PARTY HARDY!

woO hOo.. well i got special plans today.. hMm as my quote above says.. i'm going to PARTY HARDY! i advise you people to do the same! well yeah.. i'm getting my groove on tonight! yeah.. hehe rrrright.. hMm.. well here i am on raving and ranting about what i'm doing, and i'm not even telling you guys what i'm doing.. well hmm i'm going to a "surprise" shindig thing for my friend at my friend's house.. hehe can't name names.. but yeah.. and then afterwards WE BE CLUBBING! hahaha.. going to club one seven.. but hMm.. gosh i dunno i mean 20 bucks to go shake my ass.. i dunno about that one.. hehe but whatever.. it's for the fun of the group.. so i'm down.. but hmm.. i might go to that.. or go to my friend fredalynn's little luau thing.. hMm.. gosh busy busy girl today.. hehe well hmm.. gosh how come everything happens in ONE day.. that is not cool stuff! hMm.. well anyways.. so i'm pretty excited.. but at the same time.. i dunno.. i dunno what i'm supposed to wear and like.. all that nonsense.. cuz i'm gonna try and look cute today.. TRY HARD! hehe.. cuz i wanna fine a sexy boy that can drive ! hehhe jk! gosh.. hehe yeah right.. come on now, it's ME! well hmm.. so i'm planning on having a fun night, hopefully i will not be let down.. AHH! how come i'm lagging it and i'm sitting here thinking i'm a sexy girl when i have stuff to plan and do.. =/ hmm.. not fun at all.. well let me just talk about practice.. well today i went to my usual gymnastics class.. and hMm that was fun.. but i had some bad falls.. hehehe.. alrite.. i dunno waht to blog about yet.. since i'm just sitting here lagging. oh yeah.. after gymnastics i went to mc donald's with singie poop and skarlet hehehe good convos take palce there.. gosh staying there for 2 hours talking.. fun stuff.. GOSH SKARLET YOU HORN DOG! hehehe.. but yeah.. gosh how come i know there was some interesting stuff we talked about i wanted to blog about, but ehh.. i don't remember what i was supposed to write.. just go to singie's blog just in case she wrote about it.. hehe.. alrite hMm.. i think that's it for this blog.. well for this part of the day anyway..i'll blog later.. MAYBE... don't hold your breath.. =) this dweeb is out..

i think i can, i think i can
- the little engine that could

hmm well today was a pretty cool day! first offf i got an extra like an hour and a half of sleep.. i didn't have to wake up at 5 am like i usually do, i got to wake up at like 6:45ish, mayn i woke up and it felt all late.. i thought i was late.. cuz the sun was all up and stuff.. hehe.. it was a whole new and different feel to me.. IT FELT GOOD! hehe well another school day.. nothing interesting happened.. cinematography.. snack.. trig.. done deal! well afterwards i babysat my cousin, normal stuff, and then went to sleep for a bit, with him by my side =) hehe.. and then umm.. i went to a meeting at incarnation.. so that was fun.. ANNIVERSARY IS GONNA BE A BLAST! hehe i'm really looking forward to it! it is definitely a very exciting event! and then afterwards fredalynn and i went to the marketplace, we walked there.. hehe yes.. cuz we are INDEPENDANT WOMEN! hehehe that's right.. well hmm and then we got a caramal frap and yoshinoya! hehe yes.. interesting conversations! hMm i think [blank] would know how to kiss! cuz ya know he knew how to.. uMm yeah! hahahaha gosh i really wanted to kiss.. [blank] hahaha.. gosh filipino boy kissers! haha.. alrite sorry hehe ms. blossom, feel in the blanks! hehe alrite, wouldn't you guys like to know.. hehe too bad.. that's it.. hehehe yeah.. that was cool stuff.. and then hMm gosh us and our trying to be independant women we were waiting for the bus for like ever and stuff! gosh and there were some people there and stuff.. and gosh why aren't people nice enough to give rides to perfect strangers?! gosh.. what's wrong with this world?! hehe so i start walking cuz the bus took forever long.. and then i knew with my luck the bus would come 2 minutes after i left, and hMm how come it did, but good thing i was already in the next bus stop.. so i took it and went on home.. yeah so hmm.. it was a pretty good day, and i'm looking forward to my day tomorrow.. BOOTY BOOTY BOOTY BOOT BOUNCE! hehe... i'm gonna holler at some sexy boys?! haha am i right blossom?! oh yes, speaking of ms. blossom.. take a glance into her blog please.. [clickity click] you can click on her name somewhere on this entry too, but sometimes people don't knwo what to click since it doesn't really identify what CAN be clicked, or you can click on her link to the right.. hehe.. but yeah.. but if you're a BOY, and don't want to get your feelings hurt.. then don't go to her blog.. but hMm.. hehehe it's pretty freakin' hilarious! alrite.. hMm that's it for this blog.. also i wanna put what's on my profile here from one special boy: mr. duy duc dang

