know your worth, ladies. then find a guy who knows it, too.
-- charlene [hehe]

alrite well yesterday was a good day.. =D fun times! nicolas, did i break your hand?! haha.. sorry bout that! but yeah i get real crazy when i watch scary movies! so yeah "the ring" is one creepy ass movie! i mean it wasnt' that scary but it was freakin' like creepy as heck! especially the samara girl! SHE iS FREAAKKYYY AS HELL!! cuz of that movie after i parked my car last night i hurried up and rushed to my house! yess.. i was running! hehehe.. and in the process kept looking behind me, and that movie made me keep looking behind me to check if something was up.. but yeah.. so after that it was just sleepy time.. and dude i feel horrible! i had practice today in the morning, but then i woke up at like 12:30! ahh! fudge!!! i was so mad!! and to add to my waking up late, i woke up and there it was T.O.M had set foot onto their door for me.. grr!! annoyingness or what?! yess i believe so.. and here the cramps begin.. =/ midol is my best frien during these hard times... mayn grr.. i hate being a girl! no nevermind i hate boys! it's all their reakin' fault darn it! well anyways.. yeah i think i'm gonna end it here.. rest easy and eat a it of food before it becomes 6 o'clock.. cuz i am officially going on the 6 o'clock diet! i'm starting to get fat! yess! so diet time for me! have a good one guys!

BiRTHDAY COUNTDOWN:
-- 20 DAYS! --

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!

omgracious.. it's halloween already! wowie! and you know what halloween means! it means katrina's bday is coming up! haha no not really.. but is it just me or halloween used to be wayy more exciting when you were 8 and dressing up for it?! yeah it was! shoot i wanna be 8 again! those were the cool days when cool stuff happened to you! well here i am blogging, killing time until my car is ready to go.. cuz the bottom part, the plastic part that covered the engine, started dragging while i was driving it today.. i heard a weird ass noise, and i was like uMm doesn't sound good.. stops car looks under it.. and low and behold there's the plastic thing dragging.. couldn't blame the plastic thing for dragging like that when i kind of pulled the car too much intot he parking space so that the underside hit the little cement border thing ( you guys know what i'm talking about? ) well yeah, i have the tendancy to do that for some odd ass reason.. so yeah i'm wating.. i'm supposed to be picking up nikolangut at 6:30 we're gonna watch "The Ring" with the brothers! haha yess.. nicolas and edison! haha.. but anyways.. yeah ooh.. today afterschool me and a couple other girls from cheer went to glendale adventist hospital to do some halloween greetings to those who were staying at the hospital! =D it was a lot of fun!! and we even got some "trick-or-treating" time in! hahaha didn't mean to.. but for some reason when went into a room an wished them a happy halloween they wanted to give us something for it. it's fun making people smile! even with just as simple as a greeting as "happy halloween!" it was a very thrilling experience. and then afterwards i brought everyone home with my wreckless ass driving! haha did i scare you guys? after the whole incident with what happend to the bottom of my car i started rushing to get to the hospital for some reason, and when i rush i just wanna get there no matter what! hahah yeah not a great mindset i know.. i need to stop being so impatient when it comes to me driving. alrite well that's all i had to blog about for now.. so you guys have a good and SAFE halloween!

i don't want him to stop finding out who he is, because he feels sorry for me.
-- angela from "boy meets world"

