There's a piece of you that's here with me
It's everywhere I go, it's everything I see
When I sleep, I dream and it gets me by
I can make believe that you're here tonight
That you're here tonight
-- yellowcard; "Ocean Avenue"

so here i am at work.. my mom's office work. after this i have work at red robin. BUSY BUSY gal, and i didn't come home till about 3am last night. jay is off at san jose, and i miss him. COME BAK ALREADY! so hmm i haven't blogged in awhile.. don't really know what to talk about.. ooh yeah PROM! how about i don't have a dress yet. i was at first attempting to stay away from black, but now i find myself just wanting to wear black since no other color seems to suffice. so YAY to black dresses that make girls look like hot sauce. Let's just hope it does for me what it does for other girls. *crossing fingers* oh did i mention.. i'm taking jay to my prom. DUH! who else would i take?! hmm.. well last night was chill don't feel like recapping too much let's just say GAY "party" the boy straight goes, "how'd you guys hear about this?" and i'm like, "oh i don't know just heard about it." and he goes, "wow! word goes around." and as he says this we walk in and NOBODY is there. YEAH "WORD" does go around, but apparently not about this party. haha. loser boys. we just chilled it there with the boys.. drunk and drunker got pretty tossed up.. hha yeah sinqie and yellie.. i was the responsible DD. didn't mind i figured safer that way since i had work at both my mom's office and Red Robin.. it would be best to just chill it for that night otherwise i don't think i'd be able to type this right now. i'm surprisingly awake.. even though i am drinking some coffee right now, but even though i'm surprisingly awake. so anyways yesterday was a cock festival. yes.. again the only girls there were me, sinqie, and yellie. go figure, as always. mad rapist boys.. but it's okay we handled them! it was fun though in a chill sort of way... tonight we party forreal! =D haha those guys kind of got a bit too attached on the way out. how about basically all the boys at the party walked us out to my car, and they were all, "yeah the guy's throwing another party tomorrow you guys gonna come? you guys should come. come again tomorrow." and i'm just like yyyyeah.. not happening. nice boys though. afterwards the 3 of us headed to denny's and we saw some red robin co-workers there.. small world. on the way home i had to pull over so sinqie could yack. eek! thankfully she didn't yack in the car.. jay just cleaned my car. awww i miss him! haha okay anyways... dropped the two off then headed home myself.. knocke out on my bed and woke up about 2 hours later for work. =/ sheesh must i do this to myself EVERY weekend?! YES! haha. okay back to work i go.

Loving you is a like a song I replay
Every three minutes and thirty seconds of every day
And every chorus was written for us to recite
Every beautiful melody of devotion every night
It's potion like this ocean that might carry me
In a wave of emotion to ask you to marry me
And every word, every second, and every third
Expresses the happiness more clearly than ever heard
And when I play them, every chord is a poem
Telling the Lord how grateful I am cause I know him
The harmonies possess a sensation similar to your caress
If you asking then I'm telling you it's yes
Stand in love, take my hand in love, Jah bless
-- Bob Marley & Lauryn Hill; "Turn you lights down low"

so i didn't want to go to school today. i don't know.. i have a lot on my mind right now. i'm just trying to deal with it as best as possible. i don't know.. things to do, things to think about, things to deal with. SOOO MUCH ON MY PLATE RiGHT NOW. i'm not going into specifics but i just.. yeah anyways i don't wanna get emo on this thing. so i won't. sinqie and i are gonna go to melrose today. i'm picking her up at lunch. hopefully i find a dress that i want, cuz prom is REALLY soon already. i have nothing much to say... daymmm... daymmm!!!

oh yeah... THiS shirt is my motto for life.

GUY + CAR = GiRL