i dedicate my profile to mr. duy duc dang!
you are so sweet to me, and make me feel so special!
you constanly make me laugh and smile, just by being you.
you are definitely someone who can
turn my frowns upside down
you always say i'm special, but you know what
it's cuz of people like you that make me feel special.
and in short i want to say,
YOU'RE THE BEST!
<3 YOUR princess...

you have to kiss a frog, to find your prince.. YOU'RE my frog =)

and on HIS profile..

.. WuT i WanT RiTe Now R WiNgZ sO i CaN FLy 2 SoMe1'S HoUsE n PlAy HaNdBaLL n HoCkEy hEhE ;D bOrEd sO MaDe iT cUz FrUiTy CliFF iS BuGgIn mE aBoUt MaKiN 1.WhErE r Ya PriNcEsS?? mE bE mIsS yA HeHe HaViN 2 MuCh FuN wIth uR GoDsOn hUh??...

|P|r|i|N|c|E|s|S|:

uR tHE KuTeSt~!! hEhE hOpE 2 sEe Ya sOoN GrL CaN'T WaiT 2 SeE tHoSe PoNy TaiL~!! u AlwAyZ KNow WuT 2 sAy 2 MaKe mE sMiLe ;D LeTz sO BoWLiN sO i CaN rOCk uR WoRlD HeHehEhE i'LL TrY 2 CaLL yA iF i gOt eNouGh gUtZ ;D kEeP SmiLiN 4 mE. @-->-- <~~~ hehe GhETtO RoSe 4 Ya :-) DuN wOrRy i'LL tEaCh Ya hOw 2 DrIve OnE oF tHeSe DaYz. i'LL lET u uSe MaI CaR hOpEFuLLy u WoN'T HiT a SOo CaLL MoViN pOLe LoL ;D KuN'T WaiT 2 SEe u wIth tHat BeLLy PiErCiN HaHa uR gOnnA lOoK eVeN hOTtEr wITh iT n yA uR TuMmY iS aLwAyZ FiT eNoUGh 4 iT.

highlight of the day:
- the info listed above.. =) THAT SMILE WAS FOR YOU! hehe
- yes.. the marketplace! hehehhe

NOT so highlight of the day:
- i need a boyfriend, that CAN DRIVE! hahaha.. gosh.. it's time when you're stranded waiting for a bus and it's cold out that you appreciate that company of a boy that can drive.. hahaha.. gosh.. I REALLY NEED TO DRIVE!

person who made me smile:
- do i need to repeat myself?! take a wild guess... MY FROG! =)