well my school day was pretty normal.. i stayed in my first three periods preparing for my physiology test, cuz yeah that class always makes me have to take extra measures to take that test... hahahaha omgracious freakin' eric is hilarious from "bot meets world" HAHAHAHAHA! love triangle! haha i know someone knows what i'm talking about! hahha well anyways my school day was just dandy.. i went to cheer practice and my ass got in trouble for something pretty lame. .i had to sit out for the first 20 minutes of my practice.. oh wells.. atleast it gave me time to finish my french homework so i don't have to lug around my french book and french folder home.. now i just have to think about my trigonometry test tomorrow.. Ooh.. but anyways.. so now i'm sitting here just waiting for my mommy to call me and say when we're leaving to eat at the yummified outback steakhouse! ahh, halloween tomorrow! people are making plans left and right, and i'm not really sure what i really wanna do.. hMm.. i notice once you get your license more and more people wanna make plans with you! hahaha.. LAME Os! don't act like i dont' see right through you! hahaha jk! but anyways.. yeah so i'm not sure what to do.. and then no school friday! woO hOo! but sad trip though cuz we have cheer practice at 8am till 12pm that friday! oh mayn boo.. well it's all good cuz you swear i was gonna do anything so early in the morning anyways.. and it's a much needed practice.. hMm.. i don't really have much to blog about except that.. so i think i'll leave this blog with that.. sorry for the UNinteresting blogs.. maybe i'll blog something interesting later.. ooh i had a thought, but i'll write it down later.. bye guys, and have a good one!

baby when we first started out we were friends, but that's not how this fairy tale is gonna end.
-- nsync - "the two of us"

alritee well my day was pretty mellow! it was butt EFFing cold today though! freakin' freezing! so yeah i just went to school did the usual school stuff.. went to practice.. dude freakin' people were talking to my ass when we were practicing, but then i was the one who always got caught for it! mayn that is not cool at all! well anyways we're working on our BGD routine and stuff! aww BGD fun times mayn! great memories with those things! but yeah i figured i should blog before i start on the homeworking.. hMm random tag board entries huh? yes i think so. haha WHO ARE YOU PEOPLE?! haha but no honestly, i don't mind you guys voicing your opinions about my life, but you gotta admit there are certain things you need to talk to me personally about.. hMm, but hey you do your thang, and no i'm not mad you for that.. not mad at all... =D hMm.. i'm just saying is the things i blog on here, which are not usually my personal things, cuz i do acknowledge that this blog has gotten very public, and i can't really tell all when it comes to my entries on here, so all the things that i write on here.. aren't always so clear cut.. but anyways.. you guys got one thing right.. i have a really great life! and i'm really happy that i get to live my life the best way i can.. through it's ups and downs.. i find the downs an up everytime! =D hey you gotta make the most of what you're dealt with.. but i don't know that's digressing from how my day was.. so let's get onto that.. i came to school late, for the second time this month.. so tha tmeans TRASH PiCK UP FOR ME! boo! hehe.. oh well.. and then i do my trash pick up at lunch and good ol' alex wasn't tehre so he couldn't do my trash pick up for me! bOooo! ALEX WHERE WERE YOU TODAY?! haha but anyways.. umm that was probably the most exciting part of my day.. so i'm gonna get to my homework.. seeyalaterrr! bye guys, and GOD bless!

