. mayn.. i heard when you take the pain medication you get all wigged out and stuff.. hMm.. anyone wanna be my friend during those times i take that? hahaha i actually already took one, and actually i am getting a bit dizzy at the moment.. so i think i'm gonna go now.. bye guys! and have a good one!

BiRTHDAY COUNTDOWN:
-- 16 days! --

Now faith is the assurance (the confirmation, the
title-deed) of the things [we] hope for, being the proof of
things [we] do not see and the conviction of their reality --
faith perceiving as real fact what is not revealed to the
senses.
-- Hebrews 11:1

alrite well this sucks.. cuz i'm sick! yess.. it's the worse feeling ever! cuz i feel like i have the biggest rock stuck in my throat! and i can't get it out! and it gets in the way of my eating! and you know how i hate it when things get in the way of my eating.. but no, seriously.. this is not cool! i feel like i have a rock stuck in my throat.. and my throat is all crazy dried up and what not.. so basically i'm trying to eat food.... and it just inihibits me from eating the amount of food i want to! all i can bare to eat is soup.. and i can barely swallow that, cuz i can't even swallow my own saliva! grr.. =/ the life of a girl that is sick sucks! i woke up this morning, then crap set in.. and so home i go. yeah well anyways i don't know what else to write.. i'm just blogging to blog.. gross i'm watching dr. phil righ tnow and this man is talking about how he molests kids.. and he's talking about how he had a 10-year old boy's penis in his mouth!!! GROSS!! what kind of freak is this guy?!?!?! mayn! gross ass!! mayn, that is not cool at all!! gross freaky ass people these days!! ahh!! i'm scared! i don't know.. i'm just rambling about random things, cuz when you're sick it's just blah! mayn and now i'm watching ricki lake or something and then this guy was just caught on camera about to cheat on his wife.. mayn! tv has some amazing information on it! mayn freaky things that they have on tv.. and this is what at 4 o'clock?! hello.. isn't this the time like elementary school children watch tv?!?!?! goodness gracious.. i am so banning my child from tv! well probably not.. but i wouldn't have my kid sit there and watch tv all day! cuz mayn now that i see it, it's so not cool! sorry i'm just rambling some random thoughts.. okay well i'm gonna go rest easy for a bit.. cuz yeah i'm pooped out from whatever it is.. from this feeling of blahness.. so i'm gonna go.. and oh yeah, the people in my classes please leave me a [ comment ] to tell me what the homework was today, and what i missed.. or if you see me online.. please iM me and inform me! spanks alot! laters guys, and GOD bless! and message of the day: STAY AWAY FROM TV! TV is bad! didn't samara teach you anything?! hahaha okay randomness is OUT!

BiRTHDAY COUNTDOWN:
-- 17 days! --

oh and also:

HAPPY BiRTHDAY JAN!
i can't wait to sock you when i see you! hahaha jk!

cause seeing you smile makes MY day, makes ME smile and makes ME fall for you even harder.
-- my precious on him being selfish

alritee well here i am blogging and killing time cuz umm i just finished my history project.. and i don't have anything more to do.. so i'm just gonna sit here and blog about stuff.. my day was pretty mellow.. i didn't do much of anything.. far different from yesterday, cuz i was a busy bee yesterday.. hehe but yeah i will get into that later.. so i just woke up today went to my aunt's house i then continued my sleep there.. then woke up went to joyce's house for an "emergency" and then i stuck around for another 2 hours cuz the open house doesnt' end till 5.. and we watched "when fools rush in" you guys know that movie? it's the one with matthew prry and selma hayek.. yeah that one! well yeah and then i went up to my house and chilled there.. and did homework and my history project.. yeah that's about it for my day today.. a day of some RnR! [ rest and relaxation ] yeah fun times..

saturday was a busy day.. a lot of driving.. driving to the ghettoness of LA alongside nicolas [my precious].. thanks for going with me and accompanying me to ghettoness of LA, even ghettoer then that south glendale neighborhood you live in! hahaha anyways.. yeah oh yeah did i fail to mention that i also went with henri to breakfast that morning before his SATs! =D yess.. that was cool! fun times! we were gonna have a nice denny's breakfast or something, but then we were running late.. and we might as well have fast McDonald's breakfast then be late for his SATs.. but here's the catch.. i was doing the driving! yeah.. henri what a scrub! hahaha.. jk but yeah so that was moving along.. and then later on that day i had to pick up freda from ellen's house.. but she failed to tell me which house it was.. so i kept driving up and down howard lookign for this girl.. hahaha.. until she finally realized she didn't tell me what house it was and went outside and i saw her.. yess.. what a genius?! hehe.. so after i pick her up we head off to islands and eat.. and then we go to joyce's debut practice.. yes kids WE WERE EARLY/ON TiME! fun times at practice!! and then afterwards we dropped off mr. henrison at the airport.. aww he left guys.. =( just pray that he has a safe trip there, and a safe trip back.. aww, i'm counting the days till he gets back.. hahaha! =D aww..

alritee well i'm gonna get the move on now.. i've got stuff to take care of.. oh yeah like.. umm that hting i don't know.. bye!

end note: i'm getting fat!