There is always truth in sarcasm.
--Brian Deaton

hmm.. i started blogging already earlier, but then some unexpected "crap" happened and so i didn't get to finish or post and publish my blog.. but hMm.. yeah so that quote refers a lot to me huh?! cuz i'm known to be a pretty sarcastic person.. so hMm and it's true though, cuz when i am sarcastic it doens't mean i'm lying to you, in fact it kinda means i'm being more truthful, SOMETIMES, so to all those people i am sarcastic to.. give some thought to the stuff i say to you.. heeh.. well anyways my day started off with cheer practice in the morning as usual.. we only had to run two laps, but i decided to run it fast, since it was just two laps.. and then we did jumps, and i was happy cuz i was put in the group with the "good" jumps.. so hmm yeah that was cool beans.. and my body is kinda sore.. like my arms and tummy cuz of those freakin' pushups yesterday, and the 200 situps from yesterday.. and plus i did 100 more when i got home.. and we did 300 today! crazy.. TRUST! i'm gonna get abs! and then when i feel my tummy is fit enough, i'm gonna get my belly pierced! that is definitely on my list of "to do's" well anyways cinematography.. whatever.. JESSICA WHERE WERE YOU! who do you thin you are, ME?! gosh.. not going to class! hehe.. and then snack.. the usual crapola.. and then it was trig! PRAISE GOD, our test was postponed to tomorrow i had no idea of what the material was on and stuff.. so that was cool.. grr i was all mad cuz she was giving away free certificates for in-n-out burgers.. and hMm she was doing it like raffle style, and how come my name didn't get picked?! darn it, debbie and jessica got some! even YOfenia too bad she didn't go to school today! that weak sauce! hehe but anyways.. after school i walk home with carlitos hehe.. so that was cool beans and then i just got home.. took a 20 minute nap.. and then i went to pick up my godson eric from mark keppel.. and i picked up my NEW glasses! oh yeah.. i'm a sexy girl now.. 8 0) < that's me! hehe.. yeah i'm even more DORKilicious now! TRUST this! hehe yeah.. but anyways.. and then i babysat my godson, and i played handball! hehehe he has this cute little ball and it looks like a strawberry! hehe.. it says mr. strawberry on it! hehehe i'm pretty freakin' jealous of him! well hmm.. that was pretty much my day.. EXCITNG HUH ?! hehe no not really.. oh yeah by the way.. it mine and my nashie's anniversary yesterday! hehe.. HAPPY 8 MONTHS!and they still can't touch this... hehehe.. well hmm.. i dunno what else to write about.. so this is it for this blog.. iw as gonna skip this blog.. but hMm.. ehh.. wahtever.. i've been consistent already.. might as well be continue doing so..

highlight of the day:
- ONLY 2 laps! heck yeah buddy!
- wOO hOo i got my glasses!

NOT so highlight of the day:
- gosh dang.. PATIENCE, BREATH...

person who made me smile:
- hahaha the doggie from Men in Black 2.. i love it when that doggy sings and barks to "who let the dogs out?"
- also, my godson eric, cuz he was singing.. "who let the dogs out." and kept saying the guy on the dollar bill was not george washington, but "abusayaf" hehe.. fun times..

i found this a very interesting thing.. and hMm it goes back to one of my old blogs about friendships.. thanks ate j0oday! for "sharing this with the world" hMm.. so i read it, and i found it really touched me, and related to some of the thoughts pondering through my head.. the whole concept of looking at the good things your friend does for you, other than all the bad things.. why do humans have this weird tendancy to only think about the bad things a person does, but never appreciates the good things a person has done for us? sucks to be human huh?! hehe but yeah.. to some of you people, i think you guys know who you are. really take the time to read the following story, and REALLY THINK about things.. and hopefully you are touched by the story as i was, and it gives you a different perspective in your situation.. GOD bless
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story tells that two friends were walking through the desert.
During some point of the journey they had an argument, and one friend
slapped the other one in the face.

The one who got slapped was hurt, but without saying anything, wrote in
then sand:


"TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE."


They kept on walking until they found an oasis, where they decided to
take a bath.


The one who had been slapped got stuck in the mire and started drowning,
but the friend saved him. After he recovered from the near drowning, he
wrote on a stone:


"TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE."


The friend who had slapped and saved his best friend asked him, "After I
hurt you, you wrote in the sand and now, you write on a stone, why?"


The other friend replied:
"When someone hurts us we should write it down in sand where winds of
forgiveness can erase it away. But, when someone does something good for
us, we must engrave it in stone where no wind can ever erase it."


LEARN TO WRITE YOUR HURTS IN THE SAND AND TO CARVE YOUR BENEFITS IN STONE.


They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to
appreciate them, a day to love them, but then an entire life to forget them.