iNTERESTiNG CHATROOM CONVO
featuring: yours truly, kimmie, cliffy, and duy

DjxQuackQuack8: no1 likes me they just wanna use me
oO Litter BuG Oo: aww.. how sweet!
OoxSLick GurLxoO: cliffy's your lover boy duy
oO Litter BuG Oo: hahaha don't flatter yourself!
DjxQuackQuack8: hahaha
oO Litter BuG Oo: hahaha jk!
jUsS mEe cLiFF: haha
OoxSLick GurLxoO: hahahhahaha
DjxQuackQuack8: =P
jUsS mEe cLiFF: i'm a boba lover!
DjxQuackQuack8: they just wanna play with mai emotionz
OoxSLick GurLxoO: BOBA WORLD
jUsS mEe cLiFF: haha
DjxQuackQuack8: wth y isn't davidi comin??
DjxQuackQuack8: damn gay ass blue haha
jUsS mEe cLiFF: haha
jUsS mEe cLiFF: true
OoxSLick GurLxoO: dun hate
oO Litter BuG Oo: nobody ever means to do that
DjxQuackQuack8: :-(
DjxQuackQuack8: people lead me on
DjxQuackQuack8: haha
oO Litter BuG Oo: you can't help how some things turn out taht's wh
OoxSLick GurLxoO: yup
jUsS mEe cLiFF: she exploit ya
jUsS mEe cLiFF: j.k
oO Litter BuG Oo: no.. sometimes it isn't the person leading on.. you gotta put some of the blame on you also.. cuz you allowed yourself to get lead on
oO Litter BuG Oo: you should ahve known what you were getting into
oO Litter BuG Oo: before you started getting into it
DjxQuackQuack8: xP
DjxQuackQuack8: well everythin was goin soo good
DjxQuackQuack8: then all of a sudden :-\
DjxQuackQuack8: i was rdy 2 ask her out LoL
oO Litter BuG Oo: how long did you guys know each othe r?
OoxSLick GurLxoO: iknow huh
DjxQuackQuack8: i haven't had a gf 4 a yr already LoL!!
DjxQuackQuack8: WoW!
DjxQuackQuack8: haha a month or 2?
jUsS mEe cLiFF: a month
OoxSLick GurLxoO: haha
jUsS mEe cLiFF: ahah
DjxQuackQuack8: lol
OoxSLick GurLxoO: hahah cliff
DjxQuackQuack8: still love at first sight yO
OoxSLick GurLxoO: aww duy
OoxSLick GurLxoO: haha
DjxQuackQuack8: dun u guyz believe in it?
jUsS mEe cLiFF: well yea
jUsS mEe cLiFF: haha
OoxSLick GurLxoO: hahahah
DjxQuackQuack8: haha
DjxQuackQuack8: sO yea :-)
oO Litter BuG Oo: no
OoxSLick GurLxoO: no
oO Litter BuG Oo: cuz you can't fall in lve with someone at first sight
DjxQuackQuack8: n she wantz 2 know me so fast
OoxSLick GurLxoO: that's not possible
oO Litter BuG Oo: cuz that would be dependant on physical attributes
DjxQuackQuack8: n that takez lotz of time haha
oO Litter BuG Oo: and love is not supposed to be based on that
jUsS mEe cLiFF: haha
OoxSLick GurLxoO: i agree wid kat
OoxSLick GurLxoO: haha
oO Litter BuG Oo: so love at first sight = crap, in my book
oO Litter BuG Oo: sorry
DjxQuackQuack8: naw
DjxQuackQuack8: haha
jUsS mEe cLiFF: Soluna - FOr ALL tIme
DjxQuackQuack8: wut about u cliff?
DjxQuackQuack8: LoL
DjxQuackQuack8: toya - moving on
jUsS mEe cLiFF: wat about me?!
DjxQuackQuack8: cecilia's song haha
jUsS mEe cLiFF: ahaha
OoxSLick GurLxoO: oh man
OoxSLick GurLxoO: haha
DjxQuackQuack8: do u believe in love at first sight?
jUsS mEe cLiFF: no comment
jUsS mEe cLiFF: haha
DjxQuackQuack8: haha
oO Litter BuG Oo: hahha
oO Litter BuG Oo: how do you know it's love when you first see them?
oO Litter BuG Oo: how is that possible ?
jUsS mEe cLiFF: its there sMiLe!
DjxQuackQuack8: i dunno u just know LoL
DjxQuackQuack8: itz a exp.
oO Litter BuG Oo: you love someone for their faults and for everything that they are.. you can't just SEE all of that
DjxQuackQuack8: itz their eyez
oO Litter BuG Oo: eyes can lie too
DjxQuackQuack8: haha
OoxSLick GurLxoO: haha they're deceiving
oO Litter BuG Oo: yep
DjxQuackQuack8: so can wordz
jUsS mEe cLiFF: haha
oO Litter BuG Oo: i'm not saying words can't
DjxQuackQuack8: sO which do u trust then?
DjxQuackQuack8: haha
OoxSLick GurLxoO: it just dependds