Every exit is an entry into somewhere else.
--Tom Stoppard

i finally got some freakin' rest today! dude i've been having a lack of sleep for awhile now.. always getting only 3 hours of sleep in.. cuz my usual schedule is come home at around 1 o'clock, and then i pick up my godson from mark keppel at around 2ish.. and then i stay awake babysitting till around 6:30, and then i go to sleep, wake up at 10.. and i'm not able to go to sleep till like 1:30 which leaves me 3 EFFing hours of sleep! sucks to be me huh? so i decided i have to try and get more sleep.. and get back into the groove of things, so i came home from practice today instead of going to my class afterwards, and then i just slept next to my mom till i woke up at 12.. it feels soo good.. oh yes, by the way, my mommy is home now, and she's doing pretty good.. she didn't have to stay at the hospital, so the surgery was a success. Thanks to all you people who kept my mom in your prayers. so i just hung out with my mom the rest of the day, and watched some lifetime shows with her, it's her favorite channel.. hehe LIFETIME movies everyday for her.. hehe well anyways i babysat for awhile and hMm.. that was that.. hehe played some handball with the godson, and even took a little bubble bath! i know what you guys are thinking! NO YOU PREVERTED SONS OF NERDS! for one thing i was wearing clothes, and second i wasn't really in the water with him.. and third.. HE'S FREAKIN' 5 well anyways.. now i'm sitting here blogging.. i dunno.. i'm feeling kinda sore right now.. gosh practice is wearing me out.. for one thing my arms are sooo very sore.. i did 60 EFFing push ups and we ran 5 laps AGAIN! and 200 freakin' crunches ugh.. yeah to all you people who freakin' think cheerleading is not a sport.. come on try being able to stand one of our practices! HAH! but anyways.. yeah some people were trying to be cute and walking the mile and the quarter we were running, so they had sit out for practice and stuff.. gosh dude.. booo to them.. (( throwing tomato )) hehe alrite well that's it for this blog.. i'm still kinda tired.. but i will be able to stay awake. laters guys!

highlight of the day:
- being able to SLEEP!

NOT so highlight of the day:
- my arms/shoulders are sore..

person who made me smile:
- this little white baby that lives in our buidling.. HE'S SO ADORABLE! and he kept watching my godson and i playing in our garage..

Simon's Law: Everything put together falls apart sooner or later.

gosh dang.. i think it was a day like this that nelly thought up that song.. it's so hot in herr cuz dang.. IT WAS FREAKIN' HOT TODAY! i really did wanna take my clothes off! haha well my day started with my walk to practice.. i didnt' have a ride to school today cuz my momma is going to surgery today, which by the way to you people reading this, please pray for her.. well yeah so i was walking without my glasses, as usual, and i was hoping someone from the team might suddenly decide to drive by so that i can get a ride.. hehe.. so i'm walking and thi SUV comes strolling by and the music was blaring right.. so i thought hmm.. is that nicole? and i turn around and this person is looking at me, atleast from what icould tell, and so i smile and wave.. note that since i don't wear my glasses i'm half blind the rest of the time and i have the tendancy to wave at random ass people.. so yeah well i thought this was my friend nicole, and i was hoping she would offer me a ride to school, but hmm.. she didn't.. i was all booo! but then as i finished crossing the street... i hear this voice yell, "hey!" i was like aww shoot, it was a guy's voice, i'm like dang dude i don't think that's nicole.. so i turn around and he's all.. "hey can i talk to you for a second." gosh, umm sorry boy blaring loud music in his SUV i didn't wake up at 5 in the morning to talk to boys okay.. sheesh.. so i just say, "sorry i have to get to school, i'm already running late." HAH! gosh freakin' running late.. it's like 5:20 in the morning! how early does my classes start?! hahaha.. i'm a bad liar, but stupid boy fell for it, so he goes.. "come on, for just a second.." i look at my watch, pretending to care, then turn to him, "sorry i really need to get going." and then he continues to ask.."you go to glendale?".. hMm.. this boy must be a really smart guy cuz hMm HOOVER is like 5 minutes away.. but yeah i'm flying on over to glendale.. awwright buddy.. so i say.."no i go to hoover. bye." he drives off.. i walk away shaking my head.. gosh uMm yeah what the heck is this boy driving around blaring music at freakin' 5:30 in the morning?! GO TO SLEEP!what a dumb dick.. well anyways.. so mayn.. why was practice a pain in the ass.. so today we do a new routine.. we do suicides first.. argh! those things suck big nuts.. we jumped.. and then get this we didn't run our usual mile, 4 laps around the track but he made us run 5 laps around the track! dude! AHH! plus this was after we just ran freakin' suicides.. do you know how freakin' tired i was ?! i had no feeling to my legs.. NO FEELING AT ALL! it was a sad sad day.. andt henw e still ran the bleachers.. gosh.. hMm.. i was pooped.. and then we jumped so many many times! AHH! i was pooped out.. but yay, my jumps got better! so yay to that.. well hmm. and then afterwards we helped the freshman and JV teams out a bit.. and then we stunted.. i haven't flown in the lognest time.. it wasn't bad at all.. i missed it.. hehe and i flew a basket toss twice.. i'm a bit out of it to that extent.. but hmm.. it's so fun to fly that! hehe.. well anyways after that cinematography class.. all i gotta say is.. ZzZZzZZzZZZ !!! yeah moving on.. hehee and then snack.. hMm.. same ol' same ol' chatted with somef riends.. oh but wait.. dang so me and my friend grace were walkign to our class all of a sudden i see these two chicks start wrestling with each other.. i thought they were just like EFFing around and stuff.. so i was like ugh.. darn it.. i don't wanna get hit.. all of a sudden me and grace realized.. "DUDE! they're not playing!" this person was freakin' tossing this chick back and forth! i was in shock.. dang dude! i felt so sorry for her.. and then afterwards she was on the floor, and grace and i helped her pick up her books and stuff.. she was in shambles.. i felt so bad for her.. =/ wowie dude.. i haven't seen a chick fight like that in awhile.. WOWie! well hmm.. i went to trig class and then took my graphing test.. hMm.. it was alrite i think.. hmm.. when it was easy it was REAL easy, but when it was hard i was like.. *huh*?! so after school i had to pick up my godson, eric, from mark keppel school.. hMm.. i had to wait for awhile.. hmm.. and carlos and i had a pretty interesting convo about many random things.. it would be a pretty serious convo, and then we'd talk about how the world spontanaeity is such a cool word to say! hehe did i even spell that right?! hehe.. yeah it was a fun convo.. and then i saw my little godson walking in! AWWW! it was so precious! he's getting so old! he's in kindergarten now! *tear* my little man is all grown up.. hehehe.. yeah i felt like such a mom.. huh carlos?! hehehe.. yeah mayn i was ready to burst already.. so i walked home with my godson and carlos.. oh yeah CARLOS, spank you hard for waiting an hour and 15 minutes with me! hehe.. well yeah so we go home.. and my sister decides she wants to go to yoshinoya.. so we go and we order some food.. and then we go home.. hehe my godson was in the backseat, and when i looked at him he looked like he had such a worried look on his face.. me and my cousin started laughing at the thoughts that might be going through his head.. his "kindergarten stress" hehe.. yeah.. hmm... like "mayn i have to do that coloring homework tonight, mayn all those naps in class, freak i have an ABC test tomorrow!" hehe gracious.. can you imagine.. i want stresses like those! hehe.. but yeah so we come home and we eat and be merry.. hehe alrite.. now i'm going to go play some hockey with my godson.. hehe.. awwright that's it for this blog.. catch you guys laters.. hehe.. oh and uMm kate holler at me if you need with your blog.. hehe i helped everyone else.. hehe