oO Litter BuG Oo: i trsut in getting to know a person..
DjxQuackQuack8: but wut happened everythin they said 2 u were lies
DjxQuackQuack8: haha
DjxQuackQuack8: u never know =P
jUsS mEe cLiFF: true true
jUsS mEe cLiFF: ;-)
DjxQuackQuack8: haha -yNr-!
DjxQuackQuack8: LoL
oO Litter BuG Oo: well
jUsS mEe cLiFF: haha
oO Litter BuG Oo: that's hwo you know if you love them
oO Litter BuG Oo: cuz if you loved someone.. you'd trust them for what they had to say
oO Litter BuG Oo: and hopefully you're loving someone that is being truthful to you
DjxQuackQuack8: haha i can make some1 love me all i gotta do is say all this bs
DjxQuackQuack8: hehe :-P
OoxSLick GurLxoO: that's why its all based on TRUST yO!
jUsS mEe cLiFF: haha
OoxSLick GurLxoO: haha i dunno[
oO Litter BuG Oo: nope
DjxQuackQuack8: but i won;t mean it LoL
oO Litter BuG Oo: not true!
jUsS mEe cLiFF: dirty playah!
OoxSLick GurLxoO: mah hands are freezing
OoxSLick GurLxoO: haha
oO Litter BuG Oo: don't flatter yourself mayn
oO Litter BuG Oo: sometiems people are smarter than you think
oO Litter BuG Oo: and you might not know it
oO Litter BuG Oo: but they see right through you
oO Litter BuG Oo: you think you're doing the deceiving, when in reality they're deceiving you right back, cuz they're pretending to believe you
OoxSLick GurLxoO: OoOoooo
DjxQuackQuack8: ooo
jUsS mEe cLiFF: wOw
DjxQuackQuack8: shit
DjxQuackQuack8: cliff HELP ME!
DjxQuackQuack8: haha
jUsS mEe cLiFF: she's a gr8 speaker
DjxQuackQuack8: they winnin
jUsS mEe cLiFF: haha
OoxSLick GurLxoO: hahahhahaha
oO Litter BuG Oo: hahaha
oO Litter BuG Oo: thanks.
OoxSLick GurLxoO: hell yea!!!
jUsS mEe cLiFF: umm... yNr!!!
DjxQuackQuack8: Oh man xP
jUsS mEe cLiFF: haha
DjxQuackQuack8: *cheerin go kat*
DjxQuackQuack8: hehe =P
oO Litter BuG Oo: hahahaha
jUsS mEe cLiFF: LoL
OoxSLick GurLxoO: haha
oO Litter BuG Oo: i think my cynicism about things is starting to get to me
oO Litter BuG Oo: haha
OoxSLick GurLxoO: that's mah AWESOME teamate
OoxSLick GurLxoO: hahah
oO Litter BuG Oo: hahaha YESS!
DjxQuackQuack8: haha
jUsS mEe cLiFF: haha
OoxSLick GurLxoO: whOoHOoO!!
DjxQuackQuack8: i dun believe in anythin no more LoL =P
jUsS mEe cLiFF: i think duy is now suffuse with joy
DjxQuackQuack8: aLL LieZ!
DjxQuackQuack8: haha
jUsS mEe cLiFF: hahah
OoxSLick GurLxoO: haha geez
DjxQuackQuack8: never believe wut a gurl sayz haha
jUsS mEe cLiFF: LoLz
oO Litter BuG Oo: you just haven't foudn the right girl to believe
DjxQuackQuack8: never open up 2 a gurl cuz it'll just go around n hurt ya hehe
oO Litter BuG Oo: or you haven't foudn the right girl to tell you truth
oO Litter BuG Oo: a girl can easily say that about you and other boys
oO Litter BuG Oo: i know, cuz i have
DjxQuackQuack8: how can i trust some1 when i don't got time haha
DjxQuackQuack8: she won't give me any time xP
oO Litter BuG Oo: if you can't trust someone, how can someone trsut you?
oO Litter BuG Oo: trust is not one a way thing
oO Litter BuG Oo: it goes both ways..
DjxQuackQuack8: yea but 2 trust some1 u need 2 know them n that takez time
DjxQuackQuack8: but they never give me time LoL
DjxQuackQuack8: :-P
oO Litter BuG Oo: then that was their decision to make
DjxQuackQuack8: they think i'm a min. man LoL!!!! :-D
oO Litter BuG Oo: you can't blame them for that
jUsS mEe cLiFF: haha
OoxSLick GurLxoO: haha
oO Litter BuG Oo: hahah
oO Litter BuG Oo: what a loserface!
oO Litter BuG Oo: hahaha
OoxSLick GurLxoO: i dont' want no one min man
OoxSLick GurLxoO: haha
DjxQuackQuack8: haha
DjxQuackQuack8: just lookin 4 a quicky= P
jUsS mEe cLiFF: he's tryin his best to understand!