highlight of the day:
- my godson is such a BIG BOY now! he's in kindergarten!

NOT so highlight of the day:
- 5 EFFing laps! what the heck dude!

person who made me smile:
- mr. carlos tobon, cuz he waited an hour and 15 minutes with me.. now who else would do that?oh and..
- carlos's mom, cuz she "trusts" me as carlos said.. hehe

Tough times don't last, tough people do.
-- anonymous

alrite well ugh.. it was so hard waking up at 4:30 am today.. therefore i didn't.. hehe i woke up at 5 am.. =/ aww boogers.. and PLUS, i didn't have a ride to school this time, cuz my mommy isn't going to work cuz she had some hospital stuff to deal with.. and so i had to walk home.. which isn't really bad, cuz it was like midmorning.. and the sun wasn't up yet.. and it was just a very serene time.. and it gave me the chance to REALLY pray.. pray about everything.. the whole way to school... i must have looked like such a nerd like this girl is walking and talking to herself.. hehe well anyways so i got to cheer practice.. and we did the mile and the bleachers, which wasn't that bad.. it feels good to actually feel like you're staying in shape.. but yeah.. my coach called me WEIRD today.. hmm i mean i've always admitted to be weird, but to be called weird is different.. hehehe jk.. yeah i got called weird twice today.. hehe oh wells.. i am what i am, hehe well anyways we're getting ready for basket tosses.. hMm i dunno if i'm gonna fly them or not, but those sure are fun to fly! hehe.. but lately i've been basing.. which i don't mind.. that's fun too.. but i know i'm gonna miss being up there! hehe.. but hehe it's all good cuz i should be putting all my muscle to good use! hehe well anyways.. after practice hmm i went to cinematography class and we watched some nifty gangstah movies.. hehe yup.. it was pretty cool.. it was exciting stuff.. but hehehe cheesy ass effects.. well i guess yo ucan't expect much from a movie made over 50 years ago.. gosh it was funny though.. i was laughing in parts that werne't even funny.. like this dude was all by himself with like one little itty bitty gun is supposed to only have like 8 bullets.. but how come he was shooting this tiny little gun like it had like a kajillion bullets in it.. and like how come it was one man against like a bunch of cops.. and how come they couldn't freakn' shoot him?! gosh dude.. the movie wasn't a very realistic one.. cuz i find it impossible that freakin' 5 cops are shooting at this one guy that's righ tin front of them, and umm none of them can hit him! and ooh the FUNNIEST PART! gosh okay so this guy is running away from the cops.. and he FINALLY has no more bullets in his gun, and so he decides to turn around and THROW the freakin' guns at the police officers! HAH! i was freakin' cracking up! i still am! aww dude.. but anyways.. so hmm.. well after cinematography it was snack... and hmm the usual going ons.. oh and dammit my friend jane got a freakin' car! she's freakin' 16! freakin' freak! yeah and you know what car! a freakin' BMW! uMm hello.. yeah that's my future car! hahaha.. darn it but she got it NOW! grr.. i hate her! hehe just kidding janey! hehe she's one lucky B-word! hehe.. you guys can fill it in.. hehe well anyways.. hMm.. after that trig.. AHH! freakin' my brain hurts in that class.. i was seriusly sitting there freakin' pickin my freakin' left testicle cuz it was so hard keeping track of all that she was saying.. this teacher TALKS SOOOOO FAST!!! gosh dang dude.. but anyways so after the lesson we took the REtest and stuff.. hmm. i blanked out for a bit.. so i decided to skip the problem that was bugging the hell outta me.. but after like 15 minutes i remembered what i was supposed to do.. yay! hehehe.. debbie and i got the same answer for the word problem!! 1,886 feet! yeah! that is such a good sign! hehehe but yeah well anyways after school i just met up with carlos and we walked home, and we shared a pretty good convo again.. hmm the usual things today happened.. nothing too interesting.. hmm.. and now im' jus thome.. blogging.. dude how come it took me forever to do this blog.. i've been writing then stopping.. then writing again.. well this is it for this blog.. laters..

highlight of the day:
- 1,886! YES!!! score! GOOD SIGN!

NOT so highlight of the day:
- sooo hard to get up in the morning..
- no best buddies conference.. it's been decided..
- gosh dang.. ASS freakin' HOLE dude, she can be such an ASS HOLE!

person who made me smile:
- debbie!

you know what i just realized.. i really want a GOOD guy-girl relationship! dude, no honestly i want a guy i can sleep with late at night, or like i can be under this guy's arm and just sit there and feel safe in him, but yet know that i don't feel any slight romantic feeling towards him, and neither does he.. i want someone to watch movies with at my house, just me and him ,and have him laugh at me as i cry over the stupidest movies, but at the same time have him comfort me when i am crying over not so stupid things.. i want someone to be able to hold me yet know that there is no romantic relationship there.. i want a guy to know me, inside and out, that i don't have to tell him why i'm scared about something, or why i'm shy about something, cuz HE ALREADY KNOWS... and a guy that'll tell me, HONESTLY, if i look fat or ugly in something.. a guy friend that won't sugar coat things for me.. but tell me honestly about anything i tell him, but still apologize when he has hurt me about something, even though i haven't said i was hurt straight out.. but i don't think i'm ready to have that again, cuz i put this barrier that i don't wanna let go.. i dont' wanna be that vulnerable to anyone anymore. cuz i did once, and it hurt too bad.. but i still want that relationship.. hMm..dude have i become so bad at this boy thing that i can't even develop a FRIENDSHIP with a boy?! dude, sucks to be me huh?! but you know what.. i'm keeping an open mind and an open heart to things.. just cuz i was hurt once doesn't mean i'll be hurt again.. but at the same time... just cuz i was hurt once, doesn't mean that i won't get hurt again.. dang git.. hehe.. no way of winning.. but again.. open mind, open heart.. and i guess where ever GOD will lead me is the way it should be..

also, i would like to add

people, please for one second before you guys go around pointing fingers at people or blaming people for things look REAL hard at yourself, cuz i mean you might be pointing ONE at someone, but heck you got FOUR spare fingers pointing at YOURSELF.. yep.. and you know people really being SELFiSH bites big boobies! and you know it makes you look like a real spazzoid! so hmm.. stop thinking about what others are doing TO YOU and start thinking about what YOU'RE DOING to others.. cuz i mean it might provide you with a whole new perspective, a good one.. just a thought to all those interested *winks* funny huh blossom?