DjxQuackQuack8: hehe
oO Litter BuG Oo: gross!
oO Litter BuG Oo: hahaha
DjxQuackQuack8: haha
OoxSLick GurLxoO: hahah oh my
OoxSLick GurLxoO: can i hit you duy?
OoxSLick GurLxoO: ahha
DjxQuackQuack8: hmm sure
DjxQuackQuack8: plz do so
OoxSLick GurLxoO: *pow*
OoxSLick GurLxoO: ahha
jUsS mEe cLiFF: haha
jUsS mEe cLiFF: i think i get ya a b-day run juss like david
jUsS mEe cLiFF: haha
DjxQuackQuack8: they say they dun know me but how can they if itz only been liek a month?
DjxQuackQuack8: they want 2 know mai whole life n how i function in a short time of period
DjxQuackQuack8: i dun think thatz possible cuz i dun even know everythin about maiself =P
DjxQuackQuack8: secertz hidden :-)
oO Litter BuG Oo: that's true.. i mean you can't know a person for such a short period of time
jUsS mEe cLiFF: muy bien
oO Litter BuG Oo: but also.. if you supposedly liked this person.. why couldn't you open up?
OoxSLick GurLxoO: yepz
DjxQuackQuack8: cuz it takes time 4 me 2 open up
DjxQuackQuack8: i du just open 2 every1 i know LoL
oO Litter BuG Oo: obviously
OoxSLick GurLxoO: haha
oO Litter BuG Oo: that's my thing
jUsS mEe cLiFF: ¿Esto es una mentira?
oO Litter BuG Oo: how can someone say they "like" someone but not be able to talk to them fully?
oO Litter BuG Oo: people take the word "like" so lightly nowadays
DjxQuackQuack8: cuz they shy
DjxQuackQuack8: haha
OoxSLick GurLxoO: haha
DjxQuackQuack8: hella SHY
oO Litter BuG Oo: i still take it seriously.. where i don't say i like somene until i really mean it
jUsS mEe cLiFF: haha
OoxSLick GurLxoO: hey that's true
oO Litter BuG Oo: it's not a shy factor
oO Litter BuG Oo: it's a matter of people say it too often sometimes.. and take it lightly when it shouldn't be
DjxQuackQuack8: 4 me it is LoL
oO Litter BuG Oo: "like" along with "love" is so abused...
oO Litter BuG Oo: people say it like it's just some ordinary word.. but i mean it's a word that has sooo much baggage attached to it
oO Litter BuG Oo: whether or not you reciprocate the feeling sback..
OoxSLick GurLxoO: that's soo freaken true
OoxSLick GurLxoO: if u're not ready to say it..then dun say it
jUsS mEe cLiFF: i'm still with duy'z subject
DjxQuackQuack8: wordz dun mean anythin itz the thingz u do 2 show it
DjxQuackQuack8: haha
oO Litter BuG Oo: no..
DjxQuackQuack8: thatz wut i believe =P
oO Litter BuG Oo: if you exrpessed yourself with words the way words are supposed to be used, then you wouldn't have SHOW things to make the person believe
DjxQuackQuack8: wordz dun mean anythin 2 me LoL
oO Litter BuG Oo: words are strong in themselves, and they shoudln't have to be proven
oO Litter BuG Oo: then why do you speak?
jUsS mEe cLiFF: haha
OoxSLick GurLxoO: OOo
oO Litter BuG Oo: why do you talk if they dont' mean anything to you?
OoxSLick GurLxoO: haha
jUsS mEe cLiFF: she got ya ass there
jUsS mEe cLiFF: xP
DjxQuackQuack8: haha
OoxSLick GurLxoO: foreal man
DjxQuackQuack8: shut up! =P
jUsS mEe cLiFF: LoLz
DjxQuackQuack8: i'm tryin 2 think here LoL
DjxQuackQuack8: haha
jUsS mEe cLiFF: haha
DjxQuackQuack8: with mai lil brain haha
oO Litter BuG Oo: your words, whether or not you mean them in the end can make or a break a person
OoxSLick GurLxoO: true dat
DjxQuackQuack8: wooo thatz strong shit haha
jUsS mEe cLiFF: hha
jUsS mEe cLiFF: keep thinkin
OoxSLick GurLxoO: haha
OoxSLick GurLxoO: cliff
DjxQuackQuack8: help me then fOo haha
oO Litter BuG Oo: hahaha
DjxQuackQuack8: :-P
jUsS mEe cLiFF: LoLz
DjxQuackQuack8: 2 head r better than u haha
DjxQuackQuack8: kat is 2 smart 4 me xP
oO Litter BuG Oo: haha
jUsS mEe cLiFF: Lolz
OoxSLick GurLxoO: haha