I'M the NEUTRAL one this time!

[clickity click] that's a pic of king midas, better known as JOHN! hehe.. he went to an anime expo and he's dressed like an awesome possom anime character! woO hOo how adorable huh?! don't you just wanna pinch his little cheeks?! hehehe.. that's my lil bro! hehe.. [ clickity click ] that's my lil bro's ACTUAL lil bro! aww.. TOOO CUTE huh?! hehehe yes i know! gosh i just wanna pinch his cheeks! AAAAAHHHHHHH! hehehe..

Be not afraid of growing slowly, be afraid only of standing still.
--Chinese Proverb

wow.. what a day.. a day of doing absolutely nothing! but you know what it's all good cuz mayn i dunno why but i had a blast being lazy at home! so i woke up at 2 o'clock.. which i haven't really done in awhile! so wow that felt really nice.. and then i woke up and we had the ingredients to make halo-halo.. and yumm! that's the best cuz then you can make it yourself and add whatever favorite part you want to it.. so yay to that! and hello UNLIMITED halo halo time, what more can you ask for? well anyways so basically my agenda for the day was to lay down on my bed, watch teeny bopper movies on tv while eating! hello, best ever! mayn i get really weird when i'm all by myself in my room.. i like respond to the movies i'm watching in a very weird fashion.. hMm.. i don't think it's safe to leave me alone.. gosh one day someone should video tape me and what i do when i'm alone.. cuz i mean people think i'm weird just when i'm around people, but no,. i'm REALLY like that when i'm by myself.. don't think i'm trying to be funny, that's just how i am.. WEIRD! yes i know.. i don't know how exactly to get rid of it.. it comes to me by nature.. well hmm my hubby, scott, told me where the name "blog" was derived from.. i mean i always wondered where it originated from.. i always thought.. "why the freak did they call it a BLOG?" i mean that's the weirdest thing.. but hMm he was watching some tv stuff.. and it talked about the whole "BLOG" thing.. so okay this is why.. these things are a "weB LOG" ya get it? hehe yeah pretty slick of them huh?! yeah i thought so.. alrite well hmm so today was a pretty good day for me, even though i didn't do anything too interesting.., but honestly sometimes you just have to have those days where you do absolutely nothing.. and just "chill".. and i wasn't even "thinking" about anything.. gosh sometimes it feels so good to not think about anything either.. hehe.. alrite peoples.. i'm gonna make like a banana and split! you guys have a good day, and again SMILE FOR ME!

highlight of the day:
- hMm.. UNLIMITIED halo-halo! yummay!

NOT so highlight of the day:
- aww.. i didn't get to go to edith's graduation picnic thing.. sorry girly.. but HAPPY GRADUATION! hehe

person who made me smile:
- the tv!

hotboys of the day:
- Heath Ledger! YOWZA!

sorrow is better than laughter: for by the sadness of the countenance the heart is made better.
-- ecclesiastes 7:3