think of it this way, if everything was the opposite, it would be perfect.
-- mickey mouse

yeah pretty inconsistent with this here blog, but oh well atleast i still find the time to do it.. i was about to work on my history project when i decided i should blog.. so here i am.. well let's see things have been pretty good.. the best they can be. i don't feel like giving a complete overview of the days i've been out from this blogging thing, but hmm the highlights..
so the CV game was pretty cool.. yeah i drove there! what a weirdo huh? hehe yeah i know.. but i was driving pretty wrecklessly =/ cuz people in my car were irritating me! *ahem* nicolas, edison, nicole, sinq, and yelena! hahaha.. just kidding guys, but anyways.. so yeah we get to the game and mayn oh mayn the JV game.. gracious! no comment on that one! i was very mad! gracious, i don't understand why people with NO EXPERiENCE deserve to be cheering on that field! why?!?! come on now! be realistic! geez louise! whatever.. but other than that mishap, GOOD JOB JV! after that it was time for our game.. but actually before that i was walking back ot my car, and low and behold nicolas moved my car!! you ass!! i can't believe you touched my car! he got an ass kicking, or tried anyway.. hehe yeah after all that mess we cheered for our game... the game was pretty good, i mean considering we were playing CV.. the final score was 35 - 45 not too shabby for Hoover's standards... not too bad from last years 0 - 1837409328 haha..

after the game everyone headed out to in n out, i didn't really feel like staying there, cuz yeah everyone from egypt and guam was there.. so i just stopped by to say hi to people, and then left, besides my precious already got me some in n out to eat! =D what a sweetie.. and so after that me, nicole, edison, and nicolas were all just chillin in the car driving.. me in the car with clarkies.. and after everything we just decided to drop people off.. so we drop off edison and nicolas in the freakin' boonies! sheesh! south glendale (( shakes head )) haha jk. but anyways yeah i dropped off nicolas, and walked him to his door! hahaha.. how nice of me huh? hehe yes i know. haha my how the tables have been turned! hehe.. and then as i was driving away nicolas left his bag in my trunk so i stopped the car, and this freak person freakin' zooms past me on my left side, and i almost hit him! gracious! but good thing i have crazy good reflexes. hehe yeah so me and nicole, the two little girls.. one 12 years old, the other 11 years old! haha.. but yeah we were driving, and trying not to get lost.. so we're like okay driving, (( looks around )) this place doens't look familiar.. so we decide we would turn left on the next street that sounded familiar to us.. so the street we turned left on was "glenoaks" yess.. that street stretches far and wide dude.. but yeah we take that street, and yess we are back into familiar north glendale territory! haha yeah i drop off nicole.. and had movie night with joyce and henri. more like sleeping night.. but ehh yeah you know what i mean.

HOJ worship night was really good! it was a very awesome experience, as usual.. and it was just hmm.. no words can express i think. let's just say i needed it...and i got a lot of answers to some questions i had flowing through my head.. all around... GREAT STUFF!

okay that's it for me.. off to my school stuff.. bye guys.