alrite i post up my quote of the day again, just cuz.. well so now i can REALLY talk about my day, my first blog was just the beginning of the day.. so i came home after the funeral and i got ready to go to the beach with ms. blossom. yeah.. so i got ready and we left the house around 3ish.. and we went to venice beach.. hmm i used to go there with my family pretty often, but today was the only time i ever got to really walk around and see the sights.. hehe whatever sights they might be.. so freda and i get our feet wet.. but we were definitely not trying to be cute and stuff up in there and getting our hair wet with all that nasty salt water and stuff.. and dang dude i was watching people go in the water.. and some people really throw themselves in the water.. like HARDCORE! sheesh.. i can't stand all that ocean water nastiness all over me.. yecko! oh yeah dang dude, freda's sisters get CRRRAZZZZY! hehehe.. yeah i went to the beach with freda, her two sisters, joanne and leah, and their two friends edith and claire.. well anyways.. yeah so we were at venice beach and hMm.. yeah hehehe.. uMm.. hehe sorry i'm laughing righ tnow cuz i was just thinking about the events that took place today.. hehe.. yes all the "nippleage" that "popped" out! hahaha freda you know what i'm talking about huh?! not trying to get into detail here.. but yeah.. hehe.. keep in mind to all you people out there don't wear white shorts and a pastel green tank top and get it wet and not expect anything to see through.. cuz ya know.. hMm.. things SEE THROUGH! hehehe.. alrite.. but anyways.. so the beach was pretty fun.. it gave freda and i the chance to talk.. me and this girl haven't seen each other in a whopping like 2 FREAKIN' WEEKS! which is pretty peculiar for me and her.. we see each other ATLEAST once a week.. so hMm.. it was good talking to her.. a lot of catching up to do.. well yeah.. walking in the beach is a really nice thing to do while talking to someone.. it's just nice =) well hMm.. anyways let me tell you this guy was trying to be slick to me and freda right trying to sell some ice cream in the beach ILLEGALLY i might add, and so we refuse to buy his costco ice cream that he was trying to sell for 3 bucks each! yep.. excuse me.. no and so he offers it to us for $1 cuz he was "leaving already" but nah.. we weren't feelin like eating ice cream cuz it was getting kinda cold.. so freda's sister joanne comes back and the ice cream dude comes back.. and i'm like hMm wasn't he "leaving already" did he happen to forget that he went by our area already.. so he goes.. and he asks ate joanne if she wants to buy some ice cream, and she was kinda hungry so she did want to buy some, and the guy was straight offering it to her for 2 bucks! uMm.. hello DID HE NOT JUST OFFER THE THING TO US FOR A DOLLAR?! hMm.. so i start saying it.. and i think he has selective hearing and chose not to hear me.. the chunt ara! whatever.. so yeah on our way out ate leah and edith met this tall black dude.. YUMMAY! hehehe.. this guy looked like kobe bryant, but a WAYYYY cuter version.. dude, his name was "Dee" i think that's how you'd spell it.. whatever.. yeah im' over it.. i was over it a long timea go.. okay well anyways.. so we left th ebeacdh at around umm.. 6:30ish and we went to roscoe's chicken and waffles dude.. yummay chicken there! mMhMm.. eew and i had to go pee really badly, but their bathrooms were nastay.. gosh dude there were like designs around the toilet seat..and i'm not talking designs they put there on purpose if you catch my drift.. hehe alrite but afterwards we were seated.. and hMm.. i ordered waffles and a chicken leg.. and when it came it was a dinky little chicken leg! boooOO! dude.. hello do they know who they are trying to feed?! it's ME! one little dinky chicken leg will not do! but yeah i ate that.. cleaned off my plate.. gosh ofcourse.. and uMm freda, sorry bout the whole dropping the waffle thing on the table! sorry.. that was such a waste of money and food! hehehe.. so after that ate joanna dropped us off at incarnation for our regular HOJ stuff.. and then hMm.. we got there pretty late around.. 8:30 ish and stuff.. and mayn i wasn't feelin being all stank walking around and stuff.. but yeah so we went.. and then youth started.. hehe youth didn't have a room =/ booo.. so we had to stay upstairs and we just talked about the upcoming LSS! yep, you heard right the upcoming LSS excitement galore!!! hehe yep.. so that's gonna be on august 17-18 to all you people interested IM me about it, or comment, or tag about.. and i'll fill you in! i recommend this experience to EVERYONE! well yeah after all the talking and stuff we went back to where the adults were and we ate some yummy spaghetti and some orange soda.. ofcourse.. yumm.. well hMm.. afterwards freda and i were sharing a pretty funny convo.. hMm.. randomness.. yeah.. talking our FOB language.. and uMm the new phrase.."excuse me don't invite yourself if you didn't get an invitation!" hehe.. oh and uMm "don't invite yourself if the door is closed!" hahaha.. sorry okay.. but yeah that was pretty funny stuffs.. and umm freda and i were talking to "john the GANGSTAH" hahaha.. "flipmode squad?" hahaha.. okay sorry.. hehehe that amuses me, and if you don't find it amusing your one of many i guess.. hehe so yeah afterwards bev dropped us off yay to bev. and uMm that was about it.. my day was pretty dandy.. so hMm i'm going to go now..and you guys have a good one, and smile for me!

highlight of the day:
- going to the beach time!
- funny convos and great laughs...
- LSS here we go! AUGUST 17 - 18!

NOT so highlight of the day:
- i'm getting sick! mayn! i was trying to be cute and stuff that's why.. sometimes i think i'm really sexy or something..

person who made me smile:
- people i hung out with today, ms. blossom, ate joanna, ate leah, edith, and claire!

MUST DO:
- watch the powerpuff girls movie with my powerpuff girls! hehe.. kat (bubbles) and freda (blossom) IT'S MANDATORY!